Cosmosophy I
GA 207
1 October 1921, Dornach
Lecture IV
We saw yesterday how the human being in his consciousness approaches the world from two sides, as it were: when he is active from within and when he is active from without. The ordinary consciousness, however, is not able to grasp what lives within the human being, because consciousness strikes up against it. We have seen, moreover, how karma also lives in man from two sides between birth and death. On the one hand there is the moment of awaking when man plunges into his etheric body, where, while he is submerged, he can have the reminiscence of dreams in ordinary consciousness. Then he passes, as it were, the space between the etheric body and the physical body—he is in the physical body only when he has full sense perception—and there he passes through the region of the living thoughts active within him. These are the same thoughts that actually have taken part in building up his organism and that he has brought with him through birth into existence; they represent, in other words, his completed karma. On falling asleep, however, man strikes up against that which cannot become deed. What enters into deeds as our impulses of will and feeling is lived out during our lifetime. Something is always left behind, however, and this is taken by the human being into his sleep. Yet it is also present at other times. Everything in the soul life that does not pass into deed, that stops short, as it were, before the deed, is future karma, which is forming itself and which we can carry further through death.
Yesterday I sought to indicate briefly how the forces of karma live in the human being. Today we will consider something of the human environment to show how the human being actually stands within the world, in order to be able to give all this a sort of conclusion tomorrow. We tried yesterday to examine objectively the human soul life itself, and we found that thinking develops itself in that region which is in fact the objective thought region between the physical body and the etheric body. We also found that feeling develops itself between the etheric and astral bodies, and willing develops itself between the astral body and the I or ego. The actual activity of the soul thus develops itself in the spaces between—I said yesterday that this expression is not exact, yet it is comprehensible—the spaces that we must suppose are between the four members of human nature, between the physical body, etheric body, astral body, and I. If we wish to view the spaces between objectively, they are the interactions among the members of the human being.

Today we wish to look at something of the human environment. Let us bring to mind clearly how the human being is in a fully living dream life, how he has pictures sweeping through the dream life. I explained yesterday that the Imaginative consciousness can perceive how these pictures descend into the organization and how what works in these pictures brings about our feelings. Our feelings are therefore what actually would be grasped if one were to look more deeply into man's inner being as an approach to dream pictures. Feelings are the waves that mount up from the day's dream life into our consciousness. We dream continuously, as I said yesterday, beneath the surface of the conceptual life, and this dream life lives itself out in feelings.
If we now look into the environment of the human being and consider first the animal world, we find in the animal world a consciousness that does not rise to thinking, to a life of thought, but that is developed actually in a sort of living dream life. We can form a picture of what reveals itself in the soul life of the animal through a study of our own dream life. The soul life of the animal is entirely a dreaming. The animal's soul life thus is much more actively at work on the organism than the soul life of man, which is more free of the organism through the clarity of the conceptual life. The animal actually dreams. Just as our dream pictures, those dream pictures that we form during waking consciousness, stream upward as feelings, so is the soul life of the animal based mainly on feeling. The animal actually does not have a soul life penetrated by the clear light of thought. What therefore takes place in us between the etheric body and the astral body is essentially what is taking place in the animal. It forms the animal's soul life, and we can understand animal life if we can picture it as proceeding from the soul life.
It is important to form a certain image of these relationships, for then one will comprehend what actually takes place when, let us say, the animal is digesting. Just watch a herd lying in a field digesting. The whole mood of the creatures reveals the truth of what has come to light through spiritual research, namely, that the aroused activity taking place essentially between the etheric body and astral body of the animal presses upward in a living feeling and that the creature lives in this feeling. The animal experience consists essentially of an enhancement and a diminishing of this feeling, and, when the feeling is somewhat subdued, of a participation in its dream pictures, the picture taking the place of feeling. We can say, therefore, that the animal lives in a consciousness that is similar to our dream consciousness.
If we seek for the consciousness that we ourselves have as human beings here on earth, we cannot look for it within the animal; we must seek it in beings who do not come to immediate physical existence. These we call the animal species-souls, souls that as such have no physical, bodily nature but that live themselves out through the animals. We can say that all lions together have such a species-soul, which has a spiritual existence. It has a consciousness such as we human beings have, not like that of the single animal.
If we now descend to the plant world we find there not the same sort of consciousness as an animal's but a consciousness similar to the one we have between sleeping and awaking. The plant is a sleeping being. We also, however, develop this consciousness between the astral body and the I in willing. What is active in the plant world is of essentially the same nature as what lives in our willing. In our willing we actually sleep even when we are awake. The same activity that prevails in our willing actually prevails over the whole plant world. The consciousness that we develop as sleep consciousness is something that actually continues as an unconscious element inserted into our conscious element, forming gaps in our memory, as I described yesterday. Our consciousness is dull during sleep, however, indeed altogether extinguished for most people, just as is the case in plant consciousness.
If we then look in plant life for what corresponds to animal life, we cannot seek it in the individual plant but must seek it in the whole earth-soul. The whole earth-soul has a dreaming consciousness and sleeps itself into the plant consciousness. Only insofar as the earth takes part in cosmic becoming does it flicker up in such a way that it can develop a full consciousness such as we human beings have in the waking state between birth and death. This is chiefly the case, however, in the time of winter, when there is a kind of waking of the earth, whereas the dull dream consciousness exists during the warm time, in summer. I have often explained in earlier lectures that it is entirely wrong to conclude that the earth awakes in summer and sleeps in winter. The reverse is true. In the stirring vegetative activity that develops during the summer, during the warm time of the year, the earth exists in a sleeping, or rather in a dreaming, state, while the waking state exists in the cold time of the year.
If we now descend to the mineral realm we must admit that the consciousness there is still deeper than that of our sleep, a consciousness that indeed lies far from our ordinary human experience, going out even beyond our willing. Nevertheless, what lives in the mineral as a state of consciousness lies far from us only apparently, only for the ordinary consciousness. In reality it does not lie far from us at all. When, for instance, we pass from willing to real action, when we perform some action, then our willing cuts itself off from us. That within which we then swim, as it were, that within which we weave and live in carrying out the deed (which, in fact, we only picture [vorstellen]—our consciousness does not penetrate the action, we only picture it) but what penetrates the deed itself, the content of the deed, is ultimately the same as what penetrates the other side of the surface of the mineral in mineral nature and that constitutes the mineral consciousness. If we could sink still deeper into unconsciousness we would actually come to where the mineral consciousness is weaving. We would find ourselves, however, in the same condition as that in which our action itself is also accomplished. The mineral consciousness thus lies for us on the other side of what we as human beings are able to experience. Our own deed, however, also lies on the other side of what we human beings can experience. Insofar, therefore, as our deed does not depend on us, does not lie in the sphere of what is encompassed within our freedom, our deed is just as much an event of the world as what takes place in the mineral kingdom. We incorporate our deed into this event and thus actually carry man's relation to his environment to the point where man with his action even comes over to the other side of his sleeping consciousness.
In becoming aware of the mineral world around him and seeing the minerals from the outside, the human being hits upon what lies beyond his experience. We could say that if this (see drawing) represents the circumference of what we see within the human realm, the animal realm, and the plant realm, and then we come here to the mineral realm, the mineral realm shows us only its outer side in its working upon our senses. On the other side, however, where we can no longer enter, the mineral realm develops—turned away from us, as it were—its consciousness (red). It is the consciousness that is developed there that is received from the inner contents of our deeds, that can work further in the course of our karma.

Now let us pass on to the beings who do not stand beneath the human being in the ranks of the realms of nature but who stand above the human being. How can we receive a certain mental image of these beings; how, for the consciousness that we must establish through spiritual research, through anthroposophy, can a mental image of such higher beings be formed? You know from the presentation in my book, Knowledge of the Higher Worlds and its Attainment, and from lectures I have given on the subject that we can ascend from the day consciousness, which we call the objective consciousness, to Imaginative consciousness. If we ascend to Imaginative consciousness in a healthy way, we first become free of our bodily nature. We weave in the ether life. Our mental images will thereby cease to have sharp contours, they will be Imaginations flowing into one another. Moreover, they will resemble the thought life that I characterized yesterday and that we find on awaking between the etheric body and the physical body. We become accustomed to such a thought life. In this thought life to which we become accustomed in Imagination, we do not link one thought to another in free will; rather, the thoughts link themselves to one another. It is a thought organism, a pictorial thought organism to which we grow accustomed. This pictorial thought organism possesses, however, the force of life. It presents itself to us as being of thought substance, but also as actually living. It has a life of its own: not the individual life possessed by physical, earthly things but a life that fundamentally lives and weaves through all things. We live into a world that lives in imagining, whose activity is imagining.
This is the world that is first experienced above the human being, this weaving world, this self-imagining world. What is woven in us between our etheric and physical bodies, which we can find on awaking and know to be identical with what enters through conception and birth into this physical world from the spiritual world, this we find only as a fragment, as something cut out of this weaving, self-imagining world. That world which is the self-imagining world finally dismisses us, and then it works still further after our birth in our physical body. There a weaving of thought takes place that is unrelated to our own subjective thought-weaving. This weaving of thought takes place in our growth. This weaving of thought is active as well in our nourishment. This weaving of thought is formed out of the universal thought-weaving of the cosmos.

We cannot understand our etheric body without understanding that we have this universal thought-weaving of the world (see drawing, bright) and that our etheric body (red) is woven, as it were, out of this thought-weaving of the world through our birth. The thought-weaving of the world weaves into us, forms the forces that underlie our etheric body and that actually manifest themselves in the space between etheric body and physical body. They are drawn in, as it were, through the physical body, separated from the outer world, and then they work in us with the help of the etheric body, the actual body of formative forces.
We thus can picture what is behind our world. The cognition next to ours is the Imaginative, and the next state of being that is in our environment is the self-imagining one, expressing itself in living pictures. Such an expression in living pictures underlies our own organization. In our etheric body we are entirely formed and fashioned out of the cosmos. As we have to ascribe to the animal in the realm below us a consciousness like our dreaming consciousness, so in rising upward we find what we then have subjectively in Imagination. What we cultivate inwardly as a web of Imaginations exists for us outwardly; we behold it, as it were, from outside. We imagine from within. The beings just above man imagine themselves from without, revealing themselves through Imagination driven outward, and we ourselves are formed out of this world through such an Imagination driven outward. Thus in fact a weaving of thoughts, a weaving of picture-thoughts, underlies our world, and when we seek the spiritual world we find a weaving of picture-thoughts.
You know that in the development of our cognitional capacities the next stage is the stage of Inspiration. We can experience Imagination from within as a process of cognition. The next world beyond the world of self-imagining, however, is one that weaves and lives in the same element we hit upon with Inspiration, only for this world it is an “exspiration,” a spreading out of oneself, as it were. We inspire ourselves with knowing. What the next world does, however, is to “exspire” itself; it drives outward what we drive inward in Inspired cognition.
