The Evolution of Consciousness
GA 227
20 August 1923, Penmaenmawr
2. Inspiration and Intuition
Let us once more call up before our souls whither modern Initiation leads, after the first steps to Imaginative knowledge have been successfully taken. A man then comes to the point where his previous abstract, purely ideal world of thought is permeated with inner life. The thoughts coming to him are no longer lifeless, passively acquired; they are an inward world of living force which he feels in the same way as he feels the pulsing of his blood or the streaming in and out of the air he breathes. It is therefore a question of the ideal element in thinking being replaced by an inward experience of reality. Then indeed the pictures that previously constituted a man's thoughts are no longer mere abstract, shadowy projections of the outside world, but are teeming with an inward, vivid existence. They are real Imaginations experienced in two dimensions, as indicated yesterday, but it is not as though a man were standing in front of a painting in the physical world, for then he may experience visions, not Imaginations. Rather is it as though, having lost the third dimension, he were himself moving about within the picture. Hence it is not like seeing something in the physical world; anything that has the look of the physical world will be a vision. Genuine Imagination comes to us only when, for example, we no longer see colours as we do in the physical world, but when we experience them. What does this mean?
When you see colours in the physical world, they give you different experiences. You perceive red as something that attacks you, that wants to spring at you. A bull will react violently to this aggressive red; he experiences it far more vividly than does man, in whom the whole experience is toned down.
When you perceive green, it gives you a feeling of balance, an experience neither painful nor particularly pleasant; whereas blue induces a mood of devotion and humility. If we allow these various experiences of colour to penetrate right into us, we can realise how it is that when anything in the spiritual world comes at us in the aggressive way red does in physical life, it is something corresponding to the colour red. When we encounter something which calls up a mood of humility, this has the same effect as the experience of blue or blue-violet in the physical world. We can simplify this by saying: we have experienced red or blue in the spiritual world. Otherwise, for the sake of precision, we should always have to say: we have experienced something there in the way that red, or blue, is experienced in the physical world. To avoid so many words, one says simply that one has seen auric colours which can be distinguished as red, blue, green, and so on.
But we must realise thoroughly that this making our way into the super-sensible, this setting aside of all that comes to us through the senses, is always present as a concrete experience. And in the course of this experience we always have the feeling I described yesterday, as if thinking had become an organ of touch extending throughout the human organism, so that spiritually we feel that a new world is opening out and we are touching it. This is not yet the real spiritual world, but what I might call the etheric or formative-forces world. Anyone who would learn to know the etheric must grasp it in this way. For no speculation, no abstract reflection, about the etheric can lead to true knowledge of it. In this thinking that has become real we live with our own formative-forces or etheric body, but it is a different kind of living from life in the physical body. I should like to describe this other way by means of a comparison.
When you look at one of your fingers, you recognise it as a living member of your organism. Cut it off, and it is no longer what it was; it dies. If this finger of yours had a consciousness, it would say: I am no more than a part of your organism, I have no independent existence. That is what a man has to say directly he enters the etheric world with Imaginative cognition. He no longer feels himself as a separate being, but as a member of the whole etheric world, the whole etheric cosmos. After that he realises that it is only by having a physical body that he becomes a personality, an individuality. It is the physical body that individualises and makes of one a separate being.
We shall indeed see how even in the spiritual world we can be individualised—but I will speak of that later. If we enter the spiritual world in the way described, we are bound at first to feel ourself as just one member of the whole etheric Cosmos; and if our etheric body were to be cut off from the cosmic ether, it would mean for us etheric death. It is very important to grasp this, so that we may understand properly what has to be said later about a man's passage through the gate of death.
As I pointed out yesterday, this Imaginative experience in the etheric, which becomes a tableau of our whole life from birth up to the present moment of our existence on Earth, is accompanied by an extraordinarily intense feeling of happiness. And the flooding of the whole picture-world by this inward, wonderfully pleasurable feeling is a man's first higher experience.
We must then be able—as I also mentioned yesterday—to take all we have striven for through Imagination, through our life-tableau, and make it all disappear at will. It is only when we have thus emptied our consciousness that we understand how matters really are in the spiritual world. For then we know that what we have seen up to now was not the spiritual world, but merely an Imaginative picture of it. It is only at this stage of empty consciousness that—just as the physical world streams into us through our senses—so the spiritual world streams into us through our thinking. Here begins our first real experience, our first real knowledge, of the objective spiritual world. The life-tableau was only of our own inner world. Imaginative cognition reveals only this inner world, which appears to higher knowledge as a picture-world, a world of cosmic pictures. The Cosmos itself, together with our own true being, as it was before birth, before our earthly existence, appear first at the stage of Inspiration, when the spiritual world flows into us from outside. But when we have arrived at being able to empty our consciousness, our whole soul becomes awake; and in this stage of pure wakefulness we must be able to acquire a certain inner stillness and peace. This peace I can describe only in the following way.
Let us imagine we are in a very noisy city and hear the roar of it all around us. This is terrible—we say—when, from all sides, tumult assails our ears. Suppose it to be some great modern city, such as London. But now suppose we leave this city, and gradually, with every step we take as we walk away, it becomes quieter and quieter. Let us imagine vividly this fading away of noise. Stiller and stiller it becomes. Finally we come perhaps to a wood where all is perfectly silent; we have reached the zero-point where nothing can be heard.
Yet we can go even further. To illustrate how this can happen, I will use a quite trivial comparison. Suppose we have in our purse a certain sum of money. As we spend it from day to day, it dwindles, just as the noise dwindles as we leave the town. At length comes the day when there is nothing left—the purse is empty. We can compare this nothingness with the silence. But what do we do next if we are not to grow hungry? We get into debt. I am not recommending this; it is meant only as a comparison. How much have we then in our purse? Less than nothing; and the greater the debt, the more we have less than nothing.
And now let us imagine it to be the same with this silence. There would be not only the absolute peace of the zero-point of silence, but it would go further and come to the negative of hearing, quieter than quiet, more silent than silence. And this must in fact happen when, in the way described yesterday, we are able through enhanced powers to reach this inner peace and silence. When, however, we arrive at this inner negative of audibility, at this peace greater than the zero-point of peace, we are then so deeply in the spiritual world that we not only see it but hear it resounding. The world of pictures becomes a world of resounding life; and then we are in the midst of the true spiritual world. During the moments we spend there we are standing, as it were, on the shore of existence; the ordinary sense-world vanishes, and we know ourselves to be in the spiritual world. Certainly—I will say more of this later—we must be properly prepared so that we are at all times able to return. But there is something else to come—an experience previously unknown. Directly this peace is achieved in the empty consciousness, what I have described as an inwardly experienced, all-embracing, cosmic feeling of happiness gives way to an equally all-embracing pain. We come to feel that the world is built on a foundation of cosmic suffering—of a cosmic element which can be experienced by the human being only as pain. We learn the penetrating truth, so willingly ignored by those who look outside themselves for happiness, that everything in existence has finally to be brought to birth in pain. And when, through Initiation-knowledge, this cosmic experience of pain has made its impression upon us, then out of real inner knowledge we can say the following:
If we study the human eye—the eye that reveals to us the beauty of the physical world, and is so important for us that through it we receive nine-tenths of the impressions that make up our life between birth and death—we find that the eye is embedded in a bodily cavity which originates from a wound. What was done originally to bring about the eye-sockets could be done to-day only by actually cutting out a hollow in the physical body. The ordinary account of evolution gives a much too colourless impression of this. These sockets into which the eyeballs were inserted from outside—as indeed the physical record of evolution shows—were hollowed out at a time when man was still an unconscious being. If he had been conscious of it, it would have involved a painful wounding of the organism.
Indeed, the whole human organism has been brought forth out of an element which for present-day consciousness would be an experience of pain. At this stage of knowledge we have a deep feeling that, just as the coming forth of the plants means pain for the Earth, so all happiness, everything in the world from which we derive pleasure and blessing, has its roots in an element of suffering. If as conscious beings we could suddenly be changed into the substance of the ground beneath our feet, the result would be an endless enhancement of our feeling of pain.
When these facts revealed out of the spiritual world are put before superficially-minded people, they say: “My idea of God is quite different. I have always thought of God in His power as founding everything upon happiness, just as we would wish.” Such people are like that King of Spain to whom someone was showing a model of the universe and the course of the stars. The King had the greatest difficulty in understanding how all these movements occurred, and finally he exclaimed: “If God had left it to me, I would have made a much simpler world.”
Strictly speaking, that is the feeling of many people where knowledge and religion are concerned. Had God left the creation to them, they would have made a simpler world. They have no idea how naive this is!
Genuine Initiation-knowledge cannot merely satisfy men's desire for happiness; it has to guide them to a true understanding of their own being and destiny as they come forth from the world in the past, present and future. For this, spiritual facts are necessary, instead of something which gives immediate pleasure. But there is another thing which these lectures should indeed bring out. Precisely by experiencing such facts, if only through knowing them conceptually, people will gain a good deal that satisfies an inward need for their life here on Earth. Yes, they will gain something they need in order to be human beings in the fullest sense, just as for completeness they need their physical limbs.
The world we meet in this way when we go on beyond Imagination into the stillness of existence, out of which the spiritual world reveals itself in colour and in sound—this world differs essentially from the world perceived by the senses. When we are living with it—and we have to live with the spiritual world when it is present for us—we see how all sense-perceptible, physical things and processes really proceed from out of the spiritual world. Hence as earthly men we see only one half of the world; the other half is occult, hidden from us. And through every opening, every happening, in the physical-material world, one might say, this hidden half reveals its spiritual nature first in the pictures of Imagination, and then through its own creative activity in Inspiration. In the world of Inspiration we can feel at home, for here we find the origins of all earthly things, all earthly creations. And here, as I have indicated, we discover our own pre-earthly existence.
Following an old image, I have called this world, lying beyond that of Imagination, the astral world—the name is not important—and what we bring along with us from that world, and have carried into our etheric and physical bodies, we may speak of as our astral body. In a certain sense, it encloses the Ego-organisation. For higher knowledge, accordingly, the human being consists of four members: physical body, etheric or formative-forces body, astral body, and Ego-organisation. Knowledge of the Ego, however, entails a further super-sensible step, which in my book, Knowledge of the Higher Worlds, I have called “Intuition”. The term Intuition may easily be misunderstood because, for example, anyone with imaginative, poetic gifts will often give the name of intuition to his sensitive feeling for the world. This kind of intuition is only a dim feeling; yet it has some relation to the Intuition of which I am speaking. For just as earthly man has his sense-perceptions, so in his feeling and his will he has a reflection of the highest kind of cognition, of Intuition. Otherwise he could not be a moral being. The dim promptings of conscience are a reflection, a kind of shadow-picture, of true Intuition, the highest form of cognition possible for man on Earth.
Earthly man has in him something of what is lowest, and also this shadow-picture of what is highest, accessible only through Intuition. It is the intermediate levels that are lacking in him; hence he has to acquire Imagination and Inspiration. He has also to acquire Intuition in its purity, in its light-filled inner quality. At present it is in his moral feeling, his moral conscience, that he possesses an earthly image of that which arises as Intuition. Hence we can say that when a man with Initiation-knowledge rises to actual Intuitive knowledge of the world, of which previously he has known only the natural laws, the world becomes as intimately connected with him on earth as only the moral world is now. And this is indeed a significant feature of human life on Earth—that out of a dim inner presentiment we connect with the highest realm of all something which, in its true form, is accessible only to enhanced cognition.
The third step in higher knowledge, necessary for rising to Intuition, can be achieved only by developing to its highest point a faculty which, in our materialistic age, is not recognised as a cognitional force. What is revealed through Intuition can be attained only by developing and spiritualising to the highest degree the capacity for love. A man must be able to make this capacity for love into a cognitional force. A good preparation for this is to free ourselves in a certain sense from dependence on external things; for instance, by making it our regular practice to picture our past experiences not in their usual sequence but in reverse order.
In ordinary passive thinking we may be said to accept world events in an altogether slavish way. As I said yesterday: In our very thought-pictures we keep the earlier as the earlier, the later as the later; and when we are watching the course of a play on the stage the first act comes first, then the second, and so on to a possible fifth. But if we can accustom ourselves to picture it all by beginning at the end and going from the fifth act back through the fourth, third, second, to the first, then we break away from the ordinary sequence—we go backwards instead of forwards. But that is not how things happen in the world: we have to strain every nerve to call up from within the force to picture events in reverse. By so doing we free the inner activity of our soul from its customary leading-strings, and we gradually enable the inner experiences of our soul and spirit to reach a point where soul and spirit break loose from the bodily and also from the etheric element. A man can well prepare himself for this breaking away if every evening he makes a backward survey of his experiences during the day, beginning with the last and moving back. When possible even the details should be conceived in a backward direction: if you have gone upstairs, picture yourself first on the top step, then on the step below it, and so on backwards down all the stairs.
You will probably say: “But there are so many hours during the day, full of experiences.” Then first try taking episodes—picturing, for instance, this going up and down stairs in reverse. One thus acquires inner mobility, so that gradually one becomes able to go back in imagination through a whole day in three or four minutes.
But that, after all, is only the negative half of what is needed for enhancing and training spiritually our capacity for loving. This must be brought to the point when, for example, we lovingly follow each stage in the growth of a plant. In ordinary life this growth is seen only from outside—we do not take part in it. We must learn to enter into every detail of plant-growth, to dive right down into the plant, until in our own soul we become the plant, growing, blossoming, bringing forth fruit with it, and the plant becomes as dear to us as we are to ourselves. In the same way we can go above the plants to picture the life of animals, and down to the minerals. We can feel how the mineral forms itself into the crystal, and take inward pleasure in the shaping of its planes, corners, angles, and having a sensation as of pain in our own being when the minerals are split asunder. Then, in our souls, we enter not only with sympathy but with our will into every single event in nature.
All this must be preceded by a capacity for love extending to mankind as a whole. We shall never be able to love nature in the right way until we have first succeeded in loving all our fellow-men. When we have in this way won through to an understanding love for all nature, that which made itself perceptible first in the colours of the aura, and in the resounding of the spheres, rounds itself out and takes on the outlines of actual spiritual Beings.
Experiencing these spiritual Beings, however, is a different matter from experiencing physical things. When a physical object is in front of me, for example this clock, I stand here with the clock there, and can experience it only by looking at it from outside. My relation to it is determined by space. In this way one could never have any real experience of a spiritual Being. We can have it only by entering right into the spiritual Being, with the aid of the faculty for loving which we have cultivated first towards nature. Spiritual Intuition is possible only by applying—in stillness and emptiness of consciousness—the capacity for love we can first learn in the realm of nature. Imagine that you have developed this capacity for loving minerals, plants, animals and also man; you are now in the midst of a completely empty consciousness. All around is the peace which lies beyond its zero-point. You feel the suffering on which the whole existence of the world is founded, and this suffering is at the same time a loneliness. Nothing yet is there. But the capacity for love, flowing up from within in manifold forms, leads you on to enter with your own being into all that now appears visibly, audibly, as Inspiration. Through this capacity for love you enter first into one spiritual Being, then into another.
These Beings described in my book, Occult Science, these Beings of the higher Hierarchies—we now learn to live in our experience of them; they become for us the essential reality of the world. So we experience a concrete spiritual world, just as through eye and ear, through feeling and warmth, we experience a concrete physical world.
If anyone wishes to acquire knowledge particularly important for himself, he must have advanced to this stage. I have already mentioned that through Inspiration pre-earthly spiritual existence rises up in our soul; how in this way we learn what we were before we came down into an earthly body. When through the capacity for love we are able to enter clairvoyantly into spiritual Beings, in the way I have described, there is also revealed that which first makes a man, in his inner experience, a complete being. There is revealed what precedes our life in the spiritual world; we are shown what we were before ascending to the last spiritual life between death and rebirth. The preceding earthly life is revealed, and, one after another, the lives on Earth before that. For the true Ego, present in all the repeated lives on Earth, can manifest only when the faculty for love has been so greatly enhanced that any other being, whether outside in nature or in the spiritual world, has become just as dear to a man as in his self-love he is dear to himself. But the true Ego—the Ego that goes through all repeated births and deaths—is manifest to a man only when he no longer lives egotistically for momentary knowledge, but in a love that can forget self-love and can live in an objective Being in the way that in physical existence he lives in self-love. For this Ego of former lives on Earth has then become as objective for his present life as a stone or a plant is for us when we stand outside it. We must have learnt by then to comprehend in objective love something which, for our present subjective personality, has become quite objective, quite foreign. We must have gained mastery over ourselves during our present earthly existence in order to have any insight into a preceding one.
When we have achieved this knowledge, we see the complete life of a man passing rhythmically through the stages of earthly existence from birth or conception till death, and then through spiritual stages between death and rebirth, and then returning again to Earth, and so on. A complete earthly life reveals itself as a repeated passing through birth and death, with intermediate periods of life in purely spiritual worlds. Only through Intuition can this knowledge be acquired as real knowledge, derived directly from experience.
I have had to describe for you—in outline to begin with—the path of Initiation-knowledge that must be followed in our time, at this present stage of human evolution, in order to arrive at true spiritual knowledge of the world and of man. But as long as human beings have existed there has been Initiation-knowledge, although it has had to take various forms in different evolutionary periods. As man is a being who goes through each successive earthly life in a different way, conditions for his inner development in the various epochs of world-evolution have to vary considerably. We shall be learning more about these variations in course of the next few days; to-day I should like to say only that the Initiation-knowledge which had to be given out in early times was very different from what has to be given out to-day. We can go back some thousands of years, to a time long before the Mystery of Golgotha, and we find how greatly men's attitude to both the natural world and the spiritual world differed from that of the present time, and how different, accordingly, was their Initiation-knowledge from what is appropriate today.
We have now a very highly developed natural science; I shall not be speaking of its most advanced side but only of what is imparted to children of six or seven, as general knowledge. At this comparatively early age a child has to accept the laws relating, let us say, to the Copernican world-system, and on this system are built hypotheses as to the origin of the universe. The Kant-Laplace theory is then put forward and, though this theory has been revised, yet in its essentials it still holds good. The theory is based on a primeval nebula, demonstrated in physics by an experiment intended to show the earliest conditions of the world-system. This primeval nebula can be imitated experimentally, and out of it, through the rotation of certain forces, the planets are assumed to have come into being, and the sun left behind. One of the rings split off from the nebula is thought to have condensed into the shape of the Earth, and everything else—minerals, plants, animals, and finally man himself—is supposed to have evolved on this basis. And all this is described in a thoroughly scientific way.
