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Course for Young Doctors
Easter Course
GA 316

21 April 1924, Dornach

Lecture I

In the gathering held here just after the Christmas Course we turned our attention to things that can deepen medicine in an esoteric sense. And we tried—to the extent to which this is possible in such brief meetings—to penetrate into the esotericism of medicine, in the way that is suitable for younger medical aspirants today. In formulae for further contemplation and elaboration, we received things that can quicken the sense for medicine and emphasis was laid upon the necessity of having this sense for medicine.

I picture to myself that you have worked upon these things for a time, my dear friends. Naturally, my idea of this work is not that people sit down and ponder about such things theoretically, but that from time to time, when the inner need is felt, they let these things work upon and develop the soul. It was inevitable, from the very way in which these things came before us, that one perfectly definite fact should emerge—a fact which I believe to be of importance for our gathering now. Because of the very concentrated form in which the esoteric things were given at the first gathering, one or another, to a greater or lesser degree, must have realized that it was necessary to face certain inner difficulties. The purpose of esoteric teachings is not always to make life as easy as possible for us. In a certain respect the opposite is certainly the case. They are also there in order to make life more difficult, to make us realize the difficulties of understanding the world, of really getting to know the world and human beings. So that when we become alive to these difficulties, we take the opposite path of development from that which is so often taken in our civilization today. We take the opposite to a superficial path of development. It is only by becoming alive to the difficulties existing as between the outside world and the human being that a person can be deepened in soul. I think, therefore, the best way now will be if, bearing these inner difficulties in mind, you will bring them forward in the form of questions and we will then make matters that can really promote the development of our subject into the theme of our discussions. I would ask you, to begin with, to tell me what inner and outer difficulties have arisen in your own circle. Difficulties will have arisen both for the practitioner and for the student. There are a number among you who are now approaching the end of their studies; they will have found quite specific difficulties and we will try to find their solution. All of you have received the first circular letter and you will have realized that in connection with definite questions there is a very great deal to say. I would like to ask if any question, definite or indefinite, has arisen, for such questions will surely lead us further. In this way we shall get away more from theoretical study and reach matters which lie in the realm of actual experience.

Question: A participant asked about the course of the year, the Calendar of the Soul, definite constellations of the stars and whether one must be consciously aware of these.

That is not essential. You mean observation of the constellations as they are at a particular time. It is, of course, a help if one is able to look at the visible constellations. But if I have understood you aright you mean: How are things, really, if we allow the formulae we have been given to work upon the soul? These things work through their own inherent mantric power; orientation in the outer world according to the stars can, of course, be a help but you must remember the following. Take the most striking example of a human-cosmic relationship that can still be observed today, namely the menses. It is obvious that they are determined cosmically yet they are not so determined in the present epoch. They were cosmically determined in a much earlier phase of cosmic evolution in which our earth was also involved. Then, in the course of time, they became independent, were emancipated from the external cosmos, so that nowadays there is no direct dependence. Therefore, one cannot say nowadays that the phases of the moon are coincident with menstruation. This cannot be said. But it is certainly true to say that there was once a time when the one coincided with the other; then they separated. The moon phases exist on their own. Menstruation takes its own independent course. Here is one example of separation. The other that I will mention is not governed by the phases of the moon but by the daily phases of the moon. Ebb and flow were once coincident with certain influences of the moon. Again there was separation. The moon is on its own, ebb and flow on their own.

These things also hold good in the working of mantric power. Mantric power is certainly of such a nature that what happens in the human being as a result of it was at one time coincident with cosmic processes, but separation has now taken place, so that a proper orientation is necessary. If we want this help from the outside world we must say to ourselves first of all: What is to happen in the inner being is inscribed in the cosmos. But in contemplating this we must make ourselves inwardly independent and be able to experience inwardly and quite on our own, emancipated from the cosmic happenings. Therefore it is not unconditionally necessary to reckon with the constellations of the stars in the working of a mantram. Equally it cannot be a question of the menses being regulated according to the external phases of the moon, because the menses have become a process of the world of nature. Today it is the case that the whole of our inner life that is to be influenced by mantrams must take place in emancipation from the outer cosmos.

In connection with other subjects I have often had to speak of this as the difference between Eastern and Western esotericism. The whole standpoint of the oriental is this: the human being has come forth from the cosmos, he must return there, he must be united with the cosmos again. Think of the posture of the Buddha. It is a return to earlier conditions. This is shown by the Buddha's whole posture, the crossing of the legs one over the other, the elimination of the limb structures. The position of the arms, too, is such that the whole relationship to the earth is paralyzed. We see how the human being again members himself into the cosmos. He goes back again. So it is, in reality, with the whole of Eastern esotericism. It is a going backwards. Our Western esotericism can only be a going forward, an ever-increasing emancipation. For this reason it is not so inwardly comfortable and when applied in certain domains particularly it does not make for inner ease.

Of course, if you have some specific, pathological condition before you, and when you look at the constellations you find, for example, that the condition definitely set in when Saturn was in opposition to the moon, this naturally has a certain significance. For if you now come as a healer with Saturn and moon, that is to say, in earthly terms, with lead and silver, saying: I will apply the lead cosmically and the silver in the earthly form, trying to pulverize it, to dissolve it; I will change it into the earthly form, thereby producing the same constellation that is expressed in the heavens in the opposition to the moon, then you can heal in the sense of the cosmic forces. But at the same time you bring the human being into a condition which throws him back into earlier stages of evolution. Whereas if you take your start directly from the given earthly state—the connection of the human being with lead, with silver—then you are working in something that is in a process of emancipating itself within the human being and you are looking not into the past but into the future. In this case you will certainly be doing something similar, but you get at it from within, by getting to know the nature of the lead and the silver, realizing that the lead works as substance, the silver through what it actually becomes when it is broken into pieces, dissolved, resolved into atoms. But you are comparing it with the human nature that is already emancipated, not with the cosmos. This is the way in which one must proceed. Therefore it may certainly be a help to think about the actual constellations of the stars. But to begin with, we shall have to use all our power to lend ourselves to the inner activation of soul by the mantric formulae we have been given, and seek for everything more from within.

Question: What must I do out of the ego when I am meditating?

From out of the ego? Meditation consists, does it not, in the following. As a modern person you feel that you must understand every sentence. This is emphatically an activity of the ego in the present incarnation. Everything you do intellectually is an activity of the ego. In the present incarnation the intellect predominates and everything else is overshadowed by the ego, works upwards at the most like a dream, and is unconscious. In contrast with this, meditation means elimination of this intellectual striving and, to begin with, taking the content of the meditation just as it is given—purely according to the sounds of the words. When you approach the content of the meditation intellectually you bring your ego into movement before you absorb the meditation, for you think about the content; it is outside you. If you let the meditation be present in your consciousness just exactly as it is given, not cogitating over it at all but simply letting it be in your consciousness, then your ego is working in you not from the present incarnation but from the past. You hold the intellect still, simply transporting yourself into the word-content which you hear inwardly, not outwardly; you transport yourself into this word-content and as you do so your inner being works within the content of the meditation—the inner being which is not that of the present incarnation. But thereby the content of meditation becomes—not something for you to understand merely—but something that works within you in reality; so that finally you become aware of: Now I have experienced something I was unaware of earlier.

Take a simple meditation which I have often given: “Wisdom lives in the Light.” If we think about this we can extract many very clever things but equally frightfully stupid things from it. “Wisdom lives in the Light” is there in order to be heard inwardly. When you hear this inwardly that within you which listens does not come from your present incarnation but what you have brought with you from former earthly lives. It is this that thinks and experiences, and after some time there lights up within you something you did not know before, that you cannot think out with your own intellect. Inwardly you are much further than your intellect. Your intellect contains only a tiny extract of what is really there.

After all, you must take what is given in Anthroposophy absolutely concretely and objectively. Just think about the following: With the change of teeth the human being really renews his whole physical body. This must be taken as a fundamental fact. That the human being gets second teeth is really only the most external symptom of all, merely, a fragment of what is going on. Just as the so-called milk teeth are replaced, so is the whole human organism replaced. After the change of teeth, so far as his physical substance is

concerned, the human being is entirely new in comparison to what he was when he was born. The modern view which jumbles everything together is that the human being is born, passes through a metamorphosis with the change of teeth and then goes on developing. It is not like this. The truth is that when the human being comes physically into the world he has, as well as the so-called milk teeth, a body that is a product of hereditary development. He has received a body that is the product of what is contained in the whole line of ancestry. The physical body of the first seven years—if we express it in figures—comes from here. From the seventh to the fourteenth year the human being has a body, too, but this body has not been produced from the first by transformation. What the human being has brought with him to the earth has intervened here.

Picture it as follows: the human being has had his body. This body which has come to him from the line of heredity is a model; he has it as a model. Into this body he takes earthly substance. If he were to work only with the forces he brings with him from pre-earthly existence he would elaborate this earthly substance which he takes into his body in the first seven years into quite a different form. He would call forth quite a different form. He does not come at birth with the tendency to give form to a being with eyes, ears, nose, like the being who stands on the earth. He enters with the tendency to structure the human being in such a way that very little is structured by way of the head through his pre-earthly being; it is especially upon everything else that the greatest care is expended. What is stunted in the embryonic life is developed in the astral, in the ego organization. Of the physical embryo, therefore, we must say: Physical nature in the embryo is developed in a wonderful way but the pre-earthly human being has very little indeed to do with it. On the other hand the pre-earthly human being plays the very greatest part in all that lies around the embryo. It lives in what is demolished in the physical world, amnion, chorion, and so on. Within this lives the pre-earthly man.

You can picture it rather like this. To begin with, the cosmos is copied. This is what the human being wants, in reality, to do when he has come down from the pre-earthly into earthly existence. Why does he not do it? Because a model is already provided. And in accordance with this model, with the substances received, he transforms the pre-earthly during the first seven years of life. His inherent tendency would be to form a more spherical being, a being organized into a sphere. This is transformed in accordance with the model and so the pre-earthly forces work out this second physical man who is there from the seventh to the fourteenth years, but to begin with, by adhering to the model which comes from the forces of heredity.

There, you see, you have two, actually distinguishable entities of forces in the human being. How can you understand these force entities? Take, with the outlook and feeling of the physician, the book Occult Science and read where the earth's evolution is spoken of. At first there is a Saturn evolution, then a Sun evolution. If you follow the description of the Earth evolution you will find that until the separation of the sun, sun, moon and earth were one, combined together in one. Afterwards there is a separation of earth and sun, earth and moon. Up to the middle of this evolution, therefore, the human being lives in the cosmos. He lives in sun and moon just as he lives in the earth. After the separation of the sun he lives outside the sun; after the separation of the moon, outside the moon. Until the separation of the sun, therefore, the cosmic forces were working upon man's nature; those forces, too, which are today outside the earth in the moon and in the sun were working in the human being because he belonged to the world in which the sun and moon were still present. There followed for the human being an evolution during which sun and moon were outside.

