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Pastoral Medicine
GA 318

12 September 1924, Dornach

Lecture V

Dear friends,

We must now go on from the knowledge we have gained in one direction, of individuals who, although not exactly having intuition, do develop a perception of the spiritual world and who show certain aspects of behavior that to a physician may seem to be pathological but are in fact something quite different, something more. For as you have seen, the pathological condition remains with them in statu nascendi and there is continuous healing coming from the spirit. This is the case with such personalities as St. Teresa and Mechthild of Magdeburg,5 Mechthild von Magdeburg (1210–1286?). Cistercian nun. Her chief work was The Flowing Light of the Godhead. as well as with male visionaries.

When we study these individuals, we find that as a first stage the ego organization separates from the rest of the human organism. It then draws the astral body closely to it, in a certain sense away from the physical-etheric organism. This is in the waking state. What is the consequence of this? You can easily see that this puts the individual into a kind of dream condition. From a spiritual-scientific point of view the ego, by drawing the astral body to itself, is not allowing it to enter the physical and etheric bodies completely, and this brings about a kind of dream condition. But because of the special karmic density, both ego and astral body are strong, and they bring into the dream condition receptivity for the perception of the spiritual world. Dream is transformed into a state in which the individual is really able to see into the spiritual world and to feel the presence of spiritual beings.

Now let us look at the extreme opposite condition. Here the ego is weak, and the astral body draws it down too strongly into the rest of the organism—again in the waking state. Then there is not illumination, as with visionaries like St. Teresa, but the opposite: a darkening, a clouding, a lowering of consciousness—in the waking state—to a dream condition.

One cannot learn to know this second type of person in the way I have indicated for the first type. Individuals who feel the presence of spiritual beings, who come to such final stages as St. Teresa or Mechthild of Magdeburg, are much more numerous than one would think. One learns to know them if one has some particular opportunity or if one has cultivated the corresponding faculties. One learns to know them best by letting them tell about their conditions. They talk more interestingly than our ordinary contemporaries. Their narratives are much more interesting; above all, they speak of things one does not encounter in everyday life. So they are already interesting in the first stage.

The opposite individuals, those whose astral body is drawing the ego down, are also interesting if one lets them talk about themselves. To understand the first type of person requires the soul depth of the priest. To understand this second type of person—who often is even more interesting than the usual visionaries, who do not develop very far—really requires the sensitivity of a physician who comprehends the world with a good intelligence and a fair amount of intuition. For it is a matter of understanding what they do not tell one: what they do tell one is of little value. It is a matter of grasping what they say or do in such a way that one can think of it in relation to the human organism. Such persons, if one asks them a question, show a certain amount of stupidity, also unwillingness to answer a question. They begin to talk about something quite foreign to what one is asking. But if one catches hold of what they say about themselves—and some of them talk endlessly—one sometimes has the feeling that they possess an inner source of speech that gives them a special association of ideas such as the ordinary person does not have. They'll tell you if you let them ramble on—you mustn't ask questions, you must just snap up what they tell as it were by chance—For example a man might say: “Sure, ten years ago I was in a farmer's house and the wife gave me some coffee. The cup had red roses painted on it. She couldn't give me the coffee right away because she'd forgotten the sugar was in the kitchen and she had to go and get it. And she forgot the milk. She had to get the milk from down in the cellar. And then she poured almost half a cup of milk into the coffee. And she said, ‘My coffee is very good.’ And I said, ‘Yes, I think so too, farmer lady.’” And so he goes on and on. He tells incidents from far in his past, and goes into the most unbelievable details. You think, “If I only had a memory as good as his!”—forgetting that if you did have as good a memory you would be just like him! Now of course I'm telling it this way to portray a type, and to show a typical outcome. You must then think of the corresponding lighter variations that you meet in life, which the physician especially meets. I'm picturing an extreme case so that you can see the chief characteristics.

So when the astral body draws the ego organization in, there comes about a kind of power for reproducing details of memory as though automatically. It is always ready to repeat them; it is indifferent to logical connections and just tells things one after another. As a result one can't help wondering why the person hits upon one thing at one moment and another thing at the next. His tale can go on like this, for instance: “The farmer lady went to get the milk and while she was gone I looked in the corner of the room and there was a Madonna picture and it was the same one I'd seen thirty years earlier in another place but there I didn't have coffee but a very good soup.” It can happen that he comes entirely away from the first part of his narrative, but it can also happen that he returns to it again. One sees that this is not a logical memory but a space-and-time memory, extraordinarily exact, with a compulsive desire to tell everything. It is a memory in which, when one studies it more closely, one sees something very remarkable—one sees its deeper foundation. One notices that the person enjoys the sound of certain words he had associated with certain events while he was experiencing the events themselves, and now he takes pleasure in sounding these words again. He is in fact going back to speech that was kept in his memory while thoughts were pushed out—not completely, but almost so.

One also notices changes in the sphere of the will. To these one must pay attention, for now the beginning of real pathological conditions can be found. One will encounter the following—again, one must pay attention, for nothing much can be acclomplished if, for instance, one approaches such people to do this or that in order to observe them. For they become amazingly stubborn, they don't want to cooperate, won't answer questions, won't do anything. But if one can obtain an earlier case history and put those things together with what can be learned from the person's neighbors or a similar source, then one discovers, for instance, that such a person feels a terrific impulse at a definite time of the year to go wandering off somewhere. Often it is to the same region each year. And this inner impulse of will works so strongly that if one tries at such a moment to counteract it, just to discover what state the person is in, one can, for instance, notice the following.

Take a gourmand (there are gourmands even among such people as these!). Catch up with him while he is wandering and sit him down to a wonderful meal or two—to what gives him his greatest joy in life. You'll find that he will only stay put the first day, possibly a second day if he is still a good distance from the place he is heading for. He becomes restless, for he would love another fine meal, and he knows that the next place he'll reach has frightful food. He knows that, for his memory is unusually well developed. He becomes anxious. He wants to go on, for he cannot adapt his will to sudden external suggestions. Just as on the one hand he cannot adapt himself to immediate sense impressions but brings out every possible gem from his speech coffers, so on the other hand he cannot adapt himself to the necessity of surrendering his will-limb system to life's external circumstances. He wants just to follow his own will-impulses, which drive him from within in a very definite manner. One sees that he has almost completely lost the faculty of the ego organization that unites a human being with the outer world. His senses are dulled; his will-impulses prevent him from having a normal relation to the world, and he wants only to follow these will-impulses. This is the consequence of the ego being drawn down into the astral body.

So you see, such people could be helped very much if our medical understanding and the loving devotion of the theologians would work together—not, however, by some instant therapy, but in the following way. With these people one can observe a very definite situation. First we have to consider their life between the change of teeth and puberty. In that period, from a superficial point of view usually nothing abnormal is to be noticed. Everyone loves to see how clever these children are, how frightfully clever, what clever answers they can give, “just like an adult!” But one should be alert to this clever answering between the seventh and the fourteenth year. The children who are so excessively clever at this age are receiving something in this period before puberty that they should only have for their development after puberty. That is how the condition that I have just been describing comes about. The astral body should only be drawing the ego down after puberty, so that then the ego can completely unfold by the beginning of the twenties. With these children the astral body has already drawn the ego down after the change of teeth or in the ninth, tenth, eleventh year. We observe the abnormal cleverness and are delighted by it. By the time the late teens come, the eighteenth, nineteenth, twentieth years, the ego is stuck too deeply in the astral body. Then the condition is present that I have described, along with the symptoms that I indicated. So now if a child worries us in those early years by premature cleverness, it is a matter of giving certain kinds of treatment. First of all, there will be situations where physician and priest will have to confer with the teacher, so that the teacher will realize what should be done for that early life period. When we have finished this general characterization, we will make several detailed suggestions of what can actually be done. But first I'd like to carry this further, to indicate certain clear connections between the various themes we've been discussing.

Now the following can happen: the etheric body on its part can draw the astral body and ego in too strongly, so that they snap to an excessive degree into the physical and etheric bodies—again in the waking state. Then we have the situation that, seen from within, there is too much astrality in the organs; it cannot unite properly with them. This condition is the pathological mirror-picture of a visionary state such as, for instance, that of St. Teresa, such as her “first stage” as I described it, when she felt the presence of spiritual beings. We had there the bringing of waking-sleep into clear consciousness. And now in such persons as I am describing we have the opposite: dreams are carried over into waking life, with the accompanying symptoms I have mentioned. For it really happens in waking life: dreams do not appear, but an active “dream” life that discloses itself in the kind of speech I described, and in that extreme turning inward of the will impulses. That is the pathological mirror-picture of ordinary dreaming. Activity is there instead of the passivity that is the normal condition of dreaming.

Then we have the second stage, the drawing down of the ego and astral organization by the etheric body. The individual snaps too strongly with the ego, astral body, and etheric body into the physical organism, and the physical organism is not able to receive them into its single organs. Every possible organ has excess astrality that could not unite properly with the organ. Now we have the pathological mirror-picture of what we learned was the second stage for the individuals in whom sense impressions were in a certain sense stimulated from within. The direction was from within out to the senses. Now in this mirror-picture the direction is the opposite: it goes inward to the organs, it takes hold of the physical organism. And conditions appear that always appear when a physical or etheric organ is flooded by the astral body and ego organization and they cannot unite so that it could be called a proper saturation of the physical body by the etheric and astral bodies. Something is left over in the physical organs from the higher members of the organism. What in the other type of individuals poured into visions similar to a sense perception, with colors like a sense perception, visions that revealed the spiritual world, is in this case pouring itself inward, wanting to seize a physical organ. In the former situation there was a reaching out more externally, to the spiritual world beyond the sense world. In this case there is a reaching inward to a physical organ, manifesting in so-called “seizures,” all the different forms of real epilepsy or epileptoid symptoms (“temporal lobe seizures”). It can be explained as the snapping down of the ego and astral organization too strongly into the physical organism, which then succeeds in drawing the etheric body to itself. We see how the first condition advances to this second condition.

