Esoteric Christianity and the Mission of Christian Rosenkreutz
GA 130
9 February 1912, Vienna
Intimate Workings of Karma
There was one point in the lecture yesterday about which I should not like misunderstanding to arise, but a conversation I had today indicated that this might be possible. It is, of course, difficult to formulate in words these matters connected with the more intimate workings of karma, and one point or another may well not be quite clear at the first time of hearing. In the lecture yesterday it was said that we have to regard our sufferings as having been sought out by the wiser being within us in order that certain imperfections may be overcome, and that by bearing these sufferings calmly we may make progress along our path. That, however, was not the point on which misunderstanding might have occurred. It was the other point, namely, that happiness and joy must not be regarded as due to our own merit or individual karma, but deemed a kind of grace whereby we are interwoven with the all-prevailing spirit. Please do not think that the emphasis here lies in the fact that joy comes to us as a mark of favour from the divine-spiritual powers; the emphasis lies in the fact that these experiences are made possible through grace. That is what our attitude must be if we are to reach a true understanding of karma. Happiness and joy are acts of grace. A man who imagines that the happiness and joy in his karma indicate a desire on the part of the gods to single him out and place him above the others will achieve just the opposite. We must never imagine that happiness is allotted to us as a mark of favour or distinction but rather as a reason for feeling that we have been recipients of the grace outpoured by the divine spiritual beings. It is this realisation of grace which makes progress possible; the other attitude would throw us back in our development. Nobody should ever believe that joy comes to him because of special karmic privileges; he should far rather believe that it comes to him because he has no privileges. Joy and happiness should move us to deeds of compassion and mercy, which we shall perform more effectively than if we are suffering the pangs of sorrow. What brings us forward is the realisation that we must make ourselves worthy of grace. There is no justification for the very prevalent view that one whose life abounds in happiness has deserved it. This is the very attitude that must be avoided. Please take this as an indication so that no misunderstanding may arise.
Today we will extend and widen the scope of our studies of karma, and talk about karma and our experiences in the world, so that Spiritual Science may become a real life force within us. Observation of life and its happenings will reveal, to begin with, experiences of two kinds. On the one hand we might say to ourselves: ‘Yes, a misfortune has befallen me, but thinking about it, I can see that it would not have come my way if I had not been careless or negligent.’ This realisation, however, will not always be within the power of ordinary consciousness; many a time we shall find it impossible to see any connection between the misfortune and the circumstances of our present life. With regard to much that befalls us, ordinary consciousness can only conclude that it was pure chance, unconnected with anything else. It will also be possible to make this distinction concerning undertakings which may either be successful or the reverse. In many cases we shall realise that failure was inevitable because of laziness, inattentiveness, or something of the kind, on our part; but in many others we shall be quite unable to discover any connection. It is a useful exercise to take stock of our own experiences and distinguish between things which have failed through no fault of our own, and others which succeed contrary to our expectations. We will try to get to the bottom of these matters, and of events which, on the face of them, seem to be due to pure chance, without any apparent cause, and also things we have done that are seemingly unrelated to our actual faculties. We will now make a close study of all these things.
We will proceed in rather a curious way. As an experiment, we will imagine that we ourselves have willed whatever may have happened to us. Suppose a loose tile from the roof of a house happened to crash down on us. We will picture, purely by way of experiment, that this did not happen by chance, and we will deliberately imagine that we ourselves climbed on that roof, loosened the tile and then ran down so quickly that we arrived just in time to be hit by it! Or, let us say, we caught a chill without any apparent cause; how would it be though, if we had given it to ourselves? Like the unfortunate lady who, being discontented with her lot, exposed herself to a chill, and died of it! In this way, therefore, we will imagine that things otherwise attributable to chance have been deliberately and carefully planned by ourselves. And we will also apply the same procedure to matters which are obviously dependent upon the faculties and qualities we happen to possess. Say some arrangement does not work out as planned. If we miss a train, for example, we shall not blame external circumstances but picture to ourselves that it was due to our own slackness. If we think of it in this way, as an experiment, we shall gradually succeed in creating a kind of being in our imagination, a very extraordinary being, who was responsible for all these things—for a stone having crashed upon us, for some illness, and so forth. We shall realise, of course, that this being is not ourselves; we simply picture such a being vividly and distinctly. And then, after a time, we will have a strange experience with regard to this being. We shall realise that though it is a creature we have only conjured up, yet we cannot free ourselves from him nor from the thought of him, and strange to say he does not stay as he is; he becomes alive and transforms himself within us. And then, when he has gone through this transformation, we get the impression that he really is there within us. And then we become more and more certain that we ourselves have had something to do with the things thus built up in imagination. There is no suggestion whatever that we once actually did them; but such thoughts do, nevertheless, correspond in a certain way with something we have done. We shall tell ourselves: ‘I have done this and that, and I am now having to suffer the consequences.’ This is a very good exercise for unfolding in the life of feeling a kind of memory of earlier incarnations. The soul seems to feel: I myself was there and prepared these things myself.
You will readily understand that it is not easy to awaken the memory of previous incarnations. For just think what mental effort is required to recall something only recently forgotten; genuine mental effort is required. Experiences which occurred in earlier incarnations have sunk into the depths of forgetfulness and much has to be done if they are to be remembered. One such exercise has just been described. In addition to what was said in the public lectures, let it be said here that a man will notice a kind of memory arising in his feeling: in former times you prepared this for yourself!
The principles indicated should not be ignored, for if we follow them we shall find that more and more light will be shed upon life, so that we grow stronger and stronger. Once the feeling has arisen that we ourselves were there and carried out the deeds ourselves we shall have quite a different attitude to events confronting us in the future; our whole life of feeling will be transformed. Whereas formerly we may have experienced fear and all the other similar feelings when something happened to us, we now have a kind of inner memory. And now when something happens, our feeling tells us that it is for a purpose; and that it is a memory of an earlier life. Life becomes much more tranquil and intelligible, and that is what men need, not only those who are sustained by a longing for Anthroposophy, but those too who are outside. It is no excuse to say: How can earlier incarnations matter if we cannot remember them! The right attitude towards earthly existence will certainly awaken memory, only it is a memory belonging to the heart, to the life of feeling, that must be developed, not the kind of memory that is composed of thoughts and concepts.
I considered it important during this particular visit to bring home to you how much can be given practical application, and how Anthroposophy can become actual experience in those who pursue it actively.
Now in addition to what accrued in earlier incarnations other factors are also of importance in a man's karma. We have a life between death and a new birth too, and this is by no means uneventful, it is filled with happenings and experiences. And the consequences of these experiences in the spiritual world appear in our earthly life, but in a peculiar form which often makes us inclined to attribute such occurrences to chance. Nevertheless they can be traced to significant experiences in the spiritual world.
I want to speak to you therefore of something which may seem remote from the first part of the lecture. But you will see that it is important for every human being and that what appear to be chance happenings may be deeply indicative of mysterious connecting threads in life.
I am now going to speak of an historical fact that is not preserved in history books but is in the Akashic Record. To begin with I have to draw your attention to the fact that the souls of all of us here now have been incarnated many times in earthly bodies, among the most diverse conditions of life, in ancient India, Persia, Egypt and Greece; again and again we have experienced different environments and conditions of existence, and there is purpose and meaning in the fact that we pass through one incarnation after another. Our present life could not be as it is if we had not lived through these other conditions. An extraordinary experience fell to the lot of men living in the twelfth and thirteenth centuries of our era, for very exceptional conditions broke in upon humanity at that time—roughly speaking not quite seven hundred years ago. Conditions were such that the souls of men were completely shut off from the spiritual world; spiritual darkness prevailed, and it was impossible even for highly developed individuals to achieve direct contact with the spiritual world. In the thirteenth century even those who in earlier incarnations had been initiates were unable to look into the spiritual world. The gates of the spiritual world were closed for a certain period during that century, and although men who in former times had received initiation were able to call up memories of their earlier incarnations, in the thirteenth century they could not themselves gaze into the spiritual worlds. It was necessary for men to live through that condition of darkness, to find the gates to the spiritual world closed against them. Men of high spiritual development were, of course, also in incarnation at that time, but they too were obliged to experience the condition of darkness. When about the middle of the thirteenth century the darkness lifted, strange happenings occurred at a certain place in Europe. The name of this place cannot now be given, but sometime it may be possible to communicate it in a group lecture. Twelve men in Europe of great and outstanding wisdom, whose spiritual development had taken an unusual course, emerged from the condition of twilight that had obscured clairvoyant vision. Of these twelve wise men, seven, to begin with, have to be distinguished from the others. These seven men had retained the memory of their earlier initiations and this memory, together with the knowledge still surviving, was such that the seven men recapitulated in themselves conditions they had once lived through in the period following the Atlantean catastrophe—the ancient Indian epoch of culture. The teachings given by the seven holy Rishis of India had come to life again in the souls of these seven wise men of Europe; seven rays of the ancient wisdom of the sacred Atlantean culture shone forth in the hearts of these seven men who through the operations of world karma had gathered at a certain place in Europe in the thirteenth century and had found one another again. To these seven came four others. In the soul of the first of these four the wisdom belonging to the ancient Indian culture shone forth—he was the eighth among the twelve. The wisdom of the ancient Persian culture lived in the soul of the ninth; the wisdom of the third period—that of Egyptian-Chaldaean culture—lived in the soul of the tenth, and the wisdom of Greco-Roman culture in the soul of the eleventh. The wisdom of the culture as it was in that particular age—contemporary wisdom—lived in the soul of the twelfth. In these twelve men who came together to perform a special mission, the twelve different streams in the spiritual development of mankind were represented. The fact that all possible religions and all possible philosophies belong to twelve basic types is in itself a mystery. Buddhism, Brahmanism, Vedanta philosophy, materialism, or whatever it may be—all of them can be traced to the twelve basic types; it is just a matter of being quite exact. And so all the different streams of man's spiritual life—the religions, the philosophies and world conceptions that are spread over the earth—were united in that council of the twelve.56all possible religions and all possible philosophies belong to twelve basic types: see Rudolf Steiner's ‘Human and Cosmic Thought’, 4 lectures Berlin, January 1914; Rudolf Steiner Press, London, 1967.