There was a phase of evolution which contained within it all that today is both earthly and of the nature of sun and moon; later on, the extra-earthly emancipated itself from the earthly. The earthly went on along its own path, it dried up, hardened, became physical—and you find this today in the stream of heredity; it has densified within the stream of heredity. What the human being has received since the separation of the moon and sun lies in the forces working in from the cosmos. That is the point. So that in the model that is received in order that the second man may be elaborated, you have a model that really represents a primeval, artistic principle given by father and mother, originating when sun and moon were still united with the earth. It was then that the forces which really give the human being his earthly configuration were developed. For you will readily understand that the configuration of the human being is an earthly one. Try to think of the being of man entirely removed from the earth. What could be done with it? You would be extremely unhappy if after death you were to make use of anything like legs. Legs have purpose only when the earth's forces of attraction pass through them, when the legs are within the sphere of the earth's forces of attraction. Legs—and arms and hands, too—have meaning and purpose only on the earth. So that a whole section of the human organism, in the way it is developed, has purpose only when we are earthly man. What we are as Earthly man has no meaning so far as the cosmos is concerned. Therefore when we come to the earth as beings of spirit and soul, our wish, to begin with, is to form quite a different organization. We want to build a sphere and to generate all kinds of configurations within this sphere, but we have no wish for this being with whom the cosmos itself can do nothing. This being is given us as a model and we build up the second man in accordance with this model.

In the first life-period, therefore, there is a perpetual struggle between what comes from us out of the previous incarnation and what comes from hereditary development; the two elements fight with each other. The illnesses of childhood are the expression of this fight. Just think how intimately the whole inner being of soul and spirit is bound up with the physical organization during early childhood. When the second teeth appear you can see how they push up against the first, how they still have tussles with each other, and in this same way the whole second man has tussles with the first. But within the second man there is the super-earthly being; in the first a foreign, earthly model. These two work into one another and if you observe this inter-working truly you can see how, if the inner man, who as a being of soul and spirit was present in pre-earthly existence, has too much the upper hand for a time, working into the physical very strongly and having, willy nilly, to adjust itself by dint of effort to the model, that it damages the model by striking up against it everywhere, saying: I want to get this particular form out of you—then the fight expresses itself as scarlet fever. If the inner man is tender, so that there is a continual shrinking back, a wish to mold the in-taken substances more in accordance with their own nature, and resistance is put up to the model, the struggle comes out as measles. What is, in reality, a mutual struggle expresses itself in the illnesses of childhood. Moreover, it is only possible to understand truly what comes later if these things can be properly reckoned with.

It is, of course, very easy for the materialists to say that all this is stupid, because children still retain a likeness to their parents after the change of teeth and not only up till that time. Such talk is nonsense. The fact is that one being is weaker, directs himself more in accordance with the forces of heredity, builds up the second man with a greater resemblance to the model. This naturally comes out in the appearance, but the same thing has been going on when the being has adjusted itself more in accordance with the model. On the other hand, there are human beings who after the change of teeth become very unlike what they were before. In such cases what comes from the pre-earthly life of soul and spirit is strong and they adhere less to the model. We have therefore simply to see these things in their right connection.

The following, too, must be remembered. Everything that has to be taken in must, in the first place, be taken in by the child and elaborated inwardly in such a way that the ego and astral body enter into intimate contact with the foodstuffs. Later on this need not be the case any longer. The human being is never afterwards in the position of being so strongly compelled to work out, according to a model, something that is independent as is the case during the first seven years of life. During those years he must work up in his ego and astral body everything he takes in; he must work it up in such a way that it can be molded in accordance with the model. This process must be helped; and the world has arranged for it, inasmuch as milk is able to bear a very great resemblance indeed to an etheric structure. Milk is a substance which really still has an etheric body and because this substance, when it is taken by the child, still works up into the etheric, the astral body is able at once to take hold of the milk and then there can arise the close inner contact between what is thus taken in and the astral body and ego organization. For this reason there is an inward, intimate connection in the child between the external foodstuffs and the inner organization of spirit and soul.

In the whole way in which the child drinks milk you can actually see how his astral body and his ego are taking hold of the milk you can see it with your very eyes. And now, as a physician, you must realize the remarkable process of working up what is going on. On the one side, meditate in mantrams, letting the mantram work upon you, freeing your forces of soul on the one hand; and on the other hand, meditate simply upon the child. Picture to yourself how the being of spirit and soul comes down and makes its way to the physical foodstuff, ignoring the model to begin with, and then picture what is going on between the being of spirit and soul and the foodstuff—a process that is now directed in accordance with the forms contained in the model. If you form a true picture of an excessively strong working of the spirit and soul, the picture crystallizes into that of scarlet fever. A picture of a too feeble working of the spirit and soul which wavers in the face of the model and becomes the picture of measles.If you picture these things in meditation you carry over ordinary meditation into medical meditation. It is dreadful that people today want to grasp everything with the intellect. In medicine really nothing can be grasped with the intellect. With the intellect one could at the very most grasp the diseases of the minerals—and there it is not a question of curing. Everything medical must be grasped by direct perception and the faculty for this has to be developed.

You cannot notice this process in a grown-up person. The digestive tract takes over the foodstuffs—it is a process transacted inwardly; whereas in the child, astral body and ego take over the foodstuffs. Unfinished forms of human nature have there to be directed and fashioned in accordance with the model. When you meditate upon the child, you see a mighty metamorphosis going on. You see the spirit and soul lighting up, as it were, and the in-taken foodstuffs cast into darkness and shadows; you see there how the second man is formed out of light and darkness, in colors, as it were. You see how the pre-earthly in man is a brightness and how the external foodstuffs are a darkening. In the child a brightness comes upon the darkness, a brightness that comes from the pre-earthly. The milk goes in as darkness. The brightness and the darkness together give rise to manifold colors. What is white in the physical is black in the spiritual; always the opposite.

These things make it possible for the ego to be active in quite another way than is usual in life. What a feeble effort it is that we make in the act of ordinary, intellectual thinking. Intellectual activity is man's greatest weakness. He simply carries one concept to another. But if you observe the child in the way now described you will meditate in such a manner that your ego organization is thoroughly involved in the effort.

These things, in their further course, must also be heeded in our pedagogy. In a school like the Waldorf School we have children between the ages of seven and fourteen. At this age things have changed. The second man has been developed. The child before us has been molded out of pre-earthly existence according to the model that has been cast off; forces of heredity, naturally, have remained in the child. They have been brought into the model, into the imitation of the model. The child is now much too unearthly. For now the forces that come from beyond the earth have worked on the child with special strength and the swing of the pendulum has gone to the opposite side. Formerly, this was externally visible in the human being; he was entirely the product of heredity. Now that which is to be seen externally has arisen entirely from within. It is the external world that has now to be mastered. What has hitherto worked without consideration for the earthly world, with consideration only for the human model, must direct itself to the outer world. Between the seventh and fourteenth years, astral body and ego organization must work in such a way that this super-earthly being is again adjusted to the external conditions of earth existence. This process has its culmination at puberty. At that age the human being is placed wholly within earthly conditions; he enters into his relationships with earthly conditions; the earthly is membered into his being. Therefore the element of greatest importance in the generation of the second man between the seventh and fourteenth years is what the human being brings with him from pre-earthly existence. For this reason his own specific karma only begins to work after puberty. Then the earthly works in. A culmination is reached at puberty and the third man now begins to develop.

The second man—so far as the substance is concerned—is thrown off and the third man is developed. The process does not reach so far as actual form, it only gets as far as life. If it were to get to form, we should get third teeth, because the human being is now governed by external conditions. Within these outer conditions it is the case that the human being again takes in what is extra-human. When he was being governed by the model he was directed entirely in accordance with the human. So long as he was governed by the model he was governed by something passed on by heredity. But in this there lies, in reality, something that is dried up. Since the separation of the sun it has really broken off from the root of his being and is dried up, withered. Therefore the forces of heredity contain the most pathological forces and when he is governed by the model the human being really absorbs innumerable causes of illness. He absorbs few such causes during the period after the change of teeth because then he is governed by the external world; climate, everything contained in the outer air, etc., are less harmful. Between the seventh and fourteenth years the human being is healthy; then again there begins a period when he is again susceptible.

All these conditions must be observed in such a way that you have the picture of man in your mind. If you have this picture of man in mind, then you also meditate rightly. Then you will be able to combine what you learn with what you meditate upon and what you have learned does not remain theory but becomes practice, because you uncover the power that enables you to perceive these things. This is what is so urgently needed today. It is impossible to achieve anything in medicine so long as we persist in thinking that evolution goes forward in a straight line. The human being is in reality constituted from separate streams of development which take their course in periods of seven years; what comes later is linked to what is earlier; it is not a one-sided continuation but different conditions are always intervening. Continuous evolution in this sense, where the earlier alone is the cause of the later, is only to be found in the mineral kingdom, less in the plant kingdom and least of all in the human kingdom.

Let us try to picture the plants. How do people proceed today when they picture the plants? There is the soil of the earth. The seed is pictured as being laid into the soil and then the plant grows out of this. People are naive enough to think as follows: Hydrogen is a very simple molecule, consisting of two atoms. All kinds of things are imagined to form combinations. Alcohol is certainly a very complicated molecule. Carbon is there combined with hydrogen and oxygen and then one has something more complex. And now there come still more complicated substances with more and more complicated molecules. There was a period during the eighties and nineties of the last century when the titles of these were very complicated, consisting of more than three lines in length. Yes, the molecule has become terribly complicated! And now still more so. Then it becomes a seed, and a seed is a most highly complicated combination. Then the plant grows out of the seed. But all this is nonsense. The basis of the seed formation is, in reality, that earthly matter tears itself away from the principle of structure and passes over into chaos, becomes chaotic, contains no more forces of matter in itself. Then, when no earthly structure is present, what is working out of the cosmos can assert itself. The cosmic declares its readiness to mirror the cosmic structure in the minute. In the seed formation the “nothingness” asserts itself over against the earthly and the cosmos works into the nothingness.

Frau Dr. Kolisko could tell you an interesting fact which entirely confirms this. During investigations into the function of the spleen we took small rabbits and excised the spleen. In spite of this the rabbits were quite well. They did not die of the operation, but a long time afterwards, from colds. It was quite possible to see how the rabbits live on without the spleen. When one of the rabbits died, we were able to see what had happened and in the place of the spleen there had appeared tissue which had assumed a decidedly spherical form. What had really happened? We had excised the physical spleen and by doing this had artificially driven earthly substance into chaos, made it accessible to the cosmic forces, and something resembling a seed formation had come into being. There had arisen, in an extremely primitive form, something that resembled the structure of a seed—an image of the cosmos. This quite harmless vivisection, therefore, confirmed a matter of great significance, for this is what appears to spiritual-scientific observation.

Take a quartz crystal. It is an earthly thing. Why? Why is the quartz crystal an earthly thing, retaining its form really in a very pedantic, rigid way? The quartz gets its form from an inner force and if you break it apart with a hammer the single parts always retain the tendency to be six-sided prisms, self-contained, six-sided pyramids. This tendency is present. You can as little rid the quartz of this tendency as you can get pedantry out of a man who is pedantic by nature. You may atomize a pedantic person, but he will still remain pedantic. The quartz does not allow itself to come to the point where the cosmos can do anything with its forces. Therefore the quartz has no life. If the quartz could be pulverized to such a degree that in the single fragments it no longer had the tendency to be governed, in the single fragment, by its own forces, something living and cosmic would grow out of the quartz. This is what happens in the formation of a seed. In the seed, matter is driven out to such a degree that the cosmos can intervene with its etheric forces. The world must be seen as a perpetual entering into chaos and again an emergence from chaos. What is contained in quartz also came at one time from the cosmos, but it remained at a standstill, has become Ahrimanic. It no longer exposes itself to the cosmic forces. As soon as anything enters into the realm of the living it must always pass through chaos.