The process is made comprehensible for children by means of a practical demonstration which seems to show it very clearly. A drop of oil is taken, sufficiently fluid to float on a little water; this is placed on a piece of card where the line of the equator is supposed to come; a pin is run through the card and the card is whirled round. It can then be shown how, one after another, drops of oil detach themselves and rotate, and you can get a miniature planetary system out of the oil, with a sun left in the middle. When that has been shown to us in childhood, why should we think it impossible for our planetary system to have arisen out of the primeval nebula? With our own eyes we have seen the process reproduced.
Now in moral life it may be admirable for us to be able to forget ourselves, but in a demonstration of natural phenomena it is not so good! This whole affair of the drop of oil would never have worked if there had been no-one there to twirl the pin. That has to be taken into account. If this hypothesis is to hold good, a giant schoolmaster would have had to be there in the Cosmos, to start the primeval nebula revolving and keep it turning. Otherwise the idea has no reality.
It is characteristic of this materialistic age, however, to conceive only a fraction of the truth, a quarter, an eighth, or even less, and this fraction then lives with terribly suggestive power in the souls of men. Thus we persist to-day in seeing one side only of nature and of nature's laws.
I could give you plenty of examples, from different spheres of life, clearly showing this attitude towards nature: how—because a man absorbs this with the culture of the day—he considers nature to be governed by what is called the law of cause and effect. This colours the whole of human existence to-day. At best, a man can still maintain some connection with the spiritual world through religious tradition, but if he wishes to rise to the actual spiritual world, he must undertake an inner training through Imagination, Inspiration, Intuition—as I have pictured them. He must be led by Initiation-knowledge away from this belief in nature as permeated throughout by law, and towards a real grasp of the spiritual. Initiation-knowledge to-day must aim at leading men from the naturalistic interpretation of the Cosmos, now taken for granted, to a realisation of its spirituality.
In the old Initiation-knowledge, thousands of years ago, the very opposite prevailed. The wise men of the Mysteries, the leaders in those centres which were school, church, and art-school at the same time, had around them people who knew nothing of nature in the Copernican sense, but in their soul and spirit had an instinctive, intimate experience of the Cosmos, expressed in their myths and legends, which in the ordinary civilisation of to-day are no longer understood. About this too we shall have more to say. The experience that men had in those early days was instinctive; an experience of soul and spirit. It filled their waking hours with the dreamlike pictures of imagination; and from these pictures came the legends, the myths, the sayings of the gods, which made up their life. A man looked out into the world, experiencing his dreamy imaginations; and at other times he lived in the being of nature. He saw the rainbows, the clouds, the stars, and the sun making its speedy way across the heavens; he saw the rivers, the hills arising; he saw the minerals, plants, animals.
For primeval man, everything he saw through his senses was a great riddle. For at the time of which I am speaking, some thousands of years before the Mystery of Golgotha—there were both earlier and later times when civilisation was different—a man had an inward feeling of being blessed when dreamlike imaginations came to him. The external world of the senses, where all that he perceived of rainbow, clouds, the moving sun, and the minerals, plants, animals, was what the eye could see, while in the starry world he saw only what the pre-Copernican, Ptolemaic system recorded. This external world presented itself to people generally in a way that led them to say: “With my soul I am living in a divine-spiritual world, but there outside is a nature forsaken by the gods. When with my senses I look at a spring of water, I see nothing spiritual there; I see nothing spiritual in the rainbow, in the minerals, plants, animals, or in the physical bodies of men.” Nature appeared to these people as a whole world that had fallen away from divine spirituality.
This was how people felt in that time when the whole visible Cosmos had for them the appearance of having fallen away from the divine. To connect these two experiences, the inward experience of God and the outer one of a fallen sense-world, it was not merely abstract knowledge they needed, but a knowledge that could console them for belonging to this fallen sense-world with their physical bodies and their etheric bodies. They needed a consolation which would assure them that this fallen sense-world was related to all they experienced through their instinctive imaginings, through an experience of the spiritual which, though dim and dreamlike, was adequate for the conditions of those times. Knowledge had to be consoling.
It was consolation, too, that was sought by those who turned eagerly to the Mysteries, either to receive only what could be given out externally, or to become pupils of the men of wisdom who could initiate them into the secrets of existence and the riddles that confronted them.
These wise men of the old Mysteries, who were at the same time priests, teachers, and artists, made clear to their pupils through everything contained in their Mysteries—yet to be described—that even in this fallen world, in its rising springs, in the blossoming trees and flowers, in the crystal-forming minerals, in rainbow and drifting clouds and journeying sun there live those divine-spiritual powers which were experienced instinctively in the dreamlike imaginations of men. They showed these people how to reconcile the godforsaken world with the divine world perceived in their imaginations. Through the Mysteries they gave them a consoling knowledge which enabled them once more to look on nature as filled with the divine.
Hence we learn from what is told of those past ages—told even of the Grecian age—that knowledge now taught to the youngest children in our schools, that the sun stands still and the earth circles around it, for instance, is the kind of knowledge which in the old Mysteries was preserved as occult. What with us is knowledge for everyone was for that age occult knowledge; and explanations of nature were an occult science. As anyone can see who follows the course of human development during our civilisation, nature and nature's laws are the chief concern of men today; and this has led the spiritual world to withdraw. The old dreamlike imaginations have ceased. A man feels nature to be neutral, not entirely satisfying, belonging not to a fallen, sinful Universe, but to a Cosmos that by reason of inner necessity has to be as it is. He then feels more sharply conscious of himself; he learns to find spirituality in that one point only, and he discovers an inner urge to unite this inner self with God. All he now needs—in addition to his knowledge of nature and in conformity with it—is that a new Initiation-knowledge shall lead him into the spiritual world. The old Initiation-knowledge could start from the spirit, which was then experienced by people instinctively, and, embodied in the myths, could lead them on to nature. The new Initiation-knowledge must begin with a man's immediate experience to-day, with his perception of the laws of nature in which he believes, and from there it must point the way back to the spiritual world through Imagination, Inspiration, Intuition.
Thus, in human evolution, a few thousand years before the Mystery of Golgotha, we see the significant moment of time when men, starting out from an instinctive experience of the spirit, found their way to concepts and ideas which, as the most external form of occult science, included the laws of nature. To-day these laws of nature are known to us from childhood. In face of this indifferent, prosaic attitude to life, this naturalism, the spiritual world has withdrawn from the inner life of man. Today, Initiation-knowledge must point back from nature to the spirit. For the men of old, nature was in darkness, but the spirit was bright and clear. The old Initiation-knowledge had to carry the light of this brightness of the spirit into the darkness of nature, so that nature too might be illumined. Initiation-knowledge to-day has to start from the light thrown upon nature, in an external, naturalistic way, by Copernicus, Giordano Bruno, Galileo, Kepler, Newton and others. This light has then to be rescued, given fresh life, in order to open the way for it to the spirit, which in its own light must be sought on the opposite path to that of the old Initiation.
Answers to Questions
Questions were asked about the nature of imagination, inspiration and intuition. The wording of the questions was not noted down by the stenographer.
Rudolf Steiner: With regard to the question of the difficulty with such a word as “imagination”, I would like to remark the following:
When we take up a word in order to render a significant content, we should always go back to the original meaning of the word and not actually ask: “What meaning is given to the word just now in colloquial speech?”1The word ‘imagination’ is also used in English for “phantasy”. because it is basically the case with all current colloquial languages that they have flattened the words. I have already had to draw attention to something this morning, but it has an inner justification. The word “intuition” is also used in, I would say, an everyday sense, but rightly so, because the highest knowledge of the spiritual life for the moral realm must come down to the simplest, even most primitive human mind. For such a word as “imagination” we cannot say the same thing, and one should therefore first of all always realize what is contained in such a word. The moment you peel off the prefix and suffix of the word and go to the middle, you immediately come to “magic”. “Magic” is in the word “imagination”: it is an internalization of the magical. If you go back to such an original meaning of the word, you will find that the linguistic usage on which it is based today is quite a flattened one.
Now I would like to know what one should actually do in anthroposophy and in spiritual deepening in general, if one does not make the requirement that all words must be brought back to their deeper meaning.
You see, you have to take something like anthroposophy so seriously that you also have to realize this thought: Can anthroposophy be represented at all in today's colloquial language in reality? Is it even possible to say anything so significant about anthroposophy in any colloquial language? - Well, all colloquial languages originally contain something deeper, and you can go back to these deeper meanings in all colloquial languages today.
When we speak of “imagination” today and also use the word for that which is incorporated into the imagination, we have simply taken the word for that which is known today solely and exclusively from an inner experience. Most people today, when speaking of inner experience, think that it is all fantastic, and they then describe the fantastic as the imaginative. From their point of view, they are quite right. But if one does not have the will to go back to the original meaning of the word “imagination”, then it will be very difficult to get anthroposophy into the language at all.
You have to realize the following: You see, there are many things in the word “magic”. First of all, there is something in the word “magic” that I would like to describe as follows: When we are scientifically curious today, we look into the microscope, and we then see that which is small in the world, that which is small in the world - be it the longed-for atom, which is also shown experimentally today, be it some germinal plant - today's materialistic science is always curious about this small thing. But the moment we go to the real causes of things, the moment we go to where the creative forces and powers of things are, we do not come to the small, but to the great. And the creation out of the great, the creation out of the mighty, the imposing, that which encompasses creative powers that surpass the small human being, to bring this into the human soul in an appropriate way, that is: to condense the magical so that it can be received and experienced by the human soul in the condensation.
And just as one should do with the word “imagination”, one should also do it with all other words that are used. Almost everyone today speaks of inspiration. I don't deny him the right - why should I deny him the right, because everyone has the right to use the word “inspiration” at the level at which he moves - but everyone speaks of “inspiration” today, even when he thinks of a joke. Now, of course, this interpretation of the word “inspiration”, when used in this way, is not appropriate for the paths of higher knowledge. But again, let us make it our principle to look at the words in the current languages of civilization in the same way as people were once looked at in general.
Just think about it: as late as the 18th century, here in England and on the continent, people everywhere were still very much occupied with so-called Martinism, with the philosophy that came from Saint-Martin, especially with his book: “Des erreurs et de la verité”. Yes, a book appeared in “Edimbourg” in 1775 that has been translated into all European languages, a book that dealt with the spiritual, so to speak, in the manner of the time, a final offshoot for the kind of spiritual contemplation that was still possible until the 18th century and into the beginning of the 19th century, but which is no longer possible today.
Now, if we take one of the main ideas of Saint-Martin's book “Des erreurs et de la verité”, then we find that man in his totality as an earthly being is seen as having fallen away from his original greatness; there the - I would like to say still complete man - is accused of the fall into sin. Man was once, in Saint Martin's sense, still a mighty being, girded with the so-called holy armor, which served him magically, made him magical in the face of all the forces and entities of the world, many of which were hostile to him. Man lived in the place described by Saint Martin as the place of the seven sacred trees, which in religious legend, or earlier for my sake in the Bible, is referred to as paradise. Man was gifted with the fiery spear, through which he exercised his corresponding power, and so on. All the things that are originally attributed to man are said to have been lost to man through his own pre-earthly guilt; even in his pre-earthly state a terrible sin is attributed to man, which even in social life today is shocking to mention. And so man is portrayed as a being who has fallen from his original greatness. And the whole of Martinism, the whole philosophy of Saint Martin, actually sets itself the task of showing what man could be if he had not fallen from his original greatness.
Now, these connections can no longer be made fully alive today; they are precisely the last offshoot of that way of looking at things which I described this morning as the old way of looking at things. Within the modern science of initiation we must proceed from the scientific way of knowing - not from natural science itself, but from the scientific way of knowing - for that alone will be able to satisfy man in the course of the near future. But with regard to special fields, if we really want to penetrate the anthroposophical content, all the content of any spiritual striving, with the necessary mood, with the necessary uplifting of the soul, with the holy enthusiasm with which we are to penetrate it in order to really understand it - if we want to do that, then we will not be allowed to take the words out of the ordinary colloquial language, but we will have to look at the words as if actually all words up to our civilization had undergone a fall from grace. Words today are no longer what they were: they have become sinful beings. They have fallen down into matter and no longer signify what they signified when they were once still close to that stage of human development in which they were used in the Mysteries. And we must, in a certain sense, take a step upwards in feeling the words. We must make an effort not to stop at what is common colloquial language; otherwise the words will also take on the color, the ‘timbre’ that these words have in colloquial language. The easiest thing to do today is to ascend from the words in the fall of man to a kind of sacred meaning of the words in the Hebrew language. For those languages that have been used more within modern life with its thoroughly unsacramental interests, it is of course difficult for these languages to move up to the sinlessness of words - if I may put it that way - it is not meant so badly, but in a certain respect we must do so. And so we have to be clear: the word “inspiration” has fallen to the point of sinfulness today, where anyone who makes a joke already says they are inspired. - So why not? Basically, the writers, even the cartoonists, of funny papers need a lot of inspiration in today's sense, but it's a profaned inspiration today.
But if we go back to the word in its more original meaning, then we are led into very deep regions of human aspiration.
There I must remind you of the way in which, for example, in India - at a decadent level - a wonderful, admirable form of knowledge has been preserved, which was once much more significant than it is today, but which did not, as it must be today, proceed directly from thinking, but which proceeded from a very specific regulation or even dysregulation of the breathing process. Within the original yoga method it was a matter of raising the breathing process, which otherwise always runs unconsciously in the human being, to consciousness. This can be achieved by changing the rhythm of inhalation, breath holding and exhalation from that which occurs unconsciously. If you give the breathing rhythm different numerical ratios than you have in ordinary everyday breathing, then you breathe differently in relation to inhaling, holding your breath and exhaling. What is called the yoga method is essentially based on such different shapes and forms of breathing. This yoga method brought the whole breathing process to consciousness. Man breathed by consciously changing the rhythm of his breathing: the flow of breath consciously entered into the circulation of the blood. The whole human being undulated and interwove with a changed breathing rhythm. And just as we receive sensory observation in the ray of sight or the ray of hearing, just as we receive knowledge of the colors of the surrounding things through sight, just as we receive knowledge of the sounds emanating from the surrounding things through the ray of hearing, so the one who made the breathing rhythm into an elevated, into a magical perception, felt the soul-spiritual, he perceived in the breathing process the soul-spiritual permeating him. At the moment when the breathing process became fully conscious, and when at the same time that disposition of soul was present which was present in South Asia about seven or eight thousand years before our era, at that moment, through this altered breathing rhythm, one not only sent the physical air into the body with this swelling and surging, but one sent soul and spirit into this flowing breath, and one experienced soul and spirit, insofar as the soul and spirit of man are in this flowing breath.
Now you can materially call the inhalation yes “inspiration” - that is the literal. If one spiritualizes the inspiration, one does what happened in ancient India: then one will experience the spiritualized inspiration, with the breath that has been inspired and spiritualized like any mental being. Then we are dealing with what the word “inspiration” actually always originally meant - even in non-Indian, European languages. So when we speak of the word “inspiration”, we also have to move up, I would say, to the sinlessness of the word. And for this reason I have always been reluctant to write so-called “popular” books on anthroposophy - even though such suggestions have always been made from all sides. Of course, that would be very easy. But even the beginner should not actually be given quite popular books on anthroposophy, but should have something in anthroposophical books that he can - I mean spiritually - break his teeth on, where he has to make a terrible effort, that is something that does not come easily! For in this effort, in the overcoming of that which one must overcome in order to understand something that is difficult to understand, there is at the same time something else. For if one is like - yes, how shall I put it? - popular anthroposophy like a popular speech, then one also has a different taste and a completely different attitude towards the meanings of the words, then one pulls the meanings of the words down into their sinfulness. But if you have to grit your teeth at the difficulty of a beginner's book, then you also acquire a taste for delving into the words. You may even be reminded of some historical events. Take a look at the wonderful way Jakob Böhme ponders the words first, ponders them deeply, before he uses them. I would say that Jakob Böhme distils entire worlds out of the words before he uses them. And so the position with regard to something like “imagination” or ‘inspiration’ or “intuition” or other words, as we use them in ordinary life, is at a lower level than we usually assume. And so I do think that one should not actually try to replace words that are rightly used - “imagination”, “inspiration” - with others, but that one should rather work to elevate these words to their sinlessness for the anthroposophical understanding, at least as long as one is dealing with anthroposophy. When one goes out into ordinary life, one can of course again fall into the sinfulness of the words, there is no harm in that. And so just such an attitude towards words could be extraordinarily beneficial to anthroposophical deepening. So, I mean, anyone who becomes aware of what is in the word “imagination” would in the end, if he is a fanatic, even cry out for a law that forbids the use of the word imagination for this “fantasy” game, so that such a word is preserved for the area where it is actually rightly used.
With regard to the question: “Who or what recognizes in man?” I would like to say the following: Unfortunately, these questions are asked faster than they can be answered, and there is a great deal to be said if one is to answer such a far-reaching, comprehensive question. When such a question is raised, it must be made clear what the content of this morning's speech was actually about. Is it not true that when we speak of the paths to supersensible knowledge, as I did this morning and also yesterday, what is it all about? It is a question of how this human soul, which is present in any human being in the present incarnation, how this spiritual-soul, which is thus present in a physical body between birth or conception and death, how it ascends to the gradual recognition, firstly, of the etheric world of formative forces in the imagination, secondly, through the stillness which I have described, through the empty consciousness, in inspiration, to the recognition of the pre-natal world. And then, through intuition, which is achieved through the special training of the ability to love, one arrives at the view of the previous, or one could also say the previous earth lives, those earth lives which - as I explained this morning - are already objectively confronting the human being, like some external object or process of nature, or for my sake I could also say like another human being is objectively confronting one. If I stand opposite another person in ordinary social life, I am related to that person through the inner kinship of the same human race, but I stand opposite him objectively. I must face my previous incarnations as objectively as another person if I want to perceive them in truth. Then one learns to recognize with the soul-spiritual, which is embodied in the present earthly body, the actual, true I, which goes through the repeated earthly lives.
Now the question seems to me to be this: Who is it actually, or what is it in man that now recognizes this true I that passes through the repeated earth lives, or which member in man is it? - This question itself, ladies and gentlemen, is not really a question that has any real, concrete content. It asks about the subject of cognition. This subject of cognition is precisely that I which is embodied in the present earthly life, which then soars up to cognition. The true I can only be attained by first embracing with one's consciousness that which is included in earthly life between birth and death; then one lives in the I on a certain level; one lives in this I, but one does not yet recognize the true I, which goes through many births and deaths. But through the methods I have described, this higher ego, which one carries in earthly life by bringing oneself to selflessness, is made capable of recognizing the true ego.