After the period of darkness had passed and spiritual achievement was possible again, a thirteenth came in remarkable circumstances to the twelve. I am telling you now of one of those events which take place secretly in the evolution of mankind once and once only. They cannot occur a second time and are mentioned not as an indication that efforts should be made to repeat them but for quite other reasons. When the darkness had lifted and it was possible to develop clairvoyant vision again, the coming of the thirteenth was announced in a mysterious way to the twelve wise men. They knew that the time had come when a child with significant and remarkable incarnations behind him was to be born. Above all they knew that one of his incarnations had been at the time of the Mystery of Golgotha. It was known, therefore, that one who had been a contemporary of the events in Palestine was returning. And the birth of the child in these unusual circumstances during the thirteenth century could not have been said to be that of a person of renown. In speaking of previous lives there is a deplorable and only too widespread tendency to refer back to important historical personages. I have come across all kinds of people who believe that they were incarnated as some historical personage or figure in the Gospels. Quite recently a lady informed me that she had been Mary Magdelene, and I could only reply that she was the twenty-fourth Mary Magdelene I had met in my life. In these matters the greatest care must be taken to prevent fantastic notions arising.
History tells us very little about the incarnations of the thirteenth. He was born many times with great and profound qualities of heart. It was known that this individuality was to be born again as a child and that he was destined for a very special mission. This knowledge was revealed to the twelve seers who took the child entirely into their charge and were able to arrange that from the very beginning he was shut off from the outside world. He was removed from his family and cared for by these twelve men. Guided by their clairvoyance they reared the child with every care in such a way that all the forces acquired from previous incarnations were able to unfold in him. A kind of intuitive perception of this occurrence has arisen in men who know something of the history of spiritual life. Goethe's poem The Mysteries57see note 29. has been recited to us many times. Out of a deep, intuitive perception Goethe speaks in that poem of the council of the twelve, and he has been able to convey to us the mood of heart and feeling in which they lived. The thirteenth is not brother Mark but the child of whom I have been telling you, and who almost immediately after his birth was taken into the care of the twelve and brought up by them until the age of early manhood. The child developed in a strange and remarkable way. The twelve were not in any sense fanatics; they were full of inner composure, enlightenment and peace of heart. How does a fanatic behave? He wants to convert people as quickly as possible; while they, as a rule, do not want to be converted. Everybody is expected immediately to believe what the fanatic wants them to believe and he is angry when this does not happen. In our day, when someone sets out to expound a particular subject, people simply do not believe that his aim may be not to voice his own views but something quite different, that is, the thoughts and opinions of the one of whom he is writing. For many years I was held to be a follower of Nietzsche58Nietzsche because I once wrote an absolutely objective book about him: ‘Friedrich Nietzsche, Fighter for Freedom’, Rudolf Steiner Publications, New Jersey, 1960. because I once wrote an absolutely objective book about him. People simply cannot understand that the aim of a writer may be to give an objective exposition. They think that everyone must be a fanatic on the subject of which he happens to be speaking.
The twelve in the thirteenth century were far from being fanatics, and they were very sparing with oral teaching. But because they lived in communion with the boy, twelve rays of light as it were went out from them into him and were resolved in his soul into one great harmony. It would not have been possible to give him any kind of academic examination; nevertheless there lived within him, transmuted into feeling and sensitive perception, all that the twelve representatives of the twelve different types of religion poured into his soul. His whole soul reflected the harmony of the twelve different forms of belief spread over the earth.
In this way the soul of the boy had to bear a great deal, and consequently it worked in a strange way upon the body. And it is precisely for this reason that the process of which I am telling you now may not be repeated: it could only be enacted at that particular time. Strange to say, as the harmony within the boy's soul increased, his body became more delicate—more and more delicate, until at a certain age it was transparent in every limb. The boy ate less and less until he finally took no nourishment at all. Then he lay for days in a condition of complete torpor: the soul had left the body, and returned into it again after a few days. The youth was now inwardly quite changed. The twelve different rays of human outlook were united in one single radiance, and he gave utterance to the greatest, most wonderful secrets; he did not repeat what the first, or the second, or the third had said, but gave forth in a new and wonderful synthesis all that they would have said had they spoken in unison; all the knowledge they possessed was gathered into one whole, and when he uttered it, it was as though this new wisdom had just come to birth in him. It was as though a higher spirit were speaking in him. Something entirely and essentially new was thus imparted to the twelve wise men. Wisdom in abundance was imparted to them; and to each, individually, greater illumination concerning what had been known to him hitherto.
I have been describing to you the first school of Christian Rosenkreutz, for the thirteenth is the individuality known to us by that name. In that incarnation he died after only a brief earthly existence; in the fourteenth century he was born again and lived then for more than a hundred years. All those things again appeared in him that had developed in him in the thirteenth century. Then his life had been brief, but in the fourteenth century it was very long. During the first half of this later incarnation he went on great journeys in search of the different centres of culture in Europe, Africa and Asia, in order to gather knowledge of what had come to life in him during the previous century; then he returned to Europe. A few of those who had brought him up in the thirteenth century were again in incarnation and were joined by others. This was the time of the inauguration of the rosicrucian stream of spiritual life. And Christian Rosenkreutz himself incarnated again and again.
To this very day he is at work—during the brief intervals, too, when he is not actually in incarnation; through his higher bodies he then works spiritually into human beings, without the need of spatial contact. We must try to picture the mysterious way in which his influence operates.
And I want to begin here by giving an example. Those who participate consciously in the occult life of the spirit had a strange experience from the eighties on into the nineties of the previous century; they became aware of certain influences emanating from a remarkable personality (I am only mentioning one case among many). There was, however, something not quite harmonious about these influences. Anyone who is sensitive to influences from contemporaries living a great distance away, would, at that time, have been aware of something raying out from a certain personality, which was not altogether harmonious. When the new century dawned, however, these influences became harmonious. What had happened? I will tell you the reason for this.
On the 12th August 1900 Soloviev had died—a man far too little appreciated or understood. The influences of his ether body radiated far and wide, but although Soloviev was a great philosopher, in his case the development of the soul was in advance of that of the head, the intellect; he was a great and splendid thinker, but his conscious philosophy was of far less significance than that which he bore in his soul. Up to the time of his death the head was a hindering factor and so, as an occult influence, he had an inharmonious effect. But when he was dead and the ether body, separated from the brain, rayed out in the ether world, he was liberated from the restrictions caused by his thinking, and the rays of his influence shone out with wonderful brilliance and power.
People may ask: How can such knowledge really concern us? This very question is an illusion, for the human being is through and through a product of the spiritual processes around him; and when certain occultists become aware of the reality of these processes, that is because they actually see them. But spiritual processes operate too in those others who do not see. Everything in the spiritual world is interconnected. Whatever influence may radiate from a highly developed Frenchman or Russian is felt not only on their own native soil, but their thought and influence has an effect over the whole earth. Everything that happens in the spiritual world has an influence on us, and only when we realise that the soul lives in the spiritual world just as the lung within the air, shall we have the right attitude.
The forces in the ether bodies of highly developed individualities stream out and have a potent effect upon other human beings. So too, the ether body of Christian Rosenkreutz works far and wide in the world. And reference must be made here to a fact that is of the greatest significance to many people; it is something that transpires in the spiritual world between death and a new birth and is not to be ascribed to chance.
Christian Rosenkreutz has always made use of the short intervals of time between his incarnations to call into his particular stream of spiritual life those souls whom he knows to be ripe; between his deaths and births he has concerned himself as it were with choosing those who are ready to enter his stream. But human beings themselves, by learning to be attentive, must be able to recognise by what means Christian Rosenkreutz gives them a sign showing them that they may count themselves among his chosen. This sign has been given in the lives of very many human beings of the present time, but they pay no heed to it. Yet among the apparently chance happenings in a man's life, there is for many people one in particular that is to be regarded as an indication that between death and a new birth Christian Rosenkreutz has found him mature and ready; the sign is given by Christian Rosenkreutz on the physical plane, however. This event may be called the mark of Christian Rosenkreutz. Let us suppose a man is lying in bed—in other places I have mentioned different forms of such a happening, but all of them have occurred—for some unaccountable reason he suddenly wakes up and, as though guided by instinct, looks at a wall that is usually quite dark. The room is dimly lit, the wall is dark, when suddenly he sees written on the wall: ‘Get up at once!’ It all seems very strange, but he gets up and leaves the house, and hardly has he done so when the ceiling over his bed collapses; although nobody else would have been in danger of getting hurt, he himself would inevitably have been killed. The most thorough investigation proves that nobody on the physical plane warned him to get up. If he had remained lying there he would certainly have been killed.
Such an experience may be thought to be an hallucination or something of the kind; but deeper investigation will reveal that these particular experiences—and they come to hundreds of people—are not accidental. A beckoning call has come from Christian Rosenkreutz. The karma of the one called in this way always indicates that Christian Rosenkreutz bestows the life he may claim. I say explicitly: such occurrences occur in the lives of many people at the present time, and it is only a question of being alert. The occurrence does not always take such a dramatic form as the example quoted, but numbers of human beings nowadays have had such experiences. Now when I say something more than once during a lecture, I do so quite deliberately, because I find that strange conclusions are apt to be drawn from things that are half or totally forgotten. I am saying this because nobody need be discouraged who has had no such experience; this might not be the case, for if he searches he will certainly find something of the kind in his life. Naturally I can only single out a typical example. Here then we have in our life a fact of which we may say that its cause does not lie in the period of actual incarnation; we may have met Christian Rosenkreutz in the spiritual world. I have laid particular stress on this outstanding event of the call. Other events, too, could be mentioned, events connected directly with the spiritual world that occur during the life between death and a new birth; but in our spiritual context this particular event should be of special significance for us as it is so intimately connected with our spiritual movement.