This again is something which will help you to meditate in the sense of medicine. And you can also picture the developed plant—how it grows from leaf to leaf, and so on. You come to the formation of the seed in the fruit. Whereas you otherwise picture the seed plant as brightness it now becomes dark, quite dark. Then again comes the light, when the forces from outside take hold. In this way, too, you can make an imaginative picture from the being of the plant. When you are aware of an object which you call “plant”—then it is an imaginative meditation. You should not remain in the sphere of the intellectual but in the sphere of the concrete, inner picture. The intellectual element is merely there for the purpose of presenting what is known, in the form of thoughts.

Suppose you write down the word Menschenkind. This word is taken from something that has been perceived. Very well. The word Menschenkind reminds you of a Menschenkind (a human child). But suppose you take the word and say: I like the i, so I will put that first, I like the n, so I will put that next, then the sch and so on. You can put the word together in a different way but nothing that you can make anything of will come out of it. This is what people are doing with concepts all the time. The concept is only the spiritual term for the perception. People separate and combine concepts and think in acts of thinking. They do this, too, when they are observing the external world. They cover up observation with thinking and so they live today outside reality. This is possible as long as one is working with the science that stands outside reality, with geometry and arithmetic. But if we want to go in for medicine we cannot stand outside reality. If we do, then we also stand outside reality in medical practice itself.

Erster Vortrag

Meine lieben Freunde!

Wir haben in derjenigen Zusammenkunft, die wir im Anschluß an den Weihnachtskurs hier gehalten haben, sozusagen auf uns wirken lassen dasjenige, was die Medizin esoterisch vertiefen kann. Und natürlich in der Art, wie dies in einer so kurzen Zusammenkunft geschehen kann, haben wir versucht, einen möglichst starken Eingang in das Esoterische der Medizin zu gewinnen, wie es gerade für den jüngeren medizinisch Strebenden heute angemessen erscheint. Wir haben auch in einzelnen Formeln dasjenige in uns aufgenommen zur weiteren Verarbeitung, was hervorrufen kann medizinische Gesinnung, und wir haben ja betont, wie nötig das ist, was medizinische Gesinnung ist. Nun stelle ich mir vor, meine lieben Freunde, daß Ihr eine Zeitlang diese Dinge innerlich verarbeitet habt. Ich stelle mir natürlich diese Arbeit nicht so vor, daß man sitzt und diese Dinge theoretisch bearbeitet, sondern daß man ab und zu, wenn das innere Bedürfnis dazu vorhanden ist, die Dinge auf die Seele wirken läßt und die Seele sich weiter entwickeln läßt. Nun, gerade in der Art, wie diese Dinge damals an uns herangetreten sind, mußte sich eine ganz bestimmte Tatsache herausstellen, die, wie ich glaube, jetzt für die Zusammenkunft von Bedeutung ist. Es mußte durch die starke Art des Zusammendrängens der damals gegebenen esoterischen Sachen in gewissem Sinne bei dem einen oder dem andern mehr oder weniger das Bedürfnis entstehen, auf gewisse innere Schwierigkeiten hinzuschauen. Es sind die Dinge, die esoterisch gegeben werden, nicht immer dazu da, um uns das Leben möglichst leicht zu machen, sondern es ist schon in gewisser Weise das Gegenteil der Fall. Sie sind schon auch dazu da, um uns das Leben zu erschweren, uns in Schwierigkeiten des Weltauffassens, des Weltempfindens, des Menschenempfindens hineinzutragen, indem wir dann, wenn wir auf diese Schwierigkeiten aufmerksam werden, das Gegenteil von demjenigen Entwickelungsweg machen, der heute so vielfach innerhalb unserer Zivilisation gemacht wird, nämlich das Gegenteil eines oberflächlichen Entwickelungsweges. Nur wenn man auf die zwischen der Außenwelt und dem Menschen gegebenen Schwierigkeiten aufmerksam wird, kann man in der Seele sich vertiefen, und deshalb meine ich, wird es diesmal der beste Weg sein, den wir durchmachen können, wenn Ihr Euch auf diese inneren Schwierigkeiten besinnt, diese vorbringt in Form von Fragen und wir dann dasjenige, was eigentlich fördernd für die weitere Entwickelung unserer Sache ist, zum Gegenstand der Besprechung machen. Ich würde zunächst bitten, daß mir gesagt würde aus Eurem eigenen Kreis heraus, welche inneren oder äußeren Schwierigkeiten sich ergeben haben. Dem Praktiker werden sich Schwierigkeiten ergeben haben, dem Studierenden werden sich Schwierigkeiten ergeben haben. Es sind eine Anzahl unter uns, die jetzt im Abschluß ihrer Studien stehen, denen werden sich ganz besondere Schwierigkeiten ergeben haben. Das werden wir zur Lösung bringen, indem eben diese Lösung gesucht werden kann. Alle haben auch den ersten Rundbrief bekommen und werden gesehen haben, daß in Anknüpfung an ganz bestimmte Fragen sehr viel doch zu sagen ist. Ich möchte fragen, ob irgendwie doch eine Frage auftaucht, sie kann so bestimmt oder unbestimmt sein, wir werden dann schon an der Frage zu weiterem kommen. Aber wir kommen dadurch mehr aus dem Vortragsmäßigen in das Erlebbare hinein, wenn solche Fragen auftauchen.

Ernst Harmstorf: Fragt nach dem Jahreslauf, Seelenkalender, bestimmten Konstellationen der Sterne.

Das ist nicht nötig. Sie meinen die Beobachtungen der Konstellationen der Sterne? — Ja. - Nun nicht wahr, es ist eine Unterstützung, wenn man die beobachtbare Konstellation der Sterne ins Bewußtsein hereinbekommen kann. Aber Sie meinen doch,wenn ich Sie richtig verstanden habe, wie sich die Sache richtig verhält, wenn wir das, was wir als Formeln bekommen haben, auf die Seele wirken lassen. Das wirkt durch seine eigene mantrische Kraft, und das Sich-Orientieren im Äußeren der Sterne kann allerdings eine Unterstützung sein, aber Sie müssen das Folgende bedenken. Nicht wahr, nehmen Sie das allereklatanteste Beispiel eines menschlich-kosmischen Zusammenhanges, der heute noch beobachtet werden kann. Das ist der Verlauf der Menses. Die verlaufen so, daß sie deutlich zeigen, sie sind kosmisch bedingt, aber nicht in der gegenwärtigen Zeit kosmisch bedingt, sondern sie sind kosmisch bedingt in einer viel früheren kosmischen Entwickelung, an der auch unsere Erde teilgenommen hat. Dann haben sie sich im Laufe der Zeit in sich selber abgeschlossen, emanzipiert von dem äußeren Kosmos, so daß jetzt nicht eine unmittelbare Abhängigkeit besteht, so daß man jetzt nicht sagen kann: Mondphasen = Menses. Das kann man nicht sagen. Dagegen kann man wohl sagen: Es war einmal ein Punkt, wo das eine mit dem andern identisch war, dann sind sie auseinandergegangen. Die Mondphasen sind für sich, die Menses sind für sich. Das ist die eine Gliederung. Das andere ist dieses, was sich nicht nach den größeren Mondphasen richtet, sondern nach den täglichen Mondphasen. Ebbe und Flut waren identisch mit demjenigen, was durch den Mond vorgeht. Wiederum hat es sich getrennt. Der Mond geht für sich, Ebbe und Flut gehen für sich. Diese Dinge sind auch maßgebend für die Wirkung des Mantrischen. Das Mantrische ist durchaus so da, daß dasjenige, was dadurch im Menschen vorgeht, einmal identisch war mit dem Vorgang im Kosmos, und die Spaltung hat nun eben so stattgefunden, so daß man erst die richtige Orientierung haben muß. Wenn man nun diese Unterstützung von außen haben will, dann muß man sich erst sagen: Es ist aufgeschrieben im Kosmos, was im Inneren vorgehen soll. - Aber man muß sich, wenn man sich darauf besinnt, innerlich unabhängig machen und denselben Verlauf innerlich für sich, emanzipiert von dem kosmischen Verlauf, erleben können. Daher ist es nicht unbedingt notwendig, daß bei der Wirkung eines Mantrams die Sternkonstellationen berücksichtigt werden, ebenso wie es überhaupt nicht in Frage kommen kann, daß die Menses nach der äußeren Mondstellung geregelt werden können, weil sie naturhaft geworden sind. Ebenso ist es heute bereits so, daß unser ganzer innerlicher durch Mantren bedingter Verlauf emanzipiert vom äußeren Kosmos verlaufen muß. Das ist das, was ich schon öfter für andere Gebiete auseinandersetzen mußte als Unterschied zwischen orientaler und okzidentaler Esoterik. Der Orientale steht ganz auf dem Standpunkt, der Mensch ist herausgekommen aus dem Kosmos, er muß wieder zurück, er muß sich wieder anschließen. Nehmen Sie die Buddha-Stellung. Sie ist ein Zurückgehen in frühere Verhältnisse. Durch die ganze Buddha-Stellung geht das hervor, durch das Übereinanderschlagen der Beine, die Ausschließung der Gliedmaßen. Es ist auch die Stellung der Arme so, daß das ganze Verhältnis zur Erde lahmgelegt wird. Was emanzipiert vom Kosmos, wird lahmgelegt. Man sieht, wie der Mensch sich wieder zurück eingliedert in den Kosmos. Er geht wieder zurück. Und so ist eigentlich die ganze orientalische Esoterik. Sie ist ein Rückwärtsgehen. Unsere abendländische Esoterik kann nur ein Vorwärtsgehen sein, ein immer mehr SichEmanzipieren. Daher ist sie nicht so innerlich bequem, und besonders, wenn sie auf bestimmte Gebiete angewendet werden soll, ist sie nicht so innerlich bequem. Natürlich, wenn Sie, sagen wir, etwas bestimmtes Pathologisches vorliegen haben und Sie sehen sich die Sternkonstellation an, sehen, daß der Fall ausgesprochen eingetreten ist, wenn, sagen wir, Saturn in Opposition zum Mond steht, so hat das natürlich schon eine gewisse Bedeutung. Denn wenn Sie jetzt heilend herankommen mit Saturn-Mond, das heißt irdisch gesprochen: Blei-Silber — nicht wahr, Saturn = Blei, Mond = Silber -, und sich sagen, Blei verwende ich kosmisch, wie es kosmisch geworden ist in der Erde, das Silber verwende ich irdisch, indem ich versuche, es zu pulverisieren, versuche, es zu lösen, also ich ändere es ins Irdische und rufe dadurch dieselbe Konstellation hervor, die himmlisch ausgedrückt ist durch die Opposition zum Mond, dann können Sie heilen im Sinne der kosmischen Kräfte. Aber zu gleicher Zeit bringen Sie den Menschen in eine Lage hinein, die ihn zurückwirft in frühere menschliche Entwickelungsstadien, während, wenn Sie einfach direkt ausgehen von demjenigen, was irdisch gegeben ist - der Zusammenhang des Menschen mit dem Blei, mit dem Silber -, Sie schon in einem sich im Menschen Emanzipierenden drinnen stehen, und Sie schauen nicht in die Vergangenheit, sondern in die Zukunft. In diesem Fall werden Sie durchaus sogar etwas Ähnliches machen, aber Sie bekommen es von innen dadurch, daß Sie die Natur des Bleies und des Silbers kennenlernen, daß Sie wissen, Blei wirkt substantiell, Silber durch das, was es eigentlich wird, wenn es zertrümmert, gelöst, also in Atome aufgelöst wird. Aber Sie vergleichen es mit der schon emanzipierten Menschennatur, nicht mit dem Kosmos. In dieser Weise muß man schon die Einstellung finden; deshalb kann es schon eine Hilfe sein, sich auf die wirklichen Sternkonstellationen zu besinnen, aber zunächst wird man alle Kraft aufwenden müssen, um die eigene innere Seelenimpulsierung desjenigen, was als mantrische Formeln wir gehabt haben, auf sich wirken zu lassen und mehr alles aus dem Inneren heraus zu suchen.