Hereby we see something in modern life that could be prevented if a real pastoral medicine would come about. People do not realize that the first condition is pathological; they simply find it interesting. And they only become aware of the second condition when seizures or other epileptic symptoms appear. The memory is now no longer expanding into detail, and the inner will-impulses are no longer increasing: now, since the astral and ego organizations are being pulled inward, and therefore the astral organization is failing to relate properly to certain organs, we find the memory is extinguished. Instead of the memory clinging to details as in the previous condition (details with no logical relation, that were just a running stream of unassociated pictures), now we find the memory disrupted, collapsed, a memory with gaps in it. This can become so extreme that the person lives in a kind of double consciousness. For instance, the memory clings to the upper organs—for the whole human being participates in memory—it takes hold of the upper organs, deserting the lower organs. Then this is reversed: the upper organs lose the memory activity and the lower organs receive it again. There is a rhythmic alteration. Such things can happen. And so these people have two streams of consciousness flowing parallel to each other. In one stream they remember everything that occurs when they are in the one condition; in the other stream they remember all the other things. And they never know in one condition of consciousness any of the content of the other condition of consciousness. Thus the memory deteriorates to a pathological level.

There we have the pathological mirror-picture of what we found in the second stage of the saint. Let us use that term, for modern medicine has no word for such a thing. Saints have a world around them that is visionary but that has a spiritual content. They reach into the spiritual world and receive inner impressions of it. People with pathological conditions—because their karma has given them a weak personality—are drawn down into the physical body. Instead of receiving visions of spiritual things they have epileptic conditions, empty gaps in consciousness, a lack of coherence in daily waking life, and so forth.

But now there can be still a third stage. This is the stage at which for karmic reasons the physical body has become even weaker, along with all the other members, so that earlier karmic forces no longer operate sufficiently in the physical body. With such a person it now comes about, not that ego, astral, and etheric body are pulled in by the physical body, but that something quite different happens. I shall have to describe it in the following way.

Think how it is with those who are extremely sensitive in the other direction, in the direction of the senses, that is, in the direction of the ego organization. How painfully sensitive they can be to all that flows in through the senses, to strong colors, lively sounds. Now precisely the opposite is the case with those whose physical body is weak from karmic causes. Such people are not hypersensitive from within outward, but are insensitive to their physical body and yield to an excessive degree to everything from the other side, the side of the will, that is, from the outer physical world. They succumb to heaviness, warmth, cold. All of this affects them not as it normally affects organic beings, but as it affects inorganic things. This then stifles the expression of the astral body and ego. They are hemmed in by the world and because of a weak physical body they cannot confront it with the necessary intensity; they are like a piece of the outer world although they are still inside their physical body. This is clearly the exact opposite of what we described as the third stage for the saint. The saint goes through pain that is then transformed into bliss, and then further to an experience of the spiritual world in its pure spirituality. This is called “rest in God” or “rest in the Spirit.”

But people who develop in the way I am now describing do not come to “rest in God” or “rest in the Spirit.” They come, although they are not conscious of it, to rest in the hidden occult forces of the physical world, forces against which they, as human beings, should actually be maintaining their independence. They develop the pathological mirror-picture of the third stage of the saint: the condition called idiocy, in which the human personality is lost, in which a person rests in outer nature, that is, in the hidden forces of nature. They can no longer manifest as a human being. They live only in the natural processes that go on within them, in what is a continuation of external natural processes, vegetable processes—eating food, digesting food, moving about in whatever way digestion and the food substances give an impulse to move. It is a complete waking sleep given over to the bodily functions, which are not under the control of the weak physical body but are active as processes in the outer world are active. Naturally, since these processes are working in a human being they do give human-like impulses. But these people are isolated from the normal human world because they are pushed into the physical world to too great a degree. Here we have to do with everything that is a pathological mirror-picture of the “rest in God.” We can call it “rest in Nature.” It has to do with the various paranoid states, with what in everyday life is called idiocy, while the previous conditions would be called mental retardation.

So we have seen the progression in the case of the saint from feeling the presence of spiritual beings to a third stage, being present in the spiritual world. And we have seen the opposite pathological states: first, psychopathological impairment as the first stage. We can be particularly aware of this stage when we encounter an abnormal wanderlust, as I described, connected with a memory that lacks logic. We see this progress to states of insanity, of which the early stage will still allow a person to pursue certain activities in external life. Then we see this progress to the third stage—which could also have been present in early childhood in statu nascendi.

The second stage can be due to the fact that no one has been able to recognize and counteract certain conditions in the first life period, between birth and change of teeth. Occasionally young children show, not exactly an excessive cleverness, but rather an unusual desire to learn things—something that should only appear after the change of teeth. This characteristic is normal between change of teeth and puberty. When it appears in the first life period, however, we should be concerned and we should find the means—physical, soul, and spiritual means—to cure what is already pathological. It is of utmost importance to investigate how certain capacities can be prevented from shining down into the first seven years of life that should really only emerge during the second seven years.

The third stage can reveal itself in two ways. In most cases a person brings it along as his or her karma—as you have seen from my descriptions. Already at birth, the person is in an abnormal condition because of some unusual stress in putting together the etheric body before entering the physical body. An etheric body was formed that does not want to penetrate the physical body completely, does not want to enter heart and stomach in the proper way but wants to flood them: in other words, an etheric body that carries the astral body and ego organization too strongly into the various organs. Already at birth or very soon after, we see facial or bodily deformities that can give us deep concern. This is called congenital mental retardation—but there is no such thing! There is only karmic mental retardation, related to the child's entire destiny. We will also speak about this more fully, so that you will see how an incarnation spent in such mental dullness can, under certain conditions, even have a beneficial place in a human being's karma, although it may mean misery in that one incarnation. There is need, after all, to regard things not merely from the point of view of finite life, but sub specie aeterni from the point of view of the immortal life of a human being. Then we would have a compassionate charity (caritas) and a wise one as well.

On the other hand, the second stage I have described can progress to the third stage in the following way. If in the first life period, between birth and change of teeth, not only the second life period shines in but also the third—the period between puberty and the twenties, when our organization should work into our organism—then we see a child in their fourth or fifth year with capacities that often delight the people. They say, “This child talks or acts like a twenty-year-old!” But this is what is happening: the ego organization is developing too early and is overpowering the physical body and making it weak. Idiocy will then appear in the latter part of the person's life. In this case it is not brought on by karma but has been acquired in this very life, and can only be balanced out karmically in later lives. If we observe life intelligently and have a good pastoral medicine to support us, we will be able to prevent it simply by providing the proper education for such a person's early childhood.

Whoever is vocationally drawn to observe such things should do so not only as individual symptoms—where, naturally, they should be studied with special love—but should also cultivate an understanding for them as a general phenomenon. Such a person should also develop an understanding for how these things are brought about.

We have seen how much of the pedagogy of former decades that a healthy pedagogy, such as the Waldorf school pedagogy wants to be, must definitely oppose. Yet these things have become extraordinarily precious to people. Sometimes our Waldorf school education must address certain things with tremendous severity, for instance, the Froebel kindergarten work, which is taken not from life but out of the intellect. Before the change of teeth it occupies children with activities that are not an imitation of life but are invented out of people's heads. This is putting into the child's first years of life something that should not be there until the next period, between change of teeth and puberty. This brings on the first stage of a pathological condition, a mild state of illness that often is not yet regarded as pathological. Also it were better, perhaps, not to label it pathological, otherwise so much else would have to be labeled pathological, which must in any case be recognized as “cultural phenomena.” These things cannot merely be criticized, they must be understood, so that one relates to them in the right way.

What we should see in front of us is wrong education in early childhood. The second life period has been carried into the first. This is the underlying cause creating a person's automatic speech and stirring the will from within outwards without adjusting in any degree to the surrounding world. Think of a situation such as I described as the first pathological stage: a slight tendency, caused by bad education, education going the wrong way. Then what happens? Wanderlust. This impulse is not entirely pathological, but it is characterized by the desire at a certain age to follow none but one's own ideas, not to bother about the world, to get free and away from one's surroundings, to wander at will! It is connected with other contemporary phenomena that also have their origin in a pathological education, or at least an education with a pathological tinge. You can observe this right now. Look at some of these youth groups. Their very existence belongs to the lifestyle of the last decades of the Kali Yuga.6 Kali Yuga, “the Dark Age,” reckoned from 3101 B.C. to A.D. 1899 in Steiner's esoteric chronology. There is an affinity between this slightly pathological condition and the kind of life that the Kali Yuga brought about. These things all belong together. But they must be examined from these two aspects. If you look, you will easily see tinges of what I have been describing. They reveal themselves clearly in wanderlust, but that is an extreme symptom. Listen once in a while to their conversations! One despairs at their indifference to what one says to them. They repeat details eternally, details they describe as their “experience”; they come back again and again to the same thing.

Please don't misunderstand me! I'm certainly not pointing to any of these things in a trivial sense. My intention is to show you that such phenomena can only be really understood if one grasps clearly the connection I've been pointing to during these few days: that there is always a step into spiritual life and its extreme opposite—a step into the physical body. A further step into the spiritual world for the saint; a further step into the body, into seizures, for instance, for the psychopath. And so on. That is the relationship. If you consider how in the external world, in electricity and magnetism, one pole is always dependent upon the other, you will realize that in life too there can be such a relation between two poles of human development.