Such a happening surely indicates that we must develop quite a different attitude if we want to have a clear vision of what actually plays into life. Most human beings rush hectically through life and are not thoughtful and attentive; many people say that one should not brood but engage in a life of action. But how much better it would be if precipitate deeds were left undone and people were to brood a little their deeds, then, would be far more mature! If only the beckoning call were heeded with composure and attentiveness. Often it only seems as if we were brooding. It is precisely through quiet composure that strength comes to us—and then we shall follow when karma calls, understanding, too, when it is calling. These are the things I wanted to call your attention to today, for they do indeed make life more intelligible.
I have told you of the strange event in the thirteenth century, purely in the form of historical narrative, in order to indicate those things which men must heed if they are to find their proper place in life and understand the beckoning call of Christian Rosenkreutz. To make this possible the preparation by the twelve and the coming of the thirteenth were necessary. And the event in the thirteenth century was necessary in order that in our own time and hereafter such a beckoning or other sign may be understood and obeyed.
Christian Rosenkreutz has created this sign in order to rouse the attention of men to the needs of the times, to indicate to them that they belong to him and may dedicate their lives to him in the service of the progress of humanity.
Intimitäten Des Karma
Über einen Punkt, der gestern besprochen worden ist hier in unseren Abendbetrachtungen, möchte ich nicht gerne missverstanden sein, und es schien mir doch aus einem Gespräche, das heute mit mir geführt worden ist, dass leicht ein Missverständnis sich einschleichen könnte. Es ist ja natürlich, dass diese Dinge, die mit den Intimitäten unseres Karma zusammenhängen, schwer in Worte zu formulieren sind und dass sehr leicht das eine oder das andere nicht ganz klar das erste Mal verstanden werden kann. Es ist der Punkt, der gestern besprochen worden ist in Bezug darauf, dass wir in unseren Schmerzen und Leiden etwas zu sehen haben, was der Gescheitere in uns aufsucht, um gewisse Unvollkommenheiten zu überwinden, und dass wir gerade dadurch, dass wir gelassen die Schmerzen ertragen, unsere Bahn weiterschreiten. Es ist nicht dieses, was missverstanden werden könnte, sondern das andere, dass wir dagegen Lust und Freude hinzunehmen haben als etwas, das uns zukommt ohne unser Verdienst, ohne dass wir es auf unser individuelles Karma zu beziehen hätten, dass wir es vielmehr zu betrachten hätten als eine Art von Gnade, durch die wir eingesponnen werden in den allwaltenden Geist. Dies, meine lieben Freunde, bitte ich Sie nicht so aufzufassen, als ob der Hauptton darin läge, dass uns Freude und Lust zukommt wie ein Geschenk der göttlichen, geistig waltenden Mächte, sondern ich bitte, den Hauptton darauf zu legen, dass gesagt worden ist: Wir sollen, wenn wir unser Karma verstehen wollen, darauf Rücksicht nehmen, dass wir diese Dinge durch eine Gnade zugeteilt erhalten haben. So also, dass Freude und Lust ausgegossen sind über uns wie eine Gnade. Derjenige Mensch, der in seinem Karma seine Freude und Lust so verstehen will, als wollten ihn die Götter auszeichnen und ihn erhaben über alle anderen hinstellen, der wird das Gegenteil erreichen. Wir dürfen keineswegs das so auffassen, als ob sie uns zugeteilt würden zu dem Zwecke, uns als bevorzugt vor anderen zu halten. Wir haben sie aufzufassen, als ob sie uns zugeteilt wären als ein Anlass, uns in der Gnade jener göttlich-geistigen Wesenheiten zu fühlen. Also erst dieses Sich-Fühlen in der Gnade ist es, was einen Fortschritt bedeutet, das andere würde uns ganz wesentlich zurückwerfen in unserer Entwicklung. Du Mensch, du sollst nicht glauben, dass du zu reiner Lust und Freude kommen kannst durch besondere Vorzüge deines Karma, sondern du sollst glauben, dass du nur dazu kommen kannst dadurch, dass du keine Vorzüge hast. Wir sollen besonders dann Werke der Barmherzigkeit tun, was wir dann besser tun können, als wenn wir Leid und Schmerz erleiden. Der Hinweis, dass wir uns der Gnade würdig machen sollen, das ist es, was uns vorwärtsbringt. Es würde also nicht eine Rechtfertigung sein der Anschauung mancher Leute, dass derjenige, der von Freude erfüllt und reich ist, sich das verdient habe; das soll gerade vermieden werden. Das bitte ich als einen Hinweis zu nehmen, durch den ein Missverständnis vermieden werden könnte.
Nun wollen wir heute, meine lieben theosophischen Freunde, in einer noch freieren Weise unsere Betrachtungen über das Karma etwas weiter ausdehnen, über das Karma und unser Erleben in der Welt, sodass uns Theosophie eine Art von Lebenskraft sein kann. Wir werden, wenn wir unser Leben betrachten und das, was mit uns passiert, zweierlei Arten von Erlebnissen zunächst haben können. Die eine Art kann etwa so sein, dass wir uns sagen können: Ja, da hat mich ein Unglück betroffen, oder da hat mich dies oder jenes betroffen. Nehmen wir an, ein Unglück habe mich betroffen. Ich werde vielleicht, wenn ich meine Gedanken hinlenke auf das Unglück, das mich betroffen hat, mir sagen können: Wäre ich nicht in Bezug auf dieses oder jenes lässig oder ein Taugenichts gewesen, würde mich dieses Unglück nicht betroffen haben. - Wir können aber solch eine Betrachtung mit den gewöhnlichen normalen Mitteln des Bewusstseins nicht immer anstellen, sondern wir werden in zahlreichen Fällen finden, dass wir uns keine Rechenschaft geben können, wie denn das Unglück zusammenhängt mit den Ereignissen unseres gegenwärtigen Lebens. Wir werden mit den Mitteln des gewöhnlichen Bewusstseins geradezu veranlasst sein, von manchem, was uns trifft, zu sagen: Es ist da ein Zufall in unser Leben hereingebrochen, wir sehen keinen rechten Zusammenhang. - Wir werden diesen Unterschied auch machen können in Bezug auf Dinge, die wir imstande sind durchzuführen, die wir sozusagen treffen oder die wir nicht treffen. Bei manchem, was uns missglückt, werden wir begreiflich finden, dass es uns missglücken musste, weil wir faul oder unaufmerksam waren und dergleichen. Bei manchem aber werden wir mit unseren Kräften und Fähigkeiten den Zusammenhang nicht gleich durchschauen können. Darum ist es nützlich, gerade einmal von diesem Gesichtspunkte aus Umschau zu halten in seinen eigenen Erlebnissen, gerade die Dinge zu trennen, von denen man sagen kann: Sie sind mir missglückt, es ist, als ob sie mir missglücken sollten, ohne dass ich daran schuld bin. Bei anderen Dingen wird man sagen: Ich wundere mich eigentlich, dass sie geglückt sind. Und gerade diese Dinge, die wollen wir ins Auge fassen. Und dann wollen wir ins Auge fassen diejenigen Dinge, welche wie ein Zufall ins Leben hereinspielen, von denen wir uns gar nicht vorstellen können, dass sie zusammenhängen können mit den Ursachen, die sie hereingebracht haben, also zufällige Dinge und diejenigen, die wir getan haben, ohne dass sie unseren Fähigkeiten zu entsprechen scheinen. Das alles wollen wir aufsuchen und uns recht sehr hineinvertiefen.
Merkwürdige Sachen wollen wir machen. Wir wollen für alles, was uns getroffen hat, probeweise einmal uns vorstellen, dass wir es doch selbst gewollt hätten, dass wir geradezu den Willen dazu entfaltet hätten. Nehmen wir an, ein Ziegel hätte sich losgelöst vom Dache und wäre uns auf die Schulter gefallen. Wollen wir uns einmal probeweise vorstellen, dass uns das nicht zufällig getroffen hat. Wir wollen direkt den Gedanken ausarbeiten: Wie wäre es, wenn du auf dem Dache gewesen wärest, den Ziegelstein gelockert hättest, dass er lose hing, und wärest dann heruntergegangen, und zwar so schnell, dass du gerade unten ankamst, als der herabfallende Ziegel anlangte und er dich dann getroffen hätte! - Also solch eine Betrachtung stellen wir einmal an. Oder sagen wir, wenn wir uns, scheinbar ohne Veranlassung, eine Erkältung zugezogen hätten, wie wäre cs, wenn wir das selbst gemacht hätten? Zum Beispiel einer unglücklichen Dame gleich, die sich, unzufrieden mit ihrem Schicksal, absichtlich einer Erkältung ausgesetzt hat, an deren Folgen sie auch starb. Also die Dinge, die wir sonst als zufällige erkennen, wollen wir in eine Gedankenfassung bringen, als ob wir sie sorgsam vorbereitet hätten, derart, dass sie uns dann betroffen hätten. Ebenso wollen wir es machen mit denjenigen Dingen, die mit unseren Fähigkeiten und Eigenschaften zusammenhängen. Sagen wir, es glückt uns etwas nicht. Zum Beispiel, wenn wir einen Eisenbahnzug versäumen, da wollen wir uns nicht vorstellen, dass alle möglichen äußeren Verhältnisse schuld daran waren, sondern wir wollen uns vorstellen, dass wir durch unsere Nichtsnutzigkeit versäumt hätten, zurechtzukommen. Denken wir uns dies probeweise so aus. Wenn man das macht, kommt man dazu, nach und nach aus diesen Gedanken heraus eine Art Menschen erphantasieren zu können. Es würde das ein sonderbarer Mensch sein, den wir uns da zusammenphantasieren, ein Mensch, der dies alles getan hätte: dass uns ein Stein auf die Schulter fällt, dass wir diese oder jene Krankheit bekommen und so weiter. Wir werden natürlich erkennen, dass wir nicht das selber sind. Aber wir malen uns einen solchen Menschen aus, recht klar. Da werden wir eine recht eigentümliche Erfahrung machen an einem solchen Menschen. Wir werden nämlich nach einiger Zeit merken: Das hast du natürlich nicht getan, und der Mensch ist ein erträumter. Aber wir können von diesem Menschen nicht mehr loskommen. Wir bringen den Gedanken nicht mehr los. Und merkwürdigerweise bleibt er nicht so, wie er ist. Er wird lebendig in uns, verwandelt sich in uns. Und dann, wenn er sich verwandelt hat, bekommen wir den Eindruck, als ob er doch in uns stecken würde, dieser Mensch. Und wir erhalten dadurch merkwürdigerweise immer mehr und mehr die Gewissheit: Wir selbst haben doch in einer gewissen Weise vorbereitet, was wir uns hier ausgemalt haben. Das heißt, es ist dies keineswegs das Gefühl, dass wir das einmal wirklich getan hätten, aber es sind Gedanken, die doch dem entsprechen, was wir in einer gewissen Weise getan haben. Man wird sich sagen: Du hast da und da etwas gemacht, was du jetzt erleidest, es ist für das oder jenes. Es ist eine sehr gute Übung, um eine Art Gemütsgedächtnis herauszubringen für unsere früheren Inkarnationen. Es legt sich dadurch etwas über unsere Seele, aus dem wir fühlen können: Du warst da und hast dir das vorbereitet.