And remember: you change the subject during this path of cognition. Firstly, we are dealing with the ego that lives between birth and death; it does not yet recognize the true ego. Now this ego vibrates upwards and is initially the recognizer of the true ego, which goes through repeated earthly lives. In this way it actually identifies itself cognitively with the true I. Thus, by undergoing a metamorphosis, this higher ego is raised into the true ego. And then, when it is elevated into the true I, it can only recognize the true I.
So we cannot ask: “Who or what recognizes in man?”, but we must say: "What recognizes in man in ordinary life is in itself already made into another I, it goes through a metamorphosis, in that it rises from imagination through inspiration to intuition. But then it is a transformed ego for cognition. But the transformation is there precisely in order to reach the true self.
Inspiration und Intuition
Stellen wir uns noch einmal vor die Seele, wohin die neuere Initiation führt, nachdem die ersten Schritte zur imaginativen Erkenntnis einen Erfolg gehabt haben. Der Mensch kommt dazu, daß seine vorhergehende, abstrakte, rein ideelle Gedankenwelt von einer innerlichen Lebendigkeit durchzogen wird. Dadurch stehen vor ihm nicht mehr die unlebendigen Gedanken, die im passiven Erkennen erworben werden, sondern eine innere lebendige Kraftwelt, welche er so fühlt, wie er sonst sich durchpulst fühlt von seinem Blute oder durchströmt von seinem Atem. Es handelt sich also darum, daß das ideelle Element des Denkens übergeht in ein reales, das innerlich erlebt wird. Dann sind auch jene Bilder, die vorher die Gedanken waren, nicht mehr abstrakt, nicht mehr schattenhaft, nicht mehr bloße Projektion der Außenwelt, sondern sie sind innerlich erfüllt von lebendigem Dasein. Sie sind wirkliche Imaginationen, die man, wie ich schon gestern angedeutet habe, zweidimensional erlebt, aber nicht so erlebt, wie wenn man etwa vor einem in der physischen Welt gemalten Bilde stünde - wer so erlebt, erlebt Visionen, nicht Imaginationen -, sondern man erlebt so, als ob man mit seinem eigenen Wesen, das nun auch die dritte Dimension verloren hat, in dem Bild selbst drinnen sich bewegte. Man sieht also dasjenige, was man da erlebt, nicht etwa so, wie man in der physischen Welt sieht. Alles, was sich noch so zeigt wie in der physischen Welt, ist eben Vision. Wirkliche höhere Erkenntnis ist erst da, wenn die Imagination so erlebt wird, daß man zum Beispiel in ihr Farben nicht mehr so schaut, wie man in der physischen Welt Farben schaut, sondern daß man die Farben erlebt. Wie erlebt man die Farben? Nun, wenn Sie in der physischen Welt Farben wahrnehmen, so haben Sie ja auch bei den verschiedenen Farben verschiedene Erlebnisse. Sie nehmen das Rot wahr wie etwas, was Sie attackiert, was auf Sie losspringen will. Der Stier wehrt sich dagegen, gegen dieses auf ihn losspringende Rot, das er viel stärker erlebt als der Mensch, bei dem alles abgeschwächt ist.
Wenn Sie das Grün erleben, haben Sie in sich etwas wie eine Gleichmäßigkeit, ein keinen Schmerz, aber auch keine besondere Lust bereitendes Erlebnis. Wenn Sie Blau erleben, haben Sie die Empfindung der Hingabe, der Demut. Nun kann man sich recht durchdringen mit diesen verschiedenen Erlebnissen, die man in der physischen Welt an den Farben hat, und man kann dann wieder erkennen, wenn einem in der geistigen Welt etwas so attackierend entgegenkommt, wie das Rot in der physischen Welt attackierend ist, daß dies entspricht der roten Farbe. Wenn einem etwas entgegenkommt, demgegenüber man in die Stimmung der Demut kommt, so ist das dasselbe Erlebnis wie in der physischen Welt das Erlebnis der blauen oder blauvioletten Farbe, und man kann dann in abgekürzter Redeweise sagen, man habe Rot, man habe Blau in der geistigen Welt erlebt. Sonst müßte man immer, wenn man genau sprechen wollte, sagen, man habe so etwas erlebt, wie man erlebt, wenn man in der physischen Welt Rot schaut, oder in der physischen Welt Blau schaut. Damit man diese fortwährende lange Ausdrucksweise nicht habe, kürzt man sie ab und spricht davon, daß man ein aurisches Sehen hat, ein aurisches Schauen, das sich differenziert nach Rot, Grün, Blau und so weiter.
Aber dabei ist durchaus zu beobachten, daß dieses Übertreten in das Übersinnliche, dieses Abstreifen alles Sinnlichen und doch konkrete Erleben immer da ist. Und eben in diesem konkreten Erleben fühlt man dasjenige, was ich gestern geschildert habe, wie wenn das Denken ein den ganzen menschlichen Organismus ausfüllendes Tastorgan wird, so daß man geistig sich fühlt wie abtastend eine neu auftretende Welt, die eigentlich jetzt noch nicht die wirkliche Geisteswelt ist, sondern die das ist, was ich nennen möchte die Bildekräftewelt oder die Ätherwelt. Wer den Äther wirklich kennenlernen will, muß ihn in dieser Art erfassen. Alles Spekulieren über den Äther, alles begriffliche Nachdenken führt
nicht zur wirklichen Erkenntnis des Äthers. In diesem, man möchte sagen, verwirklichten Denken lebt man nun selber mit seinem eigenen Bildekräfte oder Ätherleib. Aber man lebt auf eine andere Art, als man bisher in der physischen Welt gelebt hat. Die Art, wie man darinnen lebt in dieser ätherischen Welt, ich möchte es durch einen Vergleich sagen.
Wenn Sie einen Finger an Ihrem Organismus betrachten, so ist er ein lebendiges Glied an diesem Organismus. Schneiden Sie ihn ab, so ist er nicht mehr, was er vorher war. Er stirbt ab, er lebt nicht mehr. Und hätte der Finger ein Bewußtsein, dann würde er sich sagen: Ich bin nur etwas am Organismus, ich habe kein selbständiges Wesen. So aber muß man sagen in dem Augenblicke, wo man in imaginativer Erkenntnis in der ätherischen Welt drinnensteht. Da fühlt man sich nicht mehr als ein abgetrenntes, individualisiertes Wesen, sondern als ein Glied der ganzen ätherischen Welt, des ganzen ätherischen Kosmos, und man weiß nachher, daß man zur Individualität, zur Persönlichkeit nur dadurch gemacht worden ist, daß man einen physischen Leib an sich hat. Der physische Leib individualisiert. Der physische Leib ist dasjenige, was einen zu einem abgesonderten Wesen macht.
Wir werden schon sehen, daß wir auch in der geistigen Welt individualisiert werden können, aber davon später. Steigt man, so wie ich es beschrieben habe, zunächst in die geistige Welt hinauf, so muß man sich durchaus fühlen als ein Glied innerhalb des ätherischen Kosmos. Und würde man in bezug auf den Ätherleib jemals abgeschnitten von dem kosmischen Äther, so würde man ätherisch absterben. Das ist sehr wichtig zu erfassen, damit wir dann gut verstehen können, was über den Durchgang des Menschen durch die Pforte des Todes gesagt werden muß, was aber später kommt.
Nun ist begleitet - ich deutete das auch schon gestern an - dieses bildhafte Erleben, das zum Lebenstableau wird über das ganze Leben hin, das wir von der Geburt bis zum gegenwärtigen Augenblicke im Erdendasein verbracht haben, es ist begleitet dieses ganze Erleben im Ätherischen von einem außerordentlich starken Glücksgefühl. Das ist zunächst das erste, und zwar dem Menschen außerordentlich wohlgefällige höhere Erlebnis, dieses Durchströmen der ganzen Bilderwelt mit einem innerlich erfaßten Glücksgefühl.
Dann muß man, wie ich schon gestern angedeutet habe, was man in dieser Weise sich errungen hat an Imagination, an eigenem Lebenstableau, wiederum aus dem Bewußtsein willkürlich verschwinden lassen können. Man muß das Bewußtsein leer werden lassen können. Und erst, wenn man das Bewußtsein leer hat, dann versteht man, wie sich die Dinge in der geistigen Welt eigentlich verhalten. Denn dann weiß man: Alles, was man vorher gesehen hat, war noch nicht die geistige Welt, war bloß ein imaginatives Tableau der geistigen Welt. Jetzt erst, wenn man angekommen ist auf der Stufe, wo das Bewußtsein leer geworden ist, jetzt erst strömt, wie die physische Welt durch die Sinne, so die geistige Welt durch das tastende Denken in uns ein. Wir beginnen jetzt erst, ein wirkliches Erlebnis, eine wirkliche Erfahrung der geistigen Welt zu gewinnen, der geistigen Außenwelt. In unserem Lebenstableau hatten wir ja auch nur unsere Innenwelt. Die imaginative Erkenntnis gibt nur die Innenwelt, die sich aber vor der höheren Erkenntnis als eine Bilderwelt charakterisiert. Und sie gibt die Bilder des Kosmos. Der Kosmos selber und unsere eigene wahre Wesenheit, wie sie vor der Geburt, vor dem irdischen Dasein war, die treten erst in der Inspiration auf, wenn die geistige Welt von außen in uns einströmt. Wenn wir aber zu dieser Herstellung des leeren Bewußtseins kommen, dann ist unsere Seele erfüllt vom bloßen Wachsein zunächst, und wir müssen in diesem bloßen Wachsein zu einer gewissen inneren Stille, Ruhe kommen können. Diese Ruhe kann ich nur in der folgenden Art charakterisieren.
Denken wir uns, wir wären in einer ganz geräuschvollen Stadt. Wir hören um uns herum das Gebrause dieser Stadt. Es ist schrecklich, sagen wir uns, wenn es uns umtönt und umsaust von allen Seiten. Denken wir uns in eine so recht moderne Großstadt, London zum Beispiel. Aber denken wir jetzt, wir verlassen die Stadt. Und indem wir Schritt für Schritt weitergehen aus der Stadt hinaus, wird es immer stiller und stiller. Denken wir uns recht hinein in dieses Abnehmen des Hörbaren. Es wird immer stiller und stiller. Endlich kommen wir, sagen wir, in einen Wald, wo alles ganz still ist, wo wir gar nichts mehr hören, wo alles schweigt um uns. Wir sind da gewissermaßen angekommen beim Nullpunkt des Hörbaren.
Nun kann aber die Sache noch weitergehen. Und da darf ich einen trivialen Vergleich gebrauchen, um Ihnen das Weitergehen zu zeigen. Denken wir uns, wir haben in unserer Brieftasche Geld. Wir geben von Tag zu Tag immer mehr aus; das Geld wird immer weniger und weniger, wie die Hörbarkeit immer weniger und weniger wird, wenn wir von der Stadt weggehen. Und endlich kommt der Tag, wenn wir nichts einnehmen, wo wir gar nichts mehr drinnen haben in der Brieftasche. Wir vergleichen diese Null mit der Stille. Aber was tun wir jetzt, wenn wir auch noch weiter essen wollen? Wir machen Schulden. Ich will das zwar nicht gerade anraten, aber ich meine es vergleichsweise. Wieviel haben wir dann in unserem Portemonnaie ? Weniger als Null. Und je mehr Schulden wir machen, desto weniger und weniger als Null haben wir.
Nun stellen wir uns vor, dasselbe träte für die Stille ein. Es wäre nicht nur absolute Ruhe, der Nullpunkt der Stille da, sondern es ginge weiter, es wäre das Negative vom Hören da, stiller als still, schweigsamer als schweigsam; das träte ein. Das muß in der Tat eintreten, wenn wir durch eine, so wie gestern geschildert, verschärfte Kraft zur Herstellung dieser inneren Ruhe und Schweigsamkeit kommen. Dann aber, wenn wir zu dieser inneren negativen Hörbarkeit kommen, zu dieser Ruhe, die größer ist als die Ruhe Null, dann sind wir so in der geistigen Welt drinnen, daß wir sie nicht bloß schauen, sondern daß sie auch zu uns tönt. Dann erhöht sich das vorher Geschaute durch das Tönende zu einer mehr lebendigen Welt. Dann stehen wir in der wirklichen geistigen Welt darinnen. Dann sind wir gewissermaßen an das andere Ufer des Daseins gegangen für die Augenblicke, in denen wir drüben sind. Jenseits dieses Ufers verschwindet die gewöhnliche Sinneswelt, wir befinden uns in der geistigen Welt. Wir müssen allerdings, wie ich später ausführen werde, ordentlich vorbereitet sein, daß wir jederzeit wiederum zurückkehren können. Aber es tritt noch etwas ein. Es tritt eine Erfahrung ein, die der Mensch vorher niemals hat machen können. Dasjenige, was ich geschildert habe als ein innerlich ganz erlebtes, umfassendes, ich möchte sagen, kosmisches Glücksgefühl, das verwandelt sich in diesem Augenblicke, wo wir das leere Bewußtsein mit der Ruhe herstellen, in einen ebenso umfassenden seelischen Schmerz, in ein ebenso umfassendes seelisches Leid. Und wir machen die Erfahrung, daß die Welt aufgebaut ist auf Grundlage des kosmischen Schmerzes, beziehungsweise eines kosmischen Elementes, das vom Menschen nur im Schmerz erlebt werden kann. Und wir lernen durchdringend jene Wahrheit kennen, die so gern mißachtet wird von der nur nach äußerem Glück suchenden Menschheit, wir lernen die Wahrheit kennen, daß alles Dasein zuletzt aus dem Schmerze geboren sein muß. Und man darf, wenn man in dieser Art bis zu dem kosmischen Schmerzerlebnis eingedrungen ist in die Initiations-Erkenntnis, das Folgende aus wirklichem innerem Wissen heraus sagen:
Wir betrachten unser Auge. Dieses Auge, das uns in der physischen Welt die Herrlichkeit dieser Welt offenbart, das für uns bedeutet, daß wir überhaupt neun Zehntel unseres Lebensinhaltes bekommen für das physische Dasein zwischen der Geburt und dem Tode, dieses Auge ist hineingelagert in eine Körpervertiefung, die ursprünglich in ihrem Werden eine Verwundung des Körpers in Wirklichkeit darstellt. Dasjenige, was heute nur entstehen kann, wenn man den Körper verwundend aushöhlt, das hat die Höhlungen gebracht. Die äußere Entwickelungsgeschichte stellt sich das viel zu neutral, viel zu gleichgültig vor. Dasjenige, was zu den Augenhöhlen geführt hat, in die dann hineingedrängt worden ist von außen — das zeigt auch schon die physische Entwickelungsgeschichte - der Augapfel, die Augenhöhlung, sie ist entstanden in der Zeit, als der Mensch noch ein unbewußtes Wesen war, aus einem solchen Geschehen, das, wenn es ins Bewußtsein heraufgehoben würde, eine schmerzliche Verwundung des Organismus bedeutet hätte. So aber ist der ganze menschliche Organismus herausgeboren aus einem Elemente, das, wenn es erlebt würde mit dem Bewußtsein, das der Mensch heute hat, als Schmerzerlebnis da wäre. Und man empfindet gerade tief auf dieser Stufe der Erkenntnis, wie alles Glück, alle Lust, alle Seligkeit in der Welt hervorgeht aus dem Boden des Schmerzelementes, wie die Pflanze aus dem Erdboden, der eigentlich immer Schmerz bedeutet, hervorgeht.
Würden wir als Menschen in einem Augenblicke verwandelt werden können in die Substanz des Erdbodens und unser Bewußtsein behalten, so würde das eine unendliche Steigerung unserer Schmerzgefühle zur Folge haben. Oberflächlinge sagen, indem man ihnen diese Tatsache, die sich aus der geistigen Welt heraus offenbart, kundgibt: Aber ich habe mir die Gottheit anders vorgestellt; ich habe gedacht, daß die Gottheit so mächtig sei, daß sie alles aus dem Glücke hervorgehen lassen kann, wie wir Menschen es haben wollen. Solche Menschen gleichen eben dem König von Spanien, dem man ein plastisches Bild des Weltenalls, des Sternenganges einmal vor Augen gestellt hat, der sich ungeheuer anstrengen mußte, um zu begreifen, wie diese Bewegungen geschehen, wie das alles ist, und der es zuletzt doch nicht begriffen hat und dann gesagt hat: Hätte es Gott mir überlassen, so hätte ich die Welt einfacher gemacht!
Nun, das ist im Grunde genommen das Erkenntnis- und Religionsgefühl vieler Menschen: hätte ihnen die Gottheit die Welt zu erschaffen überlassen, sie hätten diese Welt einfacher gemacht. Aber diese Menschen wissen eben nicht, wie naiv sie sprechen. Und eine wirkliche Initiationswissenschaft kann nicht zu demjenigen bloß führen, was die Menschen glücklich macht, sondern sie muß die Menschen dazu führen, ihr Wesen und ihre Bestimmung im Hervorgange aus der Welt in Vergangenheit, Gegenwart und Zukunft wirklich zu begreifen. Da braucht man geistige Tatsachen statt eines bloßen Inhaltes, der einem von vornherein gefällt. Aber man wird zuletzt auch - das sollen auch diese Vorträge darstellen — gerade durch das Erlebnis dieser Tatsachen, auch nur durch das begriffliche Erkennen dieser Tatsachen, ein gutes Stück innerer Befriedigung auch für das Erdenleben aufnehmen können. Ja, man wird dasjenige aufnehmen können, was der Mensch braucht für das Erdenleben, um ein ganzer Mensch zu sein, wie er seine einzelnen physischen Glieder braucht, um ein ganzer Mensch zu sein.