This, of course, cannot be seized upon clumsily, as happens today so often with the materialistic worldview. This fact, that there are polar opposites here and that there is a connection between the two poles, must be approached with delicacy. Then one will begin to see what can develop in the one and the other direction. One will finally learn in this way to see into the nature of the human being.

We will continue tomorrow.

Fünfter Vortrag

Meine lieben Freunde! Es handelt sich jetzt um die Erkenntnisse, die wir gewonnen haben auf der einen Seite durch die Betrachtung von Menschen, welche, ohne direkt eine Intuition zu haben, in Wahrnehmung der geistigen Welt hineinwachsen und dadurch Zustände zeigen in ihrem ganzen menschlichen Habitus, die den Arzt leicht an Pathologisches erinnern können, die aber im Grunde genommen doch etwas ganz anderes sind als pathologische Zustände allein. Schon aus dem Grunde, weil, wie wir gesehen haben, das Pathologische im Status nascendi bleibt und eine fortwährende, vom Geiste ausgehende Heilungsmöglichkeit da ist, wie das bei solchen Persönlichkeiten wie die heilige Theresia, auch Mechthild von Magdeburg, aber auch bei männlichen Visionären durchaus der Fall ist.

Nun haben wir, wenn wir diese Zustände betrachten, ein Herausfallen der Ich-Organisation aus der menschlichen Gesamtorganisation im ersten Stadium. Die Ich-Organisation zieht dann den astralischen Leib sehr an sich und sondert ihn in einem gewissen Sinne ab von der ätherischen und physischen Organisation im Wachzustande. Was kommt dadurch zustande? Sie können leicht begreifen, meine lieben Freunde, dadurch kommt zustande, daß der Mensch in eine Art Traumzustand verfällt. Wenn wir den menschlichen Habitus geisteswissenschaftlich betrachten, der dadurch entsteht, daß das Ich den astralischen Leib an sich heranzieht, ihn nicht ganz hineinläßt in den physischen und ätherischen Leib, entsteht eine Art von Traumzustand. Aber wieder dadurch, daß durch eine besondere karmische Dichtigkeit, wie ich betont habe, Ich und astralischer Leib dann stark sind, wird in den Traum hineingetragen eine Empfänglichkeit für die Wahrnehmung der geistigen Welt. Der Traum ist umgewandelt in einen Zustand, der die Möglichkeit hat, wirklich in die geistige Welt hineinzuschauen. Das ist der Zustand, wo der Betreffende dann das Anwesenheitsgefühl von Wesenheiten der geistigen Welt hat.

Nun können wir den entgegengesetzten Zustand aufsuchen, den polarisch entgegengesetzten Zustand. Dieser polarisch entgegengesetzte Zustand, er tritt dann ein, wenn der astralische Leib die Ich-Organisation, die gerade schwach ist, zu stark hereinzieht. Dann tritt im Wachzustande nicht eine Erhellung wie bei Visionären von der Art der heiligen Theresia ein, sondern es tritt im Gegenteil im Wachzustande eine Abdämpfung, eine Verdunkelung des Bewußtseins ein. Eine Abdämpfung bis zum Traum tritt ein.

Sehen Sie, solche Menschen, die in einem solchen Zustande sind, können wir nicht in der Weise kennenlernen, wie ich das für die anderen angedeutet habe. Menschen, die bis zu solchen Kulminationsstadien kommen wie die heilige Theresia oder Mechthild von Magdeburg, aber auch solche, die zahlreich sind, viel zahlreicher, als man glaubt, und das Anwesenheitsgefühl von Geistigem haben, solche Persönlichkeiten lernt man, wenn man dazu die nötige Anlage oder die entsprechenden Fähigkeiten ausgebildet hat, am besten dadurch kennen, daß man sich ihre Zustände erzählen läßt. Sie sprechen ja — verzeihen Sie, daß ich das so sage - interessanter als die gewöhnlichen Philister des Tages. Ihre Erzählungen sind viel interessanter und sie erzählen vor allen Dingen solches, das man nicht im Alltag haben kann. Also sie sind schon interessant, diese Leute, auch wenn sie im ersten Stadium stehen. Man lernt sie kennen dadurch, daß man sich von ihnen erzählen läßt.

Die anderen, bei denen der Astralleib das Ich hereinzieht, bei denen bleibt es auch noch interessant, wenn man sich von ihnen erzählen läßt, nur braucht man, um die ersteren zu verstehen, richtig die Seelenvertiefung mehr des Priesters. Um die zweiten zu verstehen, die oftmals nicht minder interessant sind, oftmals sogar noch interessanter als die gewöhnlichen Visionäre, die nicht so weit kommen, um die zweiten zu verstehen, gehört eigentlich die innere Gefühlssphäre des die Welt mit gutem Verstand, leidlicher Intuition auffassenden Arztes. Denn da handelt es sich darum, zu verstehen, was sie einem nicht erzählen, denn was sie einem erzählen, das hat nicht viel Wert. Es handelt sich darum, dasjenige, was sie sagen und tun, so aufzufassen, daß man es in die richtige Perspektive gegenüber der menschlichen Organisation bringen kann. Solche Persönlichkeiten zeigen, wenn man sie um etwas fragt, schon einen gewissen Grad von Stumpfheit, auch Unwillen, einem zu antworten. Sie fangen dann von etwas anderem zu reden an als von dem, was in der Frage liegt. Aber wenn man abfängt dasjenige, was sie von sich selbst aus sagen — es gibt auch unter ihnen solche, die fortwährend schwätzen möchten -, wenn man abfängt dasjenige, was sie von sich selbst sagen, hat man zuweilen das Gefühl, da ist ein innerer Quell für das Sprechen, der ihnen auch eine besondere Art der Ideenassoziation gibt, wie das bei gewöhnlichen Menschen nicht der Fall ist. Solche Menschen erzählen einem, wenn man sie gehen läßt man muß sie nicht fragen, sondern man muß aufschnappen, was sie wie zufällig erzählen -, solche Menschen erzählen einem: Ja, vor zehn Jahren, da war ich einmal bei einem Bauer. Die Bäuerin hat mir Kaffee gegeben. Die Bäuerin hat mir Kaffee gegeben in einer Tasse, wo außen rote Rosen gemalt waren. Die Bäuerin hat mir nicht gleich den Kaffee geben können, denn sie hat in der Küche den Zucker vergessen gehabt und mußte ihn erst holen. Dann hatte sie die Milch vergessen. Die mußte sie erst vom Keller heraufholen, und dann hat sie so etwas wie ein Achtelliter Milch in den Kaffee hineingegossen und dann hat sie gesagt: Mein Kaffee ist ein sehr guter; und da hab ich gesagt: Ja das glaube ich schon, Bäuerin. - Und so fährt er fort; er erzählt Einzelheiten, die sich auf lang Vergangenes beziehen und in die unglaublichsten Details eingehen. Man kommt dann zu der Idee: Ach hätte ich doch nur auch ein so gutes Gedächtnis wie der. - Man vergißt ganz, daß wenn man ein solches Gedächtnis wie der hätte, dann wäre man so wie der. Ja nun, ich erzähle die Dinge etwas typisch und typisch auch herausgearbeitet. Sie müssen dann die entsprechenden leichteren Varianten, die im Leben einem dann begegnen, insbesondere dem Arzt begegnen, Sie müssen sich danach orientieren. Ich erzähle es als Extrem auffällig, damit Sie sehen, worauf es ankommt.

Es kommt also dann, wenn der astralische Leib die Ich-Organisation so hereinzieht, eine Art von Kraft zustande, die wie automatisch im Gedächtnis aufgefaßte Details gern wiedergibt, immer bereit ist, sie wiederzugeben, aber absieht davon, irgendeinen logischen Zusammenhang zu suchen, sondern sie hintereinander aufzählt die Dinge, so daß man nicht recht einsieht, weshalb der Betreffende gerade in dem einen Moment auf das eine, in dem anderen Moment auf das andere verfällt. Es kann vorkommen, daß der Betreffende erzählt: Die Bäuerin ist hinausgegangen und hat die Milch geholt; während sie hinausging, da schaute ich in die Ecke des Zimmers, da war ein Madonnenbild, das war dasselbe wie das, das ich vor dreißig Jahren in einem Orte gesehen habe; da habe ich aber nicht einen Kaffee gekriegt, sondern eine sehr gute Suppe. — Es kann sein, daß er von der anderen Erzählung ganz abkommt, es kann sein, daß er wieder darauf zurückkommt. Also man sieht, es ist ein nicht logisch, aber räumlich-zeitlich mit außerordentlicher Treue und automatenhafter Sehnsucht, sich zu offenbaren, wirkendes Gedächtnis. Ein solches Gedächtnis hat er, ein Gedächtnis, bei dem man, wenn man noch näher darauf eingeht, etwas sehr Merkwürdiges erblickt: man erblickt nämlich dasjenige, worauf in noch tieferem Sinne die Sache beruht. Man merkt, er hat eine gewisse Freude an gewissen Wortklängen, die er sich angeeignet hat, als er die Dinge erlebt hat. Und nun merkt man, er hat eine Freude, diese Wortklänge wieder hervorzubringen. Kurz, man merkt, es handelt sich dabei um ein Zurückgehen auf die Sprache, die gedächtnismäßig festgehalten wird mit Ausschaltung der Gedanken — nicht mit völliger Ausschaltung der Gedanken, aber doch mit Ausschaltung der Gedanken.