Sie werden verstehen können, dass die Herstellung der Erinnerung an die früheren Inkarnationen nicht ganz leicht zu sein braucht. Denn denken Sie nur daran, wie Sie sich besinnen müssen, sogar ein kurz Vergessenes heraufzubringen. Sie müssen eine Besinnungsarbeit machen. Gründlich hat der Mensch vergessen, was er erlebt hat in den früheren Inkarnationen, da muss er manches machen, um dem Gedächtnis zu Hilfe zu kommen. Und das ist eine solche Übung. Außer dem, was in den öffentlichen Vorträgen gesagt worden ist, sei hier gesagt, dass der Mensch merken wird, dass er in einer gewissen Weise zum Gemütsgedächtnis kommen wird: Das hast du dir früher selbst zubereitet!
Verachten wir nicht solche Regeln, die uns gegeben werden, denn wir werden immer mehr dabei erfahren, wie sich das Leben durchleuchtet und wir dadurch stärker und stärker werden im Leben. Wir werden schon erfahren, dass wir, wenn wir das einmal gemacht haben und wenn wir einmal das Gefühl erhalten: Du warst da und hast das selbst vollbracht -, dass wir dann den zukünftigen Ereignissen, denen wir begegnen, in ganz anderer Weise gegenüberstehen. Es ändert sich unsere ganze Gemütsverfassung dadurch. Während wir vielleicht früher Schrecken und alle anderen derartigen Gefühle gehabt haben, wenn uns etwas getroffen hat, so bekommen wir jetzt etwas wie ein Erinnerungsgefühl. Und wenn uns dann irgendetwas zustößt, haben wir schon die Richtung unseres Gemüts, das uns sagt: Ach, das ist für dieses oder jenes. - Und das ist Erinnerung an das frühere Leben. Dadurch wird das Leben abgeklärter und ruhiger, und das ist dasjenige, was die Menschen brauchen würden, nicht bloß die, die von der Sehnsucht zur Theosophie getrieben werden, sondern auch die, welche draußen stehen. Es gilt also die Ausrede nicht, welche von vielen Menschen gemacht wird, dass sie sagen: Was gehen uns die früheren Inkarnationen an, wenn wir uns nicht an sie erinnern! Wenn wir für dieses Erdendasein die Besinnung anstreben, werden wir es schon erleben, nur müssen wir nicht ein Vorstellungs-, ein Begriffsgedächtnis, sondern ein Gemütsgedächtnis entwickeln.
Es lag mir daran, besonders bei diesem Aufenthalte aufmerksam darauf zu machen, dass vieles sich praktisch einleben kann, dass so mancher, der Theosophie praktisch ausführt, das Gefühl gewinnen kann, sie zu erleben.
Nun aber ist für den Menschen im Verlaufe seines Karma nicht bloß dasjenige wichtig, was er sich in früheren Inkarnationen zugezogen hat, sondern wir durchleben ja auch ein Leben zwischen dem Tode und einer neuen Geburt. Dieses ist nicht ein ereignisloses Leben, sondern ein solches, in welchem wir viele Ereignisse durchmachen, in dem wir allerlei erleben, erfahren. Und auch die Folgen der Erlebnisse, die wir in der geistigen Welt durchmachen, treten in unser Erdenleben, nur auf eine eigenartige Weise, sodass wir gerade diesen Ereignissen gegenüber oftmals uns recht geneigt fühlen, von Zufällen zu sprechen. Wir können solche Ereignisse zurückführen auf wichtige Vorkommnisse, die wir dort erlebt haben.
So möchte ich Ihnen heute etwas anführen, was scheinbar dem ersten Teil unserer Betrachtungen ferneliegt. Sie werden ersehen, wie solches wichtig sein kann für alle Menschen und wie scheinbare Zufälligkeiten eigentlich zu beurteilen sind im Leben, wie tief sie bezeichnend sein können in den geheimnisvollen Zusammenhängen des Lebens.
Da muss ich auf eine geschichtliche Tatsache hinweisen, welche nicht in Geschichtsbüchern, sondern in der Akasha-Chronik aufbewahrt ist. Aufmerksam muss ich zunächst machen, dass unsere Seelen, wie sie hier jetzt sind, ja wie wir alle immer wieder und wieder in den verschiedensten Verhältnissen in irdischen Leibern verkörpert waren, verkörpert im alten Indien, Persien, Ägypten, Griechenland gelebt haben. Immer haben wir mit den Augen auf andere Verhältnisse gesehen, immer haben wir erfasst andere Verhältnisse, und es hat einen Sinn, dass wir durch Inkarnation und Inkarnation durchgehen, und wir würden jetzt unser Leben nicht so zubringen können, wenn wir nicht diese verschiedenen Dinge erlebt hätten. Ganz Besonderes haben die Seelen derjenigen Menschen erlebt, welche gelebt haben im zwölften, dreizehnten Jahrhundert unserer Zeitrechnung. Damals waren nämlich über die Menschheit ganz besondere Verhältnisse hereingebrochen. Das ist also jetzt, wenn wir so sagen dürfen, nicht ganz siebenhundert Jahre her. Da brachen über die Menschheitsentwicklung solche Verhältnisse herein, dass wir sagen können, es waren dazumal die Menschenseelen am meisten abgeschlossen von der geistigen Welt, eine geistige Finsternis war da, und es war dazumal nicht möglich, dass selbst vorgerückte Menschenseelen sich in unmittelbare Verbindung mit der geistigen Welt gebracht hätten. Nicht einmal in früheren Inkarnationen Eingeweihte konnten im dreizehnten Jahrhundert in die geistige Welt hineinschauen. In diesem Jahrhundert waren am meisten die Tore der geistigen Welt verschlossen, und Menschen, die früher eingeweiht waren, konnten sich zwar ihrer früheren Inkarnationen erinnern, als sie eingeweiht wurden, aber sie konnten nicht im dreizehnten Jahrhundert selbst hineinblicken in die geistigen Welten. Die Menschen mussten nämlich einmal diesen Tiefstand durchmachen, mussten die Tore zur geistigen Welt zugeschlossen finden. Allerdings gab es damals geistig hochentwickelte Menschen, aber sie mussten den Zustand mitmachen, der in der Mitte des dreizehnten Jahrhunderts da war, den Zustand der Verfinsterung. Dieser Zustand hörte auf um die Mitte des dreizehnten Jahrhunderts, und da bildete sich etwas Eigentümliches aus in einer Gegend in Europa. Der Ort kann jetzt nicht angegeben werden, aber vielleicht wird es möglich sein, ihn einmal in einem Zweigvortrag bekanntzugeben. Aus diesem Dämmerungszustand des hellsichtigen Lebens heraus entwickelten sich zwölf große, hervorragende europäische Weise, die auf sonderbare Art geistig entwickelt waren. Wenn wir nun diese zwölf größten Weisen Europas ins Auge fassen, müssen wir zunächst Sieben abtrennen und diese Sieben ins Auge fassen. Diese Sieben hatten in dieser Zeit sich erinnert an ihre früheren Initiationen, ihre Einweihungen. Diese Erinnerung mit den Erkenntnissen, die geblieben waren, war so, dass diese sieben Weisen in sich wiederholten einen Zustand, den sie früher erlebt haben, den sie erlebt hatten in der Zeit nach der atlantischen Katastrophe, den sie durchgemacht hatten in der uralten indischen Kultur. Was die heiligen sieben Rishis der Inder gelehrt hatten, war wiedererstanden in den Seelen der sieben Weisen in Europa. Sie waren die sieben Strahlen der heiligen Weisheit, sodass dastand die alte heilige atlantische Kultur in den Herzen dieser sieben weisen Männer, welche versammelt waren durch ein großes Weltenkarma an einem bestimmten Orte Europas, wo sie sich wiederfinden konnten. Zu diesen Sieben traten vier. Von diesen Vier entwickelte der Erste die erste Periode nach der atlantischen Katastrophe, die uralt indische Kultur. Sein Seelenwesen erstrahlte wieder aufs Neue in der Seele des Achten. Derjenige, der die uralt persische Kultur in sich trug, ließ erstrahlen sein Seelenwesen in der Seele des Neunten, der Dritte ließ erstrahlen die Kultur der dritten Periode, der ägyptisch-chaldäischen Kultur, in der Seele des Zehnten, und der Vierte, dessen Seelenwesen die griechisch-lateinische Kultur in sich trug, ließ sie wieder erstrahlen in der Seele des Elften. Das aber, was dazumal Gegenwartskultur war, was man in der Gegenwart erleben konnte, was da die Menschen erfahren konnten, das war im Zwölften vorhanden. Es waren in den zwölf Männern, die sich in der besonderen Mission vereinigten, die zwölf verschiedenen Standpunkte menschlicher Geistesentwicklung vorhanden. Das ist schon ein Geheimnis, dass man alle Religionen und alle Philosophien, die möglich sind, auf zwölf Grundtypen zurückführen kann. Und ob Sie den Buddhismus, den Brahmanismus, die Vedanta, den Materialismus nehmen, in zwölf Standpunkte lässt sich alles bringen, man muss nur ganz genau zu Werke gehen. Sodass also in jenem Kollegium von zwölf weisen Männern vereinigt war sozusagen dasjenige, was über die ganze Erde verbreitet war an verschiedenen menschlichen Standpunkten, an verschiedenen Religionen, Philosophien und sonstigen Weltanschauungen.