By beholding from the reverse side what we experience inwardly as Inspiration, we thus arrive at the objectivity of the next higher beings, and so it is also with Intuition, with Intuitive cognition. I must first say, however, that if as human beings we were merely spun out of the thought-weaving of the world, we would not bring with us into this life the element of our soul that has gone through the life between the last death and this birth. What is spun out of the universal thought-weaving of the world has been assigned to us by the cosmos. Now, however, the soul element must enter it. The entry of the soul element is through such an activity of “exspiration,” through an activity that is the reverse of Inspiration. We are thus “exspired” from the soul-spiritual world. Inasmuch as the cosmos weaves around us with its thought-weaving, the soul-spiritual world permeates us in “exspiring” with the soul element. First, however, it must receive this soul element, and here we come to something that can be comprehended correctly only through the human being.
You see, as human beings living in the world between birth and death we continuously receive impressions of the outer world through our sense perceptions. We form mental images about these and permeate our mental images with our feelings. We pass over to our will impulses and permeate all these. This forms in us at first, however, a kind of abstract life, a kind of picture life. If you look from within, as it were, at what the sense organs have formed inwardly as soul experience of the outer world, you find, in fact, the content of your soul. It is the soul content of the human being that in the higher waking consciousness presents what the outer world gives him between birth and death. His inner being receives it, as it were. If I sketch this inner being, in perception the world as it were enters (see next below, red), becomes inwardly penetrated by the forces of feeling and will, and presses itself into the human organism. We actually bear within us a view of the world, but we bear this view of the world through the effects, the impressions, of the world pressing into us. We are not able to understand fully in our ordinary consciousness the destiny of what actually goes on in us with these impressions of the world. What presses into us and—within certain limits—what is a picture of the cosmos is not only permeated by feelings and inner will impulses, which enter us in consciousness, but is pulsed through by all that otherwise,lives within the human being. In this way it acquires a certain tendency. For as long as we live, right up until death, it is held together by the body. In penetrating the portal of death, it takes with it from the body what one can call a wish to continue what it became in the body, a wish to accept the being of man. When we carry our inner soul life through death it acquires the wish to accept the being of man.

That is what our soul life bears through death: the longing for the being of man. And this longing for the being of man is particularly strongly expressed in all that is dreaming and sleeping in the depths of our soul life, in our will. Our will, as it incorporates itself into the soul life, which arises out of the impressions of the outer world, bears within it as it goes through death into a spiritual world, into the weavings of a spiritual world, the deepest longing to become man.
Our thought world, on the other hand, that world which can be seen in our memories, for example, which is reflected from us ourselves into our consciousness, bears within it the opposite longing. It has indeed formed a relationship with our human nature. Our thoughts have a strong relationship to our human nature. They then bear in themselves, when they go through death, the most intense longing to spread out into the world—to become world (see 1st diagram this lecture).
We therefore can say that as human beings going through death our thoughts bear within them the longing to become world. The will, on the other hand, which we have developed in life, bears within it the longing to become man.
Thoughts: Longing to become world.
Will: Longing to be come man.
This is what goes with us through death. All that rules as will in the depths of our being bears in its deepest inner being the longings to become man. One can perceive this with Imaginative consciousness if one observes the sleeping human being, whose will is outside him, whose will with the I is outside him. In what is to be found outside the human body, the longing is already clearly expressed to return, to awake again, in order to take human shape within the extension of the human physical body itself. This longing, however, remains beyond death. Whatever is of a will nature desires to become man, whereas whatever is of a thought nature and must unite with the thoughts that are so near to the physical life, with the thoughts that actually form our human tissue and bear our human configuration between birth and death—that acquires the longing to be dispersed again, to disintegrate, to become world. This lasts until approximately the middle of the time that we spend between death and a new birth.
The thought element in its longing to become world then has come, as it were, to an end. It has incorporated itself into the entire cosmos. The longing to become world is achieved, and a reversal comes about. Midway between death and a new birth this longing of the thoughts to become world slowly changes into the longing to become man again, again to interweave itself so as to become the thought-web that we can perceive next to the body when we awake. We can say, therefore, that in the moment that lies midway between death and a new birth—which I called the Midnight Hour of Existence in my Mystery Dramas—we have a rhythmic reversal from the longing of our thoughts to become world, now that it has been fulfilled, into the longing to become man again, gradually to descend in order to become man again.
In the same moment that the thoughts receive the longing to become man again, the reverse appears in the will. The will at first develops the longing to become man in the spiritual element where we live between death and a new birth. It is this longing that predominantly fills the will. Out there between death and a new birth the will has experienced a spiritual image of the human being; now there arises in it the most vivid longing again to become world. The will spreads out, as it were; it becomes world, it becomes cosmos. By reason of this spreading out it extends even to the vicinity of the stream of nature that is formed through the line of heredity in the succession of generations. What works as will in the spiritual-physical cosmos and begins in the Midnight Hour of Existence to have the longing again to become world already lives in the flow of generations. When we then embody ourselves in the other stream that has the longing to become man, the will has preceded us in becoming world. It lives already in the propagation of the generations into which we then descend. In what we receive from our ancestors the will already lives, the will that wished to become world after the Midnight Hour of Existence. Through what in our thoughts has desired since the Midnight Hour of Existence to become man, we Meet with this will-desiring-to-become-world, which then incorporates itself into what we receive from our ancestors.
Thoughts: Longing to become world—longing to become man.
Will: Longing to become man—longing to become world.
You see, therefore, that when we thus follow with spiritual vision what lives on the one hand in the physical and what lives on the other hand in the spiritual, we really picture man's becoming. Since we incline downward to our physical existence through the thought-web that longs to become man, however, we are there related to all the beings who live in the sphere just above man, beings who imagine themselves. We pass through the sphere of the beings who, as it were, imagine themselves. At the very moment when this reversal takes place, our soul, permeated with the I, also finds the possibility of living on in the two streams. They diverge, it is true, but the soul lives with them, cosmically lives, until, when the longing to become man again has been fully realized, it incarnates and becomes indeed an individual human being. The life of the soul is very complex, and here in the Midnight Hour of Existence it passes over the abyss. It is inspired, breathed in, out of our own past, that past at first lying between our last death and the Midnight Hour of Existence. We pass this Midnight Hour of Existence through an activity that resembles, experienced inwardly, an inspiring, and that outwardly is an “exspiration,” proceeding from the former existence. When the soul has passed the Midnight Hour of Existence we come together with those beings who stand at the second stage above man and who live, as I have said, in “exspiration.”
The third stage in higher cognition is Intuitive cognition. If we experience it from within, we have experienced it from one side; if we experience it from without then we have an intuiting, a self-surrender, a true surrender of self. This self-surrender, this flowing forth into the outer world, is the nature of the hierarchy that stands at, the third stage above man, the “intuiting.” This intuiting is the activity through which the content of our former earthly life is surrendered to our present one, streams over, pours itself into our present life on earth. We exercise this activity continually, both on the way to the Midnight Hour of Existence and beyond it. This activity permeates all else, and through it, in going through repeated earthly lives, we participate in that world in which are the beings living in real Intuition, the self-surrendering beings. We, too, out of our former earthly life, surrender ourselves to the earthly existence that follows.
We can thus gain a picture of the course of our life between death and a new birth in the environment of these three worlds. Just as here between birth and death we live in the environment of the animal, plant, and mineral worlds, so between death and rebirth we live in that world where what we otherwise grasp in Imagination lives in pictures formed from without. Hence what we carry out of the spiritual cosmos into our bodily form we can also grasp through Imagination. Our soul element, which we carry through the Midnight Hour of Existence, which lives in us principally as the activity of feeling, though dulled into the dreamlike, we can grasp through Inspired cognition, and this is also, when it appears as our life of feeling, permeated by such beings.
In fact, we live fully as human beings only in our outer sense perception. As soon as we advance to thinking, something is objective for this thinking, which is given for Imagination in picture form. We raise into our consciousness only the abstract thoughts out of the picture-forming. Immediately behind our consciousness there lies the picture-weaving of thoughts. As human beings between birth and death, we come to freedom through the fact that we can raise the abstract thoughts out of this picture-weaving. The world of Imaginative necessity lies behind, and there we are no longer alone in the same way as we are here. There we are interwoven with beings revealing themselves through Imagination, as we are then in our feeling nature interwoven with beings revealing themselves through “exspiration,” through inspiring turned outward. In going from earthly life to earthly life we are interwoven with those beings who live by Intuition.
Our human life thus reaches downward into the three realms of nature and reaches upward into the three realms of the divine, soul-spiritual existence. This shows us that in our view of the human being here we have only man's outer side. The moment we look at his inner being he continues toward the higher worlds, he betrays to us, reveals to us his relationship to the higher worlds. We live into these worlds through Imagination, Inspiration, and Intuition.
With this we have gained some insight into the human environment. At the same time, however, we have discovered the world that stands as a world of spiritual necessities behind the world of physical necessities. We learn then to appreciate all the more what lies in the center: the world of our ordinary consciousness, through which we pass in the waking condition between birth and death. There we incorporate into our actual human nature what can live in freedom. Below us and above us there is no freedom. We bear freedom through the portal of death by taking with us the most essential content of the consciousness that we possess between birth and death. Indeed, the human being owes to earthly existence the mastery over what in him is the life of freedom. Then, at all events, it can no longer be taken from him, if he has mastered it by passing through life between birth and death. It can no longer be taken from him if he carries this life into the world of spiritual necessities. This earthly life receives its deep meaning precisely by our being able to insert it between what lies below us and above us. We thus rise to a grasp of what can be understood as the spiritual in the human being.
If we wish to know about the soul element, we must look into the spaces between physical body, etheric body, astral body, and I; we must look into what is weaving there between the members of our being. If we wish to acquaint ourselves with man as a spiritual being, we must ask what man experiences with the beings who imagine themselves, with the beings who reveal themselves outwardly through Inspiration, or actually through “exspiration,” with the beings who reveal themselves through Intuition. If we therefore wish to examine the life of the soul we must look for the interaction developed among our human members, and if we wish to study man as a spiritual being we must look for the intercourse with the beings of the hierarchies.
When we look down into nature and wish to view the human being in his entirety, then this human being unveils itself to spiritual vision the moment we can say from inner knowledge: the human being, as he is today, bears in himself physical body, etheric body, astral body, and I. One thus has learned to recognize what man is within nature. Now we become aware—at first in a subjective way through inner experience—of the weaving of the soul. We do not behold it, we stand within it. In rising to a view of the soul we must search between the members that we have discovered as the members of man's being in natural existence. What these members do with one another from within unveils itself for us as the objective view of the soul's life.
Then, however, we must go further and must now not only seek the members of man and the effect of these members upon one another, but we must take the whole human being and see him in interaction with what lives in the widest circumference of the perceptible world environment, below him and above him. Then we discover what lives beneath him, as though sleeping in relation to what is above him, and what proves itself to be the actual spirituality of the human being—spirituality as experience of our activity with the beings of the higher hierarchies. What is experienced above as the actual spirituality and what is experienced below in nature is experienced as an alternation, a rhythmic alternation between waking and sleeping. If we go from the human consciousness, which is the waking consciousness, down to the animal consciousness, which is the dreaming consciousness, down to the plant realm, the sleeping consciousness, and if we go still deeper, we find what is deeper than sleep; if we go upward we first find Imagination as reality fulfilled. Therefore there is a further awakening in relation to our ordinary consciousness, a still further awakening with the higher beings through Inspiration and a fully awakened condition in Intuition, a condition of such awakeness that it is a surrendering to the world.