Diejenige Welt, die man in dieser Art betritt, wenn man über die Imagination hinausgekommen ist in die Stille des Daseins, aus der heraus scheinend in Farben, wie ich es angedeutet habe, aus der heraus tönend sich die geistige Welt kundgibt, diese Welt ist eine wesentlich andere als diejenige, die wir mit den Sinnen wahrnehmen. Und man bemerkt, wenn man mit dieser Welt mitlebt - und mitleben muß man mit der geistigen Welt, wenn sie für einen vorhanden sein soll -, man bemerkt, daß alle sinnlich-physischen Dinge und alle sinnlich-physischen Vorgänge aus dieser geistigen Welt in Wirklichkeit hervorgegangen sind. So daß der Mensch als Erdenmensch eigentlich nur eine Hälfte der Welt sieht; die andere verbirgt sich ihm, bleibt okkult. Und sie offenbart sich, ich möchte sagen, aus allen Spalten; und aus allem Geschehen der physisch-sinnlichen Welt heraus west Geistiges, zunächst in den Bildern der Imagination, dann in demjenigen, was sie selber schöpferisch geben kann, in der Inspiration. In dieser Welt der Inspiration kann man heimisch werden. Man findet in ihr dann eben die Ursprünge aller Erdendinge, aller Erdenschöpfungen. Man findet in ihr, wie ich schon angedeutet habe, das eigene vorirdische Dasein. Ich habe auf Namen kommt es nicht an, man braucht eine Terminologie nach dem Gebrauch, den man in älterer Zeit gehabt hat, diese Welt, die also jenseits der imaginativen liegt, die astralische genannt. Und dasjenige, was man selber aus dieser Welt an sich trägt, was man schon mitgebracht hat in den physischen und in den ätherischen Leib herein, das kann man dementsprechend den astralischen Leib des Menschen nennen. In diesen ist erst eingeschlossen gewissermaßen die eigentliche Ich-Organisation. So daß sich der Mensch für eine höhere Erkenntnis als ein viergliedriges Wesen erweist, bestehend aus seinem physischen Leib, seinem Äther- oder Bildekräfteleib, seinem astralischen Leib und seiner Ich-Organisation. Zu dieser Ich-Örganisation rückt man aber nur auf durch einen weiteren Schritt in übersinnlicher Erkenntnis, durch denjenigen Schritt, den ich in meinen Büchern, namentlich in dem Buche «Wie erlangt man Erkenntnisse der höheren Welten?» — das ins Englische unter dem Titel «Initiation» übersetzt ist — genannt habe die Intuition.
Man kann sehr leicht den Ausdruck Intuition mißverstehen, weil zum Beispiel derjenige, der Phantasie hat, der dichterisches Vermögen hat, die gefühlsmäßigen Empfindungen von der Welt, die er hat, auch schon Intuition nennt. Aber das ist eine dunkle, bloß gefühlte Intuition. Sie ist aber doch verwandt mit demjenigen, was ich Intuition hier nenne. Denn wie der Mensch vollständig hier als Erdenmensch seine sinnliche Wahrnehmung hat, so hat er einen Abglanz der höchsten Art der Erkenntnis der Intuition durch das irdische Gefühl und den irdischen Willen. Er würde sonst kein sittliches Wesen sein können. So daß dasjenige, was sich dunkel, ahnungsvoll für den Menschen im Gewissen kundgibt, ein Abglanz ist, gewissermaßen ein Schattenbild des Höchsten, das nun erst in der wahren Intuition, in der höchsten dem Menschen zunächst als Erdenmenschen möglichen Erkenntnisart erscheint.
Der Mensch hat wirklich als Erdenmensch etwas von dem Untersten, und wiederum ein Schattenbild des Obersten, das erst in der Intuition erreichbar ist. Gerade die mittleren Gebiete fehlen ihm zunächst vollständig als Erdenmenschen. Die muß er sich erwerben: Imagination und Inspiration. Die Intuition in der reinen, lichtvollen Innerlichkeit muß er sich auch erwerben; aber er hat gerade in der sittlichen Empfindung, im Inhalt des sittlichen Gewissens ein irdisches Abbild desjenigen, was dann als Intuition auftritt. So daß man auch sagen kann: Wenn der Mensch als ein Initiierter, Erkennender zu einem wirklichen intuitiven Erkennen der Welt aufsteigt, so wird ihm die Welt, die er sonst nur in Naturgesetzen kennt, so innerlich, so mit ihm verbunden, wie für ihn als Erdenmenschen sonst nur die sittliche Welt ist. Und das ist gerade das Bedeutsame in der Menschenwesenheit auf Erden, daß wir wie mit einem innersten dunklen Erahnen hängen an dem Allerhöchsten, was wiederum nur der entwickelten Erkenntnis in seiner wahren Gestalt zugänglich ist.
Der dritte Schritt des höheren Erkennens, der notwendig ist, um in die Region der Intuition zu kommen, der kann nur durch die höchste Ausbildung einer inneren Fähigkeit erlangt werden, die man in der heutigen materialistischen Zeit überhaupt nicht zu den Erkenntniskräften rechnet. Nur durch die höchste Ausbildung und Vergeistigung der Liebefähigkeit kann dasjenige errungen werden, was in Intuition sich offenbart. Es muß dem Menschen möglich werden, die Liebefähigkeit zu einer Erkenntniskraft zu machen. Wir bereiten uns schon gut auf diese vergeistigte Liebefähigkeit vor, wenn wir uns in einer gewissen Weise losreißen von unserem Hängen an den äußeren Dingen, wenn wir zum Beispiel zur regelmäßigen Übung machen, die Dinge, die wir erlebt haben, nicht in der Erlebnisfolge vorzustellen, sondern rückwärts verlaufend.
Wir sind ja mit unserem passiven Denken ganz - ich möchte sagen wie Menschensklaven — hingegeben an die Ereignisse der Welt. Ich habe schon gestern gesagt: Wir denken auch im Gedankenbilden das Frühere früher, das Spätere später. Wenn wir ein Drama auf der Bühne ablaufen sehen, dann hat es zuerst den ersten Akt, den zweiten, dritten, vierten, fünften Akt. Wenn wir uns aber dazu aufschwingen können, ganz am Ende anzufangen mit dem Vorstellen, dann dasjenige, was unmittelbar früher war, dann dasjenige, was im Anfange des fünften Aktes ist, dann zurückgehen zum vierten Akt, dann zurückgehen zum dritten, zum zweiten, zum ersten Akt, dann reißen wir uns ganz los von dem Verlauf, den die Welt äußerlich hat. Wir stellen rückwärts vor. So verläuft die Welt nicht. Wir müssen eine bedeutende, rein aus dem Innern herausgeholte Kraftanstrengung vollbringen, um rein rückwarts vorzustellen. Dadurch reißen wir die innere Tätigkeit unserer Seele los von dem Gängelbande, an dem wir sonst fortwährend gezogen werden, und dadurch bringen wir dieses innere geistig-seelische Erleben allmählich bis zu jenem Punkt, wo sich das GeistigSeelische wirklich losreißt vom Körperlichen und auch vom Ätherischen.
Vorbereiten kann sich gut der Mensch zu einem solchen Losreißen, wenn er in der Lage ist, jeden Abend seine Tageserlebnisse rückwärts vorzustellen, dasjenige zuerst vorzustellen, was man zuletzt erlebt hat, dann rücklaufend, aber womöglich auch die Einzelheiten rücklaufend vorzustellen, so daß man, wenn man eine Treppe hinaufgestiegen ist, zuerst sich vorstellt oben auf der obersten Stufe, dann auf der vorletzten, dritten und so weiter rückwärts hinuntergehend sich vorstellt dasjenige, was man hinaufgehend vollbracht hat.
Sie werden sagen: Man erlebt so viel am Tage, das dauert lange. Nun, man mache zunächst episodisch wirklich das zunächst, daß man das Hinauf- und Hinuntergehen über eine Treppe umgekehrt vorstellt: Hinunter- und Hinaufgehen; dann bekommt man eine innere Beweglichkeit, so daß man nach und nach wirklich in drei, vier Minuten den ganzen Tagesverlauf des Lebens rückwärtsbewegend vorstellen kann. Damit hat man aber eigentlich doch nur die Hälfte, im Grunde das Negative dessen vollbracht, was man zur Steigerung, zur geistigen Ausbildung der Liebefähigkeit braucht. Denn die muß bis zu jenem Punkte kommen, wo man liebevoll verfolgt jedes Wachsen der Pflanze - im gewöhnlichen Leben sieht man ja das Wachsen der Pflanze nur, wie es sich im Raume gestaltet; man macht es nicht mit —, wenn man mitmacht jedes einzelne, was im Pflanzenwachstum sich zeigt, wenn man untertaucht in die Pflanze, mit seiner Seele selber diese Pflanze wird, wenn man selber wächst, blüht, selber die Früchte der Pflanze trägt, wenn man also ganz untertaucht, wenn einem die Pflanze so wert wird, wie man selber sich ist; wenn man dann in derselben Weise zur Vorstellung des Tierischen hinauf, zur Vorstellung des Mineralischen hinuntersteigt, wenn man fühlt, wie das Mineralische sich gestaltet zum Kristall, wenn man gewissermaßen ein inneres Wohlgefallen entwickeln kann an diesem sich Bilden von Flächen, von Kanten, von Ecken, wenn man schon in dem Wahrnehmen dieser Flächen, Kanten und Ecken ein inneres Wohlgefallen hat, und wenn man beim Zerspalten, Zerklüften des Minerals etwas empfinden kann wie ein Schmerzgefühl, das durch die eigene Wesenheit zuckt -, wenn man in dieser Weise mitfühlend, ja nicht nur mitfühlend, sondern in der Seele mitwollend wird mit allem Naturgeschehen.
Es muß dem vorausgehen eine wirkliche, auf alle Menschen sich erstreckende Liebefähigkeit. Man wird die Natur nicht in der geschilderten Weise richtig lieben können, wenn man nicht zuerst Liebefähigkeit für alle Menschen sich errungen hat. Dann, wenn man in dieser Art verständnisvolle Liebefähigkeit für die Menschen und für die ganze Natur errungen hat, dann stellt sich dasjenige ein, daß das, was sich uns zunächst wahrnehmbar macht, sagen wir, in den aurischen Farben, in dem sphärischen Tönen, daß das sich rundet, konturiert zu wirklichen geistigen Wesenheiten.
Aber das Erleben dieser geistigen Wesenheiten ist anders als das Erleben der physischen Dinge. Wenn ich ein physisches Ding vor mir habe, zum Beispiel die Uhr: ich stehe hier, die Uhr ist da; ich kann sie nur erleben im Anschauen, sie hat eine Entfernung von mir. Ich stehe mit ihr in Raumesbestimmung drinnen.
So kann man niemals ein geistiges Wesen wirklich erleben. Ein geistiges Wesen muß man erleben, indem man in dasselbe ganz untertaucht, indem man also gerade anwendet die Liebefähigkeit, die man zunächst an der Natur entwickelt hat. Geistige Intuition ist nur möglich durch Anwendung - in der Stille, in dem, was leer ist für das Bewußtsein — desjenigen, was man an Liebefähigkeit an der Natur entwickeln kann. Denken Sie sich einmal, Sie haben diese Liebefähigkeit an Mineralien, Pflanzen, Tieren, an Menschen entwickelt. Sie stehen nun darinnen in der Leere des Bewußtseins. Um Sie herum ist jene negative, unter der Null liegende Ruhe. Sie empfinden das Leid, das auf dem Grunde des ganzen Weltendaseins ist; es ist das Leid zu gleicher Zeit der Einsamkeit. Noch nichts ist da. Aber die aus dem Innern aufquillende Liebefähigkeit, die in der mannigfaltigsten Weise differenziert ist, die führt Sie dazu, dasjenige, was nun in der Inspiration auftritt, das Schaubare, das Hörbare, wirklich auch mit dem eigenen Wesen zu durchdringen. Sie tauchen durch diese Liebefähigkeit unter in das eine Wesen, dringen ein in das andere Wesen.
Die Wesenheiten, die ich geschildert habe in meinem Buche «Geheimwissenschaft» — «Occult Science» -, diese Wesenheiten der höheren Hierarchien, die erlebt man nun mit; die werden reales, wesenhaftes Weltdasein. Man erlebt ebenso eine konkrete geistige Welt, wie man durch Auge und Ohr und durch das Gefühl, durch die Wärme eine konkrete physische Welt erlebt. Aber man muß bis zu dieser Stufe vorgedrungen sein, wenn man zu einer dem Menschen ganz besonders wesentlichen Erkenntnis kommen will. Ich habe gesagt, wie durch die Inspiration das vorirdische, rein geistige Dasein in unsere Seele hineinragt, wie wir durch diese Inspiration erst kennenlernen, was wir waren, bevor wir durch die Konzeption in einen irdischen Leib heruntergestiegen sind. Wenn wir hellseherisch, wie ich es jetzt geschildert habe, durch Liebefähigkeit eindringen können in die geistigen Wesen, dann offenbart sich uns auch dasjenige, was das Menschenwesen erst in seinem inneren Erleben vollständig macht. Es offenbart sich dasjenige, was jetzt vor der Zeit des Lebens in der geistigen Welt liegt; es offenbart sich dasjenige, was wir waren, bevor wir zu dem letzten geistigen Leben zwischen dem Tode und einer neuen Geburt aufgestiegen sind. Es offenbart sich das vorige Erdenleben, und nach und nach die anderen vorhergehenden Erdenleben. Denn dieses wahre Ich, das in wiederholten Erdenleben vorhanden ist, das kann sich nur offenbaren, wenn man die Liebefähigkeit so weit gesteigert hat, daß einem das andere Wesen, das draußen in der Natur oder in der Geisteswelt ist, so lieb geworden ist, wie man sich nur selber in Eigenliebe lieben kann. Aber niemals wird der Eigenliebe zugänglich das wahre Ich, das durch wiederholte Geburten und Tode geht. Die wiederholten Erdenleben offenbaren sich dem Menschen erst, wenn er nicht mehr in der Eigenliebe lebt für Erkenntnisaugenblicke, sondern in jener Liebe, die die Eigenliebe ganz vergessen kann und in dem objektiven Wesen so leben kann, wie man sonst in seinem physischen Dasein, sich liebend, mit der Eigenliebe lebt. Denn dieses Ich des vorhergehenden Erdenlebens ist so objektiv für dieses jetzige Erdenleben geworden, wie nur irgendein äußerer Stein oder eine Pflanze für uns ist, wenn wir im Raume außer ihm stehen. Wir müssen gelernt haben, dasjenige, was uns zunächst für die gegenwärtige subjektive Persönlichkeit ganz objektiv, ganz fremd geworden ist, in objektiver Liebe zu erfassen. Wir müssen uns überwunden haben im gegenwärtigen Erdendasein, um überhaupt irgendeinen Einblick bekommen zu können in ein vorhergehendes Erdendasein.
Wenn wir aber also die Erkenntnis entwickeln, dann stellt sich das vollständige Leben des Menschen eben dar als ein solches, das durchgeht wie in Wellenschwingungen durch irdische Daseinsstufen von der Geburt oder Empfängnis bis zum Tode, und wiederum durch rein geistige Daseinsstufen von dem Tode bis zu einer neuen Geburt, um wiederum zur Erde zurückzukehren und so weiter. Das vollständige Erdenleben stellt sich dar als wiederholte Durchgänge durch Geburten und Tode mit dazwischenliegenden Leben in rein geistigen Welten. Das ist erst eine Erkenntnis, die durch die Intuition erworben werden kann als eine reale, erfahrungsmäßige Erkenntnis.
Ich habe Ihnen den Weg der Initiations-Erkenntnis schildern müssen — skizzenhaft zunächst -, wie er gegangen werden muß gerade in unserer Zeit, im gegenwärtigen Entwickelungspunkte der Menschheit, um zu einer wirklichen geistigen, spirituellen Erkenntnis des Wesens der Welt und des Menschen zu kommen. Initiations-Erkenntnis hat es aber gegeben, so lange es eine Menschheit gibt. Sie hat zu den verschiedenen Zeiten der Menschheitsentwikkelung verschiedene Gestalten annehmen müssen. Weil der Mensch ein Wesen ist, das eigentlich durch jedes folgende Erdenleben in einer anderen Weise mit seiner Seele geht, so ist auch dasjenige, was in den einzelnen Epochen der Weltentwickelung innerhalb der Menschheit erscheint, durchaus voneinander verschieden. Die einzelnen Unterschiede werden wir im Laufe der nächsten Tage noch kennenlernen; heute möchte ich nur das folgende sagen: Gerade mit Bezug auf dasjenige, was als Initiations-Erkenntnis gegeben werden muß, war es in alten Zeiten der Menschheitsentwickelung ganz anders als heute. Wir können zurückgehen um Jahrtausende — alles Genauere wird sich auch später ergeben - und wir finden weit zu rückliegend vor dem Mysterium von Golgatha eine ganz andere Art, wie der Mensch sich zu der natürlichen und zu der geistigen Welt verhält als heute, und dementsprechend auch eine ganz andere Initiationswissenschaft, als heute die rechte für den Menschen ist. Heute haben wir eine sehr, sehr weit entwickelte Naturwissenschaft. Ich will nicht von den höchsten Partien der Naturwissenschaft reden, sondern nur von demjenigen, was den Kindern vom sechsten, siebenten Lebensjahre an als eine Allerweltsweisheit beigebracht wird. Da nimmt das Kind ja auch auf in einem verhältnismäßig frühen Lebensalter heute jene Gesetzmäßigkeit, die, sagen wir, anknüpft an das kopernikanische Weltensystem; und von diesem kopernikanischen Weltensystem aus baut man Hypothesen darüber, wie das Weltenall entstehen kann. Man spricht da von der Kant-Laplaceschen Hypothese, die zwar revidiert ist, die aber im wesentlichen auch heute noch vor dem Menschen steht. Man sieht im wesentlichen auf einen Urnebel hin, wie man ihn ja heute noch durch die entsprechenden physikalischen Experimente veranschaulichen kann, in dem man Anfangszustände des Weltensystems sieht; man sieht hin auf einen Urnebel und nimmt an, aus diesem Urnebel heraus seien durch rotierende Kräfte die Planeten entstanden, die Sonne zurückgeblieben. Man denkt sich dann, wie aus diesem besonderen Ring, der sich dann zur Erde zusammengeballt hat, der aus dem Urenkel abgespalten ist, sich die weiteren Wesen durch Differenzierung gebildet haben, Mineralien, Pflanzen, Tiere, zuletzt auch der Mensch. Und man beschreibt das zunächst in rein naturwissenschaftlichem Sinne.
Man macht das den Kindern ganz begreiflich, indem man eine Art demonstrierenden Exerzitiums ausführt, das ja sogleich alles klarmacht. Man nimmt ein Öltröpfchen, einen Tropfen von einer Flüssigkeit, die auf dem Wasser schwimmt, bringt es in der Äquatorgegend auf ein Kartenblatt, steckt oben eine Stecknadel hinein und dreht nun das Kartenblatt. Man kann nun zeigen, wie sich da zuerst ein äußerstes Tröpfchen absondert, das rotiert, dann ein zweites Tröpfchen und so weiter, und man bekommt ein ganz kleines Planetensystem aus Öl, mitten drinnen die Sonne. Wenn man das gesehen hat als Kind, warum sollte man nicht höchst plausibel finden das Hervorgehen des ganzen Planetensystems aus dem Urnebel? Man hat es ja mit eigenen Augen gesehen, nachgebildet gesehen.