Nun kam zu jenen zwölf Männern, nachdem die Dämmerung abgelaufen war und wieder in spiritueller Weise etwas gearbeitet werden konnte, ein Dreizehnter dazu. Dieser Dreizehnte war auf eine merkwürdige Weise dazugekommen. Was ich jetzt erzähle, das gehört zu jenen Ereignissen, die sich, in der Menschheitsentwicklung verborgen, aber nur einmal abspielen können. Sie können sich nicht wiederholen, und niemandem wird es erzählt aus dem Grunde, dass er das nachmachen sollte, sondern aus einem ganz anderen Grunde. Der Dreizehnte war in einer für die zwölf hellseherischen Weisen merkwürdigen Art angekündigt worden, als die Dämmerung vorüber war und man die ersten Strahlen des Hellsehertums entfalten konnte, sodass sie wussten, es müsse jetzt cin Kind geboren werden, welches sehr bedeutungsvolle und merkwürdige Inkarnationen hinter sich habe. Vor allem wussten sie, dass eine Inkarnation verlaufen sei zur Zeit, als sich abgespielt hatte das Mysterium von Golgatha. Man wusste also, ein Zeitgenosse der Ereignisse von Palästina kehre wieder, und diese jetzt folgende Inkarnation des damals im dreizehnten Jahrhundert unter so eigentümlichen Verhältnissen als Kind Geborenen war so, dass man von ihm nicht sagen konnte, er wäre als hochstehende Individualität geboren. Das ist überhaupt eine Unart, dass man, wenn von Vorleben gesprochen wird, immer auf wichtige Persönlichkeiten aus der Geschichte zurückgreifen will. Das ist eine Unart, die nur zu sehr verbreitet ist. Es ist mir oft vorgekommen, dass die verschiedensten Personen auf historische und auf Personen aus den Evangelien als auf ihre Inkarnation zurückgreifen wollten. Unlängst erst kam eine Dame, die behauptete, sie sei Maria Magdalena gewesen. Ich habe ihr gesagt, sie sei die vierundzwanzigste Maria Magdalena, die mir im Leben begegnet sei. - Es muss die allergrößte Vorsicht angewendet werden, dass nichts Phantastisches hervorkommt!
Die Geschichte erzählt uns auch recht wenig von den aufeinanderfolgenden Inkarnationen dieser Persönlichkeit, des Dreizehnten. Er wurde immer und immer wieder geboren mit hervorragenden, bedeutsamen Gemütseigenschaften. Das wusste man, dass dieser Mensch wieder als Kind geboren werden würde und dass er ausersehen sei, ganz Besonderes für die Menschheit zu bedeuten. Das erhielten aus ihrer Hellsichtigkeit heraus diese zwölf Männer, die dieses Kind ganz in ihre Erziehung nehmen und es einrichten konnten, dass es von allem Anfang an der Welt ganz entrückt wurde. Es wurde ganz herausgenommen aus der Familie und unter die Erziehung und Obhut der zwölf Männer gebracht. Die zogen es mit aller Sorgfalt auf, entsprechend den Regeln ihres Hellsehertums, sodass alles, was als Kräfte von den Inkarnationen her veranlagt war, in diesem Kinde sich nach und nach wieder heranbilden konnte. Sie werden merken, dass von diesem Ereignisse eine Art ahnungsvolles Bewusstsein geblieben ist in jenen, die etwas von der Geschichte des geistigen Lebens wussten. Ich habe aus einer Dichtung, in der diese Ahnung lebt, vortragen lassen. Die «Geheimnisse» von Goethe sind wiederholt vorgetragen worden. Goethe hat aus einer tiefen Ahnung von diesem Kollegium der Zwölf gesprochen und wiedergegeben die Gemütszustände derselben. Es war nicht der Bruder Markus, sondern jenes Kind, von dem ich Ihnen erzähle, dass es von den ersten Tagen seiner Geburt hereingenommen worden ist in die Erziehung der Zwölf, bis es ein Jüngling geworden war. Merkwürdig entwickelte sich dieses Kind. Die zwölf Männer waren nicht Fanatiker, sondern abgeklärte, ruhige, innerlich harmonische Geister. Was tut der Fanatiker? Er will die Menschen so schnell als möglich bekehren; sie wollen aber gewöhnlich nicht. Jeder soll gleich glauben, was der Fanatiker will, und er ärgert sich, wenn man ihm nicht glaubt. Wenn in unserer Gegenwart jemand dies oder das vertritt, glaubt man ja gar nicht, dass er oft etwas anderes begreiflich machen will, begreiflich machen will, was derjenige dachte und glaubte, von dem er spricht. So hielt man mich jahrelang für einen Nietzscheaner, weil ich über Nietzsche objektiv ein Buch geschrieben habe. Aber die Menschen können ja durchaus nicht verstehen, dass man in objektiver Weise etwas wiedergeben will, sondern sie glauben, dass jeder ein Fanatiker sein muss für das, was er sagt.
Die Zwölf waren gewiss keine Fanatiker, und sie haben mit Lehren, die in Worte gekleidet waren, den Knaben recht verschont. Aber sie lebten mit ihm zusammen, und das bewirkte, dass von ihnen zwölf verschiedene Lichtstrahlen in den Knaben hineingingen, und er nahm sie so auf, dass sie sich zu einer inneren Harmonie in der Seele des Knaben herausbildeten. Man hätte ihn nicht in lehrhafter Weise examinieren können, aber in seinem Gemüte lebte, in Gefühl und Empfindung verwandelt, was die zwölf Träger der zwölf verschiedenen Typen der Religionen in seine Seele hineinstrahlen ließen. Und die ganze Konfiguration der Seele, die ganze Grundstimmung und Gemütsverfassung war ein harmonischer Widerklang der zwölf verschiedenen Bekenntnisse der Menschheit, die über die Erde verbreitet sind.
Es hatte allerdings die Seele dieses Menschen dadurch viel zu tragen, und die Folge davon war, dass in einer eigenartigen Weise diese Seele auf den Leib wirkte. Und gerade aus dem Grunde, weil das, was ich jetzt erzähle, eingetreten ist, darf dies nicht wiederholt werden; es konnte sich nur in jenem Zeitpunkte abspielen. Und merkwürdigerweise, je größer, harmonischer der Seeleninhalt dieses Knaben wurde, desto zarter wurde sein Leib, immer zarter und zarter. Und in einem bestimmten Lebensalter stellte sich geradezu heraus, dass der Leib so zart geworden war, dass er förmlich durchsichtig wurde, dass man durchsehen konnte durch die einzelnen Glieder. Und immer weniger und weniger aß dieser Jüngling, bis er zuletzt ganz aufhörte zu essen. Dann verfiel er durch Tage in einen apathischen Zustand; die Seele war herausgegangen aus dem Leibe und ging nach einigen Tagen wiederum in den Leib zurück. Jetzt war der Jüngling innerlich ganz verändert. Die zwölf verschiedenen Strahlen der menschlichen Weltanschauungen waren wie in ein Licht vereinigt, und er sprach nun die wunderbarsten, gewaltigsten Geheimnisse. Er sagte nicht, was der Eine, der Zweite, der Dritte sagte, er sagte in ganz neuer Form und in einer wunderbaren Weise Dinge, die alle zusammen hätten sagen müssen, Dinge, in denen alles, was die anderen wussten, vereinigt war, und er sagte das so, als wenn diese neue Weisheit in ihm eben geboren worden wäre, als ob ein höherer Geist in ihm gesprochen hätte, sodass diese zwölf Männer jetzt alle etwas Neues lernen konnten. Und sie lernten alle von ihm, unendlich viel wurde ihnen geboten, einem jeden eine vollkommenere Erklärung dessen, was er von früher her wusste.
Ich habe Ihnen geschildert die erste Schule des Christian Rosenkreutz; denn dieser Dreizehnte ist diejenige Individualität, die wir als Christian Rosenkreutz bezeichnen. In jener Inkarnation starb er sehr bald, hatte nur ein kurzes Erdendasein. Er wurde im vierzehnten Jahrhundert wiedergeboren und lebte damals ein Leben, das über hundert Jahre währte. Da kamen in ihm wieder zum Vorschein alle diejenigen Dinge, die sich im dreizehnten Jahrhundert in ihm gebildet hatten. Damals, im dreizehnten Jahrhundert, hatte er ein kurzes, dann im vierzehnten Jahrhundert ein langes Leben. Die erste Hälfte des Letzteren benützte er zu großen Reisen, um aufzusuchen die verschiedenen Kulturstätten Europas, Afrikas, Asiens, um kennenzulernen, was in ihm damals im dreizehnten Jahrhundert aufgegangen war. Dann kam er wieder nach Europa zurück. Einige von denen, die ihn im dreizehnten Jahrhundert auferzogen hatten, waren wiederverkörpert, andere gesellten sich hinzu. Es wurde damals diejenige Strömung insbesondere eingeleitet, die man die rosenkreuzerische nennt. Und immer kam Christian Rosenkreutz in den mannigfaltigsten Verkörperungen wieder.
Aber durch seine Persönlichkeit wirkt er bis in die heutige Zeit herein auch in den kurzen Zwischenräumen, in denen er nicht inkarniert ist, ja spirituell wirkt er in die Menschen durch seine höheren Leiber so herein, dass er nicht mit ihnen im Raume verbunden zu sein braucht. Wir müssen uns einmal dieses geheimnisvolle Wirken vor Augen führen.