Now I beg you to follow this diagram, which is of the greatest significance for understanding the world and man. Take this as the central point, as it were, of ordinary human consciousness. It first descends and finds the animal's dreaming consciousness; it descends further and finds the plant's sleeping consciousness; it descends further and finds the mineral's deeply sleeping consciousness.

Now, however, the human being rises above himself and finds the beings who reveal themselves in Imaginations; he goes further upward and finds the beings who reveal themselves in Inspirations, actually through an “exspirating” being; he finally finds the beings who reveal themselves through Intuition, who pour themselves out.
Where do they pour themselves? The highest consciousness pours itself into the deeply sleeping consciousness of the mineral realm. The mineral realm spread around us reveals one side to us. If you approached this one side and were really able to penetrate it—though not by splintering it into atoms—on the other side you would find, raying in from the opposite direction, that which, in Intuitive consciousness, streams into the deeply sleeping consciousness of the mineral realm. This process that we can fmd there in space we, as human beings, go through in time in our evolution through different earthly lives.
We will speak further about these relationships tomorrow.
Vierter Vortrag
[ 1 ] Wir haben gestern darauf hinweisen können, wie der Mensch in seinem Bewußtsein gewissermaßen nach zwei Seiten hin an die Welt herankommt: wenn er sich nach innen und wenn er sich nach außen betätigt. Für das gewöhnliche Bewußtsein allerdings wird das, was im Menschen da lebt, nicht erfaßbar, weil das Bewußtsein gerade daran anstößt. Aber wir haben eben doch gesehen, wie das Karma im Menschen auch zwischen Geburt und Tod nach zwei Seiten hin lebt: auf der einen Seite, wenn der Mensch beim Aufwachen untertaucht in seinen Ätherleib, wo er, während er untertaucht, auch im gewöhnlichen Bewußtsein die Reminiszenzen der Träume haben kann. Dann passiert er gewissermaßen den Zwischenraum zwischen Ätherleib und physischem Leib - im physischen Leib ist er ja erst, wenn er die volle Sinneswahrnehmung hat — und geht da durch die Region der in ihm befindlichen lebendig wirksamen Gedanken. Das sind dieselben Gedanken, die eigentlich an dem Aufbau seines Organismus teilgenommen haben, die er durch die Geburt ins Dasein mitgebracht hat und die, mit anderen Worten, sein verflossenes, sein fertiges Karma ausmachen. Dann aber stößt der Mensch beim Einschlafen an dasjenige, was nicht Handlung werden kann. Was aus unseren Gemüts- und Willensimpulsen in die Handlungen eintritt, das wird ja ausgelebt im Leben. Aber es bleibt immer etwas zurück, und das nimmt der Mensch in den Schlaf hinein. Das ist aber auch sonst vorhanden. Alles das, was aus dem Seelenleben nicht in die Handlung hineingeht, was gewissermaßen vor der Handlung stehenbleibt, ist das werdende Karma, das sich bildet und das wir dann weiter durch den Tod tragen. Kurz, ich habe gestern darauf hinweisen wollen, wie im Menschen die Kräfte des Karma leben.
[ 2 ] Wir werden heute nun, damit wir morgen dem Ganzen eine Art von Abschluß geben können, etwas die menschliche Umgebung betrachten, um zu zeigen, wie der Mensch nun eigentlich in der Welt drinnensteht. Wir haben uns gestern bemüht, das menschliche Seelenleben selber objektiv zu betrachten, haben also gefunden, daß das Denken sich entwickelt in derjenigen Region, welche ja eben diese objektive Gedankenregion ist zwischen dem physischen Leib und dem Ätherleib; daß dann das Fühlen sich entwickelt zwischen dem Ätherleib und dem Astralleib, und daß das Wollen sich entwickelt zwischen dem Astralleib und dem Ich. So daß also - ich sagte schon gestern, der Ausdruck ist ungeeignet, aber er ist doch verständlich — gewissermaßen in den Zwischenräumen, die wir annehmen müssen zwischen den vier Gliedern der menschlichen Natur, zwischen physischem Leib, Ätherleib, astralischem Leib und Ich, diese eigentliche seelische Betätigung sich entwickelt. Wollen wir sie objektiv anschauen, dann sind sie Wechseltätigkeiten zwischen den Gliedern der menschlichen Wesenheit.

[ 3 ] Nun wollen wir heute etwas die menschliche Umgebung anschauen. Vergegenwärtigen wir uns da so recht, wie der Mensch in einem ganz lebendigen Traumleben ist, wie der Mensch Bilder durch das Traumleben schweifend hat. Ich habe nun gestern gesagt: Es kann das imaginative Bewußtsein wahrnehmen, wie diese Bilder in die Organisation hinuntergehen und wie das in diesen Bildern Wirkende unsere Gefühle zustande bringt. Unsere Gefühle sind also das, was eigentlich ergriffen würde, wenn man tiefer in das Innere des Menschen hineinschauen würde, für die Anschauung in Traumbildern. Gefühle sind die Wellen, die aus dem Tagestraumleben in unser Bewußtsein heraufschießen. Wir träumen, sagte ich gestern, unter der Oberfläche des Vorstellungslebens fortwährend fort, und dieses Traumleben, das lebt sich aus in den Gefühlen.
[ 4 ] Wenn wir nun in die Umgebung des Menschen schauen, zunächst zur Tierwelt, dann haben wir in der Tierwelt ein Bewußtsein, welches nicht bis zu dem Denken, bis zu dem Gedankenleben heraufkommt, sondern welches sich eigentlich ausgestaltet in einer Art lebendigen Traumlebens. Wir können uns durch das Studium unseres eigenen Traumlebens eine Vorstellung davon bilden, wie es eigentlich im Seelenleben des Tieres aussieht. Es ist das Seelenleben des Tieres eben durchaus ein Träumen. Daher ist das Seelenleben des Tieres viel mehr tätig am Organismus als das Seelenleben des Menschen, das vom Organismus durch die Helligkeit des Vorstellungslebens viel mehr emanzipiert ist. Das Tier träumt eigentlich. Und so wie unsere Traumbilder, die Traumbilder, die wir uns bilden während des wachen Bewußtseins, als Gefühle heraufströmen, so ist ein solches gefühlsartiges Seelenleben dasjenige, was beim Tiere hauptsächlich zugrunde liegt. Ein vom hellen Gedankenlichte durchzogenes Seelenleben hat eigentlich das Tier nicht. Was also bei uns vorgeht zwischen dem Ätherleib und dem astralischen Leib, das ist das Wesentliche, was im Tiere vorgeht; das bildet das tierische Seelenleben. Und wir können das tierische Leben verstehen, wenn wir es also aus dem Seelenleben hervorgehend vorstellen.
[ 5 ] Es ist wichtig, daß man sich eine gewisse Vorstellung verschafft von diesen Verhältnissen, denn man wird dann begreifen, was eigentlich vorgeht, sagen wir, wenn das Tier verdaut. Man wende nur einmal den Blick auf eine Herde, die in der Verdauung auf einer Weide liegt. Die ganze Stimmung, die in den Tieren ist, die kündigt ja an, was da durch Geistesforschung zutage tritt: daß tatsächlich die erregte Tätigkeit, die sich im wesentlichen abspielt zwischen Ätherleib und Astralleib des Tieres, in einem lebendigen Fühlen heraufdringt, und daß das Tier in diesem Fühlen lebt. Eine Steigerung und Herabminderung dieses Fühlens, das ist das Wesentliche des tierischen Erlebens, und das Teilnehmen an seinen Traumbildern, wenn es eben das Fühlen etwas dämpft und mehr das Bild an die Stelle des Fühlens tritt. Wir können also sagen: Das Tier lebt in einem Bewußtsein, das unserem Traumbewußtsein ähnlich ist.
[ 6 ] Wenn wir bei ihm das Bewußtsein suchen, das wir selber als Menschen, als hier auf der Erde herumgehende Menschen haben, dann können wir es nicht innerhalb des Tieres suchen, dann müssen wir es suchen bei Wesen, die nicht zu einem unmittelbar physischen Dasein kommen. Wir nennen sie die tierischen Gattungsseelen, Seelen, die als solche nicht eine physische Körperlichkeit haben, sondern die sich durch die Tiere ausleben. Wir können sagen, daß alle Löwen zusammen eine solche Gattungsseele haben, die ein geistiges Dasein hat. Die hat dann ein solches Bewußtsein, wie wir Menschen es haben, nicht das einzelne Tier.
[ 7 ] Gehen wir nun herunter in die Pflanzenwelt, dann haben wir nicht ein solches Bewußtsein wie bei den Tieren, sondern wir haben in der Pflanzenwelt selber ein solches Bewußtsein, wie wir es haben vom Einschlafen bis zum Aufwachen. Die Pflanze ist ein schlafendes Wesen. Wir entwickeln dieses Bewußtsein aber auch zwischen dem astralischen Leib und dem Ich im Wollen. Was da in der Pflanzenwelt tätig ist, das ist im wesentlichen gleichgeartet mit demjenigen, was in unserem Wollen lebt. In unserem Wollen schlafen wir eigentlich auch dann, wenn wir wach sind. Dieselbe Tätigkeit, die in unserem Wollen waltet, die waltet eigentlich über die ganze Pflanzenwelt hin.
[ 8 ] Das Bewußtsein, das wir entwickeln als Schlafbewußtsein, das ist ja etwas, was sich eigentlich fortwährend als Unbewußtes einschiebt in unser Bewußtes, was Lücken bildet, wie ich gestern sagte, in unserer Erinnerung. Aber geradeso wie unser Bewußtsein dumpf ist, für die meisten Menschen überhaupt ausgelöscht ist während des Schlafens, so ist das Pflanzenbewußtsein.