Auf der anderen Seite merkt man auch eine Veränderung der Willenssphäre. Die muß man ebenso beachten, denn dadurch wandert man allmählich ab in richtige pathologische Zustände, die dann auch auftreten können und von denen wir dann zu sprechen haben. Man merkt das Folgende. Man muß wieder achtgeben; denn irgendwie heranzutreten an solche Menschen, sie zu veranlassen, daß sie einem folgen sollen, daß sie das oder jenes tun sollen, damit man an ihnen etwas sieht, das hilft nicht viel, denn sie werden sehr stark bockig, wollen sich nicht irgendwie fügen, nicht Antwort geben auf Fragen, die man an sie stellt, wollen auch nicht irgend etwas ausführen. Aber wenn man mit Hilfe irgendeiner Art von außen herangeholter Anamnese herangeht, so daß man die Dinge zusammenträgt, die man aus der Umgebung oder sonstwie erfahren kann, dann merkt man, wie solche Menschen zum Beispiel zu einer bestimmten Zeit des Jahres Willensanregungen in sich empfangen, daß sie wandern müssen, daß sie eine Gegend durchstreifen müssen. Oftmals ist es dieselbe Gegend im Jahr, die sie durchstreifen wollen, und der innere Willensimpuls wirkt da so stark, daß man, wenn man nun negative Instanzen anwendet, um dahinter zu kommen, wie es mit ihnen ist, zum Beispiel das Folgende merken kann. Man nehme einen Gourmand; es gibt auch solche unter den Leuten, die große Freude am Essen haben. Man fasse ihn ab während seiner Wanderung und setze ihm ganz außerordentlich gute Mahlzeiten, an denen er seine Riesenfreude hat, vor. Man kann es aber höchstens dahin bringen, daß er am ersten, zweiten Tag dableibt, wenn das abliegt von dem, was er gewollt hat, auf seiner Wanderung zu erreichen. Er wird unruhig. Man kann sehen, er möchte die gute Kost haben, da er weiß, wenn er weitergeht, wenn er den nächsten besucht auf seiner Wanderung, der gibt ihm etwas Schauderhaftes, das weiß er ganz gut. Sein Erinnerungsvermögen ist großartig ausgebildet. Er wird unruhig, er will weg, denn er paßt sich nicht an mit seinen Willensentschlüssen an unmittelbar äußerliche Veranlassungen. So wie er sich auf der einen Seite nicht anpaßt den unmittelbaren Sinneseindrücken, sondern aus dem Sprachschatz heraus alles mögliche reproduziert, so paßt er sich auf der anderen Seite nicht an der Eingliederung seines Willens-Gliedmaßensystems in das äußere Verhältnis des Lebens hinein. Er will nur dem eigenen Willensimpetus folgen, der ihn in einer ganz bestimmten Weise von innen leitet. Man sieht, er hat alles das verloren, und es ist nur in geringem Maße vorhanden das, was von der Ich-Organisation abhängt, um den Menschen mit der Außenwelt zu verbinden. Seine Sinne werden stumpf, sein Willensimpuls läßt ihn nicht sich recht hineinstellen in die Welt. Er will ihm folgen, was eben die Folge davon ist, daß das Ich in den astralischen Leib hinuntergezogen wird.

Nun sehen Sie, solchen Menschen, ihnen könnte man, wenn unsere medizinische Auffassung und die hingebungsvolle Liebe der Theologen zusammenwirken würden, solchen Menschen könnte man außerordentlich viel helfen, nur nicht gerade durch eine augenblickliche Therapie, sondern auf folgende Weise. Bei solchen Menschen liegt nämlich eine ganz. bestimmte Tatsache vor. Wir betrachten, um auf diese Tatsache zu kommen, das Leben solcher Menschen zwischen dem Zahnwechsel und der Geschlechtsreife. Da wird man in der Regel, wenn man mit grobem Sinn diesen Menschen betrachtet, gar nichts Abnormes bemerken. Man wird sogar vielleicht seine Freude daran haben, wie altklug diese Menschen sind, wie gescheit, wie furchtbar gescheit, was sie für kluge Antworten geben. Aber man sollte gerade aufmerksam sein auf dieses kluge Antwortgeben zwischen dem siebenten und vierzehnten Lebensjahr. Denn solche Menschen, die überklug in diesem Lebensalter sind, solche Menschen nehmen von dem, was sie in ihrer Entwickelung nach der Geschlechtsreife durchmachen sollen, etwas herein in die zweite Lebensepoche zwischen Zahnwechsel und Geschlechtsreife. Dadurch eben kommt das zustande, was ich eben beschrieben habe. Der astralische Leib, der erst nach der Geschlechtsreife das Ich hereinziehen soll, damit das Ich dann im Beginne der Zwanzigerjahre in seiner vollen Entfaltung erscheinen kann, er zieht schon vom Zahnwechsel ab oder vom neunten, zehnten, elften Jahr ab die Ich-Organisation herein, und wir bemerken diese abnorme Klugheit und freuen uns zunächst daran. Aber nun, wenn die späteren Jahre kommen, achtzehntes, neunzehntes, zwanzigstes Jahr, da steckt dann die Ich-Organisation zu tief drinnen in dem astralischen Leib. Da ist der Zustand da, den ich beschrieben habe und dann treten die Erscheinungen auf, die ich angeführt habe. Und so handelt es sich darum, daß nun so ein Mensch, der in dem charakterisierten Alter uns besorgt macht durch seine Überklugheit, daß der eben in einer gewissen Weise behandelt werden muß. Vor allem treten dann diejenigen Lagen ein wir werden, nachdem wir das Charakteristikum gegeben haben, auch einige Andeutungen hören, was im einzelnen zu tun ist —, wo Arzt und Priester den Pädagogen zu beraten haben, damit der verstehen kann, was er nun seinerseits für das angedeutete Lebensalter zu tun hat. Zuerst aber möchte ich die Charakteristik weiter fortsetzen. Es handelt sich jetzt darum, die Betrachtungen der letzten Tage miteinander zu verbinden.

Nun kann aber auch das eintreten, daß der Ätherleib seinerseits zu stark anzieht die Verbindung von astralischem Leib und Ich, daß furchtbar stark einschnappt in den physischen und Ätherleib der astralische Leib und das Ich im Wachzustande. Dann entstehen die Zustände, die innerlich angeschaut sich so darstellen, daß das Astralische zuviel in den Organen drinnen ist, sich nicht richtig verbinden kann mit den Organen. Es ist der Zustand, der ebenso ein pathologisches Spiegelbild ist eines visionären Zustandes, etwa wie bei der heiligen Theresia, wie der erste Zustand, den ich beschrieben habe, ein pathologisches Spiegelbild ist des Zustandes, wo das Anwesenheitsgefühl von geistigen Wesenheiten vorhanden ist. Wir haben auf der einen Seite ein Hineintragen des Wachschlafes in das helle Bewußtsein. Wir haben bei solchen Persönlichkeiten, wie ich es geschildert habe, das Gegenteil: das Hinübertragen des Traumlebens in das Wachleben, mit diesen Begleiterscheinungen, von denen ich gesprochen habe. Weil es eigentlich ein Wachen ist, treten nicht Träume auf, sondern es tritt ein aktives Traumleben auf, das sich äußert in jenem Sprechen, von dem wir gesprochen haben, und in jenem intimen übertriebenen NachInnen-Kehren der Impulse des Willens. Das ist das pathologische Spiegelbild des Traumes; Aktivität ist darinnen, statt Passivität, die im Traume lebt.