Da möchte ich Ihnen zunächst ein Beispiel anführen. Für diejenigen, die das okkulte geistige Leben miterleben, stellte sich etwas sehr Merkwürdiges heraus. Wenn man nämlich die Dinge miterlebte, die auf dem geistigen Plane um uns herum sich abspielen, zum Beispiel in den Achtziger- bis Neunzigerjahren des vorigen Jahrhunderts, dann konnte man gewisse Einflüsse einer merkwürdigen Persönlichkeit - ich führe nur einen Fall von vielen an - okkult verspüren; aber sie kamen so heraus, dass man sich bei ihnen nicht ganz wohlfühlte. Und alle diejenigen, welche Einflüsse von Zeitgenossen, die im Raume weit weg wohnen, spüren können, konnten damals etwas Strahlendes spüren, was von einer Persönlichkeit ausging, aber nicht ganz harmonisch war. Da kam das neue Jahrhundert, und da machte man die Erfahrung, dass die Einflüsse harmonisch wurden. Was war geschehen? Ich will Ihnen jetzt die Ursache erzählen.
Im Jahre 1900, am 12. August, war eine Persönlichkeit gestorben, die nur nicht genug gewürdigt wird: Solowjow. Er hatte einen solchen Ätherleib, dass er weithin strahlend wirkte. Aber der Kopf, der Intellekt, war, obwohl Solowjow ein großer Philosoph ist, nicht so weit wie die Seele. Groß und schön ist sein Denken, aber seine bewusste Philosophie war durchaus nicht so viel wert, als was er in seiner Seele trug. Das wurde bis zu seinem Tode durch den Kopf beeinträchtigt, und so empfand man das als okkulten Einfluss unharmonisch. Und als er tot war und das Gehirn sich getrennt hatte und der Ätherleib in der Ätherwelt weiterstrahlte, war er von seinem Denken befreit, war er von diesem nicht mehr berührt und strahlte in einer ganz wunderbaren Weise.
Von solchen Erkenntnissen könnte man sagen: Was gehen uns denn solche Dinge eigentlich an? Ja, meine lieben theosophischen Freunde, gerade solches zu sagen ist eben eine richtige Phantasterei, denn der Mensch ist durchaus das Ergebnis der geistigen Vorgänge, die um ihn herum sind, und dass einige Okkultisten bemerken, dass und wie sie hereinspielen, kommt davon her, weil sie sie sehen. Aber die geistigen Vorgänge spielen auch in die anderen herein, die nicht sehen. Alles wirkt zusammen, was auf dem geistigen Gebiete geschieht. Das, was etwa französische oder russische hochentwickelte Menschen ausstrahlen, wird nicht nur auf dem zugehörigen Teile des Erdbodens gefühlt, sondern auf der ganzen Erde wird das empfunden, was so gedacht, gefühlt wird. Alles, was in der geistigen Welt geschieht, hat seinen Einfluss auf uns, und wir bekommen erst dann das richtige Gefühl, wenn wir wissen, dass die Seele so in der geistigen Welt darinnen steht wie die Lunge in der Luft.
In einem ganz besonders hohen Grade strahlt aus dasjenige, was im Ätherleib hochentwickelter Individualitäten ist und wirkt, auf die anderen Menschen. So ist es auch der Ätherleib des Christian Rosenkreutz, der weithin in der Welt wirkt. Aber eine sehr wichtige, für viele höchst bedeutsame Tatsache müssen wir hier hervorheben, und das ist etwas, das sich zwischen Tod und Geburt in der geistigen Welt abspielt und nicht nur anzusehen ist wie ein Zufall, den wir von früher her hervorrufen.
Christian Rosenkreutz hat die kurzen Zwischenzeiten zwischen den Inkarnationen immer dazu benützt, die Seelen, von denen er wusste, dass sie reif sind, gerade in die von ihm angesponnene Geistesrichtung hineinzurufen. Er hat sich sozusagen zwischen seinen Toden und Geburten damit beschäftigt, die für seine Strömung reifen Geister in einer gewissen Weise zu erwählen. Nun müssen aber auch die Menschen, wenn sie achtgeben lernen, imstande sein zu erkennen, wodurch ihnen Christian Rosenkreutz ein Zeichen gibt, dass sie sich zu seinen Erwählten zählen dürfen. Dieses Zeichen kommt in das Leben zahlloser Menschen der Gegenwart hinein, nur achtet man solcher Zeichen nicht. Aber unter den scheinbar ganz zufälligen Ereignissen gibt es solche, namentlich ein solches für viele, das geradezu anzusehen ist als eines, das anzeigt, er habe denjenigen, dem es gegeben wird, für reif befunden zwischen Tod und Geburt. Hier auf dem physischen Plane zeigt er es an. Die Marke des Christian Rosenkreutz kann dieses Ereignis genannt werden.
Nehmen wir an, ein Mensch liege im Bette - ich habe an anderem Orte andere Ereignisse erzählt, alle haben sich abgespielt -, er wacht plötzlich auf. Unerklärlich ist es ihm, dass er aufwacht, und er schaut, wie von einem Instinkt geleitet, auf eine Wand, die sonst ganz dunkel ist. Das Zimmer ist halb dämmerhaft beleuchtet, die Wand ist dunkel, und siehe da, er sieht an jene Wand geschrieben: «Stehe sofort auf!» Er steht auf. Es kommt ihm sonderbar vor. Er geht aus dem Hause, und kaum, dass er aus dem Hause getreten ist - es war die Sache so, dass niemand anderer geschädigt werden konnte -, stürzt über seinem Bette der Plafond ein, der ihn unweigerlich erschlagen hätte. Er hat alle Nachforschungen angestellt; nicht irgendein Wesen auf dem physischen Plane hat ihn aufmerksam gemacht, dass er aufstehen solle. Wäre er liegen geblieben, er wäre sicher tot.
Nun, ein solches Erlebnis könnte man so auffassen: Man habe eine Halluzination gehabt oder etwas dergleichen. Aber man kann auch tiefer gehen. Gerade solche Erlebnisse, die Hunderte erfahren, sind nicht zufällig. Immer handelt es sich um eine Berufung durch Christian Rosenkreutz, denn immer stellt sich das Karma dieser Berufenen bis zu diesem Zeitpunkte so, dass man sagen kann, Christian Rosenkreutz schenkt zuerst das Leben, das er beanspruchen kann. Ich sage ausdrücklich, ins Leben zahlreicher Menschen treten solche Erlebnisse in der Gegenwart ein, und es handelt sich darum, dass man aufmerksam ist. Nicht stets ist es ein so eklatanter Fall, aber zahlreiche Menschen der Gegenwart erleben solches. Und sehen Sie, meine lieben theosophischen Freunde, wenn ich etwas wiederholt an einem Abend sage, geschieht es ganz absichtlich, weil ich die Erfahrung habe, dass man aus Dingen, die man halb oder ganz vergisst, merkwürdige Konsequenzen zieht. Ich sage das deshalb, weil niemand dadurch deprimiert zu sein braucht, der kein solches Erlebnis hat - es muss nicht so sein, er wird schon in seinem Leben etwas finden -, nur zum Nachforschen soll er kommen. Natürlich kann ich Ihnen nur ein typisches Ereignis herausgreifen. Da haben wir also in unserem Leben eine Tatsache, von der wir sagen können, dass sie nicht in einer Inkarnation verursacht ist: Wir können Christian Rosenkreutz in der geistigen Welt getroffen haben. Ich habe dieses hervorragendste Ereignis der Berufung ganz besonders hervorgehoben. Man könnte auch andere, unmittelbar an die geistige Welt anknüpfende Ereignisse anführen, die in dem Leben zwischen Tod und Geburt zu suchen sind, aber in unserem geistigen Zusammenhange muss uns gerade dieses Ereignis bedeutungsvoll erscheinen, das mit unserer geistigen Bewegung so innig zusammenhängt.
So sehen Sie auch aus einem solchen Ereignis, wie eine ganz andere Stimmung gegenüber dem Leben Platz greifen muss, wenn wir das sehen wollen, was eigentlich ins Leben hineinspielt. Die meisten Menschen hasten durchs Leben und sind nicht aufmerksam. Viele kommen und sagen, man soll nicht brüten, sondern ein Leben der Tat entwickeln. Wenn nur lieber viele Taten, die unreif sind, nicht getan würden, und die Leute ein wenig brüteten: Sie würden reifere Taten tun! Wenn nur die Winke beachtet werden würden mit Gelassenheit und Aufmerksamkeit. Es sieht oft nur so aus, als ob wir hinbrüteten, aber es werden uns durch die Gelassenheit gerade Kräfte kommen, und dann werden wir auch folgen können, wenn das Karma ruft, und wir werden es verstehen, wenn es ruft. Das sind Dinge, auf die ich Sie diesmal aufmerksam machen wollte als auf solche, die uns das Leben weiter verständlich machen.
Ich habe Ihnen das Ereignis aus dem dreizehnten Jahrhundert, das manchem als absonderlich erscheinen mag, rein geschichtlich erzählt, um zu zeigen, was die Menschen beachten sollen, damit sie lernen, sich in das Leben hineinzufügen und den Wink des Christian Rosenkreutz zu verstehen. Damit das geschehen konnte, war die Veranstaltung der Zwölf und der Hinzutritt des Dreizehnten notwendig. Das eben geschilderte Ereignis im dreizehnten Jahrhundert war notwendig, damit in unserem und den folgenden Jahrhunderten ein solcher Wink oder andere ähnlicher Art verstanden und befolgt werden können. Solch ein Zeichen hat Christian Rosenkreutz gerade herausgearbeitet, um die Aufmerksamkeit der Menschen den neuen Zeitforderungen gegenüber wachzurufen, um ihnen den Wink zu geben, dass sie ihm zugehören, ihm das Leben im Sinne des Menschheits-Fortschrittes widmen dürfen.