[ 9 ] Wenn wir dann aufsuchen, was beim Pflanzenleben so ist wie beim tierischen Leben, dann können wir das nicht in der einzelnen Pflanze suchen, sondern dann müssen wir es eigentlich in der ganzen Erdenseele suchen. Die ganze Erdenseele führt ein träumendes Bewußtsein und schläft sich hinein in das Pflanzenbewußtsein. Und nur insoferne die Erde teilnimmt an dem kosmischen Werden, flackert sie so auf, daß sie solch ein völliges Bewußtsein entwickeln kann, wie wir Menschen es haben zwischen Geburt und Tod im wachenden Zustande. Das ist aber vorzugsweise dann der Fall, wenn die Winterszeit da ist: das ist eine Art Aufwachen der Erde, währenddem das dumpfe Traumbewußtsein während der Sommerszeit, während der warmen Zeit vorhanden ist. Es ist eben durchaus ein Fehlschluß, wie ich auch in früheren Vorträgen schon auseinandergesetzt habe, zu glauben, daß die Erde etwa im Sommer wacht und im Winter schläft. Das Umgekehrte ist der Fall. In der regen vegetativen Tätigkeit, die entwickelt wird während des Sommers, während der warmen Jahreszeit, ist gerade ein Schlafzustand der Erde, eigentlich ein 'Traumzustand der Erde vorhanden, währenddem ein Wachzustand der Erde vorhanden ist in der kalten Jahreszeit. Wenn wir aber nun zum mineralischen Reich hinuntersteigen, dann kommen wir dazu, uns sagen zu müssen: ein noch tieferes Bewußtsein ist da vorhanden als dasjenige unseres Schlafes, ein Bewußtsein, das unserer gewöhnlichen menschlichen Erfahrung durchaus schon ferne liegt, das also hinausgehen würde über das Wollen. Aber eigentlich liegt das, was da in den Mineralien lebt als Bewußtseinszustand, uns Menschen nur scheinbar, nur für das gewöhnliche Bewußtsein ferne. In Wirklichkeit liegt es uns gar nicht so ferne. Wenn wir nämlich übergehen vom Wollen zum wirklichen Tun, wenn wir etwas ausführen, dann sondert sich ja unser Wollen von uns ab. Und das, in dem wir dann, ich möchte sagen, drinnen schwimmen, in dem wir weben und leben, indem wir die Handlung ausführen, die wir ja nur vorstellen — wir stecken ja mit unserem Bewußtsein nicht drinnen in der Handlung, wir stellen sie nur vor -, aber das, was in der Handlung selber drinnensteckt, der Inhalt der Handlung, das ist schließlich dasselbe, was da jenseits der Oberfläche der Mineralien im Mineralischen drinnensteckt und das mineralische Bewußtsein konstituiert. Wir würden eigentlich, wenn wir noch tiefer hinuntersinken könnten in die Unbewußtheit, da ankommen, wo das mineralische Bewußtsein webt. Aber wir würden uns in keinen anderen Zustand hineinfinden als in denjenigen, in dem auch unser Tun selber sich vollzieht. Daher liegt uns das mineralische Bewußtsein gewissermaßen jenseits dessen, was wir als Menschen noch erleben können. Aber auch unser eigenes Handeln liegt jenseits dessen, was da von uns Menschen erlebt werden kann. Insofern also unser Handeln nicht von uns abhängt, nicht im Gebiete dessen liegt, was innerhalb unserer Freiheit eingeschlossen ist, ist unser Handeln genau ebenso Weltgeschehen wie das, was in den Mineralien drinnen geschieht. Wir gliedern unser Handeln in dieses Geschehen ein, und damit haben wir eigentlich die Beziehung des Menschen zu seiner Umgebung schon bis zu demjenigen getragen, wo dann der Mensch mit seinem Handeln sogar jenseits seines Schlafbewußtseins hinüberkommt. Indem der Mensch die Mineralwelt um sich herum gewahr wird, gerät er, indem er die Mineralien von außen anschaut, an dasjenige heran, was jenseits seines Erlebens liegt. Wir können sagen: Wenn das der Umkreis dessen sei, was wir innerhalb des Menschenreiches, des Tierreiches, des Pflanzenreiches sehen, und dann hier an das Mineralreich herankommen, so ist da das Mineralreich, indem es auf unsere Sinne wirkt, uns zuweisend seine äußere Seite; aber jenseits, da wo wir nicht mehr hineinkommen, da entwickelt das Mineralreich dann, gewissermaßen abgewendet von uns, sein Bewußtsein (siehe Zeichnung, rot). Und dieses Bewußtsein, das da entwickelt wird, das ist dasjenige, von dem auch aufgenommen werden die inneren Inhalte unserer Handlungen, die dann weiterwirken im Verlaufe unseres Karma.

[ 10 ] Und jetzt gehen wir zu Wesen, welche nun nicht unter den Menschen stehen in der Reihe der Naturreiche, sondern die über dem Menschen stehen. Wie können wir von diesen Wesen eine gewisse Vorstellung bekommen? Wie bildet sich überhaupt auch für das Bewußtsein, das wir begründen müssen durch Geistesforschung, durch Anthroposophie, wie bildet sich da eine Vorstellung von solchen höheren Wesen? Nun, Sie wissen aus der Darstellung meines Buches «Wie erlangt man Erkenntnisse der höheren Welten?» und aus dem, was ich über denselben Gegenstand in mündlichen Vorträgen gegeben habe, daß wir von dem Tagesbewußtsein, das wir das gegenständliche Bewußtsein nennen, aufwärtssteigen können zum imaginativen Bewußtsein. Wenn wir in gesunder Weise zum imaginativen Bewußtsein aufsteigen, dann werden wir ja zunächst von unserer Leiblichkeit frei. Wir weben im Ätherleben. Dadurch werden unsere Vorstellungen nicht scharf konturiert sein, sie werden ineinanderfließende Imaginationen sein, aber sie werden eben so sein, daß sie demjenigen Gedankenleben ähneln, das ich gestern charakterisierte, das wir beim Aufwachen finden zwischen Ätherleib und physischem Leib. Wir leben uns schon in ein solches Gedankenleben ein. Es ist nicht so, dieses Gedankenleben, in das wir uns in der Imagination einleben, daß wir in freier Willkür einen Gedanken zu dem anderen hinzugliedern, sondern die Gedanken gliedern sich selber ineinander. Es ist ein Gedankenorganismus, ein bildhafter Gedankenorganismus, in den wir uns hineinleben. Aber dieser bildhafte Gedankenorganismus hat Lebenskraft in sich. Er stellt sich uns so dar, daß er gedankenwesenhaft ist, aber daß er eigentlich lebt, daß er Eigenleben in sich hat; nicht das Eigenleben, das die physischirdischen Dinge haben, aber ein Eigenleben, das im Grunde genommen alles durchwebt und durchlebt. Wir leben uns hinein in eine Welt, die im Imaginieren lebt, deren Tätigkeit das Imaginieren ist.
[ 11 ] Das ist die Welt, die wir zunächst über dem Menschen erleben: diese webende, sich imaginierende Welt. Und nur wie ein Stück, wie etwas, was herausgeschnitten ist aus dieser webenden, sich imaginierenden Welt finden wir dasjenige, was in uns selber eingesponnen ist zwischen unserem Ätherleib und unserem physischen Leib, das wir beim Aufwachen finden können und das wir identisch wissen mit demjenigen, was hereinkommt durch Konzeption und Geburt aus der geistigen Welt in diese physische Welt, wenn wir eben in diese physische Welt hereintreten. Diejenige Welt, welche die sich imaginierende Welt ist, sie entläßt uns gewissermaßen zuletzt, und sie arbeitet dann nach unserer Geburt noch weiter in unserem physischen Leib. Ein Gedankenweben, unabhängig von unserem eigenen subjektiven Gedankenweben findet da statt. Dieses Gedankenweben findet in unserem Wachstum statt. Dieses Gedankenweben ist auch tätig in unserer Ernährung. Dieses Gedankenweben ist herausgebildet aus dem allgemeinen Gedankenweben des Kosmos.
[ 12 ] Wir können nicht unseren Ätherleib verstehen, wenn wir ihn nicht so verstehen, daß wir haben das allgemeine Gedankenweben der Welt siehe Zeichnung, hell), und unser eigener Ätherleib ist gewissermaßen herausgewoben durch unsere Geburt aus diesem Gedankenweben der Welt. Das Gedankenweben der Welt webt in uns hinein, bildet die Kräfte, die unserem Ätherleib zugrunde liegen und die eigentlich sich zeigen in dem Zwischenraum zwischen Ätherleib und physischem Leib. Durch den physischen Leib werden sie gewissermaßen hereingetragen, abgesondert von der äußeren Welt und wirken dann in uns mit Hilfe des Ätherleibes, des eigentlichen Bildekräfteleibes (unten).
[ 13 ] So können wir uns eine Vorstellung machen von dem, was hinter unserer Welt ist. Unsere nächste Erkenntnis ist die imaginative, und das nächste Wesenhafte, das in unserer Umgebung ist, ist das Sich-Imaginierende, das sich in lebendigen Bildern Auslebende. Und unserer eigenen Organisation liegt ein solches sich in lebendigen Bildern Auslebendes zugrunde. Wir sind unserem Ätherleib nach durchaus aus dem Kosmos herausgebildet, herausgestaltet. Wie wir also, indem wir in das Reich hinuntergehen, das unter uns liegt, unser Bewußtsein, wie wir es im Traume haben, dem Tiere zuzuschreiben haben, so haben wir, indem wir über uns hinaufgehen, das, was wir dann subjektiv erhalten in der Imagination. Was wir innerlich ausbilden als ein Gewebe von Imaginationen, das haben wir äußerlich vorhanden, das schauen wir gewissermaßen von außen an. Wir imaginieren nach innen. Die nächsten Wesen über dem Menschen imaginieren sich nach außen, offenbaren sich durch die nach außen getriebene Imagination, und wir selbst sind aus dieser Welt herausgegliedert durch eine solche nach außen getriebene Imagination. So daß unserer Welt tatsächlich ein Gedankenweben, ein Bildgedankenweben zugrunde liegt, daß wir finden, indem wir die geistige Welt suchen, ein Bildgedankenweben.
[ 14 ] Sie wissen, daß dann als nächste Stufe die Stufe der Inspiration in der Entwickelung unserer Erkenntnisvermögen dasteht. Wir können die Imagination von innen erleben als einen Erkenntnisvorgang. Aber die nächste Welt nach der sich imaginierenden ist diejenige, die gewissermaßen in demselben Elemente webt und lebt, in das wir geraten bei der Inspiration. Nur ist es für diese Welt eine Exspiration, ein gewissermaßen aus sich Herausbreiten. Wir inspirieren uns beim Erkennen. Dasjenige aber, was die nächste Welt tut, das ist: sie exspiriert sich, sie treibt das nach außen, was wir nach innen treiben im inspirierten Erkennen.
[ 15 ] So also gelangen wir, indem wir gewissermaßen das, was wir im Inspirieren von innen erleben, von der umgekehrten Seite anschauen, an die Objektivität der nächsthöheren Wesen heran. Und ebenso ist es beim Intuitieren, beim intuitiven Erkennen. Aber ich muß vorher noch sagen: Wenn wir als Mensch gewissermaßen bloß aus dem Gedankenweben der Welt herausgesponnen wären, dann würden wir nicht mitbringen in dieses Leben unser Seelisches, das sich durchgelebt hat durch das Leben vom letzten Tode bis zu dieser Geburt; denn was da herausgesponnen wird aus dem allgemeinen Gedankenweben der Welt, das ist eben aus dem Kosmos herausgesponnen, das ist uns zuteil geworden durch den Kosmos. Da hinein muß dann erst das Seelische kommen. Und dieses Seelische kommt da hinein durch eine solche Exspirationstätigkeit, durch eine zu der Inspiration umgekehrten Tätigkeit. Wir sind also gewissermaßen herausexspiriert aus dem seelisch-geistigen Weltenall. Indem uns der Kosmos mit seinem Gedankenweben umspinnt, durchdringt uns die geistig-seelische Welt exspirierend mit dem Seelischen. Aber sie muß dieses Seelische ja zuerst aufnehmen. Und da kommen wir an das heran, was nun wiederum nur vom Menschen aus richtig begriffen werden kann.