Ilse Knauer: Was muß ich vom Ich aus tun, wenn ich eine Meditation mache?

Sie meinen vom Ich aus? Nun, nicht wahr, die Meditation besteht aus folgendem: Als moderner Mensch haben Sie jedem Satz gegenüber das Gefühl, Sie müssen ihn verstehen. Das ist eine ausgesprochene Tätigkeit des Ich in der gegenwärtigen Inkarnation. Alles dasjenige, was Sie intellektuell tun, ist eine ausgesprochene Betätigung des Ich. Der Intellekt ist in der gegenwärtigen Inkarnation [vorherrschend] und alles übrige ist vom Ich zugedeckt, wirkt höchstens traumhaft hinauf und ist unbewußt. Dagegen heißt nun meditieren: ausschalten dieses intellektuelle Streben und den Meditationsinhalt zunächst so nehmen, wie er gegeben ist, rein, ich möchte sagen zunächst dem Wortlaute nach, so daß Sie, wenn Sie intellektuell an den Meditationsinhalt herangehen, bevor Sie den Meditationsinhalt in sich aufnehmen, Ihr Ich in Bewegung bringen, denn Sie denken nach über den Meditationsinhalt, Sie haben ihn außer sich. Wenn Sie den Meditationsinhalt, einfach wie er gegeben ist, in Ihrem Bewußtsein anwesend sein lassen, gar nicht nachdenken, sondern im Bewußtsein anwesend sein lassen, dann arbeitet in Ihnen nicht Ihr Ich aus der gegenwärtigen Inkarnation, sondern das aus der vergangenen. Sie halten stille den Intellekt; Sie versetzen sich einfach in den Wortinhalt, den Sie innerlich, nicht äußerlich hören, als Wortinhalt hören. In das versetzen Sie sich, und indem Sie sich in das versetzen, arbeitet im Meditationsinhalt Ihr innerer Mensch, der nicht derjenige ist der gegenwärtigen Inkarnation. Dadurch aber wird der Meditationsinhalt nicht zu etwas, was Sie verstehen sollen, sondern das real in Ihnen wirkt und so real in Ihnen arbeitet, daß Sie zuletzt gewahr werden, jetzt habe ich etwas erlebt, was ich früher nicht erleben konnte. Nehmen Sie einen einfachen Meditationsinhalt, den ich oftmals gegeben habe: «Weisheit lebt im Licht.» Nun, nicht wahr, wenn man darüber nachdenkt, kann man darüber furchtbar viel Gescheites, aber ebensoviel furchtbar Törichtes herausbekommen. Er ist da, um innerlich gehört zu werden: «Weisheit lebt im Licht.» Da paßt in Ihnen auf, wenn Sie ihn so innerlich hören, dasjenige, was da ist, nicht aus der gegenwärtigen Inkarnation, sondern dasjenige, was Sie sich mitgebracht haben aus früheren Erdenleben. Und das denkt und das empfindet, und es leuchtet auf nach einiger Zeit in Ihnen etwas, was Sie früher nicht gewußt haben, was Sie auch nicht aus Ihrem eigenen Intellekt heraus denken können. Sie sind innerlich viel weiter als Ihr Intellekt ist. Der enthält nur einen kleinen Ausschnitt dessen, was da ist.

Sie müssen schon die Dinge, die sonst in der Anthroposophie gegeben werden, recht konkret, recht gegenständlich nehmen. Bedenken Sie doch das Folgende. Der Mensch erneuert mit dem Zahnwechsel eigentlich seinen ganzen physischen Leib. Diese Tatsache muß als eine fundamentale Tatsache genommen werden. Daß der Mensch zweite Zähne bekommt, ist ja nur das alleräußerste Symptom, nur ein Stück dessen, was vorgeht. So, wie die sogenannten Milchzähne ersetzt werden, wird der ganze menschliche Organismus ersetzt, so daß der Mensch nach dem Zahnwechsel seiner physischen Substanz nach ein ganz neuer ist gegenüber dem, der er war, als er geboren wurde. Die heutige Anschauung, die alles durcheinander muddelt, die denkt nun, der Mensch ist geboren worden, da macht er den Zahnwechsel durch eine Metamorphose durch, dann entwickelt er sich weiter.

So ist es nicht. Die Sache ist so: Der Mensch hat einschließlich der sogenannten Milchzähne, wenn er physisch zur Welt kommt, einen Körper, der ein Ergebnis der Vererbungsentwickelung ist. Er hat einen Körper bekommen, der das Ergebnis ist desjenigen, was in der ganzen Reihe der Aszendenten liegt. Daher kommt der physische Körper der ersten sieben Jahre, wenn wir es in Zahlen ausdrücken. Vom siebenten bis vierzehnten Jahre hat der Mensch auch einen Körper, der ist aber nicht hervorgegangen durch eine Umwandlung aus dem ersten, da hat eingegriffen dasjenige, was der Mensch sich mitgebracht hat auf die Erde. Nun müssen Sie sich die Sache so vorstellen. Der Mensch hat seinen Körper gehabt. Dieser Körper, den er aus der Vererbungslinie heraus hat, der ist ein Modell, den hat er als Modell. Nun nimmt er die irdische Substanz in diesen Körper hinein. Diese irdische Substanz, die der Mensch in seinen Körper hineinnimmt in den ersten sieben Jahren, die würde er zu einer ganz andern Form verarbeiten, wenn er nur arbeiten würde nach den Kräften, die er sich mitbringt aus dem vorirdischen Dasein. Er würde eine ganz andere Wesensgestalt hervorrufen. Er kommt nicht hinein, wenn er geboren wird, mit der Tendenz, einen solchen Menschen zu gestalten mit Augen, Ohren, Nase, wie der ist, der auf der Erde steht. Er kommt hinein mit der Tendenz, den Menschen so zu gestalten, daß er im Grunde genommen sehr wenig durch seine vorirdische Wesenheit vom Kopf aus gestaltet wird. Gerade auf das übrige wird die größte Sorgfalt verwendet. Das, was im Embryonalleben verkümmert ist, wird ausgebildet im Astralischen, in der Ich-Organisation, so daß man, wenn man den physischen Embryo hat, sagen muß: Dieses Physische im Embryo, das ist allerdings wunderbar ausgebildet, aber daran hat der vorirdische Mensch zunächst den wenigsten Anteil. — Dagegen hat der Mensch, der vorirdische Mensch den größten Anteil an alldem, was rund herum ist. Dadrinnen lebt der vorirdische Mensch, in dem, was im Physischen eigentlich abgebaut wird und als Abgebautes, Chorion, Amnion und so weiter, weggeht. Dadrinnen lebt der vorirdische Mensch. Nun können Sie, wenn Sie es sich schematisch vorstellen, es sich so vorstellen, daß zunächst Kosmisches nachgebildet wird. Das will eigentlich der Mensch machen, wenn er heruntersteigt aus dem vorirdischen in das irdische Dasein. Warum macht er es nicht? Weil ein Modell gegeben ist. Und nach diesem Modell arbeitet er nun mit den aufgenommenen Substanzen während der ersten sieben Jahre das Vorirdische um. Er möchte eigentlich ein mehr Kugeliges gestalten und einen kugelig organisierten Menschen hervorrufen. Das wird umgearbeitet nach dem Modell. Und so arbeitet das Vorirdische diesen zweiten physischen Menschen, der dann vom siebenten bis vierzehnten Jahre da ist, heraus aus den vorirdischen Kräften, zunächst aber, indem er sich an das Modell hält, das von den Vererbungskräften herkommt.

Nun sehen Sie, da haben Sie zwei auch wirklich unterscheidbare Kraftentitäten im Menschen. Wie können Sie diese Kraftentitäten verstehen? Nehmen Sie sich jetzt zur Hand mit dem Blick und mit dem Empfinden des Mediziners den Umriß der «Geheimwissenschaft» und lesen Sie darin da, wo von der Erdentwickelung die Rede ist, wie man es zuerst zu tun hatte mit einer Saturnentwickelung, dann mit einer Sonnenentwickelung, dann mit einer Mondentwickelung, mit einer Erdentwickelung und so weiter. Wenn Sie dort die Beschreibung dieser Entwickelung verfolgen, werden Sie sich sagen müssen: bis zur Sonne herüber ist alles eins; da ist Sonne, Mond und Erde eins, sind zusammen in eins. Eine Trennung von Erde und Sonne, eine Trennung von Erde und Mond kommt erst da, so daß also bis in die Mitte dieser Entwickelung der Mensch im Kosmos lebt. Er lebt in Sonne und Mond sowie in der Erde. Er lebt dann nach der Sonnentrennung außerhalb der Sonne, nach der Mondentrennung außerhalb des Mondes. Nun, auf die menschliche Natur wirkten also bis zur Sonnentrennung die kosmischen Kräfte, auch diejenigen, die heute außerhalb der Erde sind, im Mond, in der Sonne. Sie wirkten im Menschen, weil der Mensch angehörte dieser Welt, in der noch Sonne und Mond darinnen waren. Dann kam eine Entwickelung für den Menschen, die so vor sich ging, daß eben Sonne und Mond draußen sind.