Es ist nun sehr schön, wenn man im Leben, im moralischen Leben, sich selbst vergessen kann, aber im Demonstrieren von Naturerscheinungen sollte man sich nicht selbst vergessen. Die ganze Geschichte von dem Öltröpfchen hätte sich ja nicht entwikkelt, wenn man nicht dastehen würde und mit der Hand die Stecknadel gedreht hätte. Man muß also das hinzurechnen. Man muß notwendigerweise, wenn das gelten soll als Hypothese, einen riesig großen Schullehrer hinaussetzen in.das Weltenall, als der Urnebel zuerst gedreht worden ist und eigentlich fortwährend gedreht wird; sonst hat man nicht den Gedanken in seiner Urwesenheit vor sich.
Aber das ist ja gerade die Eigentümlichkeit des materialistischen Zeitalters, daß Viertels- und Achtels- und noch stärkere Brüche der Wahrheit gedacht werden, und daß das sich mit einer ungeheuren Suggestion in die Menschenseele einlebt. So leben wir heute in einer einseitigen Anschauung von der Natur und ihrer Gesetzmäßigkeit.
Ich könnte nun vieles anführen, das Ihnen auf den verschiedensten Gebieten klarmachen würde, wie der Mensch von heute hinausgeht in die Natur und deshalb, weil er das mitbekommt aus der heutigen Zivilisation heraus, die Natur in einer — wie man sie nennt — kausalen Gesetzmäßigkeit sieht. Das durchdringt sein ganzes Dasein von heute. Die geistige Welt kann er höchstens durch die religiöse "Tradition noch festhalten. Will man zu der wirklichen geistigen Welt aufsteigen, dann muß man einen inneren Entwickelungsgang durchmachen durch Imagination, Inspiration, Intuition, wie ich das geschildert habe. Man muß also durch die Initiationswissenschaft geführt werden von der gesetzmäßigen Durchdringung oder wenigstens von dem Glauben an die gesetzmäßige Durchdringung des naturalistischen Daseins zu der Erfassung des Geistigen. Alle Initiationswissenschaft muß heute darauf gehen, den Menschen von der ihm heute selbstverständlichen, natürlichen Erfassung des Kosmos hinzuführen zu der spirituellen Erfassung des Kosmos.
Das Umgekehrte war in der alten Initiationswissenschaft vor Jahrtausenden vorhanden. Da hatten die Mysterienweisen, die Leiter der Initiationsstätten, die dazumal Schule und Kirche und Kunststätten zugleich waren, eine Menschheit um sich, welche eigentlich in dem Sinne von Natur nichts wußte, wie die heutige Menschheit es weiß seit der kopernikanischen Weltanschauung, eine Menschheit, die aber instinktiv innerlich Geistig-Seelisches auch als Kosmisches erlebte, dieses Geistig-Seelisch-Kosmische in Mythen, in Legenden brachte, die wir heute in der allgemeinen Zivilisation nicht mehr verstehen. Über sie werden wir auch noch ausführlicher zu sprechen haben. Aber dasjenige, was Erleben war, war instinktives seelisches, geistiges Erleben. Und das war dem Menschen dasjenige, was ihn wie mit traumhaften Bildern, Imaginationen während seines Wachdaseins erfüllte. Immer kamen aus dem Inneren der Urmenschheit heraus diese dann zu Legenden, zu Mythen, zu Göttersagen ausgebildeten traumhaften Imaginationen. In denen lebte man. Man sah hinaus in die Welt, und man erlebte seine traumhaften Imaginationen. Dann erlebte man: wenn man nicht in diesen traumhaften Imaginationen lebte, lebte man in dem Naturdasein. Man sah den Regenbogen, die Wolken, die Sterne, die über den Himmel eilende Sonne, man sah die Flüsse, man sah die Berge in ihrem Werden, in ihrem Wesen, man sah die Mineralien, die Pflanzen, die Tiere.
Und das alles, was man da sah mit den Sinnen, das wurde gerade für die Urmenschheit das große Rätsel. Denn der Zeitpunkt, den ich meine — es gab frühere oder spätere Zeiten, in denen die Zivilisation anders war —, aber der Zeitpunkt, den ich meine, der einige Jahrtausende zurückliegt vor dem Mysterium von Golgatha, in dem empfand die Menschheit sich innerlich beglückt, wenn sie ihre traumhaften Imaginationen hatte. Und die äußere Sinnenwelt, in der man nur dasjenige sah von Regenbogen, von Wolken, von der ziehenden Sonne, von Mineralien, von Pflanzen und Tieren, was das Auge sah — durch das man auch nur dasjenige in der Sternenwelt schaute, was dann registriert wurde im vorkopernikanischen, also im ptolemäischen Weltsystem -, diese äußere Welt der Sinne, die kam in jenem Zeitpunkt der allgemeinen Menschheit so vor, daß sich diese allgemeine Menschheit sagte: Ich mit meiner eigenen Seele lebe doch in einer göttlich-geistigen Welt. Da draußen ist eine entgötterte Natur. Die Quelle hat keine Geistigkeit, indem ich sie anschaue; der Regenbogen hat keine Geistigkeit; die Mineralien, die Pflanzen und die Tiere und die anderen physischen Menschen haben keine Geistigkeit, indem ich sie äußerlich mit den Sinnen anschaue. Und es erschien die Natur wie eine von der göttlichen Geistigkeit abgefallene universale Welt.
Diese Empfindung der Menschheit lebte in jener Zeit, wo man den ganzen Kosmos in seiner Sichtbarkeit wie ein von dem Göttlich-Geistigen Abgefallenes erblickte. Und man brauchte nicht nur abstrakte Erkenntnis, um diese zwei Erlebnisse miteinander zu verbinden, das innerliche Gott-Erleben in sich und das äußere Erleben einer abgefallenen Sinneswelt, man brauchte eine Erkenntnis, die zu gleicher Zeit Trost dafür war, daß man als Mensch dieser äußeren abgefallenen Sinneswelt mit seinem physischen, mit seinem ätherischen Leibe angehörte. Man brauchte Trost, der einem besagte, wie sich diese abgefallene Sinneswelt zu derjenigen verhält, die man erlebt durch ein instinktives Imaginieren, durch ein traumhaft-dunkles, aber auch für die damaligen Verhältnisse hinreichendes Erleben der geistigen Welt. Erkenntnis mußte Trost sein. Und Trost suchten diejenigen, die nun zu den Mysterien hineilten, entweder als Menschen, welche nur dasjenige, was in den Mysterien äußerlich gegeben werden konnte, wollten als solchen Trost, oder auch als Schüler solcher Weltenweisen, um eingeweiht zu werden gegenüber den Geheimnissen des Daseins, gegenüber dem Rätsel, das sich so vor die Menschheit hinstellt.
Jene alten Mysterienweisen, die zugleich Priester und Lehrer und Künstler waren, die machten durch alles dasjenige, was auch noch geschildert werden muß, was in ihren Mysterien vorhanden war, dieser Menschheit klar, daß auch in der abgefallenen Welt, in der rieselnden Quelle, in dem blühenden Baum, in der blühenden Blume, in dem sich zum Kristall formenden Mineral, in dem erscheinenden Regenbogen, in der fliehenden Wolke und in der ziehenden Sonne dieselben göttlich-geistigen Gewalten leben, die der Mensch instinktiv in seiner traumhaften Imagination erlebte. Sie stellten dieser Menschheit dar die Versöhnung der gottabgefallenen Welt mit der göttlichen Welt, die der Mensch in seinen instinktiven Imaginationen wahrnahm. Sie brachten der Menschheit die trostvolle Erkenntnis; sie waren ihr die Erlöser durch eine Erkenntnis, die die ganze Natur wiederum zu einer gotterfüllten auch für das menschliche Anschauen machte, denn der Mensch suchte eben diese tröstende Erkenntnis in den Mysterien.
Wir sehen daher, wie gemeldet wird von diesen älteren Zeiten der Menschheitsentwickelung, daß gerade dasjenige - das wird noch von dem Griechentum gemeldet -, was wir heute den jüngsten Kindern in der Schule beibringen, daß die Sonne stillstehe und die Erde sich ringsherum drehe, daß das in den Mysterien wie eine Geheimwissenschaft bewahrt worden ist. Dasjenige, was bei uns ganz äußerliche Erkenntnis ist, war damals Geheimwissenschaft. Die Erklärung der Natur, die war damals Geheimwissenschaft. Heute ist, wie jeder ersehen kann, der den Entwickelungsgang der Menschheit innerhalb unserer Zivilisation durchlebt, was ja eigentlich jeder denkende Mensch tut, der erzogen und unterrichtet wird, heute ist die Natur mit ihren Gesetzen dasjenige, in das sich der Mensch einlebt. Dafür hat sich die geistige Welt zurückgezogen. Die alten traumhaften Imaginationen haben aufgehört. Der Mensch empfindet die Natur als dasjenige, in dem er zunächst nicht volle Befriedigung hat, das ihm neutral vorgeführt wird, nicht wie ein abgefallenes sündhaftes Weltenall, wie ein abgefallener Kosmos, sondern wie ein Kosmos, der durch eine innere Notwendigkeit so sein muß, wie er eben ist. Dann erfühlt der Mensch sein Selbstbewußtsein, dann lernt er erkennen in jenem einzigen Punkte die Geistigkeit, dann spürt er den inneren Drang, der das innere Selbst an Gott wieder knüpfen will. Und dann hat er nötig, daß jetzt zu der Naturerkenntnis, entsprechend dieser Naturerkenntnis, er in die geistige Welt hineingeführt werde durch eine neue Initiationswissenschaft. Die alte Initiationswissenschaft konnte vom Geiste, den der Mensch instinktiv erlebte, in seinen Mythen verkörperte, ausgehen und zur Natur hinführen. Die neue Initiationswissenschaft muß von demjenigen, was dem Menschen heute erstes Erlebnis ist, indem er seine Naturgesetze wahrnimmt, an die er dann glaubt, sie muß von dieser Naturerkenntnis ausgehen und zurück den Weg in die geistige Welt durch Imagination, Inspiration, Intuition zeigen.
So haben wir in der Entwickelung der Menschheit ein paar Jahrtausende vor dem Mysterium von Golgatha denjenigen wichtigen Zeitpunkt, in dem die Menschen ausgingen von einem instinktiven Geist-Erleben, um zu jenen Begriffen und Ideen hinzukommen als der äußersten Geheimwissenschaft, die die Naturgesetze umfaßte. Heute erlebt man schon als Kind die Naturgesetze. Vor dieser Nüchternheit, vor dieser Prosa des Lebens, vor diesem Naturalismus hat sich zunächst die geistige Welt in dem Innern des Menschen zurückgezogen. Und heute muß eine Initiationswissenschaft umgekehrt den Weg weisen von der Natur hin zu der Geistigkeit. Die Natur war für eine alte Menschheit in der Finsternis, der Geist war im Hellen. Die alte Initiationswissenschaft hatte von dem Geistig-Hellen hineinzuführen das Licht, das dort entnommen, in die natürliche Finsternis, damit auch diese erhellt wurde. Die heutige Initiationswissenschaft hat auszugehen von demjenigen Lichte, das äußerlich naturalistisch durch Kopernikus, Giordano Bruno, Galilei, Kepler, Newton und so weiter in die äußere Natur hineingeworfen wird. Da ist dann dieses Licht zu nehmen aus der Torheit, zu beleben, und der Weg zu machen zu dem Geiste, der in seinem eigenen Lichte durch einen umgekehrten Weg gegenüber dem alten Initiationsweg gesucht werden muß.
Davon will ich dann morgen weitersprechen.
Fragenbeantwortung
Es wurden Fragen gestellt über das Wesen der Imagination, Inspiration und Intuition. Der Wortlaut der Fragen ist von der Stenografin nicht notiert worden.
Rudolf Steiner: In bezug auf die Frage der Schwierigkeit mit einem solchen Wort wie «Imagination» möchte ich das folgende bemerken:
Wenn wir ein Wort aufnehmen, um einen bedeutsamen Inhalt wiederzugeben, so sollte man immer auf die ursprüngliche Wortbedeutung zurückgehen und eigentlich nicht fragen: «Welche Bedeutung gibt man dem Worte gerade augenblicklich in der Umgangssprache?»,1Das Wort «Imagination» wird in der englischen Sprache auch für «Phantasie» gebraucht. denn im Grunde ist es bei allen gegenwärtigen Umgangssprachen so, daß sie die Worte verflacht haben. Ich habe schon heute morgen auf etwas aufmerksam machen müssen, was aber eine innerliche Berechtigung hat. Das Wort «Intuition» wird ja auch in einem, ich möchte sagen, alltäglichen Sinne gebraucht, aber mit Recht, weil die höchste Erkenntnis über das geistige Leben für das sittliche Gebiet bis in das einfachste, ja primitivste Menschengemüt herunterkommen muß. Für ein solches Wort wie «Imagination» können wir ein ganz Gleiches nicht sagen, und man sollte daher zunächst sich an einem solchen Worte immer klar machen, was in ihm alles steckt. In dem Augenblicke, wo Sie Vor- und Nachsilbe des Wortes losschälen und auf das Mittlere gehen, da kommen Sie unmittelbar auf «Magie». «Magie» steckt in dem Worte «Imagination»: es ist eine Verinnerlichung des Magischen. Wenn Sie auf eine solch ursprüngliche Bedeutung des Wortes zurückgehen, dann werden Sie finden, daß derjenige Sprachgebrauch, der heute zugrunde liegt, eben ein durchaus verflachter ist.
Nun möchte ich gern wissen, was man eigentlich in der Anthroposophie und überhaupt bei einer spirituellen Vertiefung machen soll, wenn man nicht die Anforderung stellt: alle Worte müssen zurückgeführt werden zu ihrer vertiefteren Bedeutung.
Sehen Sie, man muß schon so etwas wie Anthroposophie so ernst nehmen, daß man sich auch diesen Gedanken einmal klarmachen muß: Kann man Anthroposophie in der heutigen Umgangssprache überhaupt darstellen in Wirklichkeit? Kann man in irgendeiner Umgangssprache überhaupt so Bedeutendes über Anthroposophie sagen? - Nun, alle Umgangssprachen enthalten ursprünglich etwas Vertieftes, und man kann in allen heutigen Umgangssprachen zurückgehen zu diesen vertiefteren Bedeutungen.
Wenn man heute von «Imagination» spricht und das Wort auch anwendet für dasjenige, was sich der Phantasie einverleibt, so hat man eben das Wort bloß für das genommen, was man einzig und allein heute von einem inneren Erleben kennt. Die meisten Menschen meinen ja heute, wenn von innerem Erleben die Rede ist, das sei alles phantastisch, und sie bezeichnen dann das Phantastische als das Imaginative. Sie haben von ihrem Standpunkte aus ganz recht. Aber wenn man nicht den Willen hat, zurückzugehen zu einer solchen ursprünglichen Bedeutung, wie sie in dem Wort «Imagination» liegt, dann wird es sehr schwer werden, Anthroposophie überhaupt in die Sprache hereinzubekommen.
Man muß sich folgendes klar machen: Sehen Sie, in dem Worte «Magie» liegt Mannigfaltiges. Zunächst liegt dasjenige in dem Worte «Magie», was ich etwa folgendermaßen umschreiben möchte: Wir sehen, wenn wir heute wissenschaftlich neugierig sind, in das Mikroskop hinein, und wir sehen dann dasjenige, was klein ist in der Welt, auf dieses Kleine in der Welt - sei es das ersehnte Atom, das ja heute auch experimentell gezeigt wird, sei es irgendeine Keimanlage -, auf dieses Kleine ist die heutige materialistische Wissenschaft immer neugierig. Aber in dem Augenblicke, wo wir zu den wirklichen Ursachen der Dinge gehen, wo wir dahin gehen, wo die schöpferischen Kräfte und Mächte der Dinge sind, da kommen wir nicht zu dem Kleinen, sondern da kommen wir zu dem Großen. Und das Schöpfen aus dem Großen heraus, das Schöpfen aus dem Gewaltigen, Imposanten, dasjenige, was Schöpferkräfte umfaßt, die den kleinen Menschen überragen, das in entsprechender Weise hereinzubekommen in die menschliche Seele, das heißt: das Magische verdichten, so daß es in der Verdichtung von der menschlichen Seele empfangen und erlebt werden kann.
Und so, wie man es mit dem Worte «Imagination» machen soll, so sollte man es eben auch mit allen anderen Worten, die gebraucht werden, machen. Es spricht doch heute fast jeder Mensch von Inspiration. Ich spreche ihm das Recht nicht ab — warum sollte ich es ihm absprechen, denn jeder hat auf dem Niveau, auf dem er sich bewegt, das Recht, das Wort «Inspiration» zu gebrauchen -, aber jeder spricht heute, sogar wenn ihm ein Witz einfällt, von «Inspiration». Nun, natürlich kommt man mit dieser Interpretation des Wortes «Inspiration», wenn man es so gebraucht, nicht zurecht für die Wege der höheren Erkenntnis. Aber machen wir es wiederum uns zum Grundsatze, die Worte in den jetzigen Zivilisationssprachen so zu betrachten, wie man einstmals den Menschen überhaupt betrachtet hat.
Denken Sie doch nur: Noch im 18. Jahrhundert beschäftigte man sich hier in England und auf dem Kontinente überall sehr viel mit dem sogenannten Martinismus, mit der Philosophie, die von Saint-Martin stammte, vor allem mit seinem Buch: «Des erreurs et de la verité». Ja, in «Edimbourg» erschien 1775 ein Buch, das in alle europäischen Sprachen übersetzt worden ist, ein Buch, das in der damaligen Art sozusagen das Spirituelle behandelte, ein letzter Ausläufer für die Art der spirituellen Betrachtung, wie sie noch möglich war bis ins 18. Jahrhundert und bis in den Beginn des 19. Jahrhunderts herein, wie sie heute aber nicht mehr möglich ist.