[ 16 ] Sehen Sie, indem wir als Menschen zwischen Geburt und Tod in der Welt leben, nehmen wir fortwährend durch unsere Sinneswahrnehmungen die Eindrücke von der Außenwelt auf. Wir bilden uns Vorstellungen davon, wir durchdringen diese Vorstellungen mit unseren Gefühlen. Wir gehen über zu unseren Willensimpulsen. Wir durchdringen das alles. Aber das bildet in uns eine Art abstrakten Lebens, eine Art Bildlebens zunächst. Und wenn Sie, ich möchte sagen, nach innen schauen, zu demjenigen, was sich da von den Sinnesorganen nach innen als seelisches Erleben der Außenwelt innerlich bildet, so ist das ja Ihr seelischer Inhalt. Es ist der seelische Inhalt des Menschen, der im höheren Wachbewußtsein darstellt zwischen Geburt und Tod, was ihm die Außenwelt gibt. Sein Inneres nimmt das gewissermaßen auf. Wenn ich schematisch dieses Innere so zeichne: Dann wird im Wahrnehmen die Welt gewissermaßen hereingeschickt (Zeichnung S. 73, rot) und wird von Gefühls- und Willenskräften innerlich durchzogene Welt, die sich da drinnen preßt in dem menschlichen Organismus. Wir tragen eigentlich eine Anschauung der Welt in uns; aber wir tragen eine Anschauung der Welt in uns dadurch, daß die Wirkungen, die Eindrücke der Welt in uns sich pressen. Und wir können im gewöhnlichen Bewußtsein das Schicksal dessen, was da eigentlich mit den Eindrücken der Welt in uns vorgeht, gar nicht völlig durchschauen. Was da in uns hineindringt und was in uns so lebt, daß es - in gewissen Grenzen - ein Bild des Kosmos ist, das ist so, daß es durchtränkt wird nicht nur von den Gefühlen und den innerlichen Willensimpulsen, die uns ins Bewußtsein kommen, sondern es wird überhaupt von alldem, was da im Menschen drinnen lebt, durchpulst. Dadurch bekommt es eine gewisse Tendenz. Es wird, solange wir leben bis zum Tode hin, zusammengehalten vom Leibe. Indem es durch die Pforte des Todes dringt, nimmt es vom Leibe mit, was man nennen kann einen Wunsch, fortzusetzen, was es im Leibe geworden ist: den Wunsch, Menschenwesenheit anzunehmen. Wenn wir unser inneres Seelenleben durch den Tod tragen, bekommt es den Wunsch, Menschenwesenheit anzunehmen.
[ 17 ] Das ist es, was unser Seelenleben durch den Tod trägt: die Sehnsucht nach Menschenwesenheit. Und diese Sehnsucht nach Menschenwesenheit, die ist insbesondere scharf ausgeprägt in alledem, was wie träumend und schlafend in den Untergründen unseres seelischen Lebens ist, was in unserem Willen ist. Unser Wille, wie er sich eingliedert dem Seelenleben, das aus den Eindrücken der Außenwelt entsteht, der trägt, indem er durch den Tod geht, in sich die tiefste Sehnsucht, nun in einer geistigen Welt, in einem geistigen Weltweben Mensch zu werden.
[ 18 ] Unsere Gedankenwelt dagegen, diejenige Welt, die zum Beispiel in unseren Erinnerungen geschaut werden kann, die aus uns selber zurückgestrahlt ist in unser Bewußtsein hinein, die trägt die umgekehrte Sehnsucht in sich. Die ist ja eine Verwandtschaft eingegangen mit unserem Menschenwesen. Unsere Gedanken gehen eine starke Verwandtschaft ein mit unserem Menschenwesen. Die tragen dann, indem sie durch den Tod gehen, die eminenteste Sehnsucht in sich, sich auszubreiten in die Welt, Welt zu werden (siehe Zeichnung Seite 68).
[ 19 ] Wir können also sagen: Indem wir Menschen durch den Tod gehen, tragen die Gedanken in sich die Sehnsucht, Welt zu werden. Der Wille dagegen, den wir entwickeln im Leben, er trägt in sich die Sehnsucht, Mensch zu werden.
Gedanken: Sehnsucht, Welt zu werden
Wille: Sehnsucht, Mensch zu werden
[ 20 ] Das ist dasjenige, womit wir durch den Tod gehen. Alles das, was in den Tiefen unseres Wesens waltet als Wille, es trägt im tiefsten Inneren die Sehnsucht in sich, Mensch zu werden. Man kann das beobachten mit dem imaginativen Bewußtsein, wenn man den schlafenden Menschen beobachtet, der den Willen ja außer sich hat, in dem Ich den Willen außer sich hat. Da drückt sich schon deutlich in dem außerhalb des Menschenleibes Befindlichen die Sehnsucht aus, beim Aufwachen wiederum zurückzukehren, um menschenähnlich sich zu gestalten in der Ausbreitung des menschlichen physischen Leibes selbst. Aber diese Sehnsucht bleibt über den Tod hinaus. Was willensartiger Natur ist, das will Mensch werden, währenddem das, was gedankenhafter Natur ist und was sich verbinden muß gerade mit den Gedanken, die dem physischen Leben so nahe sind, mit den Gedanken, die eigentlich unser menschliches Gewebe bilden, die unsere menschliche Figur zwischen Geburt und Tod haben -, das nimmt die Sehnsucht an, sich wiederum zu zerstreuen, sich wiederum zu zerfluten, Welt zu werden. Und das dauert dann bis ungefähr in die Mitte der Zeit, die wir zubringen zwischen dem Tod und einer neuen Geburt.
[ 21 ] Da ist das Gedankenhafte in seiner Sehnsucht, Welt zu werden, gewissermaßen bis ans Ende gekommen. Es hat sich eingegliedert in den ganzen Kosmos. Die Sehnsucht Welt zu werden, ist erreicht, und es findet eine Umkehr statt. In der Mitte zwischen dem Tod und einer neuen Geburt verwandelt sich diese Sehnsucht der Gedanken, Welt zu werden, langsam in die Sehnsucht, wiederum Mensch zu werden, wiederum sich so zu verweben, wie das dann wird, wenn es eben unser Gedankengewebe wird, das wir beim Aufwachen gegen den Leib hin wahrnehmen können. So daß wir sagen können - ich nenne ja das, was da in der Mitte zwischen dem Tod und einer neuen Geburt liegt, wie Sie aus meinen Mysteriendramen wissen, die Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins -, daß wir in dieser Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins eine rhythmische Umkehrung haben von der Gedankensehnsucht unseres Wesens, Welt zu werden, nachdem sie erfüllt ist, in die Sehnsucht, wiederum Mensch zu werden, nach und nach herunterzusteigen, um wiederum Mensch zu werden.
[ 22 ] In demselben Augenblicke, wo die Gedanken die Sehnsucht bekommen, wiederum Mensch zu werden, tritt bei dem Willen das Umgekehrte ein. Der Wille entwickelt ja zunächst die Sehnsucht, Mensch zu werden in dem geistigen Elemente, das wir durchleben zwischen dem Tod und einer neuen Geburt. Diese Sehnsucht ist es, die den Willen am meisten erfüllt. Es hat da draußen zwischen dem Tode und einer neuen Geburt gewissermaßen ein geistiges Abbild des Menschen erlebt; darinnen entsteht jetzt die lebhafteste Sehnsucht, wieder Welt zu werden. Gewissermaßen breitet sich der Wille aus; er wird Welt, er wird kosmisch. Dadurch, daß er sich ausbreitet, gelangt er auch eben in die Nähe derjenigen Naturströmung, die dann durch die Vererbungslinie gebildet wird im Fortgang der Generationen. So daß das, was als Wille wirkt im geistig-physischen Kosmos, was als Wille beginnt, um die Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins die Sehnsucht zu haben, Welt zu werden, daß das eigentlich schon in der Generationenfolge lebt. Wenn wir dann in der anderen Strömung, die die Sehnsucht hat, Mensch zu werden, uns einkörpern, ist uns vorangegangen der Wille im Weltwerden. Er lebt schon in der Fortpflanzung der Generation, in die wir dann untertauchen. In dem, was wir von den Vorfahren bekommen, lebt schon der Wille, der da Welt werden wollte von der Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins an, und mit diesem Welt-werden-Wollenden Willen kommen wir zusammen, indem das, was seit der Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins in den Gedanken von uns Mensch werden will, sich dann in das eingliedert.
Gedanken:
Sehnsucht, Welt zu werden - Sehnsucht, Mensch zu werden
Wille:
Sehnsucht, Mensch zuwerden — Sehnsucht, Welt zu werden
[ 23 ] Sie sehen also, wenn wir so mit geistigem Blick verfolgen, was auf der einen Seite im Physischen lebt, was auf der anderen Seite im Geistigen lebt, dann stellt sich uns das Bild des Menschenwerdens wirklich vor die Seele hin. Wir sind aber auch, indem wir durch das Gedankengewebe, das die Sehnsucht hat, Mensch zu werden, sich zu unserem physischen Dasein herunterzuneigen, wir sind da verwandt mit all den Wesen, die in der nächsten Sphäre über den Menschen leben, die sich imaginieren. Wir passieren gewissermaßen die Sphäre der sich imaginierenden Wesen. Und gerade in dem Augenblicke, wo diese Umkehrung stattfindet, da findet auch unsere Ich-durchdrungene Seele die Möglichkeit, nun fortzuleben in den beiden Strömungen, die ja divergieren, aber mit denen die Seele lebt, kosmisch lebt, bis sie sich wiederum nach der vollen Erfüllung der Menschwerde-Sehnsucht einkörpert und eben ein einzelner Mensch wird. Die Seele lebt im Grunde genommen sehr kompliziert, und hier in der Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins geht sie über den Abgrund. Sie wird gewissermaßen aus unserer Vergangenheit selber, jener Vergangenheit zunächst, die zwischen unserem letzten Tode und der Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins liegt, hereininspiriert. Die Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins passieren wir durch eine Tätigkeit, die dem Inspirieren, wenn man es innerlich erlebt, ähnlich ist, und die äußerlich ein Exspirieren ist, herrührend aus früherem Dasein. Ist die Seele über die Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins hinweg, da kommen wir zusammen mit denjenigen Wesen, die in zweiter Stufe über dem Menschen stehen und die im Exspirieren leben, wie ich gesagt habe.
[ 24 ] Aber als dritte Stufe haben wir im höheren Erkennen die intuitive Erkenntnis. Erleben wir sie nach innen, dann haben wir sie gewissermaßen von der einen Seite, erleben wir sie von außen, so haben wir ein Intuitieren, ein Sich-Hingeben, ein richtiges Sich-Hingeben. Dieses Sich-Hingeben, dieses sich in die Außenwelt-Ergießen, das ist das Wesen derjenigen Hierarchie, die als dritte Stufe über dem Menschen steht, das Intuitieren. Und dieses Intuitieren ist jene Tätigkeit, durch die der Inhalt unserer früheren Erdenleben herüber intuitiert wird in unser gegenwärtiges Erdenleben, herüberströmt, sich herüberergießt in unser gegenwärtiges Erdenleben. Diese Tätigkeit üben wir allerdings fortwährend aus, sowohl auf dem Wege bis zur Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins wie auch weiter darüber hinaus. Diese Tätigkeit durchdringt alles andere, und wir sind durch sie, also indem wir durch die wiederholten Erdenleben gehen, Teilnehmer an jener Welt, in welcher die im realen Intuitieren lebenden Wesen sind, die sich hingebenden Wesen sind. Wir geben uns ja auch eben an jedes folgende Erdendasein hin aus unserem früheren Erdenleben heraus.