Aber nun ist es so: Nehmen Sie an, hier ist eine Entwickelung, die in sich enthält alles dasjenige, was heute irdisch ist und auch dasjenige, was sonnen- und mondhaft ist; später emanzipiert sich das, was außerirdisch ist, von dem, was irdisch ist. Das, was irdisch ist, ging nun weiter in seiner eigenen Linie; es vertrocknete, es verhärtete, verphysizierte, und das finden Sie heute in der Vererbungsströmung, das ist grob geworden in der Vererbungsströmung. Das, was er [der Mensch] angenommen hat nach der Trennung von Sonne und Mond, finden Sie in dem, was er verdankt dem Hereinwirken der Kräfte aus dem Kosmos — das ist die Sache -, so daß Sie also ein Modell bekommen für das Erarbeiten Ihres zweiten Menschen, ein Modell, das eigentlich ein uraltes Künstlerisches darstellt, was Ihnen Vater und Mutter geben, das entstehen konnte, als noch Sonne und Mond mit der Erde verbunden waren. Da bildeten sich die Kräfte heraus, die eigentlich dem Menschen seine irdische Konfiguration geben, denn Sie werden leicht begreifen, diese menschliche Konfiguration ist eine irdische. Denken Sie sich einmal weg von der Erde mit der menschlichen Wesenheit. Was wollen Sie mit ihr dann anfangen? Sie wären höchst unglücklich, wenn Sie nach dem Tode so etwas wie Beine gebrauchen sollten. Beine haben nur einen Sinn, wenn durch sie die Anziehungskräfte der Erde gehen, wenn wir die Beine hineinbringen in die Anziehungskräfte der Erde, Beine haben nur für die Erde eine Bedeutung, ebenso Arme und Hände. Also ein ganzer Teil der Organisation hat nur einen Sinn, so wie er ausgebildet wird, wenn wir Erdenmenschen sind. Was wir sind als Erdenmenschen, hat keinen Sinn gegenüber dem Kosmos. Daher, indem wir ankommen auf der Erde als geistig-seelische Wesen, wollen wir eben eine ganz andere Organisation bilden. Wir wollen einen Umkreis bilden, wir wollen in diesem Umkreis allerlei Konfigurationen hervorrufen, aber wir wollen nicht diesen Menschen, mit dem man im Kosmos nichts anfangen könnte. Der wird uns nun als Modell gegeben und wir richten den zweiten Menschen nach diesem Modell ein.

Daher hat man es zu tun in dieser ersten Lebenszeit des Menschen mit einem fortwährenden Kampf desjenigen, was von uns aus dem vorigen Leben kommt und demjenigen, was aus der Vererbungsentwickelung kommt. Das kämpft miteinander. Der Ausdruck dieses Kampfes sind die Kinderkrankheiten. Und denken Sie nur, wie innig verbunden das ganze menschliche innere seelisch-geistige Sein während der ersten Kindheit mit der physischen Organisation ist. So wie Sie sehen, wenn die zweiten Zähne herauskommen, wie der zweite Zahn den ersten noch abstößt, wie sie miteinander noch wirtschaften, so wirtschaftet der ganze zweite Mensch mit dem ersten. Nur im zweiten Menschen ist der überirdische Mensch darinnen, im ersten ein fremdartiges irdisches Modell. Die arbeiten ineinander. Und wenn Sie das Ineinanderarbeiten in der richtigen Weise beobachten, sehen Sie dann nur einmal, wie der innere Mensch, der als geistig-seelischer im vorirdischen Dasein da war, wenn der für eine Zeitlang eine zu starke Oberhand hat, wie der besonders stark ins Physische hineinarbeiten, nach dem Modell sich stark richten muß und wie er dann dieses verletzt, indem er überall anschlägt und sagt: ich will diese Form herauskriegen — dann stellt sich der Kampf als Scharlach heraus. Ist der innere Mensch so zart, daß er fortwährend zurückweicht, daß er die Substanzen, die aufgenommen werden, mehr nach sich formen will, und bekämpft er das Modell, so stellt sich der Kampf als Masern heraus. Und so drückt sich gerade dasjenige, was ein gegenseitiger Kampf ist, in den Kinderkrankheiten aus. Und man versteht auch nur das, was dann später eintritt, in der richtigen Weise, wenn man diese Dinge entsprechend berücksichtigen kann.

Natürlich ist es für den Materialisten furchtbar leicht zu sagen: Ach was, das ist alles dummes Zeug. Denn man sieht ja, daß die Kinder nicht nur ähnlich sind ihren Eltern und Voreltern bis zum Zahnwechsel, sondern später sind sie auch noch ähnlich. Ein Unsinn ist das. Der eine ist eben schwächer, richtet sich mehr nach den Vererbungskräften, macht seinen zweiten Menschen dem Modell ähnlicher, und so sieht das dann natürlich so aus; aber er hat das selber gemacht, indem er sich mehr nach dem Modell richtet. Dagegen haben wir auch Menschen, die nach dem Zahnwechsel sehr unähnlich werden dem, was sie vorher waren. Dann ist das stark, was von dem vorirdischen geistig-seelischen Leben herrührt, und sie halten sich weniger an das Modell. Und so handelt es sich darum, diese Dinge einfach im richtigen Zusammenhang anzuschauen. Man kommt darauf, weil ja alles das, was aufgenommen werden muß, zunächst von dem Kinde so aufgenommen, so innerlich verarbeitet werden muß, daß das Ich und der astralische Leib in einen innigen Kontakt treten mit den Nahrungsmitteln. Das braucht später gar nicht mehr der Fall zu sein. Der Mensch kommt niemals wieder in die Lage, so stark nach einem Modell etwas Selbständiges auszuarbeiten, wie in den ersten sieben Lebensjahren. Da muß er alles, was er aufnimmt, so verarbeiten in seinem Ich und astralischen Leib, daß? es dem Modell nachgebildet werden kann. Daher muß man dem entgegenkommen, und die Welt hat es so eingerichtet, indem die Milch möglichst weit bis an die Ätherbildung herantreten kann. Sie ist eine Substantialität, die eigentlich noch einen Ätherleib hat, und weil die Substanz, wenn sie von dem Kinde aufgenommen wird, bis zum Ätherischen hinauf noch organisierend wirkt, da kann der Astralleib die Milch gleich abfangen, da kann die innige Berührung entstehen zwischen dem, was aufgenommen wird und dem, was Astralisches und Ich-Organisation ist. Daher ist eine ganz innige intime Beziehung zwischen den äußeren Nahrungsmitteln und der innerlich geistig-seelischen Organisation beim Kinde vorhanden. Und sehen Sie, jetzt müssen Sie als Mediziner es dahin bringen, das alles, was ich jetzt gesagt habe, dieses Merkwürdige zu verarbeiten. Man sieht es ja an der ganzen Art, wie das Kind die Milch trinkt, sieht, wie sein astralischer Leib und sein Ich die Milch abfangen. Es ist das wirklich zu sehen. Meditieren Sie auf der einen Seite in Mantren dadurch, daß Sie das Mantram auf sich wirken lassen, daß Sie Ihre seelischen Kräfte losbekommen auf der einen Seite; auf der andern Seite meditieren Sie einfach das Kind. Stellen Sie sich vor, wie das, was geistig-seelisch herunterkommt, mit Ausscheidung des Modells sich zunächst heranmacht an die physischen Nahrungsmittel, und dann dasjenige, was da vorgeht zwischen dem Geistig-Seelischen und den Nahrungsmitteln, das nun gerichtet wird nach den Formen des Modells. Wenn Sie sich das recht vorstellen, das zu starke Arbeiten des Geistig-Seelischen, das zieht sich Ihnen in der Scharlachbildung zusammen. Das zu schwache Arbeiten des Geistig-Seelischen, das zurückbebt vor dem Modell, das zieht sich Ihnen in der Masernbildung zusammen. Wenn Sie sich das meditativ vorstellen, treiben Sie hinüber die gewöhnliche Meditation in die medizinische Meditation. Daß die Leute heute alles begreifen wollen mit dem Verstand, ist das Entsetzlichste. Man kann in der Medizin überhaupt nichts begreifen mit dem Verstand. Mit dem Verstand könnte man höchstens begreifen die Krankheiten der Mineralien, und die kuriert man ja nicht. Alles, was Medizinisches ist, muß man mit der unmittelbaren Anschauung ergreifen, dazu muß sie erst ausgebildet sein.

An einem erwachsenen Menschen können Sie das nicht bemerken. Der Verdauungstrakt übernimmt die Nahrungsmittel - das ist ein innerlich vermittelter Vorgang —, während beim Kind der Astralleib und das Ich die Nahrungsmittel übernehmen; da sind noch unfertige Menschenformen zu richten und zu bilden nach dem Modell. Wenn Sie das Kind meditieren, sehen Sie eine mächtige Metamorphose sich abspielen. Sie sehen da, wie gewissermaßen aufleuchtet das Geistig-Seelische und immer hineindunkelt und hineinschattet das, was als Nahrungsmittel hineinkommt, sehen, wie da aus Licht und Finsternis, gleichsam wie in Farben gebildet wird das, was der zweite Mensch ist. Sie sehen in der Tat, wie in Helligkeit das Vorirdische im Menschen ist, wie Verdunkelung dasjenige ist, was an äußeren Nahrungsmitteln aufgenommen wird. In dem Kind macht sich über die Finsternis her eine Helligkeit, die aus dem Vorirdischen kommt, die Milch geht als Finsternis hinein: das bildet die verschiedensten Farben miteinander. Was im Physischen weiß ist, ist im Geistigen schwarz. Es ist immer das Gegenteil der Fall. Das bringt Sie in die Möglichkeit hinein, nun Ihr Ich ganz anders zu betätigen, als es sich sonst im Leben betätigt. Was ist das für eine Schwachmatikusbetätigung, die wir im gewöhnlichen intellektuellen Denkakt vollbringen! Das ist die größte Schwäche des Menschen, intellektuell tätig zu sein, Da trägt er nur Begriff an Begriff heran. Wenn Sie aber das Kind so beobachten, wie ich es jetzt gesagt habe, da meditieren Sie so, daß Ihre Ich-Organisation ganz mitarbeitet. Das ist es, was im weiteren Verlauf auch in unserer Pädagogik beachtet werden soll. Da hat man in einer Schule wie der Waldorfschule die Kinder zwischen dem siebenten und dem vierzehnten Lebensjahr: Da ändert sich das, da hat der Mensch ausgebildet seinen zweiten Menschen. Da habe ich ein Kind vor mir, das ist aus dem vorirdischen Dasein hereinmodelliert nach dem Modell, das abgeworfen ist, und jetzt sind in dem Kinde natürlich Vererbungskräfte geblieben. Die sind in das Modell, in die Imitation des Modells hineingefügt. Jetzt ist das Kind viel zu unirdisch. Denn jetzt hat das Außerirdische an dem Kind besonders stark gearbeitet, jetzt ist eigentlich der Schwingungsausschlag nach der entgegengesetzten Seite da. Vorher war das auch äußerlich am Menschen sichtbar, er war ganz Vererbungsprodukt, jetzt ist das, was äußerlich sichtbar ist, eigentlich ganz von innen entstanden. Jetzt muß die äußerliche Welt erworben werden. Jetzt muß dasjenige, was rücksichtslos für die Erdenwelt, nur mit Rücksicht auf das eigene menschliche Modell gearbeitet hat, nach der Außenwelt sich richten. Jetzt kommt in Betracht, daß der Astralleib und die Ich-Organisation zwischen sieben und vierzehn Jahren so arbeiten müssen, daß nun wieder dieses überirdische Wesen angepaßt wird den äußeren Erdenverhältnissen. Dieses hat seinen Abschluß mit der Geschlechtsreife.

Da ist der Mensch ganz in die Erdenverhältnisse hereingestellt, da geht er seine Beziehungen zu den Erdenverhältnissen ein, da ist das Erdenmäßige hereingegliedert in den Menschen, und so ist eigentlich die Hauptsache beim Entstehen des zweiten Menschen zwischen dem siebenten und vierzehnten Jahr das, was er sich aus dem vorirdischen Dasein mitbringt, dann wirkt das Irdische herein. Das erreicht einen Abschluß in der Geschlechtsreife und der dritte Mensch wird jetzt ausgebildet. Daher beginnt das eigene Karma erst nach der Geschlechtsreife zu wirken.