Nun, wenn wir eine der Hauptideen des Buches von Saint-Martin «Des erreurs et de la verité» nehmen, dann finden wir, daß da der Mensch in seiner Totalität als Erdenwesen wie abgefallen gesehen wird von seiner ursprünglichen Größe; da wird der - ich möchte sagen noch vollständige Mensch - des Sündenfalles bezichtigt. Der Mensch war einmal im Sinne Saint-Martins noch ein gewaltiges Wesen, umgürtet mit dem sogenannten heiligen Panzer, der ihm magisch diente, ihn magisch machte gegenüber allen Kräften und Wesenheiten der Welt, die ihm vielfach feindlich waren. Der Mensch lebte an jenem Orte, der bezeichnet wird von SaintMartin als der Ort der sieben heiligen Bäume, was dann in der religiösen Legende, oder früher meinetwillen in der Bibel, als das Paradies bezeichnet wird. Der Mensch war begabt mit der feurigen Lanze, durch die er seine entsprechende Macht ausübte, und so weiter. All die Dinge, die da ursprünglich dem Menschen zugeschrieben werden, von denen wird gesagt, daß der Mensch sie durch seine eigene vorirdische Schuld verloren habe; es wird dem Menschen sogar in seinem vorirdischen Zustande eine furchtbare Sünde zugeschrieben, die heute zu nennen selbst schon im sozialen Leben etwas Schockantes habe. Und so wird dargestellt der Mensch als ein Wesen, das von seiner ursprünglichen Größe heruntergefallen ist. Und der ganze Martinismus, die ganze Philosophie des Saint-Martin, stellt sich eigentlich die Aufgabe, zu zeigen, was der Mensch sein könnte, wenn er nicht heruntergefallen wäre von seiner ursprünglichen Größe.
Nun, diese Zusammenhänge können heute nicht mehr vollständig lebendig gemacht werden; sie sind eben der letzte Ausläufer derjenigen Anschauungsweise, die ich heute morgen als die alte Anschauungsweise geschildert habe. Innerhalb der modernen Initiationswissenschaft müssen wir von der naturwissenschaftlichen Erkenntnisweise ausgehen — nicht von der Naturwissenschaft selbst, aber von der naturwissenschaftlichen Erkenntnisweise -, denn das wird den Menschen im Laufe der nächsten Zukunft allein befriedigen können. Allein, in bezug auf Spezialgebiete werden wir doch, wenn wir wirklich das Anthroposophisch-Inhaltliche, überhaupt alles Inhaltliche irgendeines spirituellen Strebens durchdringen wollen mit der nötigen Stimmung, mit dem nötigen Aufschwung der Seele, mit dem heiligen Enthusiasmus, mit dem wir es durchdringen sollen, um es wirklich zu verstehen - wenn wir das wollen, dann werden wir nicht die Worte aus der gewöhnlichen Umgangssprache heraus nehmen dürfen, sondern wir müssen die Worte so ansehen, als ob eigentlich alle Worte bis zu unserer Zivilisation herunter einen Sündenfall durchgemacht hätten. Die Worte sind heute nicht mehr dasjenige, was sie waren: es sind sündhafte Wesen geworden. Sie sind in die Materie heruntergestürzt und bezeichnen nicht mehr dasjenige, was sie bezeichnet haben, als sie einstmals noch nahestanden derjenigen Stufe der Menschheitsentwicklung, in der sie in den Mysterien gebraucht worden sind. Und wir müssen schon in gewissem Sinne einen Ruck nach aufwärts machen in dem Fühlen der Worte. Wir müssen uns bemühen, nicht stehen zu bleiben bei dem, was allgemeine Umgangssprache ist; sonst haftet den Worten eben auch die Farbe, das 'Timbre an, wie es diese Worte in der Umgangssprache haben. Am leichtesten wird es im Grunde genommen heute, von den im Sündenfall begriffenen Worten hinaufzusteigen zu einer Art sakraler Bedeutung der Worte bei der hebräischen Sprache. Für diejenigen Sprachen, die mehr gebraucht worden sind innerhalb des neuzeitlichen Lebens mit seinen durch und durch unsakramentalen Interessen, für diese Sprachen ist es natürlich schwierig, hinaufzurücken zu der Sündlosigkeit der Worte - wenn ich mich so ausdrücken darf -, es ist nicht so schlimm gemeint, aber in einer gewissen Beziehung müssen wir schon das tun. Und so müssen wir uns klar sein: das Wort «Inspiration» ist heute bis zu der Sündhaftigkeit heruntergefallen, wo jeder, der einen Witz macht, schon sagt, er sei inspiriert. - Warum denn nicht? Im Grunde genommen brauchen die Verfasser, auch die Zeichner von Witzblättern sehr viel Inspiration im heutigen Sinne, aber es ist heute eine profanierte Inspiration.
Aber gehen wir zurück zu dem Worte in seiner ursprünglicheren Bedeutung, dann werden wir in sehr tiefe Regionen des Menschenstrebens geführt.
Da muß ich Sie dann erinnern an die Art und Weise, wie zum Beispiel im Indischen sich noch - auf dekadenter Stufe - eine herrliche, bewundernswürdige Erkenntnisart erhalten hat, die einstmals viel bedeutsamer war als sie heute ist, die aber nicht, wie man das heute muß, ausging direkt vom Denken, sondern die ausging von einer ganz bestimmten Regulierung oder auch Irregulierung des Atmungsprozesses. Innerhalb der ursprünglichen Yogamethode handelte es sich darum, den Atmungsprozeß, der sonst immer unbewußt im Menschen verläuft, zur Bewußtheit zu erheben. Das kann man dadurch, daß man den Rhythmus von Einatmung, Atemanhalten, Ausatmung anders gestaltet, als er sich dann gestaltet, wenn das Atmen unbewußt verläuft. Gibt man dem Atemrhythmus andere Zahlenverhältnisse, als Sie im gewöhnlichen alltäglichen Atmen sie haben, dann atmet man also im Verhältnis zum Einatmen, Atemanhalten und Ausatmen anders. Auf solchem anderen Gestalten und Formen des Atmens beruhte im wesentlichen dasjenige, was man die Yogamethode nennt. Diese Yogamethode brachte dadurch den ganzen Atmungsprozeß zum Bewußtsein. Der Mensch atmete dadurch, daß er vollbewußt den Atmungsrhythmus änderte: es ging die Atmungsströmung bewußt in die Blutzirkulation hinein. Der ganze Mensch durchwellte und durchwebte sich mit einem veränderten Atmungsrhythmus. Und geradeso, wie wir im Sehstrahl oder im Hörstrahl die sinnliche Beobachtung empfangen, wie wir durch das Sehen empfangen Kenntnis der Farben der umliegenden Dinge, wie wir durch den Hörstrahl empfangen Kenntnis von den Tönen, die von den umliegenden Dingen ausgehen, so empfand derjenige, der den Atmungsrhythmus zu einem erhöhten, zu einem magischen Wahrnehmen machte, der empfand das Seelisch-Geistige, er nahm wahr im Atmungsprozesse das ihn durchdringende Seelisch-Geistige. In dem Augenblicke, wo der Atmungsprozeß vollständig bewußt wird, und wo gleichzeitig diejenige Seelendisposition vorhanden war, die etwa sieben-, achttausend Jahre vor unserer Zeitrechnung in Südasien drüben vorhanden war, in diesem Augenblicke schickte man durch diesen geänderten Atmungsrhythmus nicht nur die physische Luft in den Körper hinein mit diesem Durchwellenden und Durchwallenden, sondern man schickte in diesen strömenden Atem in sich Seele und Geist hinein, und man erlebte Seele und Geist, insofern Seele und Geist des Menschen in diesem strömenden Atem sind.
Nun kann man materiell die Einatmung Ja «Inspiration» nennen — das ist das Wörtliche. Vergeistigt man die Inspiration, so tut man das, was im alten Indien geschehen ist: dann wird man mit der vergeistigten Inspiration, mit dem durchseelten und durchgeistigten Atem wie irgendein gedankliches Wesen wahrnehmend erleben. Dann hat man es mit dem zu tun, was eigentlich ursprünglich immer - auch im Nicht-Indischen, im Europäischen - das Wort «Inspiration» bedeutete. Wir müssen also auch, wenn wir vom Wort «Inspiration» sprechen, aufrücken, ich möchte sagen, zu der Sündlosigkeit des Wortes. Und aus diesem Grunde habe ich mich eigentlich immer gesträubt — trotzdem immer von allen möglichen Seiten solche Vorschläge gemacht worden sind — sogenannte «populäre» Bücher über Anthroposophie zu schreiben. Natürlich wäre das ein sehr Leichtes. Aber auch der Anfänger soll eigentlich nicht ganz populäre Bücher über Anthroposophie in die Hand bekommen, sondern er soll an anthroposophischen Büchern etwas haben, woran er sich - ich meine es geistig — die Zähne ausbrechen kann, wo er sich furchtbar bemühen muß, das ist etwas, was nicht leicht geht! Denn in dieser Bemühung, in der Überwindung desjenigen, was man eben überwinden muß, wenn man etwas Schwerverständliches sich zum Verständnis bringt, liegt zu gleicher Zeit etwas anderes. Wenn man nämlich so wie - ja, wie soll ich sagen? — wie eine Volksrede populär Anthroposophie empfängt, dann hat man auch einen anderen Geschmack und eine ganz andere Gesinnung gegenüber den Wortbedeutungen, dann zieht man die Wortbedeutungen in ihre Sündhaftigkeit herunter. Wenn man aber sich die Zähne ausbeißen muß an der Schwierigkeit eines Anfängerbuches, dann bekommt man auch Geschmack, in die Worte sich zu vertiefen. Man kann ja dabei sogar an manches Historische erinnern. Sehen Sie einmal nach, wie Jakob Böhme wunderbar über die Worte erst nachsinnt, tief nachsinnt, bevor er sie gebraucht. Ganze Welten, möchte ich sagen, destilliert Jakob Böhme erst aus den Worten heraus, bevor er die Worte gebraucht. Und so liegt die Stellung in bezug auf so etwas wie «Imagination» oder «Inspiration» oder «Intuition» oder anderer Worte, wie man sie im gewöhnlichen Leben gebraucht, auf einem tieferen Niveau als man gewöhnlich annimmt. Und so meine ich schon, daß man eigentlich nicht versuchen sollte, Worte, die mit Recht gebraucht werden — «Imagination», «Inspiration» — durch andere zu ersetzen, sondern das man eher dafür wirken sollte, für das anthroposophische Sichverständigen diese Worte zu ihrer Sündlosigkeit etwas zu erheben, wenigstens solange man es mit der Anthroposophie zu tun hat. Wenn man wiederum in das gewöhnliche Leben hinausgeht, so kann man ja natürlich wiederum in die Sündhaftigkeit der Worte verfallen, da schadet es ja nichts. Und so könnte gerade eine solche Gesinnung gegenüber dem Worte der anthroposophischen Vertiefung außerordentlich zugute kommen. Also, ich meine, wer sich bewußt wird, was in dem Wort «Imagination» steckt, würde am Ende sogar, wenn er ein Fanatiker ist, nach einem Gesetz schreien, welches das Wort Imagination für dieses «Phantasie»-Spiel zu gebrauchen verbietet, damit solch ein Wort gewahrt bleibe demjenigen Gebiet, wo es eigentlich mit Recht angewendet wird.
Zu der Frage: «Wer oder was erkennt im Menschen?» möchte ich das folgende sagen: Es ist leider so, daß diese Fragen wirklich schneller gestellt sind, als sie beantwortet werden können, und man muß auf sehr vieles zu sprechen kommen, wenn man eine so weitreichende, umfassende Frage beantworten soll. Man muß sich klar machen, wenn eine solche Frage aufgeworfen wird, was denn eigentlich der Inhalt der heute morgen vorliegenden Ausführungen war. Nicht wahr: um was handelt es sich denn, wenn wir so sprechen von den Wegen zur übersinnlichen Erkenntnis, wie ich heute morgen und auch schon gestern gesprochen habe? Es handelt sich darum, wie dieses menschliche Seelische, das in der gegenwärtigen Inkarnation bei irgendeinem Menschen vorhanden ist, wie dieses Geistig-Seelische, das also in einem physischen Leib zwischen der Geburt oder Empfängnis und dem Tode vorhanden ist, wie dieses aufsteigt zu dem allmählichen Erkennen erstens der ätherischen Bildekräftewelt in der Imagination, zweitens durch die Stille, die ich geschildert habe, durch das leere Bewußtsein, in der Inspiration, zu dem Erkennen der vorgeburtlichen Welt. Und dann, durch die Intuition, die durch die besondere Ausbildung der Liebefähigkeit erreicht wird, kommt man dann eben bis zu der Anschauung des vorigen, oder man könnte auch sagen der vorigen Erdenleben, derjenigen Erdenleben also, die dem Menschen - wie ich ja heute morgen ausgeführt habe — so objektiv schon gegenüberstehen, wie irgendein äußerer Gegenstand oder Vorgang der Natur, oder meinetwillen könnte ich auch sagen wie ein anderer Mensch einem objektiv gegenübersteht. Stehe ich im gewöhnlichen sozialen Leben einem andern Menschen gegenüber, so bin ich ja, durch die innere Verwandtschaft des gleichen Menschengeschlechts, mit dem betreffenden Menschen verwandt, aber ich stehe ihm objektiv gegenüber. So objektiv wie einem andern Menschen, so muß ich meinen vorigen Inkarnationen gegenüberstehen, wenn ich sie in Wahrheit wahrnehmen will. Dann lernt man erkennen mit dem SeelischGeistigen, das eben im gegenwärtigen Erdenkörper verkörpert ist, das eigentliche, wahre Ich, das durch die wiederholten Erdenleben geht.
Nun scheint mir die Frage dahin zu gehen: Wer ist es eigentlich, oder was ist es im Menschen, was nun dieses wahre Ich, das durch die wiederholten Erdenleben geht, erkennt, oder welches Glied im Menschen ist es? — Diese Frage selber, meine sehr verehrten Anwesenden, ist eigentlich keine Frage, die einen wirklichen, konkreten Inhalt hat. Es wird gefragt nach dem Subjekt des Erkennens. Dieses Subjekt des Erkennens ist eben jenes Ich, das im gegenwärtigen Erdenleibe verkörpert ist, das schwingt sich dann auf zu der Erkenntnis. Das wahre Ich erreicht man also nur so, daß man zunächst mit seinem Bewußtsein dasjenige umfaßt, was in das Erdenleben zwischen Geburt und Tod eingeschlossen ist; dann lebt man in dem Ich auf einer gewissen Stufe; man lebt in diesem Ich, aber man erkennt noch nicht das wahre Ich, das durch viele Geburten und Tode geht. Aber durch die Methoden, die ich geschildert habe, wird eben dieses höhere Ich, das man im Erdenleben trägt, indem es sich selber bis zur Selbstlosigkeit bringt, fähig gemacht, das wahre Ich zu erkennen.
Und bedenken Sie: Sie verändern ja während dieses Erkenntnisweges das Subjekt. Erstens haben wir es zu tun mit dem Ich, das zwischen Geburt und Tod lebt; das erkennt noch gar nicht das wahre Ich. Jetzt schwingt sich dieses Ich auf und ist zunächst der Erkenner des wahren Ich, das durch wiederholte Erdenleben geht. Dadurch identifiziert es sich in der Tat erkennend mit dem wahren Ich. Also, es wird, indem es eine Metamorphose durchmacht, dieses höhere Ich in das wahre Ich erhoben. Und dann, wenn es in das wahre Ich erhoben ist, kann es auch das wahre Ich erst erkennen.
So also können wir nicht fragen: Wer oder was im Menschen erkennt?, sondern wir müssen sagen: Was im gewöhnlichen Leben erkennt im Menschen, das wird an sich schon zu einem andern Ich gemacht, es geht durch eine Metamorphose, indem es eben aufsteigt von der Imagination durch die Inspiration zur Intuition. Dann aber ist es für das Erkennen ein verwandeltes Ich. Aber die Verwandlung ist gerade dazu da, um das wahre Ich zu erreichen.
Inspiration and Intuition
Let us imagine once more before the soul where the newer initiation leads, after the first steps towards imaginative cognition have been successful. Man comes to the point where his previous, abstract, purely ideal world of thought is permeated by an inner vitality. Thus he no longer has before him the inanimate thoughts acquired in passive cognition, but an inner living world of power, which he feels in the same way as he otherwise feels pulsated by his blood or flowed through by his breath. It is therefore a question of the ideal element of thinking passing over into a real one that is experienced inwardly. Then even those images that were previously thoughts are no longer abstract, no longer shadowy, no longer mere projections of the outer world, but are inwardly filled with living existence. They are real imaginations which, as I already indicated yesterday, one experiences in two dimensions, but not as if one were standing before a picture painted in the physical world - whoever experiences in this way experiences visions, not imaginations - but one experiences as if one were moving within the picture itself with one's own being, which has now also lost the third dimension. So you do not see what you are experiencing in the same way as you see it in the physical world. Everything that still appears as it does in the physical world is vision. Real higher knowledge is only there when the imagination is experienced in such a way that one no longer sees colors in it, for example, as one sees colors in the physical world, but that one experiences the colors. How do you experience the colors? Well, when you perceive colors in the physical world, you also have different experiences with the different colors. You perceive red as something that is attacking you, something that wants to jump out at you. The bull defends itself against this red jumping out at it, which it experiences much more strongly than humans, where everything is weakened.
When you experience green, you have something like a uniformity within you, an experience that does not cause pain, but also no particular pleasure. When you experience blue, you have the feeling of devotion, of humility. Now you can really penetrate yourself with these different experiences that you have of the colors in the physical world, and you can then recognize again when something comes towards you in the spiritual world as attacking as red is attacking in the physical world, that this corresponds to the red color. If you are confronted with something that puts you in a mood of humility, it is the same experience as the experience of the blue or blue-violet color in the physical world, and you can then say in abbreviated form that you have experienced red, you have experienced blue in the spiritual world. Otherwise, if you wanted to speak precisely, you would always have to say that you have experienced something like what you experience when you see red in the physical world or when you see blue in the physical world. So that one does not have this continuous long expression, one abbreviates it and speaks of having an auric seeing, an auric seeing that differentiates itself into red, green, blue and so on.
But it can certainly be observed that this transgression into the supersensible, this stripping away of everything sensual and yet concrete experience is always there. And it is precisely in this concrete experience that one feels what I described yesterday, as when thinking becomes an organ of touch that fills the whole human organism, so that one feels oneself spiritually as if scanning a newly appearing world, which is actually not yet the real spiritual world, but which is what I would like to call the world of formative forces or the etheric world. Whoever really wants to get to know the ether must grasp it in this way. All speculation about the ether, all conceptual reflection leads
not to the real realization of the ether. In this, one might say, realized thinking, one now lives with one's own formative powers or etheric body. But one lives in a different way than one has lived in the physical world up to now. The way you live in this etheric world, I would like to make a comparison.