[ 25 ] So können wir auch Vorstellungen gewinnen, wie nun unser Leben verläuft zwischen dem Tod und einer neuen Geburt in der Umgebung dieser drei Welten.
[ 26 ] Wie wir hier zwischen Geburt und Tod in der Umgebung der tierischen, der pflanzlichen und der mineralischen Welt leben, so leben wir zwischen dem Tod und einer neuen Geburt in derjenigen Welt, wo das, was wir sonst in der Imagination erfassen, in Bildern gestaltet nach außen lebt. Dasjenige also, was wir aus dem geistigen Kosmos in unsere Leibgestaltung hineintragen, das können wir daher auch durch Imagination erfassen. Das, was wir von unserem Seelischen durch die Mitternachtsstunde des Daseins hindurchtragen, was in uns dann vorzugsweise als Gefühlstätigkeit lebt, aber ins Traumhafte eben abgestumpft, das können wir erfassen durch inspirierende Erkenntnis, und das ist auch, wenn es auftritt als unser Gefühlsleben, durchsetzt von solchen Wesenheiten.
[ 27 ] Wir leben nämlich als Menschen in Wahrheit nur völlig in unserer äußeren Sinneswahrnehmung. Schon wenn wir zum Denken vordringen, dann ist objektiv dieses Denken etwas, was für die Imagination gegeben wird, was in einem Bildgestalten besteht. Wir heben nur die abstrakten Gedanken in unserem Bewußtsein aus dem Bildgestalten heraus. Hinter unserem Bewußtsein liegt dann gleich das Bildweben der Gedanken. Dadurch, daß wir die abstrakten Gedanken herausheben können aus diesem Bildweben, kommen wir als Menschen zwischen Geburt und Tod zur Freiheit. Die Welt der imaginativen Notwendigkeit liegt dahinter. Da sind wir aber auch nicht mehr in derselben Weise allein wie hier. Da sind wir verwoben mit den sich durch Imagination offenbarenden Wesen, so wie wir dann in unserem Fühlen verwoben sind mit den durch Exspiration, mit den das Inspirieren nach außen offenbarenden Wesen. Und indem wir von Erdenleben zu Erdenleben gehen, sind wir verwoben mit denjenigen Wesenheiten, die im Intuitieren leben.
[ 28 ] Unser menschliches Leben reicht also hinunter in die drei Reiche der Natur und reicht hinauf in die drei Reiche des göttlich-geistig-seelischen Dasein. Das zeigt uns, daß wir ja hier im Anschauen des Menschen nur die Außenseite des Menschen haben. In dem Augenblicke, wo wir nach dem Inneren schauen, setzt sich uns der Mensch fort nach den höheren Welten hinauf, verrät er uns, offenbart er uns seinen Zusammenhang nach den höheren Welten hinauf, und wir leben uns durch Imagination, Inspiration und Intuition in diese höheren Welten hinein.
[ 29 ] Damit haben wir einmal einen Blick geworfen auf die menschliche Umgebung. Wir haben aber damit zu gleicher Zeit diejenige Welt entdeckt, die als eine Welt geistiger Notwendigkeiten hinter der Welt physischer Notwendigkeiten steht, und wir lernen dann um so mehr das, was in der Mitte drinnen liegt, würdigen: die Welt unseres gewöhnlichen Bewußtseins, das wir durchmachen in wachendem Zustande zwischen der Geburt und dem Tode. Da einverleiben wir unserem eigentlichen menschlichen Wesen das, was in der Freiheit leben kann. Unter uns und über uns ist nicht Freiheit. Freiheit tragen wir durch die Todespforte dadurch, daß wir mitnehmen den wesentlichsten Inhalt des Bewußtseins, den wir da haben zwischen der Geburt und dem Tode. Der Mensch verdankt eben dem Erdendasein die Eroberung dessen, was in ihm das Freiheitsleben ist. Dann allerdings kann es ihm nicht mehr genommen werden, wenn er es sich erobert hat dadurch, daß er das Leben zwischen Geburt und Tod durchgemacht hat, dann kann es ihm nicht mehr genommen werden, wenn er dieses Leben weiterträgt in die Welt der geistigen Notwendigkeiten hinein. Dieses Erdenleben bekommt gerade seinen tiefen Sinn dadurch, daß wir es hineinzustellen vermögen zwischen das, was unter uns und über uns liegt. Und so leben wir uns hinauf zu der Erfassung dessen, was im Menschen als das Geistige erfaßt werden kann.
[ 30 ] Wenn wir das Seelische erkennen wollen, so müssen wir gewissermaßen in die Zwischenräume zwischen physischem Leib, Ätherleib, Astralleib und Ich hineinschauen; dann müssen wir in das hineinschauen, was da webt zwischen den Gliedern unserer menschlichen Wesenheit. Wenn wir den Menschen als geistiges Wesen kennenlernen wollen, dann müssen wir danach fragen, was der Mensch erlebt mit sich imaginierenden Wesenheiten, mit Wesenheiten, die sich außen durch Inspiration oder eigentlich Exspiration offenbaren, mit Wesenheiten, die sich durch Intuitieren offenbaren. Wie wir also gewissermaßen aufsuchen müssen, was unsere menschlichen Wesensglieder miteinander für Wechseltätigkeit entwickeln, wenn wir das Seelenleben prüfen wollen, so müssen wir den Verkehr mit den Wesenheiten der höheren Hierarchien aufsuchen, wenn wir den Menschen als geistiges Wesen betrachten wollen.
[ 31 ] Wenn wir hinunterschauen in die Natur und den Menschen vollständig anschauen wollen, dann enthüllt sich uns dieser Mensch für das geistige Anschauen in dem Augenblicke, wo wir aus innerer Erkenntnis heraus sagen können: Der Mensch, so wie er heute ist, trägt in sich physischen Leib, Ätherleib, astralischen Leib und Ich. — Jetzt hat man erkennen gelernt, was der Mensch innerhalb der Natur ist. Nun werden wir gewahr, zunächst auf subjektive Art durch inneres Erleben, das Seelenweben. Wir schauen es ja nicht an, wir stehen darinnen. Indem wir uns zur Anschauung aufschwingen, müssen wir es suchen zwischen den Gliedern, die wir also als die Wesensglieder des Menschen im natürlichen Dasein entdeckt haben. Was diese Glieder miteinander tun nach innen hin, das enthüllt sich uns als die objektive Anschauung des Seelenlebens.
[ 32 ] Dann aber müssen wir weitergehen und müssen nun nicht nur die Wesensglieder des Menschen und die Wirksamkeit dieser Wesensglieder aufeinander suchen, sondern wir müssen den ganzen Menschen nehmen und ihn in Wechseltätigkeit mit demjenigen sehen, was in seiner im weitesten Umfange aufgefaßten Weltenumgebung lebt: unter ihm und über ihm. Da entdecken wir, wie unter ihm dasjenige lebt, was gegenüber dem, was über ihm ist und was sich als die eigentliche Geistigkeit des Menschen erweist — Geistigkeit als Erlebnis unserer Tätigkeit mit den Wesen der höheren Hierarchien -, wie schlafend ist. Das, was sich als die eigentliche Geistigkeit da oben erlebt und das, was unten in der Natur erlebt wird, wird wie ein Wechseln, ein rhythmisches Wechseln zwischen Wachen und Schlafen erlebt. Gehen wir vom menschlichen Bewußtsein, das das wachende Bewußtsein ist, hinunter zum tierischen Bewußtsein, das das träumende Bewußtsein ist, gehen wir bis zum Pflanzenreich: schlafend; gehen wir noch tiefer hinunter: tiefer als das Schlafen; gehen wir hinauf: wir finden zunächst das Imaginieren als Realität erfüllt. Also ein weiteres Aufwachen ergibt sich gegenüber unserem gewöhnlichen Bewußtsein, ein noch weiteres Aufwachen bei den höheren Wesen, durch Inspiration; ein völliges Erwachtsein im Intuitieren, ein solches Erwachtsein, daß es ein Hingeben ist an die Welt.
[ 33 ] Und jetzt verfolgen Sie bitte das, was ich nun hier schematisch zeichne, was aber zum Welt- und Menschenverständnis von größter Bedeutung ist. Nehmen Sie hier gewissermaßen als den Zentralpunkt das gewöhnliche menschliche Bewußtsein. Es geht zunächst herunter, findet das tierische Traumbewußtsein; geht weiter herunter, findet das pflanzliche Schlafbewußtsein; geht weiter herunter und findet das mineralische Tiefschlafbewußtsein.
[ 34 ] Nun aber geht der Mensch über sich hinauf, findet die Wesenheiten, welche in Imaginationen sich offenbaren; geht weiter hinauf, findet die Wesenheiten, welche in Inspirationen sich offenbaren, eigentlich durch ein exspirierendes Wesen; findet endlich die Wesenheiten, welche sich durch Intuitieren offenbaren, die sich ausgießen. Wohin ergießen sie sich? Das höchste Bewußtsein ergießt sich in das Tiefschlafbewußtsein des Mineralreiches hinein. Das Mineralreich ist um uns herum ausgebreitet, zeigt uns seine eine Seite. Würden Sie, indem Sie an diese eine Seite des Mineralreiches herankommen, nicht durch Zerbröckeln bis in die Atome, sondern wirklich durchkönnen, so würden Sie auf der anderen Seite sich entgegenstrahlen finden dasjenige, was im intuitierenden Bewußtsein in das Tiefschlafbewußtsein des Mineralreiches hineinströmt. Und diesen Prozeß, den wir da im Raume finden können, wir machen ihn als Menschen selbst im Werdegang durch die verschiedenen Erdenleben in der Zeit durch.
[ 35 ] Nun, wir wollen morgen über diese Verhältnisse weiter sprechen.
Fourth Lecture
[ 1 ] Yesterday we were able to point out how human beings approach the world in their consciousness in two ways, so to speak: when they are active inwardly and when they are active outwardly. For ordinary consciousness, however, what lives within human beings is not comprehensible because consciousness comes up against it. But we have seen how karma lives in human beings between birth and death in two ways: on the one hand, when human beings sink into their etheric body upon awakening, where they can still have remembrances of their dreams in their ordinary consciousness while they are sinking. Then they pass, as it were, through the space between the etheric body and the physical body — they are not in the physical body until they have full sense perception — and pass through the region of the living, active thoughts within them. These are the same thoughts that actually participated in the building of their organism, which they brought with them into existence through birth and which, in other words, make up his past, his finished karma. But then, as he falls asleep, the human being encounters that which cannot become action. What enters into our actions from our impulses of mind and will is lived out in life. But something always remains behind, and this is what the human being takes with him into sleep. However, this is also present in other respects. Everything that does not enter into action from the soul life, everything that remains, as it were, before the action, is the karma in the making, which forms itself and which we then carry on through death. In short, yesterday I wanted to point out how the forces of karma live in human beings.