Jetzt haben wir das Zweite. Wir haben das Hereinziehen von Ich und astralischer Organisation durch den Ätherleib. Der Mensch schnappt ganz stark mit Ich und astralischem Leib und Ätherleib in die physische Organisation ein, aber diese physische Organisation kann in den einzelnen Organen die Dinge nicht aufnehmen. Es bleibt unversorgte Astralität in allen möglichen Organen zurück, die sich nicht recht mit den Organen verbindet. Es tritt das pathologische Spiegelbild ein von dem, was wir kennengelernt haben als das zweite Stadium bei den anderen, jenes zweite Stadium, wo gewissermaßen die Sinnesempfindungen von innen angeregt werden, die Strömung von innen nach den Sinnen hingeht. Jetzt geht sie nach innen, nach den Organen beim Spiegelbild, jetzt ergreift sie die Organisation, es treten ein diejenigen Zustände, die immer eintreten, wenn ein physisches Organ oder ein Ätherorgan da ist und durchflutet wird vom astralischen Leib, von der Ich-Organisation, und diese sich nicht so verbinden können, daß man etwa von einer gesättigten Verbindung des physischen Leibes mit dem Äther- und Astralleib sprechen kann. Es ist etwas übrig in den Organen von den höheren Organgliedern. Das, was sich sonst hineinergießt in die sinnesähnliche, in die sinnesmäßig kolorierte Vision, die Offenbarung sein kann der geistigen Welt, das ergießt sich jetzt nach innen, will auffangen das Organ. Statt daß es sonst, mehr äußerlich, das Geistige gegenüber dem Sinnlichen auffaßt, ergießt es sich nach innen, fängt auf das Organ, äußert sich in Krampfzuständen, in all den Formen, die bei der eigentlichen oder maskierten Epilepsie auftreten, äußert sich eben darin, daß Ich-Organisation und astralische Organisation zu stark hinunterschnappen in die physische Organisation, die dann den Ätherleib mit sich zur Verbindung hinreißt. Wir sehen jetzt durchaus die Möglichkeit, daß der erste Zustand, den ich beschrieben habe, sich hineinentwickelt in diesen zweiten, und oftmals tritt gerade das im Leben ein, was verhindert werden sollte durch die Verbreitung einer echten Pastoralmedizin. Man bemerkt den ersten Zustand nicht, findet ihn interessant. Man bemerkt erst den zweiten Zustand, wenn er eintritt, wo Krämpfe, epileptische Erscheinungen eintreten, wo dann aber nicht die Hypertrophie der Erinnerung in die Details, auch nicht die Hypertrophie des inneren Willensimpetus eintritt, sondern dadurch, daß die astralische Organisation und die IchOrganisation nach innen gestoßen werden, durch das Nichtzusammenstimmen der astralischen Organisation mit gewissen Organformen, jetzt Erinnerungs-Auslöschung eintritt. Statt daß die Erinnerung wie im vorhergehenden Zustand an die Details anhaftet und die Details nur nicht beherrscht waren von Logik, sondern eine fortlaufende, in willkürlichen Assoziationen sich abspielende Erinnerungsströmung da ist, eine logiklose Erinnerungsströmung, sehen wir jetzt unterbrochene Erinnerung; es bleiben Erinnerungsstellen aus. Es kann so weit gehen, daß uns ein solcher Patient zeigt etwas wie zwei Arten von Bewußtsein. Die Erinnerung heftet sich zum Beispiel an die oberen Organe — denn an der Erinnerung, an dem Gedächtnis ist der ganze Mensch beteiligt -, haftet an die oberen Organe, bleibt aus für die unteren Organe und umgekehrt. In dem anderen Teil der rhythmischen Abfolge — denn rhythmisch können solche Dinge abfolgen - ist es umgekehrt, die oberen Organe werden untätig bei der Erinnerung, die unteren Organe werden tätig, und so laufen zwei Bewußtseinsströmungen bei einem solchen Menschen nebeneinander her. In dem einen Bewußtseinszustand erinnert er sich immer an alles dasjenige, was in diesem Bewußtseinszustand abgelaufen ist, im anderen erinnert er sich an das andere; aber er weiß nie in dem einen Bewußtseinszustand, was Inhalt des anderen Bewußtseinszustandes war. In diese Region geht es dann hinunter.

Sehen Sie, da haben wir das Spiegelbild, das pathologische Spiegelbild desjenigen, was, nun gebrauchen wir den Ausdruck, beim Heiligen, damit wir einen Terminus haben — die heutige Medizin hat keinen Terminus für diesen Zustand -, was beim Heiligen im zweiten Zustand eintrat. Der bekommt eine Welt um sich, die visionär ist, aber einen geistigen Inhalt hat, er lebt sich in die geistige Welt hinaus, bekommt innerliche Eindrücke von der geistigen Welt. Der andere, der Pathologische, ist, weil in seinem Karma eine schwache Individualität liegt, so, daß er vom Körperlichen angezogen wird, er bekommt anstelle der geisttragenden Visionen Krampfzustände, durchbrochene Bewußtseinsvorstellungen, Inkohärenz des fortlaufenden Lebens und so weiter.

Nun kann aber noch ein dritter Zustand eintreten. Das ist der, wo infolge der karmischen Verhältnisse der physische Leib nun auch schwächer geworden ist, wie die ganze andere Organisation schwach geworden ist, so daß die früheren karmischen Kräfte in den physischen Leib nicht genügend hineinwirken. Sehen Sie, bei einem solchen Menschen wird nun nicht Ich-Organisation, astralische Organisation und Ätherleib durch den physischen Leib herangezogen, sondern es tritt etwas ganz anderes ein. Bei einem solchen Menschen tritt das ein, was ich in der folgenden Weise zu beschreiben habe.

Nehmen Sie an, man wird nach der anderen Seite, nach der Seite der Sinne hin, also nach der Seite der Ich-Organisation hin versensitiviert; da ist man furchtbar empfindlich gegen all das, was durch die Sinne einfließt, gegen lebhafte Farben, lebhafte Töne. Aber gerade das Entgegengesetzte tritt bei solchen Menschen ein, deren physischer Leib infolge karmischer Verhältnisse schwach ist. Die werden von innen heraus nun nicht hyperempfindlich, sondern für ihren physischen Leib unempfindlich, dafür aber nehmen sie mit Riesenstärke auf alles dasjenige von der anderen Seite, von der Willensseite her, was in der physischen Welt außerhalb ist. Sie verfallen der Schwere, der Wärme und Kälte. Das alles wirkt so, wie gar nicht auf organische Wesen, sondern wie auf unorganische Wesen, das unterdrückt dann die Äußerungen von astralischem Leib und Ich-Organisation. Sie sind von der Welt hingenommen, sie stellen sich durch den schwachen physischen Leib nicht mit entsprechender Intensität der Außenwelt gegenüber, sie sind wie ein Glied der Außenwelt, aber innerhalb des Physischen. Es ist das deutliche Gegenbild dessen, was wir als das dritte Stadium beim Heiligen beschrieben haben. Der Heilige geht durch den Schmerz, der sich in ihm in Lust verwandelt, über dazu, daß er die geistige Welt in ihrer reinen Geistigkeit erlebt. Er nennt das «die Ruhe in Gott» oder «die Ruhe im Geist». Derjenige, der sich so entwickelt, wie ich das beschrieben habe, der ruht in den verborgenen okkulten Kräften der physischen Welt, die ihm aber nicht zum Bewußtsein kommen, er kommt nicht zu der Ruhe in Gott, nicht zur Ruhe im Geist, er kommt zur Ruhe in den okkulten Kräften der Welt, denen er sich gerade als Mensch in Selbständigkeit gegenüberstellen soll. Er entwickelt das Spiegelbild des dritten Zustandes des Heiligen, das pathologische Spiegelbild, und das ist der Zustand des Blödsinns, in dem das Menschliche ausgelöscht ist, in dem der Mensch ruht in der äußeren Natur, das heißt in den verborgenen Kräften, aber nicht mehr sich menschlich äußern kann, sondern nur in dem, was im Menschen naturgemäß vollzogen wird, was im Menschen die Fortsetzung darstellt der äußeren Naturprozesse, der vegetabilischen Prozesse: Sich-Ernähren, die Nahrungsmittel verarbeiten, und das Sich-Bewegen in der Richtung, wie die Nahrungsmittel in ihrer inneren Verarbeitung Impulse geben, das vollständig wachende Schlafen, hingegeben an die Funktion der Körpergestalt, die aber nicht überwunden werden vom schwachen physischen Leib, sondern ähnlich bleiben den Vorgängen der Außenwelt, die, weil sie im Menschen wirken, menschenähnliche Impulse geben dem Menschen, der herausgestellt ist aus der Welt, weil er zu stark in die physische Welt hineingestellt ist.

Wir haben es zu tun mit all dem, was das pathologische Spiegelbild der Ruhe in Gott ist. Wir haben es mit dem «Ruhen in der Natur» zu tun. Wir haben es mit den verschiedenen paranoischen Zuständen zu tun, mit demjenigen, was man im gewöhnlichen Leben die Zustände des Blödsinns nennt, während die vorhergehenden Zustände mehr diejenigen des Schwachsinns sind.

So sehen wir in die Stufenreihe beim Heiligen von den Anwesenheitsgefühlen gegenüber Wesenheiten der geistigen Welt bis hinein zu dem sich selber Hineinversetzen in die geistige Welt im dritten Stadium. So sehen wir das pathologische Gegenbild von der psychopathologischen Minderwertigkeit, die wir im ersten Stadium verfolgen können. Ganz besonders dann können wir darauf aufmerksam werden auf die psychopathologische Minderwertigkeit, wenn sie sich so ausdrückt, wie ich das vorhin beschrieben habe: in abnormer Wanderlust, verbunden mit dem logikfremden Gedächtnis. Wir sehen das dann übergehen in die Zustände des Wahnsinns, die aber durchaus den Menschen zu gewissen Verrichtungen des äußeren Lebens geeignet machen können in dem Frühstadium. Wir sehen das dann übergehen oftmals in den dritten Zustand, der auch schon von Anfang an vorhanden sein kann.

Wir sehen, wie der zweite Zustand im wesentlichen darauf beruhen kann, daß wir gar nicht imstande sind, gewissen Zuständen zwischen Geburt und Zahnwechsel entgegenzutreten. Wenn Kinder in dieser ersten Lebensepoche nicht gerade eine übergroße Klugheit zeigen aber eine starke Lernbegierde, die sich erst zeigen sollten nach dem Zahnwechsel, kurz, wenn diejenigen Eigenschaften, die, wie ich in den pädagogischen Vorträgen geschildert habe, eintreten im normalen Leben zwischen Zahnwechsel und Geschlechtsreife, schon deutlich da sind in der ersten Epoche, sollten wir besonders besorgt werden, sollten wir sinnen auf Mittel, die dasjenige, was jetzt pathologisch ist, beheben können, psychische, spirituelle, physische Mittel. Wir werden davon noch sprechen. Aber das ist das, was im Zusammenhang mit diesen Erscheinungen studiert werden muß, nämlich, daß nicht hereinleuchten sollte in die erste Lebensepoche zwischen Geburt und Zahnwechsel dasjenige, was in der zweiten Lebensepoche, wie ich es Ihnen gestern geschildert habe, herauskommen soll.