If you look at a finger on your organism, it is a living part of this organism. If you cut it off, it is no longer what it was before. It dies, it is no longer alive. And if the finger had a consciousness, then it would say to itself: I am only something in the organism, I have no independent being. But this is what one must say at the moment when one stands within the etheric world in imaginative cognition. Then one no longer feels oneself as a separate, individualized being, but as a member of the whole etheric world, of the whole etheric cosmos, and one knows afterwards that one has only been made an individuality, a personality, by having a physical body. The physical body individualizes. The physical body is that which makes you a separate being.
We will already see that we can also be individualized in the spiritual world, but more about that later. If, as I have described, one first ascends into the spiritual world, one must certainly feel oneself to be a member within the etheric cosmos. And if one were ever cut off from the cosmic ether in relation to the etheric body, one would die etherically. This is very important to grasp so that we can then understand well what must be said about the passage of man through the gate of death, but which comes later.
Now this pictorial experience, which becomes the life tableau over the whole life that we have spent from birth to the present moment in earthly existence, is accompanied - I already hinted at this yesterday - this whole experience in the etheric is accompanied by an extraordinarily strong feeling of happiness. This is first of all the first higher experience, which is extraordinarily pleasing to the human being, this flowing through the whole world of images with an inwardly grasped feeling of happiness.
Then, as I already indicated yesterday, one must be able to let what one has gained in this way in imagination, in one's own life tableau, disappear again at will from one's consciousness. One must be able to let the consciousness become empty. And only when one's consciousness is empty does one understand how things actually behave in the spiritual world. For then you know that everything you saw before was not yet the spiritual world, was merely an imaginative tableau of the spiritual world. Only now, when we have arrived at the stage where our consciousness has become empty, only now does the spiritual world flow into us, as the physical world flows in through the senses, so does the spiritual world flow in through tactile thinking. We are only now beginning to gain a real experience, a real experience of the spiritual world, the spiritual outer world. In our life tableau we only had our inner world. Imaginative cognition only gives us the inner world, which is characterized as a world of images before higher cognition. And it gives us images of the cosmos. The cosmos itself and our own true essence, as it was before birth, before earthly existence, only appear in inspiration when the spiritual world flows into us from outside. But when we come to this establishment of empty consciousness, then our soul is filled with mere wakefulness at first, and in this mere wakefulness we must be able to come to a certain inner stillness, calmness. I can only characterize this calmness in the following way.
Imagine that we are in a very noisy city. We hear the roar of this city all around us. It is terrible, we say to ourselves, when it roars around us from all sides. Let's think of a really modern city, London for example. But now let's think we're leaving the city. And as we move out of the city step by step, it becomes quieter and quieter. Let's think ourselves right into this diminishing of the audible. It becomes quieter and quieter. Finally we arrive, let's say, in a forest where everything is completely silent, where we can no longer hear anything, where everything around us is silent. We have arrived at the zero point of audibility, so to speak.
But now things can go even further. And I can use a trivial comparison to show you how far it can go. Let's imagine we have money in our wallet. We spend more and more every day; the money becomes less and less and less, just as the audibility becomes less and less and less when we leave the city. And finally the day comes when we take nothing, when we have nothing left in our wallet. We compare this zero with silence. But what do we do now if we want to keep eating? We go into debt. I'm not exactly advising this, but I mean it comparatively. How much do we have in our wallet then? Less than zero. And the more debt we incur, the less and less than zero we have.
Now let's imagine the same thing happening for silence. Not only would there be absolute silence, the zero point of silence, but it would go further, there would be the negative of hearing, more silent than silent, more silent than silent; that would happen. This must indeed occur if we arrive at this inner calm and silence through a force that is intensified as described yesterday. But then, when we come to this inner negative audibility, to this silence which is greater than silence zero, then we are so inside the spiritual world that we not only see it, but that it also sounds to us. Then what we have seen before is elevated by the sounding to a more living world. Then we stand within the real spiritual world. Then we have, as it were, gone to the other shore of existence for the moments in which we are over there. Beyond this shore the ordinary sensory world disappears and we find ourselves in the spiritual world. However, as I will explain later, we must be properly prepared so that we can return at any time. But something else happens. An experience occurs that man has never been able to have before. That which I have described as an inwardly experienced, all-embracing, I would say, cosmic feeling of happiness, is transformed at this moment, when we establish the empty consciousness with rest, into an equally all-embracing spiritual pain, into an equally all-embracing spiritual suffering. And we experience that the world is built on the basis of cosmic pain, or rather a cosmic element that can only be experienced by man in pain. And we become thoroughly acquainted with the truth that is so often disregarded by humanity, which only seeks external happiness; we become acquainted with the truth that all existence must ultimately be born out of pain. And when one has penetrated in this way to the cosmic experience of pain in the knowledge of initiation, one may say the following from real inner knowledge:
We look at our eye. This eye, which reveals to us in the physical world the glory of this world, which means for us that we receive nine tenths of our life content for the physical existence between birth and death, this eye is embedded in a body depression, which originally in its becoming represents a wounding of the body in reality. That which today can only arise when the body is woundingly hollowed out is what brought about the cavities. The external history of development imagines this to be far too neutral, far too indifferent. That which led to the eye sockets, into which it was then forced from outside - the physical history of development already shows this - the eyeball, the eye socket, arose at the time when man was still an unconscious being, from such an event which, if it had been brought up into consciousness, would have meant a painful wounding of the organism. But the whole human organism is born out of an element which, if it were experienced with the consciousness that man has today, would be there as an experience of pain. And it is precisely at this level of cognition that one deeply feels how all happiness, all pleasure, all bliss in the world emerges from the soil of the pain element, just as the plant emerges from the soil, which actually always means pain.
If we as human beings could be transformed in an instant into the substance of the soil and retain our consciousness, this would result in an infinite increase in our feelings of pain. Superficial people say, by revealing to them this fact, which is revealed from the spiritual world: But I imagined the Deity differently; I thought that the Deity was so powerful that it could make everything come out of happiness as we humans want it to. Such people are just like the King of Spain, who was once presented with a vivid picture of the universe, the course of the stars, who had to make a tremendous effort to understand how these movements happen, how it all is, and who in the end did not understand it and then said: If God had left it to me, I would have made the world easier!
Well, that is basically how many people feel about knowledge and religion: if the deity had left it to them to create the world, they would have made it simpler. But these people don't realize how naively they are speaking. And a real science of initiation cannot merely lead to what makes people happy, but must lead people to really understand their nature and their destiny in the emergence from the world in the past, present and future. This requires spiritual facts instead of mere content that is pleasing from the outset. But in the end - and this is also what these lectures are intended to show - it is precisely through the experience of these facts, even only through the conceptual recognition of these facts, that one will also be able to absorb a good deal of inner satisfaction for life on earth. Yes, one will be able to absorb that which the human being needs for earth life in order to be a whole human being, just as he needs his individual physical limbs in order to be a whole human being.
The world that one enters in this way, when one has gone beyond the imagination into the stillness of existence, out of which the spiritual world shines forth in colors, as I have indicated, out of which the spiritual world manifests itself in sound, this world is essentially different from that which we perceive with the senses. And one notices, if one lives with this world - and one must live with the spiritual world if it is to be present for one - one notices that all sensual-physical things and all sensual-physical processes have in reality emerged from this spiritual world. So that the human being on earth actually only sees one half of the world; the other is hidden from him, remains occult. And it reveals itself, I would like to say, from every crevice; and out of all the happenings of the physical-sensual world, spiritual things emerge, first in the images of the imagination, then in that which it can give creatively itself, in inspiration. One can become at home in this world of inspiration. In it we find the origins of all earthly things, of all earthly creations. As I have already indicated, one finds in it one's own pre-earthly existence. I have not referred to names, we need a terminology according to the use that was made of it in older times, this world, which lies beyond the imaginative, is called the astral. And that which we carry with us from this world, which we have already brought with us into the physical and etheric body, can accordingly be called the astral body of the human being. The actual ego-organization is enclosed in this body. So that for a higher insight man proves to be a four-membered being, consisting of his physical body, his etheric or formative body, his astral body and his ego organization. But one only advances to this ego-organization through a further step in supersensible knowledge, through that step which I have described in my books, especially in the book “How does one attain knowledge of the higher worlds?” - which is translated into English under the title “Initiation” - called intuition.
It is very easy to misunderstand the term intuition, because, for example, someone who has imagination, who has a poetic faculty, also calls the emotional sensations of the world that he has intuition. But this is a dark, merely felt intuition. It is, however, related to what I call intuition here. For just as man has his complete sensory perception here as an earthly man, so he has a reflection of the highest kind of knowledge of intuition through earthly feeling and earthly will. Otherwise he would not be able to be a moral being. So that that which manifests itself darkly, forebodingly for man in conscience is a reflection, so to speak a shadow image of the highest, which now only appears in true intuition, in the highest kind of knowledge possible to man at first as an earthly human being.
Man really has something of the lowest as an earthling, and again a shadow image of the highest, which is only attainable in intuition. It is precisely the middle regions that he initially lacks completely as an earthling. He must acquire them: Imagination and inspiration. He must also acquire intuition in pure, light-filled inwardness; but it is precisely in moral feeling, in the content of moral conscience, that he has an earthly image of that which then arises as intuition. So that one can also say: When man, as an initiate, as a recognizer, rises to a real intuitive recognition of the world, the world, which he otherwise knows only in the laws of nature, becomes so inward, so connected with him, as otherwise only the moral world is for him as an earthly human being. And this is precisely what is significant in the human being on earth, that we cling to the Most High as if with an innermost dark intuition, which in turn is only accessible to developed knowledge in its true form.
The third step of higher cognition, which is necessary in order to reach the region of intuition, can only be attained through the highest development of an inner faculty, which in today's materialistic age is not counted among the powers of cognition at all. Only through the highest training and spiritualization of the ability to love can that which reveals itself in intuition be attained. It must become possible for man to turn the ability to love into a power of cognition. We prepare ourselves well for this spiritualized ability to love if we break away in a certain way from our attachment to external things, for example, if we make it a regular practice not to imagine the things we have experienced in the sequence of experiences, but to imagine them going backwards.
With our passive thinking we are completely - I would like to say like human slaves - devoted to the events of the world. I already said yesterday that in forming our thoughts we also think earlier and later. When we watch a drama unfold on stage, it first has the first act, the second, third, fourth, fifth act. But if we can rise to the occasion to begin imagining at the very end, then that which was immediately earlier, then that which is at the beginning of the fifth act, then go back to the fourth act, then go back to the third, to the second, to the first act, then we tear ourselves completely away from the course that the world has externally. We imagine backwards. That's not how the world works. We have to make a significant effort, drawn purely from within, in order to imagine purely backwards. In this way, we tear the inner activity of our soul free from the tether by which we are otherwise continually pulled, and in this way we gradually bring this inner spiritual-soul experience to that point where the spiritual-soul really tears itself free from the physical and also from the etheric.
A person can prepare himself well for such a tearing away if he is able to imagine his daily experiences backwards every evening, to imagine first what he has experienced last, then going backwards, but possibly also imagining the details going backwards, so that when one has climbed a staircase, one first imagines oneself at the top of the top step, then on the penultimate, third and so on going backwards imagining what one has accomplished going up.
You will say: You experience so much during the day, it takes a long time. Well, the first thing you really do episodically is to imagine going up and down a staircase in reverse: Going down and going up; then you get an inner mobility, so that little by little you can really imagine the whole daily course of life moving backwards in three or four minutes. With this, however, one has actually only accomplished half, basically the negative of what is needed to increase, to spiritually develop the ability to love. For it must come to that point where one lovingly follows every growth of the plant - in ordinary life one only sees the growth of the plant as it takes shape in space; one does not participate in it - when one participates in every single thing that shows itself in the growth of the plant, when one immerses oneself in the plant, becomes this plant with one's soul, when one grows, blossoms, bears the fruits of the plant oneself, when one thus completely immerses oneself, when the plant becomes as valuable to one as one is oneself; when one then ascends in the same way to the conception of the animal, descends to the conception of the mineral, when one feels how the mineral forms itself into a crystal, when one can develop an inner pleasure in this forming of surfaces, edges, corners, when one already feels an inner pleasure in the perception of these surfaces, edges and corners, and if one can feel something like a sense of pain that jolts through one's own being when the mineral is split, cleaved - if one becomes in this way sympathetic, indeed not only sympathetic, but in the soul sympathetic to all natural events.
This must be preceded by a real ability to love that extends to all people. One will not be able to love nature properly in the way described if one has not first acquired the ability to love all human beings. Then, when one has attained the ability to love people and the whole of nature with understanding in this way, then that which first makes itself perceptible to us, let us say, in the auric colors, in the spherical tones, that which rounds itself out, contours itself into real spiritual entities.
But the experience of these spiritual entities is different from the experience of physical things. If I have a physical thing in front of me, for example a clock: I am standing here, the clock is there; I can only experience it by looking at it, it has a distance from me. I stand inside with it in a spatial determination.
You can never really experience a spiritual being in this way. You have to experience a spiritual being by immersing yourself completely in it, by using the ability to love that you first developed in nature. Spiritual intuition is only possible by applying - in silence, in that which is empty for the consciousness - that which one can develop in the capacity for love in nature. Imagine that you have developed this capacity for love in minerals, plants, animals and people. Now you are standing there in the emptiness of consciousness. Around you is that negative, sub-zero calm. You feel the suffering that is at the bottom of the whole world's existence; it is the suffering of loneliness at the same time. Nothing is there yet. But the capacity for love that wells up from within, which is differentiated in the most varied ways, leads you to really penetrate with your own being that which now arises in inspiration, the visible, the audible. Through this ability to love, you immerse yourself in one being and penetrate the other being.
The beings that I have described in my book “Secret Science” - “Occult Science” - these beings of the higher hierarchies, you now experience them; they become a real, essential world existence. One experiences a concrete spiritual world just as one experiences a concrete physical world through the eye and ear and through feeling, through warmth. But one must have penetrated to this stage if one wants to come to a realization that is particularly essential to man. I have said how through inspiration the pre-earthly, purely spiritual existence reaches into our soul, how through this inspiration we first come to know what we were before we descended through conception into an earthly body. If we can penetrate the spiritual beings clairvoyantly, as I have now described, through the ability to love, then that which makes the human being complete in his inner experience is also revealed to us. That which now lies before the time of life in the spiritual world is revealed; that which we were before we ascended to the last spiritual life between death and a new birth is revealed. The previous life on earth is revealed, and little by little the other previous lives on earth. For this true ego, which is present in repeated earth lives, can only reveal itself when one has increased the ability to love to such an extent that the other being, which is outside in nature or in the spiritual world, has become as dear to one as one can only love oneself in self-love. But the true self, which passes through repeated births and deaths, never becomes accessible to self-love. The repeated earth lives only reveal themselves to man when he no longer lives in self-love for moments of cognition, but in that love which can completely forget self-love and live in the objective being as one otherwise lives in his physical existence, loving himself, with self-love. For this ego of the previous earthly life has become as objective for this present earthly life as only any external stone or plant is for us when we stand outside it in space. We must have learned to grasp in objective love that which at first has become quite objective, quite alien to our present subjective personality. We must have overcome ourselves in the present earthly existence in order to be able to gain any insight at all into a previous earthly existence.
But when we therefore develop knowledge, then the complete life of man presents itself as such, which goes through earthly stages of existence from birth or conception to death, and again through purely spiritual stages of existence from death to a new birth, to return again to earth and so on. The complete life on earth presents itself as repeated passages through births and deaths with intervening lives in purely spiritual worlds. This is only a knowledge that can be acquired through intuition as a real, experiential knowledge.
I have had to describe to you the path of initiatory knowledge - sketchily at first - as it has to be taken precisely in our time, in the present point of development of mankind, in order to come to a real spiritual knowledge of the nature of the world and of man. But initiatory knowledge has existed as long as there has been a human race. It has had to take on different forms at different times in the development of mankind. Because the human being is a being that actually goes through each subsequent earthly life in a different way with its soul, what appears within humanity in the individual epochs of world development is also quite different from one another. We will get to know the individual differences in the course of the next few days; today I would just like to say the following: Precisely with regard to that which must be given as initiatory knowledge, it was quite different in ancient times of human development than it is today. We can go back thousands of years - everything more precise will also emerge later - and we find far back before the Mystery of Golgotha a completely different way in which man relates to the natural and spiritual world than today, and accordingly also a completely different science of initiation than is right for man today. Today we have a very, very highly developed natural science. I don't want to talk about the highest parts of natural science, but only about what children are taught from the age of six or seven as common wisdom. At a relatively early age today, the child absorbs that law which, let us say, ties in with the Copernican world system; and from this Copernican world system one builds hypotheses about how the universe can come into being. This is known as the Kant-Laplace hypothesis, which has been revised, but which still essentially stands before man today. One essentially looks at a primordial nebula, as can still be visualized today by the corresponding physical experiments, in which one sees the initial states of the world system; one looks at a primordial nebula and assumes that the planets emerged from this primordial nebula through rotating forces, leaving the sun behind. One then imagines how from this particular ring, which then coalesced into the earth, which split off from the primordial nebula, the other beings were formed through differentiation, minerals, plants, animals, and finally also man. And this is initially described in purely scientific terms.
You make this completely understandable to children by carrying out a kind of demonstrative exercise that immediately makes everything clear. You take a drop of oil, a drop of a liquid that floats on water, place it on a sheet of card in the equatorial region, stick a pin in the top and then turn the sheet of card. You can now show how first an outermost droplet is secreted, which rotates, then a second droplet and so on, and you get a very small planetary system made of oil, with the sun in the middle. If you saw this as a child, why shouldn't you find the emergence of the entire planetary system from the primordial nebula highly plausible? After all, you saw it with your own eyes, saw it recreated.
It is very nice to be able to forget oneself in life, in moral life, but one should not forget oneself when demonstrating natural phenomena. The whole story of the oil droplet would not have developed if one had not stood there and turned the pin with one's hand. So you have to add that in. If this is to be valid as a hypothesis, one must necessarily place a gigantic schoolteacher out into the universe, as the primordial nebula was first turned and is actually continually being turned; otherwise one does not have the thought in its primordial being before him.
But that is precisely the peculiarity of the materialistic age, that quarter and eighth and even stronger breaks of truth are thought, and that this settles into the human soul with a tremendous suggestion. Thus we live today in a one-sided view of nature and its laws.