[ 2 ] Today, so that we can bring the whole thing to a kind of conclusion tomorrow, we will look at the human environment to show how human beings actually stand within the world. Yesterday we endeavored to look objectively at the human soul life itself, and found that thinking develops in the region that is precisely this objective region of thought between the physical body and the etheric body; that feeling then develops between the etheric body and the astral body, and that the will develops between the astral body and the I. So that — as I said yesterday, the expression is inappropriate, but it is understandable — in a sense, in the spaces we must assume between the four members of human nature, between the physical body, the etheric body, the astral body, and the I, this actual soul activity develops. If we want to look at them objectively, they are alternating activities between the members of the human being.

[ 3 ] Now let us look a little at the human environment. Let us really imagine how human beings are in a completely vivid dream life, how they have images wandering through their dream life. Yesterday I said that imaginative consciousness can perceive how these images descend into the organization and how what is active in these images brings about our feelings. Our feelings are therefore what would actually be grasped if one were to look deeper into the inner life of human beings, for the perception of dream images. Feelings are the waves that shoot up from the daydream life into our consciousness. Yesterday I said that we dream continuously beneath the surface of our life of imagination, and this dream life lives out in our feelings.
[ 4 ] If we now look at the environment of human beings, first at the animal world, we find that animals have a consciousness that does not rise to the level of thinking, of thought life, but actually develops in a kind of living dream life. By studying our own dream life, we can form an idea of what the soul life of animals is actually like. The soul life of animals is entirely dreamlike. Therefore, the soul life of animals is much more active in the organism than the soul life of humans, which is much more emancipated from the organism through the brightness of the life of imagination. Animals actually dream. And just as our dream images, the dream images we form during waking consciousness, flow up as feelings, so such a feeling-like soul life is what mainly underlies the animal. Animals do not actually have a soul life permeated by bright thoughts. What goes on between the etheric body and the astral body in us is essentially what goes on in animals; this forms the animal soul life. And we can understand animal life if we imagine it as emerging from the soul life.
[ 5 ] It is important to gain a certain understanding of these relationships, because then we will understand what actually happens, say, when an animal digests. Just look at a herd lying on a pasture in the process of digestion. The whole mood that pervades the animals announces what spiritual research reveals: that the excited activity that essentially takes place between the etheric body and the astral body of the animal rises up in a living feeling, and that the animal lives in this feeling. An intensification and diminution of this feeling is the essence of animal experience, and participation in its dream images occurs when feeling is somewhat dampened and the image takes the place of feeling. We can therefore say that animals live in a consciousness similar to our dream consciousness.
[ 6 ] If we seek in animals the consciousness that we ourselves have as human beings walking around here on earth, then we cannot seek it within the animal; we must seek it in beings that do not come into immediate physical existence. We call them animal generic souls, souls that as such do not have a physical body, but live out their lives through animals. We can say that all lions together have such a generic soul that has a spiritual existence. It then has a consciousness like we humans have, not the individual animal.
[ 7 ] If we now descend into the plant world, we do not have the same consciousness as animals, but rather we have a consciousness in the plant world itself that is similar to the consciousness we have when we fall asleep and wake up. The plant is a sleeping being. However, we also develop this consciousness between the astral body and the ego in our will. What is active in the plant world is essentially the same as what lives in our will. In our will, we are actually asleep even when we are awake. The same activity that prevails in our will actually prevails throughout the entire plant world.
[ 8 ] The consciousness that we develop as sleeping consciousness is something that actually continually intrudes into our consciousness as the unconscious, forming gaps in our memory, as I said yesterday. But just as our consciousness is dull, and for most people completely extinguished during sleep, so is plant consciousness.
[ 9 ] When we then seek what is the same in plant life as in animal life, we cannot look for it in the individual plant, but must actually look for it in the whole soul of the earth. The whole soul of the earth has a dreaming consciousness and sleeps itself into plant consciousness. And only insofar as the earth participates in cosmic becoming does it flicker in such a way that it can develop such a complete consciousness as we humans have between birth and death in the waking state. But this is especially the case when winter comes: this is a kind of awakening of the earth, while the dull dream consciousness is present during the summer, during the warm season. It is a complete fallacy, as I have already explained in earlier lectures, to believe that the earth is awake in summer and asleep in winter. The opposite is true. In the vigorous vegetative activity that develops during the summer, during the warm season, there is actually a state of sleep, a ‘dream state’ of the earth, while a state of wakefulness prevails during the cold season. But when we descend to the mineral kingdom, we are forced to conclude that there is a consciousness even deeper than that of our sleep, a consciousness that is completely foreign to our ordinary human experience and thus goes beyond the realm of the will. But actually, what lives in minerals as a state of consciousness is only seemingly distant from us humans, only distant from our ordinary consciousness. In reality, it is not so distant from us at all. For when we pass from willing to actual doing, when we carry something out, our will separates itself from us. And that in which we then, I would say, swim, in which we weave and live, by carrying out the action that we only imagine — we are not actually inside the action with our consciousness, we only imagine it — but what is contained within the action itself, the content of the action, is ultimately the same as what lies beyond the surface of minerals in the mineral realm and constitutes mineral consciousness. If we could sink even deeper into unconsciousness, we would actually arrive at the place where mineral consciousness weaves. But we would find ourselves in no other state than that in which our actions themselves take place. Therefore, mineral consciousness lies, so to speak, beyond what we as humans can experience. But our own actions also lie beyond what we humans can experience. Insofar as our actions do not depend on us, do not lie within the realm of our freedom, our actions are just as much world events as what happens inside minerals. We integrate our actions into these events, and in doing so we have actually carried the relationship between human beings and their environment to the point where human beings, through their actions, even transcend their sleeping consciousness. By becoming aware of the mineral world around them, by looking at minerals from the outside, human beings come into contact with what lies beyond their experience. We can say: if this is the sphere of what we see within the human kingdom, the animal kingdom, and the plant kingdom, and then we come to the mineral kingdom, then the mineral kingdom, insofar as it acts upon our senses, presents its outer side to us; but beyond that, where we can no longer enter, the mineral kingdom develops its consciousness, as it were, turned away from us (see drawing, red). And this consciousness that is developed there is that which also receives the inner contents of our actions, which then continue to work in the course of our karma.

[ 10 ] And now let us turn to beings that do not stand below human beings in the hierarchy of the natural kingdoms, but above them. How can we form a certain idea of these beings? How does the consciousness that we must establish through spiritual research, through anthroposophy, form an idea of such higher beings? Well, you know from my book How to Know Higher Worlds and from what I have said on the same subject in lectures that we can ascend from the daytime consciousness, which we call objective consciousness, to imaginative consciousness. When we ascend in a healthy way to imaginative consciousness, we first become free from our physicality. We weave in the etheric life. As a result, our ideas will not be sharply contoured; they will be flowing imaginations, but they will be such that they resemble the thought life I characterized yesterday, which we find between the etheric body and the physical body when we wake up. We are already living into such a thought life. This thought life into which we live in our imagination is not such that we arbitrarily add one thought to another, but rather the thoughts organize themselves into a structure. It is a thought organism, a pictorial thought organism, into which we live ourselves. But this pictorial thought organism has life force within itself. It presents itself to us as if it were a thought being, but it actually lives, it has a life of its own; not the life that physical, earthly things have, but a life that basically permeates and animates everything. We live our way into a world that lives in imagination, whose activity is imagination.
[ 11 ] This is the world we initially experience above the human being: this weaving, imagining world. And only as a piece, as something cut out of this weaving, imagining world, do we find that which is spun within ourselves between our etheric body and our physical body, which we can find when we wake up and which we know to be identical with that which enters through conception and birth from the spiritual world into this physical world when we enter this physical world. The world that is the imagining world ultimately releases us, so to speak, and then continues to work in our physical body after our birth. A web of thoughts, independent of our own subjective web of thoughts, takes place there. This web of thoughts takes place during our growth. This web of thoughts is also active in our nutrition. This web of thoughts is formed from the general web of thoughts of the cosmos.
[ 12 ] We cannot understand our etheric body unless we understand that we have the general thought-web of the world (see drawing, light), and that our own etheric body is, in a sense, woven out of this thought-web of the world through our birth. The thought web of the world weaves into us, forming the forces that underlie our etheric body and that actually manifest themselves in the space between the etheric body and the physical body. Through the physical body, they are, in a sense, carried in, separated from the outer world, and then work within us with the help of the etheric body, the actual formative force body (below).
[ 13 ] This gives us an idea of what lies behind our world. Our next insight is imaginative, and the next essential thing in our environment is the imagining, which lives out in living images. And our own organization is based on something that lives out in living images. According to our etheric body, we are entirely formed and shaped out of the cosmos. Just as, when we descend into the realm below us, we must attribute our consciousness, as we have it in dreams, to animals, so, when we ascend above us, we have what we then subjectively receive in imagination. What we form inwardly as a web of imaginations, we have outwardly, we see it, as it were, from outside. We imagine inwardly. The beings above human beings imagine themselves outwardly, reveal themselves through imagination driven outward, and we ourselves are separated from this world by such outwardly driven imagination. So that our world is actually based on a web of thoughts, a web of image-thoughts, which we find when we seek the spiritual world, a web of image-thoughts.
[ 14 ] You know that the next stage in the development of our cognitive faculties is the stage of inspiration. We can experience imagination from within as a process of cognition. But the next world after the imaginative world is the one that, in a sense, weaves and lives in the same element that we enter during inspiration. Only for this world it is an expiration, a kind of spreading out of itself. We inspire ourselves in cognition. But what the next world does is this: it expires itself, it drives outward what we drive inward in inspired cognition.
[ 15 ] Thus, by looking at what we experience from within during inspiration from the opposite side, we arrive at the objectivity of the next higher beings. And the same is true of intuition, of intuitive knowledge. But I must first say: If we as human beings were, so to speak, spun out solely from the web of thoughts in the world, then we would not bring into this life our soul life, which has lived through the life from the last death to this birth; for what is spun out from the general web of thoughts in the world is spun out from the cosmos, has been given to us through the cosmos. The soul must first enter into this. And this soul enters through an activity of expiration, through an activity that is the opposite of inspiration. We are thus, in a sense, exhaled out of the soul-spiritual universe. As the cosmos envelops us with its web of thoughts, the spiritual-soul world permeates us with the soul. But it must first take in this soul. And here we come to what can now only be properly understood from the human being.
[ 16 ] You see, as human beings living in the world between birth and death, we constantly take in impressions from the outside world through our sensory perceptions. We form ideas about them and permeate these ideas with our feelings. We move on to our impulses of will. We permeate all of this. But this forms a kind of abstract life within us, a kind of picture life at first. And when you, I would say, look inward, to what is formed inwardly from the sense organs as a spiritual experience of the external world, that is your spiritual content. It is the spiritual content of the human being that represents in higher waking consciousness between birth and death what the external world gives him. His inner being takes this in, so to speak. If I draw this inner being schematically: Then, in perception, the world is sent in, so to speak (drawing on p. 73, red), and becomes a world permeated by feelings and will forces, which presses itself into the human organism. We actually carry a view of the world within us; but we carry a view of the world within us through the effects, the impressions of the world pressing upon us. And in ordinary consciousness, we cannot fully comprehend the fate of what actually happens within us with the impressions of the world. What penetrates into us and lives within us in such a way that it is — within certain limits — a picture of the cosmos, is saturated not only by the feelings and inner impulses of the will that come into our consciousness, but is permeated by everything that lives within the human being. This gives it a certain tendency. As long as we live, until we die, it is held together by the body. As it passes through the gate of death, it takes with it from the body what can be called a desire to continue what it has become in the body: the desire to take on human existence. When we carry our inner soul life through death, it acquires the desire to take on human existence.