Das dritte Stadium kann allerdings in zweifacher Weise sich einstellen. In den weitaus meisten Fällen bringt es sich der Mensch, wie Sie aus meinen Darstellungen ersehen haben, als sein Karma mit. Er tritt schon durch dasjenige, was er durchgemacht hat beim Aufsuchen der Zusammensetzung des Ätherleibes, bevor er in den physischen Leib hereintritt, schon in einen abnormen Zustand ein. Er gestaltet sich einen Ätherleib, der überall nicht hinein will, der nicht hinein will in Herz und Magen in der richtigen Weise, sondern sie überfluten will, der zu stark astralischen Leib und Ich-Organisation in die Organe hineinträgt, und wir sehen auftreten schon bei der Geburt oder sich wenigstens bald nach der Geburt herausbilden die physiognomischen Deformationen, die uns besorgt machen können. Man nennt das angeborenen Blödsinn. Den gibt es aber nicht. Es gibt nur einen karmischen Blödsinn, der mit der ganzen Schicksalslage des Menschen zusammenhängt. Auch das werden wir genauer besprechen, damit man doch auch einsieht, wie eine Inkarnation, die in einer solchen geistigen Umnachtung zugebracht werden kann, unter Umständen sogar günstig in das Karma des Menschen sich hineinstellen kann, wenn es auch ein Elend darstellt in der einen Inkarnation. Da beginnt die Notwendigkeit, die Dinge nicht bloß unter dem Gesichtspunkte des endlichen Lebens, sondern sub specie aeterni oder unter dem Gesichtspunkt des ewigen Lebens des Menschen anzusehen. Da tritt ein dasjenige, was eine gemütvolle und zu gleicher Zeit weise gewordene Caritas durchdringen soll.

Auf der anderen Seite aber kann das zweite Stadium, das ich Ihnen geschildert habe, durchaus in das dritte übergehen, und das zeigt sich dann, wenn schon in der ersten Lebensepoche des Menschen zwischen Geburt und Zahnwechsel nicht bloß die zweite Epoche hereinleuchtet, sondern schon die dritte, diejenige, in der der Mensch seine Ich-Organisation hereinnehmen soll. Wenn uns ein Kind entgegentritt mit Eigenschaften im vierten, fünften Lebensjahr, die oftmals das Entzücken der Umgebung hervorrufen, weil man sagt: der redet oder tut wie ein Zwanzigjähriger — schlimm genug, wenn es so ist. Denn dann tritt eben dasjenige ein, daß die Ich-Organisation zu früh sich entwickelt, den physischen Leib überwältigt und schwach macht. Dann tritt nicht der karmisch vermittelte, sondern im Leben akquirierte Blödsinn ein, der sich karmisch erst später ausgleichen kann; der Blödsinn aber, er tritt im späteren Leben ein. Wenn wir mit verständigem Sinn, mit einer guten Pastoralmedizin hinblicken auf das Leben, werden wir ihn dadurch beherrschen lernen können, indem wir einfach die Erziehung in der richtigen Weise gestalten im Frühstadium des Betreffenden.

Aber derjenige, der durch seinen inneren Beruf hingewiesen ist darauf, solche Dinge zu beobachten, er sollte sie nicht nur beobachten, insofern sie individuelle Einzelerscheinungen sind — da soll er natürlich mit besonderer Liebe eingehen können -, er soll auch ein Verständnis entwickeln, wenn sie generelle Erscheinungen werden. Er soll ein Verständnis entwickeln, wie manchmal diese Dinge herangezogen werden.

Wir haben, meine lieben Freunde, gesehen, daß manches in die Pädagogik der früheren Jahrzehnte eingezogen ist, was wir vom Standpunkte einer gesunden Pädagogik, wie sie die Waldorfschul-Pädagogik sein will, gerade bekämpfen, Dinge, die den Menschen außerordentlich lieb geworden sind. Auf das muß manchmal mit grausamer Härte in unserer Waldorfschul-Pädagogik hingewiesen werden, zum Beispiel wie diese, ich habe darauf hingewiesen, nicht dem Leben, sondern dem Intellekt entnommenen Fröbel-Arbeiten, die in den Kindergärten vor dem Zahnwechsel getrieben werden, die nicht Nachahmung des Lebens, sondern ausgedachte Dinge sind, wie diese getrieben werden. Da ist es dann, daß in das kindliche Lebensalter zwischen Geburt und Zahnwechsel hineingenommen wird dasjenige, was erst da sein sollte im zweiten Lebensalter zwischen Zahnwechsel und Geschlechtsreife. Es wird geradezu herangezogen dasjenige, was sich in den ersten Stadien des Pathologischen, wie ich es heute geschildert habe, dargestellt hat. Dann wird herangezogen ein Krankheitszustand schwacher Art, den man oftmals noch nicht als pathologisch anspricht, der auch besser nicht als pathologisch bezeichnet wird, damit man nicht alles pathologisch findet, der aber als Kulturerscheinung durchdrungen werden und verstanden werden muß. Nicht einfach kritisiert werden soll, aber verstanden werden soll, damit man in der rechten Weise sich zu ihm verhält.

Was liegt vor? Da liegt vor falsche Erziehung in den ersten Kindesjahren. Das zweite Lebensstadium wird hineingenommen in das erste, das Unterstützen alles desjenigen, was automatisches Sprechen und was von innen heraus ohne Anpassung an die Umwelt angeregten Willen erzeugt. Nehmen Sie an, es ist ein bißchen von dem da, was ich für das erste pathologische Stadium geschildert habe, ein Anflug, der dadurch erzeugt wird, daß die Erziehung in der Richtung, wie ich es Ihnen geschildert habe, falsch war. Was kommt dann? Wandervogelgelüste, eine nicht ganz als pathologisch zu bezeichnende, aber ein gewisses Charakteristikum tragende Sucht, nur sich selber zu folgen in einem gewissen Lebensalter, nicht mit der Welt zu rechnen: heraus aus der Außenwelt, wandern, Wandervogellust! Es hängt schon mit Zeiterscheinungen zusammen, die in einer, wenn ich so sagen darf, pathologischen Erziehung, oder wenigstens in einer Erziehung mit pathologischem Anflug urständen. Das beobachten Sie jetzt. Beobachten Sie viele Angehörige der Jugend - ich will das nicht kritisieren, die Dinge sind voll berechtigt -, sie sind deshalb da, weil sie sich verbinden mit dem, was mit dem Kali Yuga geschehen ist, weil eine Affinität besteht zwischen dem in dieser Art leicht Pathologischen und dem, was das Kali Yuga erzeugt. Die Dinge gehören alle zusammen, aber man muß sie von diesen zwei Aspekten betrachten. Betrachten Sie das, so werden Sie leicht Anflüge dessen sehen, was ich beschrieben habe. In der Wanderlust drückt sich das deutlich aus, aber in einem extremen Stadium. Hören Sie einmal zu den Gesprächen, man ist verzweifelt darüber, wie wenig sie zugänglich sind für das, was man ihnen sagt, und wie sie ewig Details wiederholen, die sie bezeichnen als ihr «Erlebnis», sie kommen immer wieder und wieder auf dasselbe zurück. Mißverstehen Sie mich nicht, ich will nicht im geringsten das als etwas hinstellen, was nun im philiströsen Sinne beurteilt werden kann, aber ich will andeuten, wie solche Erscheinungen nur recht durchschaut werden können, wenn man jenes Verhältnis, das ich Ihnen in diesen Tagen geschildert habe, recht ins Auge faßt, das da besteht darinnen, daß immer da ist eine Stufe hinein ins geistige Leben und dessen polares Gegenbild in den eigenen Leib hinein. Eine weitere Stufe in die geistige Welt hinein beim Heiligen, eine weitere Stufe in den Leib hinein bis zu den Krämpfen und der Epilepsie bei demjenigen, der pathologisch wird und so weiter. So ist die Verwandtschaft. Und wenn Sie bedenken, wie schon in der äußeren Elektrizität und im äußeren Magnetismus der eine Pol immer von dem anderen abhängig ist, so werden Sie den labilen Zustand begreifen, der im Leben sein kann zwischen dem einen und dem anderen, der aber nicht mit so groben Tatzen erfaßt werden darf, wie es heute so vielfach von der materialistischen Weltanschauung geschieht, der aber mit der Feinheit erfaßt werden muß, daß polare Gegensätze da sind und wieder die Anziehung des einen Poles und des anderen Poles, dann kommt man darauf, was vorliegen kann in dem einen Fall und was im anderen Fall. Man lernt erst dadurch in die menschliche Wesenheit hineinschauen. Da wollen wir morgen fortsetzen.

Fifth Lecture

My dear friends! We are now dealing with the insights we have gained, on the one hand, by observing people who, without having direct intuition, grow into the perception of the spiritual world and thereby display states in their entire human habitus that may easily remind the physician of pathological conditions, but which are, in essence, something quite different from pathological conditions alone. This is simply because, as we have seen, the pathological remains in a nascent state and there is a continuous possibility of healing emanating from the spirit, as is certainly the case with personalities such as St. Teresa, Mechthild of Magdeburg, but also with male visionaries.

Now, when we consider these states, we see a falling away of the ego organization from the overall human organization in the first stage. The ego organization then draws the astral body very close to itself and, in a certain sense, separates it from the etheric and physical organization in the waking state. What is the result of this? You can easily understand, my dear friends, that the result is that the human being falls into a kind of dream state. When we consider the human habitus from a spiritual scientific point of view, which arises when the ego draws the astral body toward itself and does not allow it to enter completely into the physical and etheric bodies, a kind of dream state arises. But again, because of a special karmic density, as I have emphasized, the ego and astral body are then strong, and a receptivity for the perception of the spiritual world is carried into the dream. The dream is transformed into a state that has the possibility of really looking into the spiritual world. This is the state in which the person concerned then has a sense of the presence of beings from the spiritual world.