Der zweite Mensch wird substantiell abgeworfen und der dritte Mensch wird ausgebildet. Der geht nicht bis zur Form hin, der geht nur bis zum Leben hin. Würde er bis zur Form gehen, dann würden wir dritte Zähne bekommen, weil jetzt der Mensch sich nach den äußeren Verhältnissen richtet. In den äußerlichen Verhältnissen liegt es so, daß der Mensch wiederum das Außermenschliche aufnimmt. Als er sich nach dem Modell gerichtet hat, hat er sich ganz nach dem Menschen gerichtet. Solange der Mensch sich nach dem Modell richtet, richtet er sich nach etwas Vererbtem. Da drinnen ruht aber eigentlich dasjenige, was verdorrt ist. Es ist seit der Sonnentrennung heraus, eigentlich von der Wurzel seines Daseins abgebrochen, es ist verdorrt, verödet. In den Vererbungskräften liegen daher die meisten pathologischen Kräfte, so daß in der Tat der Mensch von inneren Krankheitsursachen ungeheuer viel aufnimmt, indem er sich nach dem Modell richtet. Er nimmt aber wenig auf in der Zeit vor der Geschlechtsreife, weil er sich nach der Außenwelt richtet; Klima und so weiter, alles, was in der äußeren Luft liegt, ist weniger schädlich. Der Mensch ist gesund zwischen dem siebenten und vierzehnten Jahr, dann beginnt wieder die Zeit, wo er anfällig wird. Alle diese Verhältnisse müssen so beobachtet werden, daß man das Bild des Menschen im Sinne hat. Haben Sie das Bild des Menschen im Sinne, dann meditieren Sie auch richtig. Dann werden Sie das, was Sie lernen können, mit dem, was Sie meditieren, vereinen können. Dann bleibt das Gelernte nicht Theorie, sondern es wird Praxis, weil Sie die Kraft bloßlegen, die Ihnen das zur Anschauung bringt. Das ist dasjenige, was heute so stark gebraucht wird. Man kann gar nicht irgendwie zu etwas kommen in der Medizin, wenn man immer wieder meint, daß da ein solch geradliniger Fortgang in der Entwickelung ist. Der Mensch ist wirklich aus abgerissenen Entwickelungsströmen, die von sieben zu sieben Jahren verlaufen, zusammengesetzt, und es knüpft immer ein Späteres an ein Früheres an; es ist nicht ein einseitiges Fortsetzen, sondern es greifen immer andere Verhältnisse ein. Ein richtiges solches Fortsetzen der Entwickelung, wo immer nur das Frühere die Ursache des Späteren ist, ist nur im Mineralreich zu finden, weniger im Pflanzenreich, am wenigsten im Menschenreich.

Fangen Sie an damit, sich die Pflanzen richtig vorzustellen. Was tut denn heute der Mensch, wenn er sich die Pflanzen richtig vorstellt? Da ist der Erdboden. Jetzt stellt sich der Mensch vor, da wird der Same gelegt und nun wächst die Pflanze heraus. Er hat die Naivität, sich nur vorzustellen: Nun ja, Wasserstoff ist ein sehr einfaches Molekül, besteht aus zwei Atomen. Er phantasiert sich alles mögliche zusammen. Alkohol ist schon ein komplizierteres Molekül. Da ist der Kohlenstoff verbunden mit Wasserstoff und Sauerstoff, da hat man etwas Komplizierteres. Nun kommen also die kompliziertesten Substanzen mit den kompliziertesten Molekülen. Es gab eine Zeit in den achtziger, neunziger Jahren, wo die Dissertationen mit den komplizierten Titeln gemacht wurden, die über zwei bis drei Zeilen gingen. Da ist das Molekül ungeheuer kompliziert. Jetzt wird es noch komplizierter. Dann wird es ein Same, eine ganz komplizierte Verbindung. Dann wächst aus dem Samen die Pflanze heraus. — Das ist ein Unsinn. Die Samenbildung beruht darauf, daß die irdische Materie sich im Samen aus jeder Struktur herausreißt und übergeht ins Chaos, chaotisch wird, daß sie gar nicht mehr Kräfte der Materie in sich schließt. Dann kann das, was aus dem Kosmos heraus wirkt, ganz sich geltend machen, wenn keine irdische Struktur mehr da ist. Er erklärt sich bereit, das Kosmische, die kosmische Struktur im Kleinwinzigen abzubilden, so daß in der Samenbildung das Nichts gegenüber dem Irdischen sich geltend macht und ins Nichts hineinwirkt das Kosmische. Sehen Sie, da könnte Ihnen ja Frau Dr. Kolisko eine hübsche Sache erzählen, die das recht bestätigt. Bei den Untersuchungen über die Milzfunktion mußten wir Kaninchen nehmen und ihnen die Milz exstirpieren. Die Kaninchen fühlten sich trotzdem ganz wohl. Sie sind auch nicht an der Operation gestorben, sondern längere Zeit nachher an einer Erkältung. Man konnte durchaus wahrnehmen, wie es nun ohne Milz geht beim Kaninchen. Als das eine Kaninchen starb, konnte nun nachgeschaut werden, was mit der Milz geschehen ist. Siehe da, an der Stelle der Milz konnte man finden ein richtiges kugeliges Gewebe. Was ist da geschehen? Wir haben die physische Milz herausexstirpiert aus dem Kaninchen; dadurch haben wir künstlich das Irdisch-Substantielle ins Chaos hineingetrieben, haben es zugänglich gemacht den kosmischen Kräften und es entstand etwas, was ähnlich war der Samenbildung. Es entstand etwas, was im höchst Primitiven der Samenbildung ähnlich ist: das ist ein Abbild des Kosmos. Da ist durch diese ganz unschuldige Vivisektion ein Wichtiges bestätigt worden, denn durch geisteswissenschaftliche Beobachtung ergibt sich das so.

Nehmen Sie einen Quarzkristall. Ja, das ist ein irdisches Ding. Ja, warum ist das ein irdisches Ding? Ein pedantisch seine Form festhaltendes Ding, der Quarzkristall. Der Quarz hat seine Form durch innere Kraft; und wenn Sie ihn mit dem Hammer zerhauen, behalten die einzelnen Teile noch immer die Tendenz, sechseckig-prismatische, geschlossene, doch sechseckige Pyramiden zu sein. Diese Tendenz ist da. Sie kriegen diese Tendenz ebensowenig aus dem Quarz heraus, wie Sie aus manchem Menschen, der pedantisch ist, die Pedanterie herauskriegen. Sie können einen pedantischen Menschen auch atomisieren, er wird noch immer pedantisch sein. Der Quarz läßt sich nicht so weit bringen, daß der Kosmos etwas machen kann aus seinen Kräften. Daher lebt er nicht. Würde man den Quarz so weit pulverisieren, daß er in den Teilen nicht mehr die Tendenz hätte, sich in dem Teil nach den eigenen Kräften zu richten, würde ein Lebendig-Kosmisches aus dem Quarz herauswachsen. Das ist der Fall bei der Samenbildung. Da wird die Materie so weit herausgetrieben, daf der Kosmos mit seinen Ätherkräften eingreifen kann. Man muß die Welt anschauen als ein fortwährendes Hineinkommen ins Chaos und wieder Herauskommen aus dem Chaos. Das, was im Quarz ist, ist auch einmal aus dem Kosmos hervorgegangen, aber es ist geblieben, es ist ahrimanisch geworden. Es exponiert sich nicht mehr den kosmischen Kräften. Sobald es ins Lebendige hineingeht, muß immer wieder durch das Chaos hindurchgegangen werden.

So bekommen Sie wieder einen Anhaltspunkt, medizinisch zu meditieren. Sie bekommen einen Anhaltspunkt, so daß Sie sich die ausgebildete Pflanze vorstellen, wie sie da wächst von Blatt zu Blatt und so weiter. Jetzt kommt sie zur Samenbildung in der Frucht, da stellen Sie sich vor, während Sie sich sonst die Samenpflanzen hell vorstellen, da wird es ganz dunkel, ganz finster. Dann kommt wieder die Helligkeit, indem das wieder von außen ergriffen wird. So können Sie sich wieder imaginativ aus dem Pflanzenleben ein Bild machen; wenn Sie das Bewußtsein haben: das ist die Pflanze — dann ist das ein ImaginativMeditatives. Sie dürfen nicht intellektuell, sondern müssen im KonkretVorstellungshaften bleiben. Das Intellektuelle ist nur dazu da, um in Gedanken darzustellen, was man weiß.

Nicht wahr, Sie können, sagen wir, das Wort aufschreiben «Menschenkind». - Nun, das ist nachgebildet einer Anschauung. Gut. Wenn Sie das Wort «Menschenkind» hören, werden Sie erinnert an ein Menschenkind. Aber wenn Sie jetzt hergehen und sagen, das I gefällt mir, ich nehme es jetzt an die Spitze, das M gefällt mir, ich setze es da her, das Sch gefällt mir und so weiter, so können Sie das Wort in anderer Weise zusammensetzen, es wird doch nichts anderes herauskommen, woraus Sie etwas machen können. Das machen aber die Menschen fortwährend mit den Begriffen. Der Begriff ist nur das geistige Wort für die Anschauung. Die Menschen trennen und setzen zusammen Begriffe und denken im Denken. Das tun die Menschen auch, wenn sie äußerlich beobachten. Sie stülpen über die Beobachtung das Denken darüber, und so lebt der Mensch heute außerhalb der Wirklichkeit. Das kann man, solange man mit der Wissenschaft arbeitet, die außerhalb der Wirklichkeit steht, mit der Geometrie und Arithmetik. Aber wenn man Medizin treiben will, kann man nicht außerhalb der Wirklichkeit stehen, sonst steht man auch mit der medizinischen Praxis außerhalb der Wirklichkeit.

First Lecture

My dear friends!

In the meeting we held here following the Christmas course, we allowed ourselves to be influenced, so to speak, by what medicine can deepen esoterically. And, of course, in the way that this can happen in such a short meeting, we tried to gain as strong an introduction as possible into the esotericism of medicine as seems appropriate for younger medical students today. We also took in individual formulas for further processing, which can evoke a medical mindset, and we emphasized how necessary a medical mindset is. Now, my dear friends, I imagine that you have been processing these things internally for a while. Of course, I do not imagine this work as sitting and working on these things theoretically, but rather that from time to time, when the inner need arises, one allows these things to work on the soul and allows the soul to develop further. Now, precisely in the way these things approached us at that time, a very specific fact had to emerge which, I believe, is now of significance for our gathering. Due to the intense nature of the esoteric matters presented at that time, one or the other of us felt a greater or lesser need to look at certain inner difficulties. Esoteric matters are not always given to us to make our lives as easy as possible; in a certain sense, the opposite is true. They are also there to make our lives more difficult, to lead us into difficulties in our understanding of the world, our perception of the world, our perception of human beings, so that when we become aware of these difficulties, we take the opposite path of development to the one so often taken within our civilization today, namely the opposite of a superficial path of development. Only when we become aware of the difficulties that exist between the outside world and human beings can we deepen our souls, and that is why I believe that the best path we can take this time is for you to reflect on these inner difficulties, to bring them up in the form of questions, and then for us to discuss what is actually conducive to the further development of our cause. I would first ask you to tell me from your own circle what inner or outer difficulties have arisen. Practitioners will have encountered difficulties, students will have encountered difficulties. There are a number of us who are now completing their studies, and they will have encountered very special difficulties. We will resolve these by seeking the solution. Everyone has also received the first newsletter and will have seen that there is a great deal to say in connection with very specific questions. I would like to ask whether any questions have arisen, however specific or vague they may be, and we will then move on to further discussion of the question. But when such questions arise, we move more from the lecture-like to the experiential.