[ 17 ] This is what our soul life carries through death: the longing for humanity. And this longing for human existence is particularly pronounced in everything that lies dormant in the depths of our soul life, in our will. Our will, as it integrates itself into the soul life that arises from the impressions of the external world, carries within itself, as it passes through death, the deepest longing to become human in a spiritual world, in a spiritual web of the world.
[ 18 ] Our world of thoughts, on the other hand, the world that can be seen, for example, in our memories, which is reflected back from ourselves into our consciousness, carries within itself the opposite longing. This has entered into a relationship with our human nature. Our thoughts enter into a strong relationship with our human nature. By passing through death, they carry within themselves the most eminent longing to spread out into the world, to become world (see drawing on page 68).
[ 19 ] We can therefore say that as we humans pass through death, our thoughts carry within them the longing to become the world. The will, on the other hand, which we develop in life, carries within it the longing to become human.
Thoughts: longing to become the world
Will: longing to become human beings
[ 20 ] This is what we go through in death. Everything that reigns in the depths of our being as will carries within itself, in its deepest core, the longing to become human. This can be observed with imaginative consciousness when observing a sleeping person, who has the will outside of themselves, in whom the will is outside of the self. There, outside the human body, the longing to return upon awakening, to take on a human form in the expansion of the human physical body itself, is already clearly expressed. But this longing remains beyond death. That which is of a volitional nature wants to become human, while that which is of a more intellectual nature and which must connect with the thoughts that are so close to physical life, with the thoughts that actually form our human fabric, that give us our human form between birth and death, takes on the longing to disperse again, to flood away again, to become the world. And this lasts until about the middle of the time we spend between death and a new birth.
[ 21 ] There, the thought-like has, in its longing to become world, come to an end, so to speak. It has integrated itself into the whole cosmos. The longing to become the world has been fulfilled, and a reversal takes place. In the middle between death and a new birth, this longing of the thoughts to become the world slowly transforms into the longing to become human again, to interweave oneself again in the way that happens when it becomes our web of thoughts, which we can perceive when we wake up against the body. So that we can say—I call what lies in the middle between death and a new birth, as you know from my Mystery Dramas, the midnight hour of existence—that in this midnight hour of existence we have a rhythmic reversal of the longing of our being to become the world, once it has been fulfilled, into the longing to become human again, to descend gradually in order to become human again.
[ 22 ] At the very moment when the thoughts long to become human again, the opposite occurs in the will. The will first develops the longing to become human in the spiritual element that we experience between death and a new birth. It is this longing that most fulfills the will. Out there, between death and a new birth, it has experienced, as it were, a spiritual image of the human being; within it, the most vivid longing to become the world again now arises. In a sense, the will spreads out; it becomes world, it becomes cosmic. By spreading out, it also comes close to the natural stream that is then formed through the line of inheritance in the course of the generations. So that what acts as will in the spiritual-physical cosmos, what begins as will at midnight of existence with the longing to become world, actually already lives in the succession of generations. When we then incarnate ourselves in the other stream, which has the longing to become human, the will to become world has preceded us. It already lives in the reproduction of the generation into which we then immerse ourselves. In what we receive from our ancestors, the will that wanted to become world from the midnight hour of existence already lives, and we come together with this will that wants to become world, in that what has wanted to become human in our thoughts since the midnight hour of existence then integrates itself into us.
Thoughts:
Longing to become the world — longing to become human
Will:
Longing to become human — Longing to become the world
[ 23 ] So you see, when we follow with our spiritual gaze what lives on the one hand in the physical realm and what lives on the other hand in the spiritual realm, then the image of becoming human truly presents itself to our soul. But we are also, in that we are drawn down to our physical existence by the web of thoughts that has the longing to become human, we are related to all the beings who live in the sphere above us, who imagine themselves. We pass, as it were, through the sphere of imagining beings. And precisely at the moment when this reversal takes place, our ego-imbued soul also finds the possibility of continuing to live in the two currents, which diverge, but with which the soul lives, lives cosmically, until it again incarnates after the full fulfillment of the longing to become human and becomes an individual human being. The soul lives in a very complicated way, and here, at the midnight hour of existence, it crosses the abyss. It is, in a sense, inspired from our own past, that past which lies between our last death and the midnight hour of existence. We pass through the midnight hour of existence through an activity that is similar to inspiration when experienced inwardly, and which outwardly is an exhalation originating from a previous existence. Once the soul has passed the midnight hour of existence, we come together with those beings who stand above human beings in the second stage and who live in exhalation, as I have said.
[ 24 ] But as the third stage, we have intuitive knowledge in higher cognition. If we experience it inwardly, we have it, so to speak, from one side; if we experience it from outside, we have intuition, a surrender, a true surrender. This surrendering, this pouring oneself into the outer world, is the essence of the hierarchy that stands above man as the third stage, intuition. And this intuition is the activity through which the content of our previous earthly lives is intuited over into our present earthly life, flows over, pours over into our present earthly life. We practice this activity continuously, both on the path to the midnight hour of existence and beyond. This activity permeates everything else, and through it, that is, by going through repeated earthly lives, we participate in that world in which the beings who live in real intuition, the beings who surrender themselves, exist. We also give ourselves over to each subsequent earthly existence out of our previous earthly life.
[ 25 ] In this way, we can also gain an idea of how our life proceeds between death and a new birth in the environment of these three worlds.
[ 26 ] Just as we live here between birth and death in the environment of the animal, plant, and mineral worlds, so we live between death and a new birth in the world where what we otherwise grasp in our imagination lives outwardly in images. What we carry from the spiritual cosmos into our physical form can therefore also be grasped through imagination. What we carry through the midnight hour of existence from our soul, what then lives in us primarily as emotional activity but is dulled in the dream world, we can grasp through inspiring insight, and when it appears as our emotional life, it is permeated by such beings.
[ 27 ] For as human beings, we live in truth only completely in our outer sense perception. Even when we advance to thinking, this thinking is objectively something that is given to the imagination, something that consists in image formation. We lift only the abstract thoughts out of the image-forming in our consciousness. Behind our consciousness lies the image-weaving of thoughts. By being able to lift the abstract thoughts out of this image-weaving, we as human beings attain freedom between birth and death. The world of imaginative necessity lies behind this. But there we are no longer alone in the same way as here. There we are interwoven with the beings that reveal themselves through imagination, just as we are then interwoven in our feelings with the beings that reveal themselves outwardly through expiration, through inspiration. And as we pass from one earthly life to another, we are interwoven with those beings that live in intuition.
[ 28 ] Our human life thus extends down into the three realms of nature and up into the three realms of divine-spiritual-soul existence. This shows us that when we look at human beings here, we only see the outer side of the human being. The moment we look inward, the human being continues upward toward the higher worlds, reveals himself to us, and shows us his connection to the higher worlds, and we live our way into these higher worlds through imagination, inspiration, and intuition.
[ 29 ] We have thus taken a look at the human environment. At the same time, however, we have discovered the world that stands behind the world of physical necessities as a world of spiritual necessities, and we learn to appreciate all the more what lies in the middle: the world of our ordinary consciousness, which we experience in the waking state between birth and death. Here we incorporate into our actual human nature that which can live in freedom. There is no freedom beneath us or above us. We carry freedom through the gates of death by taking with us the most essential content of consciousness that we have between birth and death. Human beings owe their conquest of what is freedom in them to their earthly existence. Then, however, it can no longer be taken away from him once he has conquered it by living through the life between birth and death; it can no longer be taken away from him if he carries this life forward into the world of spiritual necessities. This earthly life derives its profound meaning precisely from the fact that we are able to place it between what lies beneath us and what lies above us. And so we live our way up to the comprehension of what can be grasped in human beings as the spiritual.
[ 30 ] If we want to recognize the soul, we must, in a sense, look into the spaces between the physical body, the etheric body, the astral body, and the I; then we must look into what is weaving between the limbs of our human being. If we want to get to know the human being as a spiritual being, then we must ask what the human being experiences with imagining beings, with beings that reveal themselves externally through inspiration or, actually, expiration, with beings that reveal themselves through intuition. Just as we must, in a sense, seek out what our human members develop in their mutual interaction if we want to examine the life of the soul, so we must seek contact with the beings of the higher hierarchies if we want to view human beings as spiritual beings.
[ 31 ] When we look down into nature and want to see the human being completely, then this human being reveals himself to our spiritual gaze at the moment when we can say out of inner knowledge: The human being, as he is today, carries within himself a physical body, an etheric body, an astral body, and the I. Now we have learned to recognize what human beings are within nature. Now we become aware, initially in a subjective way through inner experience, of the soul's weaving. We do not look at it; we stand within it. As we rise to contemplation, we must seek it between the members that we have discovered as the constitutional members of the human being in natural existence. What these members do with each other inwardly is revealed to us as the objective contemplation of the soul life.
[ 32 ] But then we must go further and not only seek the constitutional members of the human being and the effectiveness of these constitutional members upon one another, but we must take the whole human being and see him in reciprocal activity with that which lives in his world environment, understood in its broadest sense: beneath him and above him. There we discover how that which is opposite to what is above him and which proves to be the actual spirituality of the human being — spirituality as the experience of our activity with the beings of the higher hierarchies — lies dormant beneath him. That which is experienced as the actual spirituality above and that which is experienced below in nature is experienced as an alternation, a rhythmic alternation between waking and sleeping. Let us descend from human consciousness, which is waking consciousness, to animal consciousness, which is dreaming consciousness, and then to the plant kingdom: sleeping; let us descend even deeper: deeper than sleeping; let us ascend: we first find imagination fulfilled as reality. Thus, a further awakening occurs in relation to our ordinary consciousness, an even further awakening in higher beings, through inspiration; a complete awakening in intuition, an awakening that is a surrender to the world.
[ 33 ] And now please follow what I am now drawing schematically, which is of the utmost importance for understanding the world and human beings. Take, as it were, ordinary human consciousness as the central point here. It first descends, finds the animal dream consciousness; descends further, finds the plant sleep consciousness; descends further and finds the mineral deep sleep consciousness.
[ 34 ] But now the human being rises above himself, finds the beings that reveal themselves in imaginations; continues upward, finds the beings that reveal themselves in inspirations, actually through an expiring being; finally finds the beings that reveal themselves through intuition, which pour themselves out. Where do they pour themselves out? The highest consciousness pours itself into the deep sleep consciousness of the mineral kingdom. The mineral kingdom is spread out around us, showing us one side of itself. If you were to approach this one side of the mineral kingdom, not by breaking it down into atoms, but by truly passing through it, you would find on the other side that which flows into the deep sleep consciousness of the mineral kingdom through intuitive consciousness. And this process, which we can find in space, we ourselves go through as human beings in the course of our various earthly lives in time.
[ 35 ] Well, we will continue talking about these conditions tomorrow.