Now we can look at the opposite state, the polar opposite state. This polar opposite state occurs when the astral body draws in too strongly the ego organization, which is currently weak. Then, in the waking state, there is not an illumination as with visionaries of the kind of Saint Teresa, but on the contrary, in the waking state there is a dulling, a darkening of consciousness. A dulling to the point of dreaming occurs.

You see, we cannot get to know people who are in such a state in the way I have indicated for others. People who reach such culminating stages as St. Teresa or Mechthild of Magdeburg, but also those who are numerous, much more numerous than one might think, and who have a sense of the presence of the spiritual, such personalities are best known, if one has developed the necessary aptitude or the corresponding abilities, by having them tell one about their states. They speak — forgive me for saying so — more interestingly than the ordinary philistines of the day. Their stories are much more interesting, and above all they tell of things that cannot be experienced in everyday life. So these people are interesting, even if they are in the first stage. You get to know them by letting them tell you about themselves.

The others, in whom the astral body draws in the ego, also remain interesting when you let them tell you about themselves, but in order to understand the former, you really need the deeper soul insight of the priest. To understand the latter, who are often no less interesting, often even more interesting than the ordinary visionaries who do not get so far, one actually needs the inner emotional sphere of a doctor who perceives the world with good understanding and reasonable intuition. For it is a matter of understanding what they do not tell you, because what they tell you is not of much value. It is a matter of understanding what they say and do in such a way that it can be put into the right perspective in relation to the human organization. When asked a question, such personalities already show a certain degree of dullness, even unwillingness to answer. They then start talking about something other than what is in the question. But if you catch what they say of their own accord—there are also those among them who like to talk constantly—if you catch what they say of themselves, you sometimes get the feeling that there is an inner source for their speech that also gives them a special kind of association of ideas, which is not the case with ordinary people. Such people tell you, if you let them go, you don't have to ask them, but you have to pick up on what they say as if by chance — such people tell you: Yes, ten years ago, I was once at a farmer's house. The farmer's wife gave me coffee. The farmer's wife gave me coffee in a cup with red roses painted on the outside. The farmer's wife couldn't give me the coffee right away because she had forgotten the sugar in the kitchen and had to go and fetch it first. Then she had forgotten the milk. She had to fetch it from the cellar, and then she poured something like an eighth of a liter of milk into the coffee and said: My coffee is very good; and I said: Yes, I believe you, farmer's wife. And so he continues, recounting details that refer to the distant past and going into the most incredible details. You then come to the conclusion: “Oh, if only I had as good a memory as him.” You completely forget that if you had a memory like his, you would be just like him. Well, I tell things in a somewhat typical way and also elaborate on them in a typical way. You then have to orient yourself to the corresponding lighter variants that you encounter in life, especially when you go to the doctor. I tell it in an extremely striking way so that you can see what is important.

So when the astral body draws in the ego organization in this way, a kind of force is created that automatically reproduces details captured in the memory, is always ready to reproduce them, but refrains from seeking any logical connection, instead listing the things one after the other, so that one cannot quite understand why the person in question falls back on one thing at one moment and another thing at another moment. It may happen that the person concerned says: The farmer's wife went out to fetch the milk; while she was going out, I looked into the corner of the room and saw a picture of the Madonna, the same one I saw thirty years ago in a village; but there I didn't get a cup of coffee, I got a very good soup. — It may be that he completely abandons the other story, or it may be that he returns to it. So you see, it is a memory that is not logical, but spatial-temporal, with extraordinary fidelity and an automatic longing to reveal itself. He has such a memory, a memory in which, if you look more closely, you see something very strange: you see what the thing is based on in an even deeper sense. You notice that he takes a certain pleasure in certain sounds of words that he acquired when he experienced things. And now one notices that he takes pleasure in reproducing these sounds of words. In short, one notices that this is a return to language, which is retained in memory with the elimination of thoughts — not with the complete elimination of thoughts, but with the elimination of thoughts.

On the other hand, one also notices a change in the sphere of the will. This must also be taken into account, because it gradually leads to real pathological states, which can then occur and which we will then have to discuss. The following can be observed. One must be careful again, because approaching such people in some way, persuading them to follow you, to do this or that, so that you can see something in them, does not help much, because they become very stubborn, do not want to comply in any way, do not answer questions you ask them, and do not want to do anything. But if you approach them with the help of some kind of external anamnesis, so that you gather together the things you can learn from their environment or elsewhere, then you notice how such people, for example, receive impulses of will within themselves at a certain time of the year, that they must hike, that they must roam a certain area. Often it is the same area of the year that they want to roam, and the inner impulse of will is so strong that if you use negative instances to find out what is going on with them, you may notice the following, for example. Take a gourmand; there are also people who take great pleasure in eating. Intercept him during his journey and set before him exceptionally good meals, which he will enjoy immensely. However, the most you can achieve is that he will stay for the first day or two, if that is what he wanted to achieve on his journey. He will become restless. You can see that he wants the good food, because he knows that if he continues on his journey and visits the next person, they will give him something horrible, and he knows this very well. His memory is superbly developed. He becomes restless and wants to leave, because he does not adapt his decisions to immediate external circumstances. Just as, on the one hand, he does not adapt to immediate sensory impressions, but reproduces everything possible from his vocabulary, so, on the other hand, he does not adapt to the integration of his volitional limb system into the external circumstances of life. He only wants to follow his own volitional impulse, which guides him in a very specific way from within. One can see that he has lost all this, and only a small part of what depends on the ego organization to connect the human being with the outside world is still present. His senses become dull, his impulse of will does not allow him to really enter into the world. He wants to follow it, which is precisely the consequence of the ego being pulled down into the astral body.

Now you see, such people could be helped enormously if our medical understanding and the devoted love of theologians worked together, not through immediate therapy, but in the following way. For such people, there is a very specific fact. To arrive at this fact, we consider the lives of such people between the change of teeth and sexual maturity. As a rule, if one looks at these people with a coarse sense, one will not notice anything abnormal. One may even take pleasure in how precocious these people are, how clever, how terribly clever, what clever answers they give. But one should pay particular attention to these clever answers between the ages of seven and fourteen. For such people, who are overly clever at this age, take something of what they are to go through in their development after puberty into the second phase of life between the change of teeth and puberty. This is precisely what brings about what I have just described. The astral body, which is only supposed to draw in the ego after puberty so that the ego can then appear in its full development at the beginning of the twenties, already draws in the ego organization from the change of teeth or from the ninth, tenth, eleventh year, and we notice this abnormal cleverness and are initially pleased with it. But then, when the later years come, the eighteenth, nineteenth, twentieth years, the ego organization is then too deeply embedded in the astral body. The condition I have described is present, and then the phenomena I have mentioned occur. And so it is that such a person, who at the age I have described causes us concern because of his excessive cleverness, must be treated in a certain way. Above all, situations arise in which, after we have given the characteristics, we will also hear some suggestions as to what to do in detail — where doctors and priests have to advise educators so that they can understand what they, for their part, have to do for the indicated age. But first I would like to continue with the characteristics. The task now is to connect the observations of the last few days.

Now, however, it can also happen that the etheric body attracts the connection between the astral body and the ego too strongly, so that the astral body and the ego snap into the physical and etheric bodies with terrible force when awake. This gives rise to states that, when viewed inwardly, appear as if there is too much astral substance in the organs, preventing them from connecting properly with the organs. This is a condition that is just as much a pathological reflection of a visionary state, similar to that of St. Teresa, as the first condition I described is a pathological reflection of the condition in which the presence of spiritual beings is felt. On the one hand, we have the carrying over of waking sleep into clear consciousness. In such personalities, as I have described, we have the opposite: the carrying over of dream life into waking life, with the accompanying phenomena I have spoken of. Because it is actually a state of wakefulness, dreams do not occur, but rather an active dream life occurs, which manifests itself in the speech we have spoken of and in the intimate, exaggerated turning inward of the impulses of the will. This is the pathological mirror image of the dream; there is activity in it instead of the passivity that lives in the dream.

Now we have the second. We have the drawing in of the ego and astral organization through the etheric body. The human being snaps very strongly into the physical organization with the ego, astral body, and etheric body, but this physical organization cannot absorb things in the individual organs. Unsupplied astrality remains in all kinds of organs, which does not connect properly with the organs. The pathological mirror image of what we have come to know as the second stage in others occurs, that second stage where, in a sense, the sensory perceptions are stimulated from within, the flow goes from within to the senses. Now it goes inward, toward the organs in the mirror image, now it takes hold of the organization, and those conditions arise that always arise when a physical organ or an etheric organ is present and is flooded by the astral body, by the ego organization, and these cannot connect in such a way that one can speak of a saturated connection of the physical body with the etheric and astral bodies. Something remains in the organs of the higher organ members. That which otherwise pours into the sense-like, sense-colored vision, which can be a revelation of the spiritual world, now pours inward, wanting to capture the organ. Instead of perceiving the spiritual in relation to the sensual, more externally, as it usually does, it now pours inward, catches on the organ, expresses itself in convulsive states, in all the forms that occur in actual or masked epilepsy, expresses itself precisely in the fact that the ego organization and the astral organization snap down too strongly into the physical organization, which then carries the etheric body with it into connection. We now see the possibility that the first state I have described develops into this second one, and often what should be prevented by the spread of genuine pastoral medicine occurs in life. One does not notice the first state, finds it interesting. One only notices the second state when it occurs, when convulsions and epileptic symptoms appear, but then it is not the hypertrophy of memory in the details, nor the hypertrophy of the inner will impulse that occurs, but rather, because the astral organization and the ego organization are pushed inward, due to the astral organization not harmonizing with certain organ forms, Instead of memory clinging to details as in the previous state, where the details were not dominated by logic but rather a continuous stream of memory playing out in arbitrary associations, a stream of memory without logic, we now see interrupted memory; gaps in memory remain. It can go so far that such a patient shows us something like two types of consciousness. Memory, for example, clings to the upper organs — because the whole person is involved in memory — clings to the upper organs, is absent from the lower organs, and vice versa. In the other part of the rhythmic sequence — because such things can occur rhythmically — it is the other way around: the upper organs become inactive in memory, the lower organs become active, and so two streams of consciousness run side by side in such a person. In one state of consciousness, they always remember everything that happened in that state of consciousness, in the other they remember the other; but in one state of consciousness they never know what the content of the other state of consciousness was. It then descends into this region.