Intimacies of Karma
I would not like to be misunderstood about a point that was discussed yesterday here in our evening reflections, and it seemed to me from a conversation I had today that a misunderstanding could easily creep in. It is natural that these things, which are connected with the intimacies of our karma, are difficult to put into words and that it is very easy for one thing or another not to be understood clearly the first time. The point that was discussed yesterday was that in our pain and suffering we have something to see, something that the wiser part of us seeks in order to overcome certain imperfections, and that it is precisely by calmly enduring the pain that we continue on our path. It is not this that could be misunderstood, but rather the other, that we must accept pleasure and joy as something that comes to us without our merit, without having to relate it to our individual karma, but rather as a kind of grace through which we are enveloped in the all-pervading spirit. This, my dear friends, I ask you not to understand as if the main point were that joy and pleasure come to us as a gift from the divine, spiritually ruling powers, but I ask you to emphasize what has been said: if we want to understand our karma, we must take into account that we have been granted these things through grace. Thus, joy and pleasure are poured out upon us as a blessing. The person who wants to understand his joy and pleasure in his karma as if the gods wanted to distinguish him and set him above all others will achieve the opposite. We must not understand this as if they were given to us for the purpose of making us feel superior to others. We must understand them as if they were given to us as an occasion to feel ourselves in the grace of those divine-spiritual beings. It is only this feeling of being in grace that means progress; the other would throw us back significantly in our development. You, human being, should not believe that you can attain pure pleasure and joy through special advantages of your karma, but you should believe that you can only attain this by having no advantages. We should especially do works of mercy when we can do them better than when we are suffering pain and sorrow. The indication that we should make ourselves worthy of grace is what brings us forward. It would therefore not be a justification of the view of some people that those who are filled with joy and rich have earned it; that is precisely what should be avoided. I ask you to take this as a hint that could help avoid misunderstanding.
Now, my dear theosophical friends, let us expand our reflections on karma in an even freer way, on karma and our experience in the world, so that theosophy can be a kind of life force for us. When we look at our lives and what happens to us, we can initially have two kinds of experiences. One type may be that we can say to ourselves: Yes, misfortune has befallen me, or this or that has affected me. Let us assume that misfortune has befallen me. When I turn my thoughts to the misfortune that has befallen me, I may say to myself: If I hadn't been careless or useless in this or that respect, this misfortune would not have affected me. However, we cannot always make such an assessment using the ordinary means of consciousness. In many cases, we will find that we cannot explain how the misfortune is connected with the events of our present life. The means of ordinary consciousness will lead us to say of many things that happen to us: It is a coincidence that has entered our life; we see no real connection. We will also be able to make this distinction in relation to things that we are capable of doing, that we do, so to speak, or that we do not do. In some things that go wrong, we will understand that they had to go wrong because we were lazy or inattentive, and so on. In other things, however, we will not be able to see the connection immediately with our powers and abilities. That is why it is useful to look at our own experiences from this point of view, to separate the things about which we can say: I failed, it is as if I was meant to fail, without it being my fault. With other things, we will say: I am actually surprised that they succeeded. And it is precisely these things that we want to focus on. And then we want to focus on those things that come into our lives as if by chance, things that we cannot imagine could be connected to the causes that brought them about, i.e., random things and things we have done without them seeming to correspond to our abilities. We want to seek out all of these things and delve deeply into them.
We want to do strange things. For everything that has happened to us, we want to try to imagine that we wanted it ourselves, that we actually developed the will to do it. Let's assume that a brick came loose from the roof and fell on our shoulder. Let's try to imagine that this did not happen by chance. Let's work out the thought directly: What would it be like if you had been on the roof, loosened the brick so that it was hanging loose, and then climbed down so quickly that you reached the ground just as the falling brick arrived and hit you! Let's consider such a scenario. Or let's say that we caught a cold for no apparent reason. What if we had done that ourselves? For example, like an unfortunate lady who, dissatisfied with her fate, deliberately exposed herself to a cold, which ultimately led to her death. So let's take the things we normally recognize as coincidental and imagine them as if we had carefully planned them in such a way that they would affect us. Let's do the same with things that are related to our abilities and characteristics. Let's say we fail at something. For example, if we miss a train, we don't want to imagine that all kinds of external circumstances were to blame, but rather that we failed to get there because of our own uselessness. Let's try to think it through. If you do that, you will gradually be able to imagine a kind of person emerging from these thoughts. It would be a strange person we imagine, a person who would have done all these things: caused a stone to fall on our shoulder, given us this or that illness, and so on. Of course, we will realize that this is not who we are. But we paint a picture of such a person, quite clearly. We will have a rather peculiar experience with such a person. After a while, we will realize: Of course, you didn't do that, and this person is a figment of your imagination. But we can no longer detach ourselves from this person. We can no longer get rid of the thought. And strangely enough, it does not remain as it is. It comes alive within us, transforms itself within us. And then, when it has transformed itself, we get the impression that this person is actually inside us. And strangely enough, this gives us more and more certainty that we ourselves have, in a certain way, prepared what we have imagined here. That is, it is by no means the feeling that we have actually done this, but these are thoughts that correspond to what we have done in a certain way. You will say to yourself: You did something here and there, and now you are suffering for it; it is for this or that reason. It is a very good exercise to bring out a kind of mental memory of our previous incarnations. This lays something over our soul from which we can feel: You were there and prepared this for yourself.
You will understand that it is not easy to bring back memories of previous incarnations. Just think about how hard it is to remember even something you have forgotten for a short time. You have to do some soul-searching. Human beings have thoroughly forgotten what they experienced in previous incarnations, so they have to do a lot to help their memory. And this is one such exercise. In addition to what has been said in public lectures, it should be noted here that human beings will notice that they will, in a certain way, come to a mental memory: You prepared this for yourself in the past!
Let us not despise such rules that are given to us, for we will learn more and more how life is illuminated and how we become stronger and stronger in life. We will learn that once we have done this and once we have the feeling: You were there and you accomplished this yourself—that we will then face future events that we encounter in a completely different way. It changes our whole state of mind. Whereas we may have felt fear and all other such feelings when something happened to us in the past, we now experience something like a feeling of remembrance. And when something happens to us, we already have a state of mind that tells us: Oh, that is for this or that. And that is a memory of a previous life. This makes life more serene and peaceful, and that is what people need, not only those who are driven by a longing for theosophy, but also those who stand outside. So the excuse made by many people, who say, “What do our previous incarnations have to do with us if we don't remember them?”, does not apply. If we strive for reflection in this earthly existence, we will experience it, but we must develop a memory of the mind rather than a memory of ideas and concepts.
It was important to me, especially during this stay, to point out that much can be put into practice, that many who practice Theosophy can gain the feeling of experiencing it.
Now, however, in the course of their karma, it is not only important for human beings what they have brought upon themselves in previous incarnations, but we also live through a life between death and a new birth. This is not an uneventful life, but one in which we go through many events, in which we experience all kinds of things. And the consequences of the experiences we go through in the spiritual world also enter our earthly life, but in a peculiar way, so that we often feel inclined to speak of coincidences when we encounter these events. We can trace such events back to important occurrences that we experienced there.
So today I would like to present something to you that seems far removed from the first part of our considerations. You will see how important this can be for all human beings and how apparent coincidences should actually be judged in life, how deeply significant they can be in the mysterious connections of life.
I must refer to a historical fact that is not recorded in history books but in the Akashic Records. I must first point out that our souls, as they are here now, have been incarnated again and again in earthly bodies in the most diverse circumstances, living in ancient India, Persia, Egypt, and Greece. We have always looked at other circumstances with our eyes, we have always grasped other circumstances, and it makes sense that we go through incarnation after incarnation, and we would not be able to live our lives now if we had not experienced these different things. The souls of those people who lived in the twelfth and thirteenth centuries of our calendar experienced something very special. At that time, very special circumstances had befallen humanity. That was, if we may say so, not quite seven hundred years ago. At that time, conditions arose in human development such that we can say that the souls of human beings were then most cut off from the spiritual world, there was spiritual darkness, and even advanced souls were unable to establish direct contact with the spiritual world. Not even those who had been initiated in earlier incarnations could see into the spiritual world in the thirteenth century. In that century, the gates of the spiritual world were mostly closed, and people who had been initiated earlier could remember their previous incarnations when they were initiated, but they could not see into the spiritual worlds themselves in the thirteenth century. People had to go through this low point, had to find the gates to the spiritual world closed. There were spiritually highly developed people at that time, but they had to go through the state that existed in the middle of the thirteenth century, the state of darkness. This state came to an end around the middle of the thirteenth century, and something peculiar developed in a region of Europe. The location cannot be specified at this time, but perhaps it will be possible to reveal it in a branch lecture at some point. Out of this twilight state of clairvoyant life, twelve great, outstanding European sages developed who were spiritually developed in a remarkable way. If we now consider these twelve greatest sages of Europe, we must first separate seven of them and focus on these seven. During this time, these seven had remembered their earlier initiations, their dedications. This memory, together with the knowledge that remained, was such that these seven wise men repeated within themselves a state they had experienced earlier, which they had experienced in the time after the Atlantean catastrophe, which they had gone through in the ancient Indian culture. What the holy seven Rishis of India had taught was resurrected in the souls of the seven wise men in Europe. They were the seven rays of holy wisdom, so that the ancient holy Atlantean culture stood in the hearts of these seven wise men, who were gathered by a great world karma at a certain place in Europe where they could find each other again. Four joined these seven. Of these four, the first developed the first period after the Atlantean catastrophe, the ancient Indian culture. His soul being shone anew in the soul of the eighth. The one who carried the ancient Persian culture within himself let his soul being shine in the soul of the ninth, the third let the culture of the third period, the Egyptian-Chaldean culture, shine in the soul of the tenth, and the fourth, whose soul being carried the Greek-Latin culture within himself, let it shine again in the soul of the eleventh. But what was contemporary culture at that time, what could be experienced in the present, what people could learn, was present in the Twelfth. The twelve different points of view of human spiritual development were present in the twelve men who united in this special mission. It is already a mystery that all religions and all philosophies that are possible can be traced back to twelve basic types. Whether you take Buddhism, Brahmanism, Vedanta, or materialism, everything can be brought into twelve points of view; you just have to go about it very carefully. So that in that council of twelve wise men was united, so to speak, what was spread throughout the whole earth in different human points of view, in different religions, philosophies, and other worldviews.