Ernst Harmstorf: Ask about the course of the year, the soul calendar, certain constellations of the stars.

That is not necessary. You mean the observations of the constellations of the stars? — Yes. — Well, it is helpful if one can bring the observable constellation of the stars into consciousness. But if I have understood you correctly, you mean that the correct way to proceed is to let what we have received as formulas work on the soul. This works through its own mantric power, and orienting oneself to the external stars can certainly be a support, but you must consider the following. Take the most striking example of a human-cosmic connection that can still be observed today. That is the course of menstruation. It proceeds in such a way that it clearly shows that it is cosmically conditioned, but not cosmically conditioned in the present time, rather cosmically conditioned in a much earlier cosmic development in which our Earth also participated. Then, over time, they became self-contained, emancipated from the outer cosmos, so that now there is no direct dependence, so that one cannot now say: moon phases = menstruation. One cannot say that. On the other hand, one can say: there was once a point where the one was identical with the other, then they diverged. The phases of the moon are one thing, menstruation is another. That is one division. The other is that which is not governed by the larger phases of the moon, but by the daily phases of the moon. The ebb and flow of the tides were identical with what happens through the moon. Again, they have separated. The moon goes its own way, the ebb and flow of the tides go their own way. These things are also decisive for the effect of the mantric. The mantric is definitely there in such a way that what happens in the human being through it was once identical with what happens in the cosmos, and the separation has now taken place in such a way that one must first have the right orientation. If one now wants to have this support from outside, one must first say to oneself: What is to happen within is written down in the cosmos. But when one reflects on this, one must become inwardly independent and be able to experience the same process inwardly for oneself, emancipated from the cosmic process. Therefore, it is not absolutely necessary to take the constellations into account when using a mantra, just as it is out of the question that menstruation can be regulated according to the external position of the moon, because it has become natural. Similarly, it is already the case today that our entire inner process, conditioned by mantras, must proceed emancipated from the outer cosmos. This is what I have often had to explain for other areas as the difference between Eastern and Western esotericism. The Eastern view is that human beings have come out of the cosmos and must return to it, must reconnect with it. Take the Buddha position. It is a return to earlier conditions. This is evident throughout the Buddha position, through the crossing of the legs, the exclusion of the limbs. The position of the arms is also such that the entire relationship to the earth is paralyzed. What is emancipated from the cosmos is paralyzed. One sees how man reintegrates himself into the cosmos. He goes back again. And that is actually what all Eastern esotericism is. It is a going backwards. Our Western esotericism can only be a going forwards, an ever-increasing emancipation. Therefore, it is not so comfortable internally, and especially when it is to be applied to certain areas, it is not so comfortable internally. Of course, if you have, say, a specific pathological condition and you look at the constellation of the stars and see that the case has definitely occurred, if, say, Saturn is in opposition to the moon, then of course that has a certain significance. For if you now approach healing with Saturn-Moon, that is, in earthly terms: lead-silver — Saturn = lead, Moon = silver — and say to yourself, I use lead cosmically, as it has become cosmic in the earth, I use silver terrestrially, by trying to pulverize it, trying to dissolve it, so I change it into the terrestrial and thereby evoke the same constellation that is expressed celestially by the opposition to the moon, then you can heal in the sense of the cosmic forces. But at the same time, you are putting the person in a position that throws them back into earlier stages of human development, whereas if you simply start directly from what is given on earth – the connection between the human being and lead, and between the human being and silver – you are already standing within something that is emancipating itself in the human being, and you are not looking into the past, but into the future. In this case, you will indeed do something similar, but you will get it from within by learning about the nature of lead and silver, by knowing that lead acts substantially, and silver through what it actually becomes when it is shattered, dissolved, that is, broken down into atoms. But you compare it with human nature that is already emancipated, not with the cosmos. This is how you have to find the right attitude; that is why it can be helpful to reflect on the real constellations of stars, but first you will have to use all your strength to let the inner soul impulses of what we have had as mantric formulas take effect on you and seek everything more from within.

Ilse Knauer: What must I do from the ego when I meditate?

You mean from the ego? Well, meditation consists of the following: as a modern person, you feel that you must understand every sentence. That is a distinct activity of the ego in the present incarnation. Everything you do intellectually is a pronounced activity of the ego. The intellect is [predominant] in the present incarnation, and everything else is covered by the ego, at most having a dreamlike effect and remaining unconscious. Meditation, on the other hand, means switching off this intellectual striving and initially taking the content of the meditation as it is given, purely, I would say initially according to the wording, so that when you approach the content of the meditation intellectually, before you absorb the content of the meditation within yourself, you set your ego in motion, because you think about the content of the meditation, you have it outside yourself. If you simply allow the content of the meditation to be present in your consciousness as it is given, without thinking about it at all, but simply allowing it to be present in your consciousness, then it is not your ego from your present incarnation that is working within you, but that from your past incarnation. You keep your intellect quiet; you simply put yourself into the content of the words, which you hear inwardly, not outwardly, as the content of the words. You put yourself into it, and by putting yourself into it, your inner self, which is not that of the present incarnation, works in the meditation content. But this does not make the meditation content something you are supposed to understand, but something that has a real effect on you and works so realistically in you that you finally realize, now I have experienced something that I could not experience before. Take a simple meditation content that I have often given: “Wisdom lives in the light.” Well, isn't it true that when you think about it, you can come up with a great deal of wisdom, but just as much foolishness? It is there to be heard inwardly: “Wisdom lives in the light.” When you hear it inwardly, it resonates within you, not from your present incarnation, but from what you have brought with you from previous earthly lives. And that thinks and feels, and after a while something shines up in you that you did not know before, that you cannot think out of your own intellect. You are much further inwardly than your intellect is. It contains only a small part of what is there.

You must take the things that are otherwise given in anthroposophy quite concretely, quite objectively. Consider the following. With the change of teeth, the human being actually renews his entire physical body. This fact must be taken as a fundamental fact. The fact that the human being gets second teeth is only the outermost symptom, only a part of what is going on. Just as the so-called milk teeth are replaced, the entire human organism is replaced, so that after the change of teeth, the human being is physically a completely new person compared to what he was when he was born. The current view, which muddles everything up, thinks that the human being is born, then undergoes a metamorphosis through the change of teeth, and then continues to develop.

This is not the case. The fact is that when a human being is born physically, including the so-called milk teeth, they have a body that is the result of hereditary development. They have received a body that is the result of what lies in the whole series of ancestors. Hence, the physical body of the first seven years, if we express it in numbers. From the seventh to the fourteenth year, the human being also has a body, but it has not emerged through a transformation of the first, because what the human being has brought with him to earth has intervened. Now you must imagine it this way. The human being has had his body. This body, which he has from his hereditary line, is a model, he has it as a model. Now they take earthly substance into this body. This earthly substance, which human beings take into their bodies in the first seven years, would be processed into a completely different form if they only worked according to the powers they bring with them from their pre-earthly existence. He would bring forth a completely different form of being. When he is born, he does not come in with the tendency to form such a human being with eyes, ears, and nose as those who stand on the earth. He comes in with the tendency to form the human being in such a way that, basically, very little is formed from the head by his pre-earthly being. The greatest care is taken with the rest. What is stunted in embryonic life is developed in the astral, in the ego organization, so that when one has the physical embryo, one must say: This physical aspect of the embryo is indeed wonderfully developed, but the pre-earthly human being has very little to do with it at first. — On the other hand, the human being, the pre-earthly human being, has the greatest share in everything that surrounds it. Inside, the pre-earthly human being lives in what is actually broken down in the physical and goes away as broken down matter, chorion, amnion, and so on. Inside, the pre-earthly human being lives. Now, if you imagine it schematically, you can imagine that cosmic reality is first replicated. That is actually what the human being wants to do when he descends from pre-earthly to earthly existence. Why doesn't he do it? Because a model is given. And according to this model, he now works on the pre-earthly during the first seven years with the substances he has absorbed. They actually want to create something more spherical and bring forth a spherically organized human being. This is reworked according to the model. And so the pre-earthly being works out this second physical human being, who is then present from the seventh to the fourteenth year, from the pre-earthly forces, but first by adhering to the model that comes from the forces of heredity.

Now you see, you have two truly distinguishable entities of power in the human being. How can you understand these entities of power? Now take up the outline of “Secret Science” with the eye and feeling of a physician and read where it speaks of the development of the earth, how it first had to deal with a Saturn development, then a Sun development, then a Moon development, an Earth development, and so on. If you follow the description of this development there, you will have to say to yourself: up to the sun, everything is one; there, the sun, moon, and earth are one, together in one. A separation of earth and sun, a separation of earth and moon, only comes about then, so that until the middle of this development, man lives in the cosmos. He lives in the sun and moon as well as in the earth. After the separation of the sun, he lives outside the sun, and after the separation of the moon, he lives outside the moon. Now, until the separation of the sun, the cosmic forces, including those that are now outside the earth, in the moon and in the sun, had an effect on human nature. They had an effect on human beings because human beings belonged to this world, in which the sun and moon were still present. Then a development took place for human beings, which proceeded in such a way that the sun and moon are now outside.

But now it is like this: suppose there is a development that contains within itself everything that is earthly today and also everything that is solar and lunar; later, what is extraterrestrial emancipates itself from what is earthly. That which is earthly continued along its own line; it dried up, hardened, became physical, and you find this today in the stream of heredity; it has become coarse in the stream of heredity. What he [man] has taken on after the separation of the sun and moon can be found in what he owes to the influence of the forces from the cosmos — that is the point — so that you have a model for developing your second human being, a model that actually represents an ancient artistry, which your father and mother give you, which could arise when the sun and moon were still connected to the earth. This is where the forces that actually give human beings their earthly configuration developed, for you will easily understand that this human configuration is an earthly one. Imagine yourself away from the earth with the human being. What would you do with it then? You would be extremely unhappy if you had to use something like legs after death. Legs only have a purpose when the gravitational forces of the Earth pass through them; when we bring our legs into the gravitational forces of the Earth, legs only have meaning for the Earth, as do arms and hands. So a whole part of the organization only has meaning as it is formed when we are human beings on Earth. What we are as human beings on Earth has no meaning in relation to the cosmos. Therefore, when we arrive on Earth as spiritual-soul beings, we want to form a completely different organization. We want to form a circle, we want to bring about all kinds of configurations within this circle, but we do not want this human being, who is of no use in the cosmos. This human being is now given to us as a model, and we set up the second human being according to this model.