You see, we have the mirror image, the pathological mirror image of what, let us use the expression, happened to the saint, so that we have a term — modern medicine has no term for this condition — what happened to the saint in the second state. They experience a world around them that is visionary but has spiritual content; they live themselves out into the spiritual world and receive inner impressions from the spiritual world. The other, the pathological one, because there is a weak individuality in his karma, is attracted to the physical, and instead of spirit-bearing visions, he experiences convulsions, interrupted consciousness, incoherence of ongoing life, and so on.

Now, however, a third state can occur. This is where, as a result of karmic circumstances, the physical body has now also become weaker, just as the whole other organization has become weak, so that the former karmic forces do not sufficiently affect the physical body. You see, in such a person, it is not the ego organization, astral organization, and etheric body that are drawn in by the physical body, but something completely different occurs. In such a person, what I am about to describe occurs.

Suppose one becomes hypersensitive on the other side, on the side of the senses, that is, on the side of the ego organization; then one is terribly sensitive to everything that flows in through the senses, to vivid colors, vivid sounds. But the exact opposite happens to people whose physical body is weak as a result of karmic circumstances. They do not become hypersensitive from within, but insensitive to their physical body. Instead, they absorb with enormous strength everything from the other side, from the side of the will, which is outside the physical world. They succumb to heaviness, warmth, and cold. All this affects them not as organic beings, but as inorganic beings, which then suppresses the expressions of the astral body and the ego organization. They are accepted by the world; because of their weak physical body, they do not confront the outside world with the appropriate intensity; they are like a limb of the outside world, but within the physical world. This is the clear opposite of what we have described as the third stage in the saint. The saint passes through pain, which is transformed into pleasure within him, to the point where he experiences the spiritual world in its pure spirituality. He calls this “rest in God” or “rest in the Spirit.” Those who develop in the way I have described rest in the hidden occult forces of the physical world, which, however, do not come to their consciousness. They do not attain peace in God, nor peace in the spirit, but rather peace in the occult forces of the world, which they, as human beings, should confront independently. They develop the mirror image of the third state of the saint, the pathological mirror image, and that is the state of stupidity, in which the human is extinguished, in which the human rests in outer nature, that is, in the hidden forces, but can no longer express himself humanly, but only in what is naturally accomplished in man, what in man represents the continuation of the external processes of nature, the vegetative processes: feeding oneself, processing food, and moving in the direction in which food gives impulses in its internal processing, completely awake sleep, devoted to the function of the body form, but which are not overcome by the weak physical body, but remain similar to the processes of the outside world, which, because they work in humans, give human-like impulses to humans who are set apart from the world because they are too strongly placed in the physical world.

We are dealing with everything that is the pathological mirror image of rest in God. We are dealing with “resting in nature.” We are dealing with the various paranoid states, with what in ordinary life are called states of insanity, while the preceding states are more those of dementia.

Thus, we see in the series of stages in the saint from the feelings of presence towards beings of the spiritual world to the self-projection into the spiritual world in the third stage. Thus, we see the pathological counterpart of the psychopathological inferiority that we can observe in the first stage. We can become particularly aware of psychopathological inferiority when it expresses itself as I described earlier: in abnormal wanderlust combined with illogical memory. We then see this transition into states of insanity, which, however, can make people capable of certain activities in their external lives in the early stages. We then often see this transition into the third state, which may also be present from the outset.

We see how the second state can essentially be based on the fact that we are completely incapable of coping with certain conditions between birth and the change of teeth. If children in this first phase of life do not display excessive intelligence but a strong desire to learn, which should only become apparent after the change of teeth, in short, if the characteristics that, as I have described in the educational lectures, occur in normal life between the change of teeth and sexual maturity, are already clearly present in the first epoch, we should be particularly concerned, we should consider means that can remedy what is now pathological, psychological, spiritual, and physical means. We will talk more about this later. But this is what needs to be studied in connection with these phenomena, namely, that what should emerge in the second stage of life, as I described to you yesterday, should not shine through into the first stage of life between birth and the change of teeth.

The third stage, however, can occur in two ways. In the vast majority of cases, as you have seen from my descriptions, the human being brings it with him as his karma. Through what he has gone through in seeking the composition of the etheric body before entering the physical body, he already enters into an abnormal state. They form an etheric body that does not want to fit in anywhere, that does not want to fit into the heart and stomach in the right way, but wants to flood them, that carries too much astral body and ego organization into the organs, and we see the physiognomic deformities that can cause us concern already appearing at birth or at least developing soon after birth. This is called congenital idiocy. But it does not exist. There is only karmic idiocy, which is connected with the whole fate of the human being. We will also discuss this in more detail so that it can be understood how an incarnation that is spent in such mental derangement can, under certain circumstances, even be beneficial to the karma of the human being, even if it represents misery in that one incarnation. This is where the necessity arises to view things not merely from the perspective of finite life, but sub specie aeterni, or from the perspective of the eternal life of the human being. This is where what should permeate a compassionate and at the same time wise charity comes into play.

On the other hand, however, the second stage I have described to you can certainly merge into the third, and this becomes apparent when, already in the first epoch of human life between birth and the change of teeth, not only the second epoch dawns, but already the third, that in which the human being is to take on his ego organization. When we encounter a child in the fourth or fifth year of life with characteristics that often delight those around them because they say, “He talks or acts like a twenty-year-old” — that is bad enough if it is the case. For then what happens is that the ego organization develops too early, overwhelms the physical body, and weakens it. Then it is not karmically mediated nonsense that occurs, but nonsense acquired in life, which can only be balanced karmically later on; but the nonsense occurs in later life. If we look at life with a sensible mind and good pastoral medicine, we will be able to learn to control it by simply shaping education in the right way at an early stage for the person concerned.

But those who are guided by their inner calling to observe such things should not only observe them insofar as they are individual phenomena — in which case they should of course be able to respond with special love — they should also develop an understanding when they become general phenomena. They should develop an understanding of how these things are sometimes brought about.

We have seen, my dear friends, that some things have crept into the pedagogy of earlier decades which we, from the standpoint of a healthy pedagogy such as Waldorf school pedagogy aims to be, are fighting against, things that have become extremely dear to people. Sometimes we have to point this out with cruel harshness in our Waldorf school pedagogy, for example, as I have pointed out, Fröbel activities that are taken not from life but from the intellect, which are carried out in kindergartens before the change of teeth, which are not imitations of life but invented things, how these are carried out. This means that what should only be present in the second stage of life, between the change of teeth and sexual maturity, is introduced into the childhood stage between birth and the change of teeth. What has manifested itself in the early stages of pathology, as I have described today, is actually being brought forward. Then a mild form of illness is brought in, which is often not yet referred to as pathological, and which is better not to be called pathological, so that one does not find everything pathological, but which must be understood and permeated as a cultural phenomenon. It should not simply be criticized, but understood, so that one can relate to it in the right way.

What is the situation? There is incorrect education in the early years of childhood. The second stage of life is incorporated into the first, supporting everything that produces automatic speech and will that is stimulated from within without adaptation to the environment. Suppose there is a little bit of what I have described as the first pathological stage, a hint of it, caused by the fact that the education was wrong in the way I have described to you. What comes next? A desire to wander, an addiction that cannot quite be described as pathological, but which has a certain characteristic, to follow only oneself at a certain age, not to reckon with the world: out of the outside world, wandering, a desire to wander! It is related to contemporary phenomena that originate in what I might call pathological education, or at least in education with pathological tendencies. You can observe this now. Observe many members of the younger generation – I do not mean to criticize this, these things are entirely justified – they are there because they connect with what has happened with the Kali Yuga, because there is an affinity between this kind of slight pathology and what the Kali Yuga produces. These things all belong together, but they must be viewed from these two aspects. If you consider this, you will easily see hints of what I have described. This is clearly expressed in wanderlust, but in an extreme stage. Listen to the conversations; people are desperate about how little they are receptive to what you say to them, and how they endlessly repeat details that they describe as their “experience”; they come back to the same thing again and again. Don't misunderstand me, I do not want to present this in any way as something that can be judged in a philistine sense, but I want to suggest that such phenomena can only be properly understood if one really takes into account the relationship I have described to you these days, which consists in the fact that there is always a step into spiritual life and its polar opposite into one's own body. A further step into the spiritual world in the case of the saint, a further step into the body, leading to convulsions and epilepsy in the case of the person who becomes pathological, and so on. Such is the relationship. And if you consider how, even in external electricity and external magnetism, one pole is always dependent on the other, you will understand the unstable state that can exist in life between the one and the other, but which must not be grasped with such coarse paws as is so often done today by the materialistic worldview, but must be grasped with the subtlety that there are polar opposites and again the attraction of one pole and the other pole, then one comes to what may be present in one case and what in the other. Only then does one learn to look into the human being. Let us continue tomorrow.