Now, after dusk had passed and spiritual work could be resumed, a thirteenth man joined the twelve. This thirteenth man had arrived in a strange manner. What I am about to tell you now belongs to those events which are hidden in human evolution but can only happen once. They cannot be repeated, and no one is told about them for the reason that they should be imitated, but for a completely different reason. The thirteenth had been announced in a manner strange to the twelve clairvoyant sages when twilight was over and the first rays of clairvoyance could unfold, so that they knew that a child must now be born who had very significant and strange incarnations behind him. Above all, they knew that an incarnation had taken place at the time when the mystery of Golgotha had unfolded. It was therefore known that a contemporary of the events in Palestine would return, and this incarnation, now following the one born as a child in the thirteenth century under such peculiar circumstances, was such that one could not say that he had been born as a highly developed individuality. It is a bad habit to always refer to important historical figures when speaking of past lives. This is a bad habit that is all too common. I have often encountered people who wanted to trace their incarnations back to historical figures or characters from the Gospels. Just recently, a lady came to me and claimed that she had been Mary Magdalene. I told her she was the twenty-fourth Mary Magdalene I had met in my life. We must exercise the utmost caution that nothing fantastical emerges!
The story also tells us very little about the successive incarnations of this personality, the Thirteenth. He was born again and again with outstanding, significant character traits. It was known that this person would be born again as a child and that he was destined to mean something very special for humanity. This was revealed to twelve men through their clairvoyance, and they took this child into their care and arranged for him to be completely removed from the world from the very beginning. He was taken out of his family and placed under the education and care of the twelve men. They raised him with great care, according to the rules of their clairvoyance, so that everything that was predisposed as forces from his incarnations could gradually develop again in this child. You will notice that a kind of premonitory consciousness has remained from this event in those who knew something about the history of spiritual life. I have had a poem recited which expresses this intuition. Goethe's “Secrets” have been recited many times. Goethe spoke from a deep intuition about this council of twelve and reproduced their state of mind. It was not Brother Markus, but the child I told you about, who was taken in from the first days of his birth and educated by the Twelve until he became a young man. This child developed in a remarkable way. The twelve men were not fanatics, but serene, calm, inwardly harmonious spirits. What does the fanatic do? He wants to convert people as quickly as possible, but they usually do not want to be converted. Everyone should believe what the fanatic wants them to believe, and he becomes annoyed when they do not believe him. When someone in our time advocates this or that, we do not believe that he often wants to make something else understandable, to make understandable what the person he is talking about thought and believed. For years, I was considered a Nietzschean because I wrote an objective book about Nietzsche. But people cannot understand that one wants to reproduce something objectively; instead, they believe that everyone must be a fanatic for what they say.
The Twelve were certainly not fanatics, and they spared the boy with teachings clothed in words. But they lived with him, and this caused twelve different rays of light to enter the boy, and he absorbed them in such a way that they formed an inner harmony in the boy's soul. He could not have been examined in a didactic manner, but what the twelve bearers of the twelve different types of religion had radiated into his soul lived in his mind, transformed into feelings and sensations. And the whole configuration of the soul, the whole basic mood and state of mind, was a harmonious echo of the twelve different creeds of humanity spread across the earth.
However, this meant that the soul of this person had a great deal to bear, and the result was that this soul had a peculiar effect on the body. And precisely because what I am now telling you happened, it must not be repeated; it could only have taken place at that particular time. And strangely enough, the greater and more harmonious the soul content of this boy became, the more delicate his body became, more and more delicate. And at a certain age, it became apparent that his body had become so delicate that it was literally transparent, that one could see through his individual limbs. And this young man ate less and less until he finally stopped eating altogether. Then he fell into a state of apathy for days; his soul had left his body and returned to it after a few days. Now the young man was completely changed inwardly. The twelve different rays of human worldviews were united as if in a light, and he now spoke the most wonderful, most powerful secrets. He did not say what the first, the second, or the third had said; he spoke in a completely new form and in a wonderful way about things that all of them should have said, things in which everything that the others knew was united, and he said this as if this new wisdom had just been born in him, as if a higher spirit had spoken in him, so that these twelve men could now all learn something new. And they all learned from him; they were given an infinite amount, each one a more perfect explanation of what he had known before.
I have described to you the first school of Christian Rosenkreutz, for this thirteenth is the individuality we call Christian Rosenkreutz. In that incarnation, he died very soon, having had only a short earthly existence. He was reborn in the fourteenth century and lived a life that lasted over a hundred years. Then all those things that had formed within him in the thirteenth century came to the fore again. At that time, in the thirteenth century, he had a short life, then a long one in the fourteenth century. He spent the first half of the latter traveling extensively to visit the various cultural sites of Europe, Africa, and Asia in order to learn about what had blossomed within him in the thirteenth century. Then he returned to Europe. Some of those who had raised him in the thirteenth century had been reincarnated, and others joined them. At that time, the movement known as Rosicrucianism was initiated. And Christian Rosenkreutz always returned in the most diverse incarnations.
But through his personality, he continues to have an effect even today, in the short intervals when he is not incarnated. Indeed, he has a spiritual effect on people through his higher bodies, so that he does not need to be connected to them in space. We must try to visualize this mysterious activity.
Let me give you an example. For those who experience occult spiritual life, something very strange came to light. When one witnessed the things happening on the spiritual plane around us, for example in the 1980s and 1990s, one could sense certain occult influences from a strange personality—I will mention just one case among many—but they came across in such a way that one did not feel entirely comfortable with them. And all those who could sense the influences of contemporaries living far away could feel something radiant emanating from a personality, but it was not entirely harmonious. Then the new century dawned, and the experience was that the influences became harmonious. What had happened? I will now tell you the reason.
On August 12, 1900, a personality died who is not sufficiently appreciated: Soloviev. He had such an etheric body that he radiated far and wide. But although Soloviev was a great philosopher, his head, his intellect, was not as advanced as his soul. His thinking was great and beautiful, but his conscious philosophy was not nearly as valuable as what he carried in his soul. Until his death, this was impaired by his head, and so it was perceived as an occult influence, as disharmonious. And when he was dead and his brain had separated and his etheric body continued to radiate in the etheric world, he was freed from his thinking, was no longer touched by it, and radiated in a most wonderful way.
One might say of such insights: What do such things actually matter to us? Yes, my dear theosophical friends, to say just that is pure fantasy, for human beings are entirely the result of the spiritual processes that surround them, and the fact that some occultists notice that and how they come into play is because they see them. But spiritual processes also play a part in the lives of others who cannot see them. Everything that happens in the spiritual realm works together. What highly developed French or Russian people radiate is not only felt in the corresponding part of the earth, but what is thought and felt in this way is felt throughout the whole earth. Everything that happens in the spiritual world has an influence on us, and we only get the right feeling when we know that the soul stands in the spiritual world like the lungs in the air.
What is in the etheric body of highly developed individuals radiates and works on other people to a particularly high degree. Thus it is also the etheric body of Christian Rosenkreutz that works far and wide in the world. But we must emphasize here a very important fact that is highly significant for many, and that is something that takes place between death and birth in the spiritual world and cannot be regarded merely as a coincidence that we bring about from earlier times.
Christian Rosenkreutz always used the short intervals between incarnations to call souls whom he knew to be ripe into the spiritual direction he had set in motion. Between his deaths and births, he was occupied, so to speak, with selecting in a certain way the spirits who were ripe for his stream. Now, however, if people learn to pay attention, they must also be able to recognize the signs Christian Rosenkreutz gives them that they may count themselves among his chosen ones. These signs appear in the lives of countless people today, but people do not pay attention to them. But among seemingly random events, there are some, especially one for many, that can be seen as indicating that he has found the person to whom it is given to be ready between death and birth. Here on the physical plane, he shows it. This event can be called the mark of Christian Rosenkreutz.
Let us suppose that a person is lying in bed—I have recounted other events elsewhere, all of which have taken place—and suddenly wakes up. He cannot explain why he has woken up, and, as if guided by instinct, he looks at a wall that is otherwise completely dark. The room is dimly lit, the wall is dark, and lo and behold, he sees written on that wall: “Get up immediately!” He gets up. It seems strange to him. He leaves the house, and no sooner has he stepped outside—it was such that no one else could have been harmed—than the ceiling collapses on his bed, which would inevitably have killed him. He has made every investigation; no being on the physical plane alerted him that he should get up. Had he remained lying down, he would certainly have been dead.
Now, one could interpret such an experience as a hallucination or something similar. But one can also go deeper. Experiences such as these, which hundreds of people have had, are not coincidental. It is always a calling from Christian Rosenkreutz, because the karma of those who are called always develops in such a way that one can say that Christian Rosenkreutz first gives them the life that he can claim. I say explicitly that such experiences are entering the lives of many people at present, and it is important to be attentive. It is not always such a striking case, but many people today experience such things. And you see, my dear theosophical friends, when I repeat something in the course of an evening, I do so quite deliberately, because I have found that strange consequences arise from things that are half or wholly forgotten. I say this because no one who has not had such an experience needs to be depressed—it does not have to be that way, they will find something in their life—they just need to come and investigate. Of course, I can only pick out one typical event. So here we have a fact in our life that we can say was not caused in an incarnation: We may have met Christian Rosenkreutz in the spiritual world. I have emphasized this most outstanding event of the calling in particular. One could also cite other events directly related to the spiritual world that can be found in the life between death and birth, but in our spiritual context, it is precisely this event that seems significant to us, as it is so closely connected with our spiritual movement.
So you can see from such an event how a completely different attitude toward life must take hold if we want to see what actually plays into life. Most people rush through life and are not attentive. Many come and say that one should not brood, but develop a life of action. If only many immature actions were not done, and people brooded a little: they would do more mature deeds! If only the signs were heeded with serenity and attention. It often only looks as if we are brooding, but it is precisely through serenity that strength will come to us, and then we will also be able to follow when karma calls, and we will understand when it calls. These are things I wanted to draw your attention to this time as things that make life more understandable to us.
I have recounted the events of the thirteenth century, which may seem strange to some, purely from a historical point of view, in order to show what people should pay attention to in order to learn to fit into life and understand the hint given by Christian Rosenkreutz. For this to happen, the gathering of the Twelve and the arrival of the Thirteenth were necessary. The event in the thirteenth century that I have just described was necessary so that in our century and in the centuries that followed, such a hint or other hints of a similar nature could be understood and followed. Christian Rosenkreutz has just elaborated such a sign in order to awaken people's attention to the new demands of the times, to give them the hint that they belong to him and may dedicate their lives to him in the spirit of human progress.