I could now cite many things that would make it clear to you in the most diverse areas how the human being of today goes out into nature and therefore, because he perceives this out of today's civilization, sees nature in what is called causal lawfulness. This permeates his entire existence today. The spiritual world can at best still be grasped through religious “tradition”. If one wants to ascend to the real spiritual world, then one must undergo an inner process of development through imagination, inspiration, intuition, as I have described. One must therefore be led through initiation science from the lawful penetration or at least from the belief in the lawful penetration of naturalistic existence to the comprehension of the spiritual. All initiation science today must aim to lead man from the natural comprehension of the cosmos, which he takes for granted today, to the spiritual comprehension of the cosmos.
The reverse was present in the ancient science of initiation thousands of years ago. The wise men of the Mysteries, the leaders of the initiation places, which at that time were school and church and places of art at the same time, had around them a humanity which actually knew nothing of nature in the sense that today's humanity knows it since the Copernican world view, a humanity which, however, instinctively experienced the spiritual-soul as cosmic, which brought this spiritual-soul-cosmic into myths, into legends, which we no longer understand today in the general civilization. We will also have to talk about them in more detail. But that which was experience was instinctive spiritual experience. And that was what filled man with dreamlike images and imaginations during his waking life. These dreamlike imaginings, which then developed into legends, myths and legends of the gods, always came from within primitive mankind. People lived in them. We looked out into the world and experienced our dreamlike imaginations. Then you experienced that when you were not living in these dreamlike imaginations, you were living in the natural world. You saw the rainbow, the clouds, the stars, the sun rushing across the sky, you saw the rivers, you saw the mountains in their becoming, in their essence, you saw the minerals, the plants, the animals.
And all that one saw with the senses was the great mystery for primitive mankind. For the time I am referring to - there were earlier or later times when civilization was different - but the time I am referring to, which was several millennia before the Mystery of Golgotha, was when humanity felt inwardly delighted when it had its dreamlike imaginations. And the outer world of the senses, in which one saw only that of rainbows, of clouds, of the moving sun, of minerals, of plants and animals, which the eye saw - through which one also saw only that in the starry world, which was then registered in the pre-Copernican, that is, in the Ptolemaic world system - this outer world of the senses, which at that time appeared to general humanity in such a way that this general humanity said to itself: "I with my own soul live in a divine-spiritual world after all. Out there is a deified nature. The spring has no spirituality when I look at it; the rainbow has no spirituality; the minerals, the plants and the animals and the other physical human beings have no spirituality when I look at them externally with my senses. And nature seemed like a universal world that had fallen away from divine spirituality.
This feeling of mankind lived in that time when the whole cosmos was seen in its visibility as something that had fallen away from the divine spiritual. And one not only needed abstract knowledge to connect these two experiences, the inner experience of God within oneself and the outer experience of a fallen sensory world, one needed a knowledge that was at the same time consolation for the fact that one belonged as a human being to this outer fallen sensory world with his physical, with his etheric body. We needed consolation that would tell us how this fallen sensory world relates to the one we experience through instinctive imagination, through a dreamlike, dark experience of the spiritual world that was also sufficient for the circumstances of the time. Knowledge had to be consolation. And consolation was sought by those who now rushed to the Mysteries, either as people who only wanted that which could be given externally in the Mysteries as such consolation, or also as disciples of such worldly wise men, in order to be initiated into the secrets of existence, into the riddle that thus presents itself to mankind.
Those ancient Mystery Wise Men, who were priests and teachers and artists at the same time, made it clear to this humanity through all that which must also still be described, which was present in their Mysteries, that even in the fallen world, in the trickling spring, in the blossoming tree, in the blooming flower, in the mineral forming itself into a crystal, in the appearing rainbow, in the fleeing cloud and in the moving sun live the same divine-spiritual powers that man instinctively experienced in his dreamlike imagination. They represented to mankind the reconciliation of the world that had fallen away from God with the divine world that man perceived in his instinctive imagination. They brought comforting knowledge to humanity; they were its redeemers through a knowledge that in turn made the whole of nature a God-filled one for human contemplation, for man sought precisely this comforting knowledge in the Mysteries.
We therefore see, as is reported from these older times of human development, that precisely that - this is still reported from Greek times - which we teach today to the youngest children in school, that the sun stands still and the earth revolves around it, that this has been preserved in the Mysteries like a secret science. That which with us is quite external knowledge was then secret science. The explanation of nature was then a secret science. Today, as anyone can see who lives through the development of humanity within our civilization, which is actually every thinking person who is educated and taught, today nature with its laws is what man lives in. Instead, the spiritual world has withdrawn. The old dreamlike imaginations have ceased. Man perceives nature as that in which he does not at first have full satisfaction, which is presented to him neutrally, not like a fallen, sinful universe, like a fallen cosmos, but like a cosmos that must be as it is through an inner necessity. Then man feels his self-consciousness, then he learns to recognize spirituality in that single point, then he feels the inner urge that wants to reconnect the inner self to God. And then he needs to be led into the spiritual world through a new initiatory science, in accordance with this knowledge of nature. The old science of initiation could start from the spirit which man experienced instinctively and embodied in his myths, and lead him to nature. The new science of initiation must start from that which is man's first experience today, in that he perceives his natural laws, in which he then believes; it must start from this knowledge of nature and show the way back to the spiritual world through imagination, inspiration, intuition.
So we have in the development of mankind a few millennia before the Mystery of Golgotha that important point in time when people started from an instinctive spiritual experience in order to arrive at those concepts and ideas as the outermost secret science that encompassed the laws of nature. Today one experiences the laws of nature even as a child. Before this sobriety, before this prose of life, before this naturalism, the spiritual world in the inner being of man first withdrew. And today an initiatory science must point the way from nature to spirituality. For ancient mankind, nature was in darkness, the spirit was in light. The old science of initiation had to lead from the spiritual light into the natural darkness, so that this too could be illuminated. Today's initiatory science has to start from that light which is cast into external nature in a naturalistic way by Copernicus, Giordano Bruno, Galileo, Kepler, Newton and so on. This light must then be taken from the folly, revived, and the path made to the spirit, which must be sought in its own light by a reverse path to the old path of initiation.
I will speak of this further tomorrow.
Answers to Questions
Questions were asked about the nature of imagination, inspiration and intuition. The wording of the questions was not noted down by the stenographer.
Rudolf Steiner: With regard to the question of the difficulty with such a word as “imagination”, I would like to remark the following:
When we take up a word in order to render a significant content, we should always go back to the original meaning of the word and not actually ask: “What meaning is given to the word just now in colloquial speech?”1The word ‘imagination’ is also used in English for “phantasy”. because it is basically the case with all current colloquial languages that they have flattened the words. I have already had to draw attention to something this morning, but it has an inner justification. The word “intuition” is also used in, I would say, an everyday sense, but rightly so, because the highest knowledge of the spiritual life for the moral realm must come down to the simplest, even most primitive human mind. For such a word as “imagination” we cannot say the same thing, and one should therefore first of all always realize what is contained in such a word. The moment you peel off the prefix and suffix of the word and go to the middle, you immediately come to “magic”. “Magic” is in the word “imagination”: it is an internalization of the magical. If you go back to such an original meaning of the word, you will find that the linguistic usage on which it is based today is quite a flattened one.
Now I would like to know what one should actually do in anthroposophy and in spiritual deepening in general, if one does not make the requirement that all words must be brought back to their deeper meaning.
You see, you have to take something like anthroposophy so seriously that you also have to realize this thought: Can anthroposophy be represented at all in today's colloquial language in reality? Is it even possible to say anything so significant about anthroposophy in any colloquial language? - Well, all colloquial languages originally contain something deeper, and you can go back to these deeper meanings in all colloquial languages today.
When we speak of “imagination” today and also use the word for that which is incorporated into the imagination, we have simply taken the word for that which is known today solely and exclusively from an inner experience. Most people today, when speaking of inner experience, think that it is all fantastic, and they then describe the fantastic as the imaginative. From their point of view, they are quite right. But if one does not have the will to go back to the original meaning of the word “imagination”, then it will be very difficult to get anthroposophy into the language at all.
You have to realize the following: You see, there are many things in the word “magic”. First of all, there is something in the word “magic” that I would like to describe as follows: When we are scientifically curious today, we look into the microscope, and we then see that which is small in the world, that which is small in the world - be it the longed-for atom, which is also shown experimentally today, be it some germinal plant - today's materialistic science is always curious about this small thing. But the moment we go to the real causes of things, the moment we go to where the creative forces and powers of things are, we do not come to the small, but to the great. And the creation out of the great, the creation out of the mighty, the imposing, that which encompasses creative powers that surpass the small human being, to bring this into the human soul in an appropriate way, that is: to condense the magical so that it can be received and experienced by the human soul in the condensation.
And just as one should do with the word “imagination”, one should also do it with all other words that are used. Almost everyone today speaks of inspiration. I don't deny him the right - why should I deny him the right, because everyone has the right to use the word “inspiration” at the level at which he moves - but everyone speaks of “inspiration” today, even when he thinks of a joke. Now, of course, this interpretation of the word “inspiration”, when used in this way, is not appropriate for the paths of higher knowledge. But again, let us make it our principle to look at the words in the current languages of civilization in the same way as people were once looked at in general.
Just think about it: as late as the 18th century, here in England and on the continent, people everywhere were still very much occupied with so-called Martinism, with the philosophy that came from Saint-Martin, especially with his book: “Des erreurs et de la verité”. Yes, a book appeared in “Edimbourg” in 1775 that has been translated into all European languages, a book that dealt with the spiritual, so to speak, in the manner of the time, a final offshoot for the kind of spiritual contemplation that was still possible until the 18th century and into the beginning of the 19th century, but which is no longer possible today.
Now, if we take one of the main ideas of Saint-Martin's book “Des erreurs et de la verité”, then we find that man in his totality as an earthly being is seen as having fallen away from his original greatness; there the - I would like to say still complete man - is accused of the fall into sin. Man was once, in Saint Martin's sense, still a mighty being, girded with the so-called holy armor, which served him magically, made him magical in the face of all the forces and entities of the world, many of which were hostile to him. Man lived in the place described by Saint Martin as the place of the seven sacred trees, which in religious legend, or earlier for my sake in the Bible, is referred to as paradise. Man was gifted with the fiery spear, through which he exercised his corresponding power, and so on. All the things that are originally attributed to man are said to have been lost to man through his own pre-earthly guilt; even in his pre-earthly state a terrible sin is attributed to man, which even in social life today is shocking to mention. And so man is portrayed as a being who has fallen from his original greatness. And the whole of Martinism, the whole philosophy of Saint Martin, actually sets itself the task of showing what man could be if he had not fallen from his original greatness.
Now, these connections can no longer be made fully alive today; they are precisely the last offshoot of that way of looking at things which I described this morning as the old way of looking at things. Within the modern science of initiation we must proceed from the scientific way of knowing - not from natural science itself, but from the scientific way of knowing - for that alone will be able to satisfy man in the course of the near future. But with regard to special fields, if we really want to penetrate the anthroposophical content, all the content of any spiritual striving, with the necessary mood, with the necessary uplifting of the soul, with the holy enthusiasm with which we are to penetrate it in order to really understand it - if we want to do that, then we will not be allowed to take the words out of the ordinary colloquial language, but we will have to look at the words as if actually all words up to our civilization had undergone a fall from grace. Words today are no longer what they were: they have become sinful beings. They have fallen down into matter and no longer signify what they signified when they were once still close to that stage of human development in which they were used in the Mysteries. And we must, in a certain sense, take a step upwards in feeling the words. We must make an effort not to stop at what is common colloquial language; otherwise the words will also take on the color, the ‘timbre’ that these words have in colloquial language. The easiest thing to do today is to ascend from the words in the fall of man to a kind of sacred meaning of the words in the Hebrew language. For those languages that have been used more within modern life with its thoroughly unsacramental interests, it is of course difficult for these languages to move up to the sinlessness of words - if I may put it that way - it is not meant so badly, but in a certain respect we must do so. And so we have to be clear: the word “inspiration” has fallen to the point of sinfulness today, where anyone who makes a joke already says they are inspired. - So why not? Basically, the writers, even the cartoonists, of funny papers need a lot of inspiration in today's sense, but it's a profaned inspiration today.
But if we go back to the word in its more original meaning, then we are led into very deep regions of human aspiration.
There I must remind you of the way in which, for example, in India - at a decadent level - a wonderful, admirable form of knowledge has been preserved, which was once much more significant than it is today, but which did not, as it must be today, proceed directly from thinking, but which proceeded from a very specific regulation or even dysregulation of the breathing process. Within the original yoga method it was a matter of raising the breathing process, which otherwise always runs unconsciously in the human being, to consciousness. This can be achieved by changing the rhythm of inhalation, breath holding and exhalation from that which occurs unconsciously. If you give the breathing rhythm different numerical ratios than you have in ordinary everyday breathing, then you breathe differently in relation to inhaling, holding your breath and exhaling. What is called the yoga method is essentially based on such different shapes and forms of breathing. This yoga method brought the whole breathing process to consciousness. Man breathed by consciously changing the rhythm of his breathing: the flow of breath consciously entered into the circulation of the blood. The whole human being undulated and interwove with a changed breathing rhythm. And just as we receive sensory observation in the ray of sight or the ray of hearing, just as we receive knowledge of the colors of the surrounding things through sight, just as we receive knowledge of the sounds emanating from the surrounding things through the ray of hearing, so the one who made the breathing rhythm into an elevated, into a magical perception, felt the soul-spiritual, he perceived in the breathing process the soul-spiritual permeating him. At the moment when the breathing process became fully conscious, and when at the same time that disposition of soul was present which was present in South Asia about seven or eight thousand years before our era, at that moment, through this altered breathing rhythm, one not only sent the physical air into the body with this swelling and surging, but one sent soul and spirit into this flowing breath, and one experienced soul and spirit, insofar as the soul and spirit of man are in this flowing breath.
Now you can materially call the inhalation yes “inspiration” - that is the literal. If one spiritualizes the inspiration, one does what happened in ancient India: then one will experience the spiritualized inspiration, with the breath that has been inspired and spiritualized like any mental being. Then we are dealing with what the word “inspiration” actually always originally meant - even in non-Indian, European languages. So when we speak of the word “inspiration”, we also have to move up, I would say, to the sinlessness of the word. And for this reason I have always been reluctant to write so-called “popular” books on anthroposophy - even though such suggestions have always been made from all sides. Of course, that would be very easy. But even the beginner should not actually be given quite popular books on anthroposophy, but should have something in anthroposophical books that he can - I mean spiritually - break his teeth on, where he has to make a terrible effort, that is something that does not come easily! For in this effort, in the overcoming of that which one must overcome in order to understand something that is difficult to understand, there is at the same time something else. For if one is like - yes, how shall I put it? - popular anthroposophy like a popular speech, then one also has a different taste and a completely different attitude towards the meanings of the words, then one pulls the meanings of the words down into their sinfulness. But if you have to grit your teeth at the difficulty of a beginner's book, then you also acquire a taste for delving into the words. You may even be reminded of some historical events. Take a look at the wonderful way Jakob Böhme ponders the words first, ponders them deeply, before he uses them. I would say that Jakob Böhme distils entire worlds out of the words before he uses them. And so the position with regard to something like “imagination” or ‘inspiration’ or “intuition” or other words, as we use them in ordinary life, is at a lower level than we usually assume. And so I do think that one should not actually try to replace words that are rightly used - “imagination”, “inspiration” - with others, but that one should rather work to elevate these words to their sinlessness for the anthroposophical understanding, at least as long as one is dealing with anthroposophy. When one goes out into ordinary life, one can of course again fall into the sinfulness of the words, there is no harm in that. And so just such an attitude towards words could be extraordinarily beneficial to anthroposophical deepening. So, I mean, anyone who becomes aware of what is in the word “imagination” would in the end, if he is a fanatic, even cry out for a law that forbids the use of the word imagination for this “fantasy” game, so that such a word is preserved for the area where it is actually rightly used.
With regard to the question: “Who or what recognizes in man?” I would like to say the following: Unfortunately, these questions are asked faster than they can be answered, and there is a great deal to be said if one is to answer such a far-reaching, comprehensive question. When such a question is raised, it must be made clear what the content of this morning's speech was actually about. Is it not true that when we speak of the paths to supersensible knowledge, as I did this morning and also yesterday, what is it all about? It is a question of how this human soul, which is present in any human being in the present incarnation, how this spiritual-soul, which is thus present in a physical body between birth or conception and death, how it ascends to the gradual recognition, firstly, of the etheric world of formative forces in the imagination, secondly, through the stillness which I have described, through the empty consciousness, in inspiration, to the recognition of the pre-natal world. And then, through intuition, which is achieved through the special training of the ability to love, one arrives at the view of the previous, or one could also say the previous earth lives, those earth lives which - as I explained this morning - are already objectively confronting the human being, like some external object or process of nature, or for my sake I could also say like another human being is objectively confronting one. If I stand opposite another person in ordinary social life, I am related to that person through the inner kinship of the same human race, but I stand opposite him objectively. I must face my previous incarnations as objectively as another person if I want to perceive them in truth. Then one learns to recognize with the soul-spiritual, which is embodied in the present earthly body, the actual, true I, which goes through the repeated earthly lives.
Now the question seems to me to be this: Who is it actually, or what is it in man that now recognizes this true I that passes through the repeated earth lives, or which member in man is it? - This question itself, ladies and gentlemen, is not really a question that has any real, concrete content. It asks about the subject of cognition. This subject of cognition is precisely that I which is embodied in the present earthly life, which then soars up to cognition. The true I can only be attained by first embracing with one's consciousness that which is included in earthly life between birth and death; then one lives in the I on a certain level; one lives in this I, but one does not yet recognize the true I, which goes through many births and deaths. But through the methods I have described, this higher ego, which one carries in earthly life by bringing oneself to selflessness, is made capable of recognizing the true ego.
And remember: you change the subject during this path of cognition. Firstly, we are dealing with the ego that lives between birth and death; it does not yet recognize the true ego. Now this ego vibrates upwards and is initially the recognizer of the true ego, which goes through repeated earthly lives. In this way it actually identifies itself cognitively with the true I. Thus, by undergoing a metamorphosis, this higher ego is raised into the true ego. And then, when it is elevated into the true I, it can only recognize the true I.
So we cannot ask: “Who or what recognizes in man?”, but we must say: "What recognizes in man in ordinary life is in itself already made into another I, it goes through a metamorphosis, in that it rises from imagination through inspiration to intuition. But then it is a transformed ego for cognition. But the transformation is there precisely in order to reach the true self.