Therefore, in this first lifetime of the human being, we are dealing with a constant struggle between what comes from our previous life and what comes from hereditary development. These two forces fight each other. The expression of this struggle is childhood diseases. And just think how intimately connected the whole inner soul-spiritual being of the human being is with the physical organization during early childhood. Just as you see when the second teeth come out, how the second tooth still repels the first, how they still interact with each other, so the whole second human being interacts with the first. Only in the second human being is the superhuman being within, in the first a strange earthly model. They work together. And if you observe this interaction in the right way, you will see how the inner human being, who was present in the pre-earthly existence as a spiritual-soul being, when it has too strong a hold for a time, how it must work particularly strongly into the physical, must orient itself strongly according to the model, and how it then violates this by striking everywhere and saying: I want to get this form out — then the struggle turns out to be scarlet fever. If the inner human being is so delicate that he continually retreats, that he wants to shape the substances that are absorbed more according to himself, and if he fights against the model, then the struggle turns out to be measles. And so it is precisely what is a mutual struggle that is expressed in childhood diseases. And one can only understand what happens later in the right way if one can take these things into account accordingly.

Of course, it is terribly easy for the materialist to say: Oh, that's all nonsense. For one can see that children are not only similar to their parents and ancestors until they change their teeth, but later on they are still similar. That is nonsense. One person is weaker, is more influenced by hereditary forces, makes their second human being more similar to the model, and so of course it looks that way; but they have done this themselves by following the model more closely. On the other hand, we also have people who, after their teeth change, become very different from what they were before. Then what comes from their pre-earthly spiritual and soul life is strong, and they stick less to the model. And so it is simply a matter of looking at these things in the right context. This is because everything that needs to be absorbed must first be absorbed by the child and processed internally in such a way that the ego and the astral body come into intimate contact with the food. This need not be the case later on. Human beings never again find themselves in a position to work out something independent from a model as strongly as in the first seven years of life. During this time, they must process everything they take in in their ego and astral body in such a way that it can be reproduced according to the model. Therefore, one must accommodate this, and the world has arranged it in such a way that milk can come as close as possible to etheric formation. It is a substantiality that actually still has an etheric body, and because the substance, when absorbed by the child, continues to have an organizing effect up to the etheric level, the astral body can immediately intercept the milk, and an intimate connection can arise between what is absorbed and what is astral and ego organization. Therefore, there is a very intimate relationship between the external food and the inner spiritual-soul organization in the child. And you see, now as a physician, you must bring about the processing of all that I have just said, this remarkable thing. You can see it in the whole way the child drinks the milk, you can see how its astral body and its ego intercept the milk. You can really see it. Meditate on the one hand in mantras by letting the mantra work on you, by releasing your soul forces on the one hand; on the other hand, simply meditate on the child. Imagine how what comes down spiritually and soulfully, with the elimination of the model, first approaches the physical food, and then what goes on between the spiritual-soulful and the food, which is now directed according to the forms of the model. If you imagine this correctly, the excessive working of the spiritual-soulful contracts into the formation of scarlet fever. The weak work of the spiritual-soul, which recoils from the model, contracts in the formation of measles. If you imagine this meditatively, you will move beyond ordinary meditation into medical meditation. The most appalling thing is that people today want to understand everything with their intellect. In medicine, you cannot understand anything with the intellect. With the intellect, you could at most understand the diseases of minerals, and you cannot cure those. Everything that is medical must be grasped with direct observation, and for that, it must first be trained.

You cannot notice this in an adult human being. The digestive tract takes over the food – this is an internally mediated process – while in children the astral body and the ego take over the food; there are still unfinished human forms to be judged and formed according to the model. When you meditate on the child, you see a powerful metamorphosis taking place. You see how, in a sense, the spiritual-soul aspect lights up, and what enters as food darkens and casts shadows within; you see how, out of light and darkness, as if in colors, the second human being is formed. You see, in fact, how the pre-earthly is in the human being in brightness, how darkening is that which is taken in from external food. In the child, a brightness that comes from the pre-earthly prevails over the darkness; the milk enters as darkness: this forms the most diverse colors together. What is white in the physical is black in the spiritual. It is always the opposite. This gives you the opportunity to use your ego in a completely different way than it is normally used in life. What a weak intellectual activity we perform in ordinary intellectual thinking! It is the greatest weakness of human beings to be intellectually active, because they only bring concept after concept. But when you observe the child as I have just described, you meditate in such a way that your ego organization is fully engaged. This is what should also be taken into account in our pedagogy as we proceed. In a school such as the Waldorf School, children between the ages of seven and fourteen are taught: this is when change occurs, when the human being has developed their second human being. I have a child in front of me who has been modeled from their pre-earthly existence according to the model that has been discarded, and now, of course, hereditary forces have remained in the child. These are incorporated into the model, into the imitation of the model. Now the child is far too unearthly. For now the extraterrestrial has worked particularly strongly on the child, now the vibration swing is actually in the opposite direction. Before, this was also visible externally in the human being, who was entirely a product of heredity; now what is visible externally has actually arisen entirely from within. Now the external world must be acquired. Now, that which has worked ruthlessly for the earthly world, only with regard to its own human model, must orient itself toward the outside world. Now it comes into consideration that the astral body and the ego organization must work between the ages of seven and fourteen in such a way that this supernatural being is now adapted again to the external conditions of the earth. This is completed with sexual maturity.

Here the human being is completely placed in earthly conditions, here he enters into his relationships with earthly conditions, here the earthly is integrated into the human being, and so the main thing in the development of the second human being between the ages of seven and fourteen is what he brings with him from his pre-earthly existence, then the earthly comes into play. This reaches a conclusion at sexual maturity, and the third human being is now formed. Therefore, one's own karma only begins to take effect after sexual maturity.

The second human being is substantially discarded and the third human being is formed. This does not extend to form, but only to life. If it extended to form, we would get third teeth, because now the human being is guided by external circumstances. In external circumstances, it is the case that the human being again takes in the non-human. When he has oriented himself according to the model, he has oriented himself entirely according to the human being. As long as the human being orients himself according to the model, he orients himself according to something inherited. But what actually lies within is that which has withered. Since the separation of the sun, it has actually been broken off from the root of its existence; it has withered and become desolate. Most pathological forces therefore lie in the inherited forces, so that in fact human beings absorb an enormous amount of internal causes of disease by conforming to the model. However, they absorb little in the period before puberty because they conform to the outside world; climate and so on, everything that is in the outside air, is less harmful. Human beings are healthy between the ages of seven and fourteen, then the period when they become susceptible begins again. All these circumstances must be observed in such a way that one has the image of the human being in mind. If you have the image of the human being in mind, then you will also meditate correctly. Then you will be able to combine what you can learn with what you meditate on. Then what you have learned does not remain theory, but becomes practice, because you uncover the power that brings it to life for you. That is what is so badly needed today. It is impossible to achieve anything in medicine if one always thinks that there is such a straightforward progression in development. Human beings are really composed of interrupted streams of development that run from seven to seven years, and the later always follows on from the earlier; it is not a one-sided continuation, but other circumstances always intervene. A true continuation of development, where the earlier is always the cause of the later, can only be found in the mineral kingdom, less so in the plant kingdom, and least of all in the human kingdom.

Start by imagining plants correctly. What does a person do today when they imagine plants correctly? There is the soil. Now the person imagines that the seed is planted and the plant grows out of it. They are naive enough to imagine that hydrogen is a very simple molecule consisting of two atoms. They fantasize about all kinds of things. Alcohol is already a more complicated molecule. There, carbon is bonded with hydrogen and oxygen, so you have something more complicated. Now come the most complicated substances with the most complicated molecules. There was a time in the eighties and nineties when dissertations were written with complicated titles that were two or three lines long. The molecule is incredibly complex. Now it gets even more complicated. Then it becomes a seed, a very complex compound. Then the plant grows out of the seed. — That's nonsense. Seed formation is based on the fact that earthly matter breaks away from every structure in the seed and transitions into chaos, becomes chaotic, so that it no longer contains any forces of matter. Then what works out of the cosmos can assert itself completely when there is no longer any earthly structure. He declares himself willing to reproduce the cosmic, the cosmic structure in the tiny, so that in seed formation, nothingness asserts itself against the earthly and the cosmic works into nothingness. You see, Dr. Kolisko could tell you a nice story that confirms this. In our investigations of the function of the spleen, we had to take rabbits and extirpate their spleens. The rabbits felt quite well despite this. They did not die from the operation, but from a cold some time later. It was quite possible to see how the rabbits fared without a spleen. When one rabbit died, it was possible to see what had happened to the spleen. Lo and behold, in place of the spleen, we found a spherical tissue. What had happened? We had removed the physical spleen from the rabbit; in doing so, we had artificially driven the earthly substance into chaos, made it accessible to cosmic forces, and something similar to seed formation had developed. Something arose that is similar to the most primitive form of seed formation: it is an image of the cosmos. This completely innocent vivisection confirmed something important, because spiritual scientific observation leads to this conclusion.

Take a quartz crystal. Yes, it is an earthly thing. Yes, why is it an earthly thing? A thing that pedantically retains its form, the quartz crystal. Quartz has its form through inner force; and if you cut it with a hammer, the individual pieces still retain the tendency to be hexagonal-prismatic, closed, yet hexagonal pyramids. This tendency is there. You can't get this tendency out of quartz any more than you can get pedantry out of some people who are pedantic. You can atomize a pedantic person, but he will still be pedantic. Quartz cannot be brought to the point where the cosmos can do anything with its forces. Therefore, it does not live. If quartz were pulverized to such an extent that its parts no longer had the tendency to align themselves according to their own forces, something living and cosmic would grow out of the quartz. This is the case with seed formation. There, matter is driven out to such an extent that the cosmos can intervene with its etheric forces. One must view the world as a continuous entering into chaos and emerging from chaos again. What is in quartz also once emerged from the cosmos, but it remained, it became Ahrimanic. It no longer exposes itself to the cosmic forces. As soon as it enters into the living, it must pass through chaos again and again.

This gives you another point of reference for medical meditation. You get a point of reference so that you can imagine the developed plant growing from leaf to leaf and so on. Now it comes to seed formation in the fruit, and you imagine that while you usually imagine the seed plants as bright, here it becomes very dark, very gloomy. Then the brightness returns as it is taken in again from the outside. In this way, you can once again form an imaginative picture of plant life; if you are aware that this is the plant, then it is an imaginative meditation. You must not be intellectual, but must remain in the concrete realm of imagination. The intellectual is only there to represent what you know in your thoughts.

Isn't it true that you can, say, write down the word “human child”? Well, that is a reproduction of a perception. Good. When you hear the word “human child,” you are reminded of a human child. But if you now go and say, I like the I, I'll put it at the beginning, I like the M, I'll put it there, I like the Sch, and so on, you can put the word together in a different way, but nothing else will come out of it that you can make something out of. But that is what people do all the time with concepts. The concept is only the mental word for the perception. People separate and put together concepts and think in their thinking. People also do this when they observe externally. They impose their thinking on their observations, and so people today live outside of reality. This is possible as long as one works with science, which stands outside of reality, with geometry and arithmetic. But if you want to practice medicine, you cannot stand outside of reality, otherwise you will also stand outside of reality with your medical practice.